A Message from the Dancer in the Temple (27)

A Message from the Dancer in the Temple

To fear the consciousness-expanding and boundary-dissolving experiences induced by cannabis and psychedelic drugs is to fear the experience of being in the here and now. It is to fear the contents of one's own psyche. It is to prefer to remain unconscious of who and what one really is. It is to cower from the presence of the God within us, upon whose kindness we are all completely dependent. To impose this fear upon others is to promote fascism in the deepest and truest sense of the word. In other words, the prohibition of cannabis and psychedelic drugs, which by all accounts are harmless compared to alcohol, tobacco and pharmaceuticals, is the leading indicator of fascism.

The entire world lives under fascist rule, as cannabis, which is naturally both the most ubiquitous and useful plant on earth, is in some respect illegal everywhere on Earth for the sole reason that people are afraid of others using it to expand their awareness. I believe that the persons responsible for the prohibition of cannabis are actually the world's leading opponents of fascism, namely, the pro-freedom Creator and His allies. They are the rulers of evil and are beyond shame themselves; they provide the human race with the fascism that naturally comes about as a result of the power that shame has over each and every mortal man. In a world in which shame is allowed to play a part there will inevitably be fascism as the ashamed do not like and will not allow access to substances that shed light upon their shame.

Fascism as a system of human organization is an expression of the fascist within each person wishing to remain oblivious to the role that shame plays in their lives. There is no such thing as true freedom in a world in which the incest taboo is allowed to be the fundamental and inviolable law of existence. This is to say there is no such thing as freedom in a Patriarchy. Such a world is ruled by shame under the guise of fascism. The government of the USA - founded on the principles of freedom and the inalienable right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness set forth in a declaration written on paper made from cannabis by an incarnation of the son of God, who grew cannabis on his own farm! - is the leading agency of fascism in this world. Nevertheless, the citizens of this country are by and large happy with the system of government under which they live. Americans have the fascism that they want, or if not, most would happily settle for a slightly different version of fascism, such as what they had under Bill "I didn't inhale" Clinton or would have under John "for a stronger America" Kerry. The people of the USA will fight and die to preserve their right to live under fascism, to preserve their right to control others by limiting access to the plants that expose shame. A majority of Americans would be made very uncomfortable by a wholesale decriminalization of cannabis, let alone a relaxation of the incest taboo.

The end-times into which humanity is now entering is a seven year period of time ending, according to the Bible Code itself, in 2012 in which people will decide once and for all whether they prefer to live under a regime which promotes true freedom, or whether the attachment to shame will make this impossible for them, requiring a permanent separation of those who cling to shame from those who are willing to let go of it. Apparently a majority of the people of this world approve of fascism. I for one am ready to move on to a world free from fascists who approve of the fact that I cannot grow, smoke, or otherwise employ cannabis in the myriad ways in which it has made itself - through the symbiotic relationship it has had with human beings through the course of many worlds - the miraculously prolific, medicinal, useful and environmentally benign plant that it is. I am ready to live free from the influence of such supreme stupidity. Dear Heavenly Father, will you please provide us and our family and Tribe with a world in which we are free from the interference of the promoters of shame and of fascism?

To fear the experience of being in the here and now is to fear being in an awareness of the presence of the God who is Love. It is to fear the love of God. The path beyond this fear will soon be opened to all those who wish to cross from a world of fascism, darkness and fear into a world of true freedom, light and love. Those who prefer fascism, darkness and fear will soon have their ideal world as well, free from exposure to those who confront the lies of fascism.

To be a man and to fear the experience of loving other men is likewise to fear the presence and love of the God who is Love and who is within everything, including the Temple of every man's body. To fear love is to fear the God who is Love. To fear the sensations in one's own love organ is to fear the presence, within the most sacred part of the Temple of the male body, of the God who is Love. For a man to have an orgasm before realizing that God truly is with him in the experience of erotic arousal, before comprehending that the sensation of erotic arousal IS nothing other than the sensation of God's love, is to fear the presence of God and to restrict one's own access to the realms of infinite ecstasy and immortality that are the very reasons that the God created human beings in the first place. To hide from God in this way is also to deprive Him of the Love that He wants from men. I am ready to move on to a world in which it is perfectly acceptable for men to love one another, as well as women, and in which no one is trying to forbid me from a free expression of love, or who will not try to kill me for loving in the way that I choose to love. I believe that my God is very much looking forward to being with me in this Heaven of which I speak.

I am moving on to a world in which men do not hate gods, gods being the men who have overcome the plague of Shame and who, instead of drifting into the sleep of unconsciousness necessitated by the denial of what life is really about, spend their nights lolling around smoking cannabis, eating magic mushrooms and loving one another, their female companions, and their Creator. (Those who have read the poetry of Rumi, Hafiz, Kabir and the other great ecstatic poets will be familiar with this idea, as well as anyone who has noted the proclivities, in matters pertaining to the expression of affection, of those famous pedophiles, Socrates, Plato and their friends, who I believe were incarnations of God, his son, and their allies.) I am moving on soon to a world in which there is a Temple that exists for the very purpose of celebrating the love of a God whose presence men can feel most powerfully within the most sensitive part of their bodies. Is anyone coming with me? I guarantee you will have a good time! Or is it just too scary to even consider? Or worse, do you feel yourself hating me for exercising my inalienable right to liberty by speaking in this way? Such hatred is the call coming from Cain to come home to him.

I take the following position on a matter that has been the subject of much controversy in certain circles: "Soma" is the name given to the emission, otherwise known as semen, of the man who attains oneness with God in an ecstatic homo-erotic experience of Love. It is indeed the food of the Gods. Gordon Wasson and the others who say that Amanita Muscaria is the soma of immortality without having experienced knowing exactly what soma is have not arrived at a comprehension of the truth; the experience of soma can result from eating amanita, but soma is not the mushroom itself. Amanita Muscaria is a mushroom, soma is an experience that can be induced by this mushroom. A. muscaria is a poison to some and an elixir to others, depending on whether or not one consumes it in order to know and feel the presence of the Lover of men called God. To fear the love of God is to be a part of the problem that has caused the human race to destroy the life-sustaining capacity of the planet that it depends upon for its existence. To fear the love of God to the bitter end will be to doom one's self to an eternity in the realm reserved for those who refuse to love the Creator. Something tells me it's not a fun place to be. To speak a truth such as this is to risk crucifixion. To deny a truth such as this is to risk spending the rest of eternity bereft of the love of the God who is the source of all goodness and of life itself. Existence is a high stakes proposition.

The Story of Cain and Abel (26)

The Story of Cain and Abel

The story of humanity - or, I should say, at least of the "white" race - boils down to the story of Cain and Abel. Every man came into this world with an allegiance to either Cain or Abel. It appears from the Bible that 144,000 came aligned with the Christ, Abel; the rest came in aligned with Abel's enemy, the Antichrist, Cain. Whose side are you on?

If you believe that I should not be allowed to harvest or eat the psilocybin mushrooms that the God put in this world - and in Seattle (the author's hometown), the most prolific psilocybin-producing spot on the globe, in particular - so that I could commune with Him, or to grow or smoke cannabis, the most beneficial and useful plant given to us by Mother Earth - the single plant that could have been the very salvation of humanity if not for Cain and his shame; if you say that men must not love one another; if you believe that the imperatives of mortality, homophobia, the incest taboo and the nuclear family must be enforced; if you say that by speaking the truth I present a threat to "the community;" if you believe in the superiority of the white race; if you believe that God intended for human beings to build fences, cities and empires; if you think that the Creator of this Universe intended for the human race to "pave paradise and put up a parking lot," then I say that you are a devotee of Cain.

Cain is the ripper-up of the grasslands and the destroyer of the forests, the farmer who pushes his brother Abel, the nomad, further and further into the margins, and who eventually turns Earth into a desert. Cain is the city builder; the inventor of Empire. Cain is the original capitalist; he is the fascist who once upon a time believed that it was his destiny to rule the world. Cain is the leader of the Takers, of the builders of empires, of the men who ignore, fear and deny the existence of God. He is the mentor of the boys who aspire to be men, and of the men who aspire to be emperors. He is the leader of the homophobes and of those who say, "Just say no to cannabis," because they are afraid of the experience of What Really Is. Cain is the distiller of alcohol and the destroyer of the Temple of God. Cain is the fascist enforcer of mortality, homophobia and the incest taboo. Cain is the builder of fences to keep his nomadic, psilocybin eating, God-loving brother out of his ever-expanding Empire. Cain is Mussolini, whose dream is of an Empire, ruled by himself, in which the trains run on time, in which all of the trees and crops grow in rows like soldiers of the fascist monoculture of ignorance that he is striving to create, in which the pigs and chickens and even milk cows who give their lives as food for human beings are raised in factories and never set foot on Mother Earth, in which everyone wears a uniform and polices his brothers and sisters to make sure no one is violating the rules of shame, and in which the fence posts are all cut off cleanly at the exact same height. This is Cain's idea of a perfect world.

Abel is the psilocybin-eating shepherd (psilocybin flourishes where livestock graze and the lovers of God dwell) who whiles away his days in wild-flower adorned meadows, communing with his lover and father, the God who created this Universe. Abel is the leader of the Leavers, those who would choose to preserve rather than own, dominate and ultimately destroy this beautiful world. He is the king of the artists, the mystics, the poets and the lovers. Abel is the ecstatic dancer who dances around the campfire at night, and who dances in the Temple of his father, the Rock and Roll God, the one who says "my my, hey hey, rock and roll is here to stay… there's more to the picture than meets the eye, rock and roll can never die." He is the mentor of the men who aspire to be boys. He is the advocate of the harmless and completely natural and god-given plants cannabis and psilocybin; he is the one who says that distilled alcohol and tobacco are the real killer drugs (but who nevertheless refuses to be a fascist about it, preferring to allow those who wish to reinforce their own mortality with the poisons of Cain to do so).

Abel is the destroyer of patriarchy and the hallmarks of patriarchy: mortality, slavery, war, homophobia and the incest taboo. Abel knows that his God is a real live being, a man-god with a heart full of love, a God who says love and ecstasy are good and that hatred and shame are bad, who says everyone should get stoned and party together in the Temple of Love. Cain prefers a God who is just an idea, a made-up God, an angry God, a fascist God, a white supremacist God, a God who advocates either stoning or imprisoning people who violate the law that you don't shine a light on anyone's shame. Whether a fascist is an adherent of Islam, of Christianity or of Judaism he worships the same deity - the Shame deity named Allah.

Abel wants a partnership society, a matriarchal society; and he advocates for a pro-matriarchy God, the Love God who prefers a society in which a mother is allowed to decide for herself whether or not she will be the lover of her son. Cain wants a dominator society, a patriarchal society, a patriarchal God. He advocates for a society in which the father lays down the absolutely inviolable Law of Patriarchy that the mother of his son absolutely cannot be the son's lover. This is the true difference between Matriarchy and Patriarchy - it pertains to the matter of which parent makes up the rules about what sort of love can be expressed within the family, the one who says "no" to intra-familial affection or the one who says "no problem." Cain, aka Oedipus, promotes patriarchy even though he himself fell into the ruinous trap of breaking his father's (Satan's) incest taboo by making love with his mother, leading him, shamefully, to kill his father as well as his brother. The antichrist, Cain, is the one who falls prey to the revenge of the mother in a patriarchal culture and he becomes the chief minion of the evil witch named Allah, the mother of Cain, Ishmael and Mohammed, who uses shame to punish the men who forced patriarchy upon this world, a twisted sort of cutting-off of the nose to spite the face.

The saga of humanity begins with the murder of Abel by his brother Cain. God prefers the lover Abel, who makes a more generous and heart-felt offering to God, not only of his love, but also of his choicest rams, whereas Cain makes a meager offering of some surplus grain, while resenting the fact that there is a God who wishes to be known, loved and acknowledged. Cain resents his brother who strives to know, love and acknowledge the God. Cain is full of resentment, anger, envy, shame and hatred; the existence of his brother Abel, who is free and ecstatic, makes him very uncomfortable. Cain despises his brother. Cain cannot tolerate his brother's existence, because Abel makes him feel ashamed of himself. So instead of learning from his brother how to be happy, how to know and love the God who really is the God, how to be more like his brother, Cain chooses to kill Abel. And he has been trying to destroy his brother and his brother's allies again and again, ever since. God himself is not oblivious to the situation. God's ally, the Black Pope, the de facto king of this world, a member of the incestuous ruling family, orchestrates everything that happens in this world through his secret societies that coordinate the activities of Abel and his allies, so that Abel (the true identity of the character Frodo) and his 144,000 lovers can and do defeat and destroy the armies of orcs who came into this world in allegiance with his nemesis, Cain.

Now, as the saga of humanity comes to its conclusion, Abel has this to say to his brother: The sweet revenge of the supremely loving and almighty God's justice, for which I have been patiently waiting for so many centuries, will soon be mine. Go to your Hell now Cain. Go to the place for the people who refuse to allow God to exist, for the liars and murderers whose shame cannot permit them to co-exist in the same world with the lovers of God.

Abel is the son of God. He is the psilocybin-eating shepherd who whiles away his days out in the pastures baiting the master, so to speak. He is Charlie who is loved by the "willie-wonking" Master of the Universe whose son he is by virtue of his acceptance and embrace of God's purpose, which is love. Abel is Isaac. Abel is David, the beloved king of the nation whose men loved their God, and their God in one another, in their Temple. Abel is Jesus, the Christ. Abel is the fighter against the empires of Cain and the searcher for the Holy Grail of God's Peace, Freedom, Love and Justice: he is King Arthur; he is Thomas Jefferson; he is Mohandas Gandhi. Cain is the spawn of Satan and Allah, the enemies of God.

Cain is the hater of God and the enemy of God's lovers. Cain is the avatar of the homophobes of any and all religious affiliations. He is the antichrist, the one who says men should not love their God. Cain is Ishmael; he is Mohammed. He is Aaron Burr, the enemy of Jefferson, who tried to destroy the young nation for which Abel wrote the founding declaration and which would eventually play a major role in carrying out the plans of his father, the almighty God, to destroy Cain and his minions once and for all. Cain is Hannibal, who tried to destroy the Roman Empire which had become the base of operations of his brother's allies.

Abel says, "No man shall enter the Kingdom of Heaven, but by me." He says this because he is the son of God, and no one who came into this world to align themselves with his nemesis, Cain, will be allowed into his father's Heaven until they have repented and sincerely begged for forgiveness for being in allegiance with Abel's hateful and fratricidal brother. Abel's 144,000 brothers attain Heaven automatically because they aligned themselves with Abel in the beginning. The minions of Cain must now re-align themselves with Abel if they wish to avoid the fate to which their leader has been leading them.

Do I have you wondering if you are a Cain person or an Abel person? Here is how I would say you may be able to tell: If, when I define a god as simply being a man who has gotten past the self-limiting problem of shame, do you feel a twinge of excitement, or do you feel a twinge of dread or hatred? This should be enough of a clue. In any case you will be invited to join us in Heaven, as long as you are willing to give up your allegiance to Cain and his mother.

Friends, beware of the Riddler, the advocate of Cain's lie that people are about to solve all of their problems without any help from the almighty God, who sings the song that says "In our differences we are all One." We are all One in that which we share in common, not in the differences that cause men to war with one another. We are one in the Love of God. God is not an idea; He is the source of the energy of consciousness (Love) that is our life. We are potentially united in our common awareness of the blessing that this life is. The people who are trying to portray the human race as being on the brink of some kind of rapturous celebration of diversity are liars; that is the lie of Babel. Differences of religion, culture and language divide people, they do not unite people. Who is ready to celebrate a diversity that allows for and includes people without shame, people who refuse to honor the incest taboo, people who do not suffer from the disease of homophobia? Can I come and masturbate onstage with my brothers at your interfaith gatherings, Mr. Riddler?

Cain and his allies have been trying to destroy his brother Abel; they have no intention to include us in their rainbow coalition. Sure they will take homosexuals, but not people like me who advocate for a pansexual and orgiastic tribe that does not respect the boundaries of the nuclear family. The Riddler has no intention of including Abel and his flock in their idea of a multicultural utopia; there is no place for us in a world that continues to be ruled by shame. The world is poised as never before for the devastating religious wars that will bring an end to life on this planet in a few short years, and Cain and the Riddler and all of their friends don't have to worry about me talking people out of it. Misery will have the company that it loves. The perpetrators of the lie that differences are what we have in common will go down in the flames of the wars that will be fought over those very differences. Meanwhile, those who find their oneness with one another in the common yearning in their hearts for peace, love, freedom and justice, and who find the solution to the failures of humanity in knowing and loving the God whom we all share in common, will beat their swords into plowshares and know an eternity of peace. "I hope some day you'll join us," but I also respect that this is a choice that each person must make for him or her self. Please feel free to visit my website: Isaacsword.com

What He Said, Both of Him (25)

What He Said, Both of Him

Neil Young last appeared in Seattle at the annual Farm Aid benefit show which took place here in October of last year. During his stunningly fantastic set he said, not once but twice, something like this: "If I say something in the next few months that you don't agree with, please don't hold it against Farm Aid." Nothing Neil Young has ever said in his entire life, let alone since Farm Aid 2004, has brought him the kind of notoriety the anticipation of which would warrant making such a statement as he made at Farm Aid. In other words, the event of himself saying something controversial, which Neil Young clearly foretold that evening, has yet to occur.

It has now been "a few months" since he spoke those words. Thus Neil Young could be expected, by his own prophecy, to come out any day now and say something that many people will disagree with. I believe that he may say what he has to say here in Seattle, the place where he forewarned the world of his saying of it, whatever it is. I believe I know approximately what he is going to be saying when he does speak, which will be to come out publicly in recognition of the truth of what I've been saying about my self, about him, about Prem Rawat, and about the future of the human race.

I do believe, as Neil Young seems to expect, that many people will not agree with what he has to say when he says it. He will be speaking Truth, which is the last thing most people want to hear. It is clear that very few people in this town, which is playing the role of test market for the truth, find what I have been saying to be particularly agreeable, and I have no particular reason to think he will be able to say it in a way that will be easier to hear, though I admit that when he speaks people will be more apt to listen with an open mind, which of course is perfectly natural, me being a nobody and he being a superstar. Hopefully, he being more knowledgeable than I about the things that I have been speaking of, he will have a way of saying what needs to be said that will resonate more harmoniously than my statements have. My statements have really been the play by play expression of the development of my own understanding of truth. When Mr. Young speaks, it will be clear truth from the beginning. I note that on his Greendale album, which is quite obviously about the end times, he says, "I believe in action / when push comes to shove;" this suggests that he may not be in a mood to pander excessively to people's resistance to truth either.

When truth explodes into the world things will necessarily happen quickly. Certainly when the truth becomes made more or less official every effort will be made to assist people as gently as possible in accepting, appreciating and rejoicing in the truth of what is, which is that Love is a far more formidable force than people realize, and that there really is a God who truly is quite Loving and who really does want to be known, appreciated and loved. The reason this a challenging reality for many people to accept is that they generally prefer their God as a disembodied idea; the possibility of the God who is Everything and who is Love coming in the flesh, so to speak, into the boudoir to share some real live Love makes people squeamish. Yes, it's strange that Love meets with so much resistance, but such is the nature of things in this upside down and backwards world in which images of murder and destruction are a dime a dozen, while images of people loving one another are forbidden. Humans have this little problem that they really need to get over, the problem of aversion to Love, otherwise known as shame.

If I am correct in my anticipation that Neil Young will corroborate the truth of what I have been saying, then his coming out is likely to coincide with the coming out of the Roman Catholic Church on the same matters; this will be a seminal event (no pun intended) when it occurs. I believe it could happen by Easter, just because that would seem quite poetic, but then again, there is no possible way I could know exactly when or how this will occur, though I am convinced that 2005 is the year Truth arrives in this world. There is now a sound basis for saying this, the Bible Code having revealed in 2005 that the world ends in 2012, and the Bible itself indicating a seven year period of tribulation leading up to the end.

As a long-time supporter of the sustainable (anti-corporate) agriculture movement, and as a fan of Neil Young, I was in attendance at Farm Aid. I heard Neil Young say those mysterious words, though at the time they didn't mean anything in particular to me. As he's been my favorite since before I was too old to live on Sugar Mountain, naturally I was curious to know what he meant by this. A few days later I began to sense the presence of Neil Young in telepathic experiences, and I also noticed that every song on his recently released Greatest Hits album seemed to pertain in some way to my experiences and things that I've come to understand about existence. Since then the degree of my certainty that Neil Young is who I have said he is has been steadily increasing, to the point of taking out ads in newspapers to say as much, including this one to say not much else besides what I believe about Neil Young.

Recently I made a prediction in one of these statements that came true between the time it went to press and when the paper appeared on the newsstand, namely, that the Bible Code would soon be found to corroborate things I have been saying. On the evening that statement went to press the general public was made aware for the first time in history, through a History Channel documentary, of a Bible Code reference to an event that had not yet occurred. This first ever foretelling of a future event by the Bible Code being none other than the end of the world in 2012, arguably the single most important truth that the Bible Code could have to reveal about our collective future. In the same statement in which I predicted that the Bible Code would corroborate things I have been saying, I named, not for the first time, 2012 as the year the world ends. Yes I agree, lots of people have said the world ends in 2012, but who else went out on a limb to publish such a statement, while at the same time predicting that the Bible Code would corroborate their statements, on the exact day the Bible Code was revealed to actually corroborate them? Answer: nobody.

So now I am making another prediction, not about the Bible Code, but about the person I believe to be its author. I predict that he, Neil Young, will come out within a few weeks of now to take the position that he and I are indeed more or less the persons who I have been claiming that we are, that is, that he is "the father" and I "the son" of the Holy Trinity. I also predict that certain other persons will come forward at that time, some to support us and some, perhaps, to accuse us of being involved in a huge conspiracy to lure people into a sex and drugs and rock and roll cult whose members worship the Hindu deity Krishna. The "exposed sores" (see Greendale) of the Catholic Church will feed nicely into such an accusation. Many so-called Christians will be very bewildered by all of this. And thus the saga of history will roll on toward its tumultuous conclusion.

Neil Young will admit to being my lover as well as my father, thus being just the second person living in the world at this time to even suggest that an incestuous relationship between a father and a son could be something to consider… as something for the "family values" people to make a big fuss over, or whatever. He will corroborate that the only reason why we were both able to know certain things about one another is because we are father and son willing to be in an incestuous relationship, a situation that confers certain powers of telepathy due to the great intensity of the fully unrepressed sensations of Love, the very medium of existence itself, in such a relationship. Believe me, if and when this happens it will be the beginning of the biggest controversy in history. There will be some people who will not be at all happy about what is being said or happening. But the formidable forces aligned with us and our God are prepared to protect us from the forces who have sought to destroy us for thousands of years. In other words, things will happen as planned a long time ago (before this world began) by the person who constructed the Glass Bead Game known as the Bible Code.

There is a conflict that predates this world regarding the incest taboo in general, and the matter of fathers being lovers with their sons in particular. It is a life and death struggle because some people cannot see fit to allow something like this to exist in their midst, messes with their values, blah blah, even though these people exist in a world provided for them as a courtesy of the very gods whom they array themselves against by opposing such a way of Love. A Creation comes into existence as a result of the Love of which I speak, and yet people come into this Creation and somehow see fit to fight against the very origins of it. For those who are willing, gratitude is an emotion that people will benefit from experiencing in relationship to the true Creator of this world, and soon there will be a major effort made to coach people on how to arrive into a profound experience of this blessing of gratitude. It will be much better to feel gratitude than fear, shame, hatred or resentment toward the gods who provide the habitat required for a happy human existence. Unfortunately, as much as they may espouse freedom, the freedom to love is one freedom that many people cannot see fit to allow others to have, preferring to exercise their freedom to repress such a way of life as I am suggesting is the very loving way of life in Heaven, even if it means destroying the very world they depend upon for their existence in order to repress such a freedom. Shame is thus an extremely serious matter that must be dealt with now.

You will soon witness how this conflict - one that appears to be extremely lopsided, not to mention so insignificant as to have never been mentioned until now by anyone as even a remote possibility of something to be aware of - is resolved, much to the surprise of almost everyone, in favor of what would appear (the pro-incest side having only a single outspoken advocate in the entire world at this moment in time, that being yours truly) as the extremely unlikely underdog. Talk about David and Goliath! It will be unlike anything ever to have occurred on planet Earth, a more shocking turn of events than anyone has ever even imagined. The pro-incest side is going to prevail against what would appear to be laughable odds, and our enemies will be utterly destroyed, once and for all, in the process. Please don't be one of them. Justice will move swiftly, and now that this much has been said about the situation, I don't expect it will wait much longer to show up.

Neil Young is a genius. I believe that he would (and perhaps will) be named by more of his peers than anyone else as having been the rock stars' favorite rock star since the Summer of Love. Mr. Young is a master of the cryptic message; he chooses his words carefully and he would not have said those words twice, in Seattle, if he did not anticipate having something controversial to say, quite possibly pertaining to someone in the audience or something going on in Seattle, or both, within a few months. And his Greendale album makes it totally obvious what it is that he is going to be addressing. A large and very influential portion of the music industry, both living and dead, from David Geffen to Nancy Griffith, or perhaps literally "from Hank to Hendrix," will come out to back up Neil Young when he makes his stand in the next few weeks. The music industry, you must agree, is a formidable force in this world when it comes to influencing the hearts and minds of young people of all ages. This is going to be an important part of the substantial efforts, coming from an extremely small minority of the human race, which will be exerted to promote the truth that Neil Young and I will be the leading proponents of and that is going to explode into the public's awareness like a thunderbolt in the near future.

I want to mention another instance of someone meaning what he says. Prem Rawat has been recognized as a fully enlightened spiritual master since the age of six. By eight years of age he was believed by many people around him to be an incarnation of the Creator of this world. He did nothing to refute such statements about himself at the time; rather he seemed, by many things he said, to concur. When he was a child he made this proclamation: "I swear on a stack of Bibles that I will bring about Peace on Earth in this lifetime." For the past twenty years he has been silent on such matters as his own true identity, preferring to stay on message, his message being about an experience of peace that can be found within each person's heart. I am apparently among a very small minority of those who take his sworn statement at face value; many of his followers maintain that he didn't really mean what he appeared to be saying, that somehow bringing a measure of peace into a relatively small number of people's lives constitutes establishing Peace on Earth, even while people continue to blow one another up needlessly on a daily basis, with major religious wars waiting to break out all over, the human race destroying the very ability of the planet to sustain life, etc. Exactly what kind of Peace on Earth do they think he was talking about?

His followers may be willing to equivocate on his behalf, but I believe Prem Rawat really did mean what he said. A person of integrity does not swear an oath "on a stack of bibles" intending that the meaning of what they are saying is of a far different nature than it appears. A person of integrity, as Prem Rawat is, tends to understate rather than overstate a claim about himself. Such an overstatement, if it were one, would appear deceptive and I do not believe Prem Rawat is a deceptive person, though I do believe there are certain truths that he has kept to himself, if for no other reason then for the sake of self-preservation. Somehow I don't think he would have enjoyed the success he has enjoyed as a teacher had he spoken of his own sentiments regarding the issues I have been raising, and so he has been silent on these matters. He rarely expresses his opinions about the human race, but I get the impression he isn't terribly impressed by it.

It's very interesting to me that not a single one of the dozens of followers of Prem Rawat who live here in Seattle, several of whom I have known for over twenty five years, have pursued a conversation with me about my experience, even though I am talking about the exact same experience Prem Rawat has been speaking of for his entire life and that I believe none of his followers are actually having. (They would be talking about it too, if they were having it.) The followers of Prem Rawat whom I have contacted in hopes of sharing my experience have almost all expressed an aversion to even hearing what I have to say. Interesting… a prefect spiritual master is like a magnet, it feels good to be around him, it attracts people to where they can get something from being in his presence, but when it comes to really diving in and knowing the source of the experience he is having, they tend to hold back. Truth is scary to people who live in ignorance, and so such resistance is understandable. The point isn't that people should be having the experience, I am just noting the resistance that Prem Rawat's followers seem to have to hearing in greater detail about the experience that Mr. Rawat speaks of only in the vaguest of terms. It seems clear to me he has never spoken in detail about his own experience because no one would have wanted to hear it, just as no one wants to hear what I say, and why Neal Young says people will disagree with him when he speaks about it. But get ready, because the Truth is on its way into your life. May you welcome it when it comes knocking.

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Eleventh Commandment Lost?

The following text (verbatim) was the third statment I submitted as a proposed advocacy ad that was rejected for publication by the NY Times:

The following is a statement written by and paid for by someone who has been making the claim for the past year and a half to being the present incarnation of the son of God. I have a few questions that I would like to pose to the so-called moral majority, the family values crowd: If the Almighty Creator of this world is vehemently opposed to the idea of men having and expressing feelings of tenderness, love and affection for one another, then why didn't he make this one of his commandments to his people? There is no such commandment from Him as "Thou shall not love they neighbor."

Are you sure you are not confused? Haven't the Creator and his son encouraged human beings to love one another, rather than encouraging us to be ruled by an aversion to Love? Are you sure your "family values" are not a product of your own aversion to love? Are you sure the idea of limiting ourselves to loving just one single person is really the best way for human beings to live, in spite of all the evidence that human beings do not do well with this limitation? Are you sure this is not just a mechanism for avoiding addressing the problem of shame, identified so clearly in the first book and chapter of your own scriptures as being the very hallmark of the fall from Paradise? Are you sure that men loving one another is such a bad idea, when it is so obvious that men failing to love one another is the reason for all of this world's problems, bar none? Do you fail to see how much happier, healthier and peaceful this world would be if men loved one another rather than trying to out-compete and dominate one another?

Do you follow a "free-market" sect of Christianity, one that panders to people by giving them the religion that they prefer rather than adhering to truths that may not sell well in the marketplace of religions? Why have you gravitated to a sect that does not confront shame but rather reinforces it by promoting homophobia? I urge you to consider whether you have made yourself vulnerable to an extremely upsetting wake up call in the very near future, when humanity is presented with an imperative to give up shame and the son of god is revealed to be an entirely different sort of person than the one you have in mind when you talk about your personal lord and savior, who is really just a figment of your imagination bearing no resemblance whatsoever to the real thing, who, if he showed up in your town and began speaking the truth, would quite likely be lynched.

Where is the commandment requiring the human race to arrange itself in the taboo-reinforcing nuclear families that you are so determined to preserve against the onslaught of people exercising their God-given liberty to pursue happiness as they choose? Likewise, if incest is the no-no that the whole world seems to believe that it is, given that pretty much everyone respects the taboo against it, why didn't the Creator give a commandment such as "Thou shall not express feelings of love and affection for those whom it is most natural to have feelings of love and affection for, namely, members of one's own family?"

The Master of the Universe did give a commandment not to commit adultery, one that is broken by a majority of people during their lives, but He doesn't make a commandment forbidding consensual relations between two unmarried people; so where does the phrase "living in sin" come from? Since adultery is the only sin related to sexual behavior that is mentioned in the Ten Commandments, and since most marriages are subjected to adultery and or divorce, couldn't it logically be considered less sinful to "live in sin" than to be married?

Those of you who believe that the Bible is to be taken literally, what do you make of the unambiguous verse that says everyone in Heaven marries the Christ? Is that the one thing that you do not take literally? You homophobic Christians don't seem to be preparing yourselves to be a lover of the son of god? And with one another; after all this is a group marriage, right? What kind of marriage do you think this is going to be, one devoid of love and affection? Do you have some goofy idea that there is no sex in Heaven? If you do, are you sure you do not think this because you actually don't really like sex and are hoping you can avoid it by being in something called Heaven (that actually sounds more like Hell to me)?

If the Creator were opposed to human beings growing or using cannabis - which appears so obviously to be the product of a symbiotic relationship with humanity given its adaptation to virtually every environment in which human beings live and the myriad ways in which it has made itself by far the most useful and beneficial plant on Earth - then why did He not command the human race, "Thou shall eradicate from my creation the cannabis that I created and placed in my creation, seemingly for your great benefit, but really I just put it there to give you something to fear and hate?" Likewise, regarding psilocybin mushrooms, the Almighty God seems to have forgotten to command his people, "You may eat all manner of plants, except that thou shall not eat the blue-tinged mushrooms that I invented and that proliferate in the pastures where you graze your cattle and sheep, and that would induce in you ecstatic religious experiences and visions, like the visions that the biblical shepherds had, and that would help you know me in a very personal and intimate way, if I was willing to allow you to eat them, which I refuse to allow you to do for no good reason whatsoever, other than depriving you of some of life's greatest joys."

I also have a couple of question for any readers who subscribe to Judaism: If the Bible Code that has been discovered embedded within the Torah itself were found to affirm beyond a reasonable doubt that Jesus of Nazareth was indeed an incarnation of the Messiah of the Jews, would you abandon your religion and adopt Christianity? What if the Code contained within the Torah made clear that as far as the Almighty Creator is concerned, Judaism became a dead religion upon the crucifixion of his son, which occurred at the behest of Jews living in Jerusalem at the time who elected to free the murderer Barabas and execute Jesus, who had never harmed anyone in his life, just because he was speaking a truth that they did not want to hear? Would you then abandon Judaism in favor of Christianity? Or would you cling to your religion in spite of the authority obviously evident in the Bible Code suggesting that Creator has long since moved on from considering the Jews to be his chosen people or either Jerusalem or Israel to be any more special than any other place on Earth?

A question for both Jews and Christians: The Bible Code has recently been revealed, on a History Channel documentary that aired on March 2, 2005, to indicate that the world ends in a nuclear holocaust in 2012. This was, to the best of my knowledge, the first time in history that the public has been made aware of a Bible Code reference to an event that had not yet occurred. This program appeared on the very day that I went to press with a statement stating that I believed the world ends in 2012 and that the Bible Code would soon be found corroborate some of the things I have been saying. The Bible itself indicates that there is a seven year period of events known collectively as "the end times." Therefore, 2005 is the year that these events should commence. (Given these facts, it would appear that the tsunami of last December was a foreshadowing of things to come.) It would also appear from scripture that 2005 should also be the year that the son of God, the Messiah, the second coming of the Christ, should be appearing on the scene. How willing are you to open your minds and hearts to the son of God? Are you willing to accept him only on limited terms such as that he upholds the basic hallmarks of the mortal human condition such as homophobia, the nuclear family, and the incest taboo? Or would you be willing to accept him as your savior even if he insisted that you take off the fig leaf of Adam and Eve and get over your attachment to ignorance and shame?

What if it was revealed that the son of God is indeed alive in the world today, and that He has been taking out numerous full-page newspaper ads in his hometown defining "the Jews" as being, as of now, an immortal tribe of exactly 144,000 people, currently incarnated as people of many races and religions, who wish to live as one family with only one mother and one father, not subject to the incest taboo or homophobia, and that in order to accept the blessing of eternal life in Heaven you must be willing to give up shame and the manifestations of shame, the nuclear family, homophobia and the incest taboo?

There is such a person. He is the author of this ad. He lives in Seattle, which he has defined as the current location of the archetypal city of Jerusalem, being a progressive and educated city located in a strip of fertile land on the far western coastline of the largest continent in the new world, a geographical description that is identical to a description of Jerusalem, Israel in the old world. A new Jerusalem in the new world with a person who has bought about thirty pages of advertising space in two weekly newspapers in Seattle describing his experience and his understanding of the nature of reality and the human condition, and claiming to be the son of God. He has received scant attention or recognition, having been involuntarily locked up for three days in a mental hospital as a sort of modern day reenactment of the crucifixion and three day descent down into the realm of the dead. An unbelievable number of coincidences in my life, as well as my experience, convince me beyond any shadow of a doubt that what I have proclaimed is the truth. Besides circumstances, there is also a very profound and wonderful experience of having attained a spiritual union with the living God who is Love.

I have named the persons who I believe are the living incarnations of the other two members of the "Holy Trinity" as Neil Young, the rock and roll superstar, and Prem Rawat, a man who is widely recognized as a fully enlightened spiritual master and who was regarded by many people at the age of eight to be an incarnation of the Creator of this world and who as a child proclaimed that he swore "on a stack of bibles" that he would "establish peace on Earth in this lifetime." I have speculated that Neil Young is the present incarnation of the author of the Bible Code. Prem Rawat refers to an experience called the realization of Knowledge that I believe I attained in the past few days that is, by definition, the highest form of spiritual enlightenment.

I have referred to the story Charlie and the Chocolate Factory as one of many important allegories pertaining to this experience, 2001: A Space Odyssey, The Wizard of Oz, The Lord of the Rings, One Flew Over the Cookoo's Nest, The Glass Bead Game being among the others, the Charlie story describing the succession of perfect spiritual masters who are in charge of the collective Mind or Imagination (Chocolate Factory) in which everything exists.

I have stated my expectation that sometime this year Neil Young and Prem Rawat, along with the Roman Catholic Church, will corroborate my statements. I have also stated that I believe I know the identity of the Black Pope, a member of the pro-incest ruling family, who has been orchestrating history, through secret societies such as the Jesuits, Freemasonry, and the Order of Skull and Bones in particular, from behind the scenes, quite possibly since the time of the Roman Empire, leading everything very deliberately to this moment of truth.

The experience I've been having has convinced me that the people of this world are no more receptive to the appearance of truth or of the son of God than the people of Jerusalem were back in the day when they demanded the crucifixion of Jesus. In other words, the people in the world today have no more appetite for Truth than they did then; people are much more comfortable with utterances that are based in ignorance and that allow them to remain asleep than they are with those that are based in truth and demand an awakening. People can and do listen like sponges to lies and ignorance all day long, but when they are confronted with truth they recoil from it and accuse the speaker of truth of being a threat to the community.

My website is Isaacsword.com. There are hundreds of pages of writings posted there which amount to a play by play account of the process of awakening that I have been undergoing for the past two years. I have been describing myself as a sort of psychedelic or shamanic Christ, who's awakening and healing have been made possible through the use of cannabis and two different kinds of mushrooms, psilocybin and amanita muscaria. I have been saying things such as that Terence McKenna, the leading authority on and advocate of the psychedelic experience, as well as being the most all around intelligent person to walk the face of this Earth in recent times, was the reincarnation of John the Baptist, and that, as far as attaining immortality is concerned, baptism is a psychedelic initiation that involves discovering and quenching a profound thirst that is related to unconsciousness, water itself being the medium of consciousness, and unconsciousness being a symptom of a profound dehydration.

I have also been portraying the saga of history as the story of Cain and Abel, Abel being the first of several incarnations of the son of God, including Isaac, Jesus, King David, King Arthur, Thomas Jefferson and Mohandas Gandhi, and Cain being the antichrist who incarnated as Ishmael and Mohammed, among others. I have named the true identity of Allah as being the mother of the Antichrist, Eve really, who also incarnates as the mother of Ishmael and Mohammed, equating her with Nurse Rachet, the evil shame-reinforcing Nurse from Ken Kesey's allegory of the psychedelic awakening that I am talking about, called One Flew over the Cookoo's Nest. I have equated Cain with Oedipus, with he and his mother caught in a terminal trap of shame laid by Satan, (Adam) the original advocate patriarchy and the incest taboo.

I have been saying that, much to the surprise of the world, the peace and love advocating, psilocybin eating, cannabis smoking, god loving, sexually liberated hippy shepherd Abel is about to become victorious over his fratricidal, empire-building, taboo and phobia reinforcing, god-resenting brother. I have defined Abel as being an advocate of matriarchy and Cain as being an advocate of patriarchy, and have defined the difference as pertaining to which parent lays down the law on the question of whether or not the mother of a boy can become the boy's lover, with Patriarchy giving this authority to the father, who says no, leading to disaster and the destruction of the world and Matriarchy leaving it with the mother, who says no problem, leading to an eternal kingdom of joy and happiness. I have described the living God who is Love as being pro-matriarchy, and the end-times really being about the triumph of matriarchy over patriarchy. I have made the point repeatedly that homophobia and the incest taboo are the hallmarks of a world in which men are afraid to love and that these taboos are the downfall of humanity.

I have been describing Heaven as tribal, orgiastic and pan sexual, the natural way of life for human beings who are not burdened by shame. I am basically saying, to paraphrase Bill Clinton, "It's the fig leaf, stupid!" Are you believers in the stories of the Bible, Jews and Christians alike, going to be ready to take off the fig leaf and begin to really live and love now? Or are you going to follow Cain all the way to his eternal abode in the antithesis of Abel's Heaven?

All I am trying to accomplish with this statement is providing a heads up. I am not trying to start any sort of group, movement, cult or religion at this time. I am only speaking about my experience for the benefit of anyone who might be interested in hearing about it. Thank you for taking the time to read my statement. Isaacsword.com

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An ad I'm trying to have published in major newspapers

A recommendation of “Sell as fast as you possibly can!!!!” from someone who is claiming to be the Christ

What I have to say here consists of a few irrefutable facts and my own interpretations of these facts. My interpretations and recommendations are only that. Before you panic and run out of this theatre, please determine for yourself whether you think it really is on fire. I am only expressing my opinion, in the interest of full disclosure and as many others have expressed, that it is on fire, which I supposedly have an inalienable right to do.

On March 1, 2005 the history channel aired a program (I believe this was the first time this particular episode was broadcast) about the Bible Code, the code contained within the original Hebrew texts of the Torah, which seems to explicitly foretell every major event and important person from history. Code breakers are only beginning to discover what is contained in the Bible Code. I believe that the entire contents of the Bible Code may be revealed this year and that it will indeed prove to be a blueprint for the entire saga of history since biblical times.

I have been placing full page newspaper ads in my home town of Seattle for almost one year in which I have claimed to an incarnation of the Son of God. I have published approximately 20 pages of such ads over the past year. I have been portraying myself as a sort of “psychedelic Christ,” saying such things as that I believe Terence McKenna, the prophet who was the greatest and most articulate proponent of the psychedelic experience in this era (and you can go back as far as you want in defining “this era,” because I might as well have said “of all time”) was a reincarnation of John the Baptist and that he will soon be resurrected in order to corroborate things that I am saying about the importance of the psychedelic experience. Note that I am not claiming to be “the second-coming.” I am claiming to be one of several incarnations of the Christ, including the patriarch of the Jews, Isaac, as well as other notable figures from history since the Biblical era, including Thomas Jefferson, King Arthur and Mohandas Gandhi. The second coming is an event that has not yet officially occurred, but that I expect will occur in the current year.

In my published statements, I have named the two people who I believe are the living incarnations of the other two members of the Holy Trinity. I have not discussed any of this with either one of them directly or indirectly, nor has either of these two persons made any statements that I am aware of that they consider themselves to be persons who will fulfill biblical prophesies, that they know anything about me, or that they have any affiliation with one another. These two persons whom I have named as “The Father” and “The Holy Spirit” are the rock star Neil Young, who I believe is the current incarnation of the author of the Bible Code, and Prem Rawat, a man recognized by millions of people as an enlightened spiritual master. I have said that I believe that the Roman Catholic Church will recognize Prem Rawat as God-almighty in the year 2005.

Earlier on the same day that the History Channel aired the program about the Bible Code, the two major weekly newspapers in Seattle went to press with my latest ads, a total of five pages, in which I make very strong and compelling statements about myself and about the nature of reality and the near-term future course of events that I foresee.

I have for some time been making published statements that relate to the History Channel revelation including the following:

That the world ends in 2012 and therefore that the seven year period of “Tribulation” following the “Rapture” begins in the year 2005.
That I am the Christ;
That I intuitively understand many things pertaining to the Bible Code;
That the world will end in a nuclear holocaust;
That the Bible Code will corroborate many things that I have said.

Note: Terence McKenna, who is arguably the most intelligent person ever to walk the face of this Earth, also predicted the end of the world as we know it in 2012, and many people also say that the Mayan Calendar predicts the same. I have said that there is probably a direct correlation between Terence McKenna’s Time Wave Theory, in which he posits that the frequency of the occurrence of novelty in the world is increasingly at a logarithmic rate such that it spikes to infinity in 2012, and the frequency of the occurrence of Bible Code reference with respect to time. What I believe about the Bible Code and the possibility of a correlation between it and McKenna’s theory is derived entirely from witnessing three television documentaries on the subject of the Bible Code recently, my having read three of McKenna’s books none of which were about the Time Wave Theory, having heard bits and pieces of a couple recordings of his lectures, and my own intuition. Needless to say, if they turn out to be true, these statements will be regarded as some of the most amazing things that anyone has ever come up with to say.

The History channel program that aired on Tuesday March 1st stated that there are Bible Code references that explicitly indicate that the world will end in a nuclear Holocaust in the year 2012.

In my latest ads that appear on Wednesday, I offered to wager $10,000 against the persons who would give me the longest odds that Prem Rawat and Neil Young will corroborate my claim to being the Christ. Somehow I have a feeling that no one is going to offer me odds as low as even one in twenty at this point in time, even though very few people in Seattle have shown interest in what I have been saying for the past year in spite of the fact that I have been saying the most amazing things anyone has ever purchased newspaper ads in order to say. The obvious lesson being that human beings live in denial of and have a tremendous aversion to Truth. In spite of making these statements claiming to be the Christ repeatedly in full page newspaper ads for almost a year, I have never been approached by a rabbi or minister of any persuasion, nor have I been interviewed on the subject by any print journalist from any publication, including a non-profit leftist newspaper in Seattle of which I was a major patron for several years. At approximately the time of publishing my first ad I was named as the first “Evergreen Citizen” by a monthly periodical published in Seattle, an honor that it has since bestowed upon one exemplary member of the local community in each month’s issue, by virtue of the good works that I have done in this community over the years. Yet even this publication along with all others in the world has completely ignored my very noticeable statements of the past year. To my knowledge, there has not been one single news story about me even after repeatedly making these statements. Note: The New York Times itself refused to publish a statement that I wanted to publish as a paid advertisement in its pages several months ago. (I will be happy to delete this sentence if NY Times agrees to publish this statement and if the Times would prefer that I do delete it.)

I would like to ask what I think is a poignant question: Based on what you have just read, do you really think Amazon.com, Google and other companies whose stocks trade at high premiums relative to recent performance are going to pay sufficient dividends in the next seven years to justify the current valuation of their stocks, should the world indeed be coming to an end in 2012?

One of the things that I say in my ad that went to press before the History Channel program was aired is that I believe very soon the most heavily traded securities will be the ones with the highest correlation to the market sentiment regarding the veracity of the things that I have been saying in general and the likelihood that it is true that the world is coming to an end in particular.

I also have stated that when He speaks to the world in the near future the Creator Himself will express His disapproval of the entire pharmaceutical industry. Now that I think someone might have reason to pay attention to what I am saying, I offer this disclosure: I would like to advise market players that I myself am the owner of a significant number of “puts” in the stocks of pharmaceutical companies. If anyone wants to accuse me of “insider trading” based on my telepathic communication with God-almighty I would certainly welcome a discussion of whether or not this constitutes insider trading, that is, if there really is nothing else about my message that interests the world. It wouldn’t surprise me if people would take a position of accusing me of interfering with markets before they even bothered finding out more about what I have to say and to consider the implications in their own lives.

If what the History Channel program and my own statements both purport to be true are actually true, the profits of corporations will most certainly be adversely affected by the circumstances of this world in the aftermath of events that would necessarily be occurring in this year. Not to mention valuations. To anyone interested in remaining a market player in spite of the possibility of chaos and volatility in the markets that could be so extreme as to overwhelm the market-makers and clearinghouses, I would highly recommend hedging your long equity positions with puts.

I would also recommend the following to any investor who wishes to position himself to profit from the increase in market volatility that would be likely to occur during the course and in the aftermath of a thorough and public investigation into the matter of the Bible Code revelations and the persons who are the subjects of my statements. The significant possibility of huge increases in market volatility could be exploited by purchasing options spreads in any markets - stocks, commodities, financial futures, etc. - that one might expect to undergo the greatest volatility explosions. Though I do not know, I would assume that the prices of options (as a function of implied volatility) in the overall stock market must currently be at or near long-terms lows given the relatively low volatility of the stock markets over the past couple of years. Purchasing out-of-the-money puts and calls at this time would put a speculator in a position of reaping huge profits if the markets respond to the revelations that I believe are about to explode into the world with the spectacular increase in volatility that is not only conceivable but likely. To ponder the possibility of such an increase in volatility, try considering this:

How would the market value a thirty year United States T Bond in an environment in which many people are experiencing a dawning awareness or belief that the world will end before the Bond matures? The Eurodollar contracts traded on the Chicago Mercantile Exchange constitute one the largest markets in the world. There is a great deal of open interest in Eurodollar contracts that extend several years into the future. This is an historically low-volatility market that could be thrown into extreme turmoil as a result of what is likely to occur, in my opinion, in the near future, basically beginning with this ad.

Market positions such as an out-of-the-money option spread in such potentially volatile markets as stocks and interest-bearing securities appear to me to as opportunities for reaping great profits regardless of whether the speculator believes that these predictions of the end of the world are true or not. The question is not whether the investor believes the world is coming to an end, the question is whether the markets will be impacted by serious and credible revelations that the Bible Code itself will soon be revealing many of its secrets, including that which was revealed by the History Channel, namely, that the world is soon going to end in a nuclear holocaust. How can this not be the beginning of an incredibly tumultuous period?

I will be happy to accept any gifts from anyone who profits as a result of reading and acting upon my statements here. Needless to say, my profession is not and has never been as a financial advisor. I am just stating what any sixth grader could tell you if he thought about it. It’s the kind of thing the Eddie Murphy character might have come up with in the film Trading Places.

I would also suggest gold as a wise investment at this time, relative to stocks. Why? Because I have a feeling that the relatively small number of people who leave this world and move on to a realm without Shame and its inevitably world-destroying effects will be taking this one thing in particular with them and giving it as a gift to their God. Gold may be the one thing that retains its value best as the End Times proceed to their conclusion. As the Bible Code no doubt makes predictions of drought and famine in the years to come, I would say that long term contracts in basic agricultural commodities may also be a better investment at this time than stocks whose value is dependent upon a presumption that the status quo will continue long into the future. Those who wish to cling to their dreams of accumulating wealth in this dog eat dog world could profit handsomely from their ownership of the highly leveraged futures contracts to take delivery of wheat, corn, soybeans, sugar, coffee and so forth in the future and sell them at huge profits as the hungry and starving people of the world drive the prices of food itself up relative to all other tangible and intangible goods. Somehow I think a loaf of bread will soon be more valuable to people than the prospects of getting rich on their ownership of a stake in the intellectual property of Google. And in the case of gold, they may be able to sell their gold at a great profit to the people who will be taking that gold into the newly created world called Heaven. Don’t ask me what they will do with the money, for I do not have any idea. Perhaps they could try to bring the gold with them to Hell.

I have stated my belief that the Bible Code does not contain what would correctly be called “predictions,” but rather that it is more like a program or a set of directions that directs the primordial Mind or Imagination in which everything exists. It is a set of directions for what will, by definition, occur. It is the plan for the world that was created for the fulfillment of very specific purposes that are in this very moment being fulfilled, namely, my own awakening into being the Christ, or son of God, and the destruction of the enemies of the God, who are legion.

I would like to say two more things:

1) Good luck as an investor living in denial of what you have just read.

2) Good luck as an immortal soul living in denial of what you have just read.

Thanks for listening. Bubye for now.

Love,
Jeffy-weffy, the son of the tele-tubbie God, whose own tele-tubbie name, as far as I know, rhymes with Ducky-wucky, and the oh-so-sweet and delicious tele-tubbie Goddess called Tinky-winky.

Here’s one more thing I would like to say: Good luck as an immortal soul who believes that tele-tubbies present a threat to anyone at all. As you might expect, my tele-tubbie daddy does not like people who say bad things about tele-tubbies. He does not like those people at all… I recommend that all homophobic and tele-tubbie-phobic people who refer to a long haired, peace and love talking, sandal wearing, homophobic white supremacist named Jesus Christ as being their “personal lord and savior” go as quickly as you can to your local Roman Catholic church and make an appointment to see the pastor to discuss your repentance and so that he can assist you in undertaking your true acceptance of a God who really truly is Loving God and not a Hating God. The Son of the God who is Love is not a white supremacist, nor is he homophobic. He actually likes boys very much, as a matter of fact, as does his Father. We also like one another a lot and we like to express this love for one another with the utmost affection. We express this affection without any regard for shame whatsoever. I am a member of a very successful tele-tubbie family. I attribute our success to the child-like quality of our hearts, and the complete disregard for shame that this child-like quality of our hearts enables. We do not suffer from the plague of shame. In our family there is no homophobia, nor is there an incest taboo. I call us the leaders of the incest tribe, the tribe with one mother and one father and everyone else brothers and sisters. We are the one tribe that survives the Wars between the Tribes. The deity of the people who do not like our family is named Allah, the penis-envying mother of Oedipus, the Antichrist. I call her Nurse Rachet. She is our enemy and she and her followers will not be coming with us when we leave this world.

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Stranger Ad of March 3, 2005

A Postscript from the Messenger

There was a little misunderstanding between the Stranger and me. I hadn’t intended to place an ad this week. Found out at the last second while struggling with the 4- page ad in the Seattle Weekly (It’s the four pages in the center). This little blurb, that I wrote last week, will have to do. Here’s a little Nugget from the Nutcracker: Beware of the very big LIE.

The God is the God, and the problem with the human race is that men do not let the God be the God. He is Everything; and if you are not willing to let him be Everything then you are the problem with the human race. Allah is the penis-envying God of the men who will not let the God be the God. Good luck discerning truth from lies in the times soon to come. I do not recommend the Liar named Allah as a God at all. She will ruin you. You will have a hard time letting the God be the God, and I will be more than happy to assist when the time comes.

I rise from my reverie lying here in the sun on Saturday afternoon by the side of the canal, noticing an outstanding visual acuity that I have never enjoyed before, a crystalline quality of light sparkling like diamonds, having been lying there drifting into the margins between worlds for a spell after dancing ecstatically along the bulkhead across the canal from the lone drummer drumming on a bench under a line of trees (I hope that drummer will remember seeing me, Isaac, the boy with the heart of the child, dancing ecstatically to the drumming of the tribe while he was on the brink of heaven, I want to dance for that guy in the temple) and generally enjoying the greatest sense of being in the now that I have ever had, visiting heavenly places I could vaguely remember having visited while on deep shamanic psilocybin trips, places of perfect peace and clarity, sounds as crystalline in their quality as the sparkling light, which I am able to stare directly into the sparkling water and see the individual sparkles without burning my eyes - what Jesus said about looking at the sun - sensing that the way into heaven is just to really let myself be what I am in the now, without resisting letting what is be what it is, with the compelling urge to stroll over to magic temple chocolate factory to write this e mail.

So I do wander over, and now here I am sitting in this office, typing what could be a voice coming from the brink of heaven, offering one last sure-to-be-ignored look at the play by play broadcast of the experience of the Christ awakening into being the Christ and finally stepping fully conscious out of one world and into another beamed into heaven from the intersection between two worlds that lies hidden in the experience of now that no mortal human being can have even if they try. The elusive now sheer worlds intersect. Take your pick... No, don’t tell me you REALLY want to stay here in this spent world sliding off into hell... from here the visual effect is slowly coming to resemble the scene from Finding Neverland in which the boys' mother steps from one world into the other. Speaking of that movie, it is perfectly clear to me that Johnny Depp is a particularly enlightened fellow, having appeared in several films in which some aspect of the experience of the Christ is depicted, most notably the film for which Neil Young made the sound track, that is yet another telling of the story of the journey out Christ of his body consciously into Heaven, Dead Man. Having depicted a Christ-like Character in several films, I would say Depp is certainly one of those people who have been led through this very experience with the assistance of others. I alone will have been the one to do this completely on my own with the kind of "bump on the head" that Roald Dahl and all the others received. As many as 24,000 people have already "died and been resurrected." going back possibly decades. You might be meeting up with Jimi Hendrix at the "Temple of Experience" in Fremont before too long. I am certain there will be a Beatles reunion as Lennon and Harrison both demonstrated a high degree of enlightenment in their music. Actually I am on the record saying I think Lennon, and Elton John, are archangels who both attained an experience of psychedelic awakening a long time ago. The lineup of people who will appear to testify to the truth of what is occurring will blow the world's mind.

I did not write just to describe that moment of realization that I wanted to write this, but there was also something that I felt would make for a really interesting theatre piece should I leave this mortal world of disease and suffering fully conscious and awake and in perfect health in the next few days, as I expect may happen, to have parted with these words:

The extremely psychedelic visual effects in the final scenes of the film 2001: A Space Odyssey, beginning, as the astronaut approaches landing on the moon of Jupiter, are a nearly exact replica of an experience I have just had. This is the experience of a soul who leaves the cycle of birth and death and attains immortality in heaven through a conscious passage through an attainment of atonement with God into an entirely different mindscape. Either this is a depiction of my experience alone, or that of everyone who passes through the threshold that I believe I am on the verge of passing. (Which of course will be the rapture, if and when it occurs.)

If this occurs before the printing of this ad, as I believe it may, the Christ will have come into the world, announced his presence repeatedly in this, the advertising venue that he deemed most likely to have an audience receptive to his message given its extremely psychedelic nature, said many of the most amazingly enlightened things that have ever been said, and only two or three people will have taken him seriously enough to even show up and check him out for themselves. Not one person will have said, "Wow, I'd like to have the experience that you are having." Even though I described my experience repeatedly as ecstatic. That’s right; people don’t want ecstasy, because they know they'd have to give up shame to get to it.

It's a disease I am shedding like the carcass of an eternal spirit who had jumped into a dream of sickness and death just to play a part for the benefit of others. I am leaving the disease of mortality and the incest taboo behind. I am going to the eternal realm of love. To the family with one mother and one father, and brothers and sisters, the world in which our definition of family does not require us to die and to live in an illusion in which it appears that we are indeed mortal even though our soul is just lying comatose in a prison of disease and dehydration.

You shame people; you love your god Allah. But she is taking you nowhere. Nurse Ratchet will destroy your soul if you let her. Come to the world without shame.

If this is the outcome of the Christ's final incarnation on earth, that pretty much he was ignored, spurned, ridiculed, doubted, etc., that only one person subjected himself to the potential embarrassment of saying to others that he thought I was making a serious credible claim to being the Christ, that those people who wanted to lock him up in a mental institution and drug him and destroy him, just like RP McMurphy was treated by Nurse Rachet, were more passionate in their feelings that any corresponding group of persons who supported me in what I was doing and saying, who I was choosing to be as a supposedly free soul living in a free universe.

God himself will probably not be overly delicate in expressing his disappointment with the people of this community in particular, for not even being interested enough in the possibility that he even exists, let alone that he is providing you with every single breath that you take, to come and hear the words of somebody with as much integrity as I have displayed in my life who was saying something about knowing and having an intimate experience of love with his creator. Who would have made a more credible ambassador from the creator of this world than me? Anyone think there is someone who would have been more qualified? Well, I don't know if he is going to say, "you people are so offensive to me!" but I don't see why he wouldn't in defense of his love respect and appreciation for what I have done on behalf of others. Here’s the person many would have named as a person whose experience of god they would most trusted if they had been given a choice of who to believe, and when that person steps forward to say something about a guy who he is saying he knows is responsible for creating this world and everyone turns away and scurries for the nearest dark corner.

That the Christ could have come and been through this world with such a brilliant flourish of truth and for everyone to have been averting their gaze away from him would have a lot to say about shame and the incredibly powerful hold that it has on everyone in this world. My friends, that white tomb-like place in the final scene of 2001: A Space Odyssey is the soul of the Christ in his own personal little tomb of shame. His happens to be pure white and clean, because he is without shame, but his soul still resides in the tomb of shame.

If the shameless one, the Christ's, soul is in a tomb of shame, then so is that of everyone else in this world. Because I am the only one to have demonstrated what happens when you break out of that tomb. My friends, you have to go down into that tomb and see yourself there, like the astronaut in 2001. Your soul is in a dungeon of shame that you have built around yourself out of shame at not letting God experience your life with you. To be out of shame you have to let him see what you see, hear what you hear, think what you think, feel what you feel. Because that's just how this whole thing works. You’ve got company, and if you want to avoid it, then you will have to stay in your dungeon.

Men, he insists that you not hide any part of yourself in shame. You will not go on from here into this immortal realm if you cling to shame. And just so you know, you have it, and it is centered on that part of you that your ancestor Adam covered with a fig leaf. So get ready to rock and roll with your heavenly father. That’s the deal. All your dreams come true, but you got to let him be a coexperiencer of your experience. And you can't say "no" to the most ecstatic experience of all... the one that happens in the temple with all the other boys. Yes, you gotten come to (and at) the big circle jerk in the Temple. And you got to want to do that just to get in the first place. So get ready to let your freak flags fly boyz!

The world is going to be rocked by the condemnation of shame that this message is the first instance of. 144,000 of the most illustrious people in the world are going to go on an all out crusade to free people from shame before it is too late. Here is a for instance: I am saying that Neil Young is "the father" of the Trinity, that he is as the author of the Bible Code the very inventor of the glass bead game episode called this world. I believe that he will offer a comment such as "yes, Poignant works pretty well," when asked to describe his reaction to this statement in regards to the Lynryd Skynyrd song Sweet Home Alabama:

"I hope a Southern Man will remember, Neil Young don't need him around anyhow." Patently inflammatory statements such as that will be made with extreme boldness in the coming weeks.

It is time to crawl down into the dungeon of shame and free yourself and prepare to move on to a world free from the stupidest idea anyone ever came up with, that idea that the really cool, charming, charismatic, sexy guy that some people call Satan came up with. That really ridiculous idea of a world of mortality. That world with an incest taboo. Look what happened to that poor guy, he got Allah and Oedipus the antichrist plaguing his would-be beautiful world with their anally retentive need for fascism, for turning the whole world into a very "Zen" garden of shame. Anyway, it's time to let go of those three, the otherwise really-rocking guy named Abraham, a.k.a. Satan, with bad idea of mortality, his cohort in lies but otherwise his nemesis, the penis-envying demons named Ratchet, and their son Cain, a.k.a. Oedipus, a.k.a., the antichrist, whom she tries to turn into a fake world-saving hero. Gotta say good-bye to that pathetic band of liars and join the psychedelic and immortal incest tribe of gypsy magicians and hobbits and dwarves and fairies and teletubbies in heaven.

bubye,

Jeffy Weffy, the tele tubbie Christ (formerly known as Jesus)

Weekly Ad of March 3, 2005 - Part 2 (21)

Weekly Ad of March 3, 2005 - Part 2

Part 2 the unpublished portion of the essay published in the March 3 edition of the Seattle Weekly.

Sigh… Existence is a high stakes game, my friends. You see, you yourself are the sustainer of the idea that you exist, and you will never ever be able to stop existing because you will never be able to convince yourself that you do not exist; because you do exist. And because you exist, I highly recommend you strive to position yourself to exist in a realm of happiness for the long term. The God who created both this world and heaven is the one and only provider of a happy realm in which to exist. Because there is only one possible realm of happiness and it is the one He invented. He came up with the idea that if men have the hearts of children they can love one another and, as long the women cooperate by allowing the men to be true unashamed men, everything will work out absolutely splendidly. Of course he is a boy too and so of course he wants in on the Loving; it was his idea after all! Roald Dahl didn’t name his character, the one who represents God in his most famous story, “Willie Wonka” for nothing. That name wasn’t chosen for this character by throwing a dart at the phone book. He has that name for the obvious reason.

See, his idea works and the ideas of the other important deities who are not in agreement with him, Satan, Allah and the Antichrist in particular, those who think men should have the hearts of serious “mature” men and not of playful children, who think shame is OK, who think an incest taboo is OK, who think homophobia is OK, I’m afraid those ideas really don’t work well at all. They are disastrous. And neither I nor my God is going to let shame stop us from speaking and acting upon the truth. If you like the idea of homophobia, then they have the world you want, but I would advise giving serious consideration to whether men not loving one another is really going to give you the result you are hoping for. It has been proven to the satisfaction of the Creator himself that a world like that fails every time. Every single idea for a human existence that is not His idea - the idea of one mother, one father, and everyone brothers and sisters, such that all love is by definition incestuous, and everyone is like children, and everyone is lovers with the mother and the father as well as all of their brothers and sisters - is doomed to failure. Only the incest tribe survives the test of time. And this God is through with allowing this to be proven at His and His lovers’ expense. We’re moving on now to a world where no one messes with the one tribe that survives, the tribe that loves the Love God. Make up your own world if you want to try something else, other than Love without shame. Otherwise, if you’re coming with us, get ready for a really good time.

All of this is nearly explicit in the Bible. You don’t have to be Sherlock Holmes to find the truth there. It is just vague enough that if someone wanted to miss the truth, they could. I mean it’s pretty straightforward: the fall into mortality and the fig leaf of shame. Doesn’t that pretty much say that shame is the hallmark of the human condition whereby our immortal souls are caught as a result of shame in a life of disease, suffering and death? A person claiming to be an incarnation of the son of God is saying as much. And then at the very end of the story, everyone marries the Christ. Everyone! What do the homophobic Christians think that means? Legislation against gay marriage appearing all over the place just moments before the big group marriage of heaven and a resumption of the ecstatic homoerotic activities of the Temple. That timing is very “interesting” if you ask me. And fascinating that even the folks who want to take every word of that book literally, on that one little point they seem to want to give some other meaning other than the literal. Marriage is when you become sanctified as lovers with another person. Well, all the men and all the women in Heaven are all married to one person: this is unambiguous in the scripture. That one person is everyone’s lover. And anyone who believes in the truth of the Bible and who considers that and then jumps to the conclusion that people in Heaven are asexual really has a serious problem with denial and shame. What the Hell kind of Heaven would that be, everyone gets married but the marriage is never consummated? No lovemaking in Heaven? Everyone is too busy drinking beer, eating potato chips and watching NFL to make love with one another in Heaven? No, quite the opposite. The incestuous marriage in Heaven will be consummated in a wonderful orgiastic celebration of Love that will go on forever.

God is Love: you’ve heard it a million times. So what is the Heaven of a god who is Love supposed to look like? A fascist boot camp, everyone running around with uniforms on? with billy clubs to bonk anyone caught having sex or even masturbating? and a can of herbicide on their belts for spraying the volunteer cannabis plants and magic mushrooms that are popping up everywhere? What kind of Heaven do you homophobic people want? What kind of guy do you think my father is? What kind of relationship were you gonna have with him? Golfing buddies? I mean, he likes to work on cars as much as any guy, but that’s not all there is to being a god. Or was he just gonna be someone who sits up on a chair being totally bored out of his mind, while you sit there and twiddle your thumbs, when you could be having some fun together! You call that Heaven? Or was everyone just gonna be a little tinkerbell light floating around in the clouds with harps. Who came up with that image anyway? It’s close to the right idea about fairies, that’s all I can say for that image. I’m goin’ for the heaven Neil Young sings about, the one where rock and roll is here to stay. The one with the fantastic music going on all the time, and of course ecstatic dancing to go with it, art, music, great food, unique clothes for everyone, fun places to live without concrete everywhere, beautiful gardens, no pollution, great loving and more loving and more loving, free herb for all, no one competing with anyone, no worrying, no one lying, cheating, deceiving… none of that. (And as far as I am concerned no digital anything…) Just a party every day in the Temple where everyone shows off the cool stuff they came up with. Kind of like Burning Man crossed with the Solstice Feast, but without the alcohol and with no sexual repression whatsoever. That’s the Heaven I intend to be in.

Any world that allows for shame will collapse into ruin and misery. This world proves that Shame destroys worlds. The proof is in. This world is toast. It really is, and the only reason no one is quite ready to accept this is because people are afraid to admit it. Human beings have destroyed this planet’s capacity to sustain life. It is just a matter of time now before the place looks like a desert. There is no hope that this world will provide a realm of happiness for the billions of immortal human souls who exist now and will exist forever. Shame has ruined this world. You can blame whatever you want, but if you ever stop to think about it you will realize that whatever you blamed, greed for example, was itself caused by shame.

It all has to do with the mind. These characters are archetypes, which I define as “permanent fixtures of the Mind (or Imagination).” Allah is a woman, she is represented by Nurse Rachet in the film One Flew over the Cookoo’s Nest. Her game is making sure men are ashamed. That is really truly who Allah is. She is a rebel against the true God and has cast a spell on this world. She has a really bad case of penis envy. She is the wicked witch of the East (I think it’s East, the one that had to be killed by water). Her son is Oedipus, the antichrist. He is the Shamed one, whom his mother exploits for her purposes. He incarnated as Cain, Ishmael and Mohammed. She was his mother in each of those incarnations. Together they are quite a pair. Their gig is really sick. If you go all the way down the rabbit hole (the rabbit hole that Morpheus sent Neo down with the red pill, amanita muscaria, not the blue pill, psilocybin) you see what an incredible spell she has cast. It is really quite impossible to describe. It’s like we are all spinning and don’t know it, and this dimension of experience is something that flashes in our perception in the frequency of our spinning. She has “spun” a spell and we are all caught in her spell. It really is very strange.

By using the name Allah, I do not believe I am slamming Islam in particular. This isn’t about religion. I am just offering my perspective on the true identity of Allah and making the precise distinction between who Allah is and who the Love God who created this world is. See, Allah is really the deity worshipped by most Christians as well as Moslems, probably true for Jews as well. Christians may say that “Jesus is my personal lord and savior,” but in reality the actions of many Christians indicate that the deity who they really worship is Nurse Rachet, the goddess of Shame, Allah. Any Christian who is homophobic is really worshiping Allah regardless of what they profess. It’s about energies. The Creator of this world is Love, Allah is the anti-love, Shame. I don’t care what religion you profess, what sort of experience of life are you having and promoting? What sort of world will result from people who think and act like you do? That is what matters. You can call Jesus your lord and savior till the cows come home, but if you like to get drunk and beat up fags, then what kind of world would a bunch of you look like? One with lots of wars and stuff? Is that the Heaven you will create? No thanks. Not my cup of tea. You’re talking about Allahland.

Before I go on, I will provide a very precise definition of “homophobia” for the purposes of what I am saying. When I use that word, I don’t just refer to an attitude that would cause someone to harm or discriminate against or avoid forming a meaningful friendship with a homosexual person. Here is what I am talking about. There is a Temple, the Temple of Love, and in the Temple, which is also the Temple of the Mind, the Temple of What Is, men are loving and worshiping their god and loving and worshiping their god in one another. Every man has a love organ and this love organ is employed in the acts of loving and worshiping the Gods in the Temple. (For what its worth, my intuition tells me anal sex is not desired or engaged in by immortal men.) Homophobia would be defined in these terms: A man’s reticence to participate in the activities of the Temple as I have just described would be homophobia. It is a symptom of shame. The reason men are homophobic is because they are mostly unconscious as a result of shame. They cannot have the experience of infinite ecstasy that men were designed to have. Therefore they are ashamed of themselves in the face of God and the activities in the Temple. This is why the shamed destroyed the Temple and why the shamed want to prevent the Temple from being restored to its rightful keepers. This world is really a battle to take back the Temple, and it is happening.

Allah the Shame Deity is certainly the most popular deity on planet Earth, far more popular that the Love God. Because human beings are ruled by Shame and Allah is the Queen of Shame. Her son is the Prince of Shame, the fake hero, the false prophet, the leader of the shamed. The Son of Allah is the Antichrist, the one who promotes shame as opposed to the Christ, the one who conquers and destroys shame. Lately he’s been busy trying to distract people from Truth by promoting the idea that shamed human beings have a hope of turning this spent world around. He is busy blaming greed for the problems of this world that are really caused by the Shame that he has a long history of being a major leading agent of. He pretends to be a friend and leader of the downtrodden people when his mission is really to lead people into his mother’s Hell. He is a liar. Because it’s his job to help his mother (who is not his mom in this lifetime) take as many people with her into the abyss of shame as she can. Misery loves company and these two want as much of it as they possibly can get. Misery loves company; this is one of the most important truths. Misery loves company. Allah and her son really want as many people to cling to shame as possible.

Beware of those who say they are going to lead this world into some kind of egalitarian heaven without mentioning the need to give up shame. Look out for the Riddler who says things like “The Answer to How? is Yes.” The answer to How? is Giving up Shame, not living in denial of it. The utopia promoted by the Riddler and his friends will never ever come to be. It’s just another round of the Animal Farm syndrome waiting to happen. Such people are the enemies of your soul. Happiness and shame cannot coexist, and the ones who claim they can coexist, who claim to have answers to the problems of the human race that ignore shame, no matter how good their intentions may seem, are leading people astray. This lie masquerades as “the global justice movement,” the idea that by empowering the little people and taking power away from what appear to be the forces of greed, the world can solve its problems. Who says the new boss will do any better than the old boss? The problem with this idea is that greed is not the cause of the world’s problems; that distinction belongs solely to shame. A person without shame cannot be greedy but a person without greed can be ashamed. In other words, shame precedes greed. Besides, what looks like greed to many are the actions of people who are working on behalf of god’s plan to keep this world going long enough for the saga to be played out. Without despotic rulers, humanity would have long since collapsed into chaos. Besides, if you look at the situation, people obviously prefer a despot anyway. I mean, a majority of the people in the US seem pretty content with their own despotic rulers, Allah and Oedipus. The person I believe really runs the show in the USA is the person I call the Black Pope, an agent of the Love God, who is in frequent direct contact with Him. I sincerely believe that when George Bush says God talks with him, he is telling the truth. As Neil Young says, “There is more to the picture than meets the eye.”

Millions of people have been lured into believing that humanity can solve its problems by getting the greedy bastards out of power, but no one is offering any viable alternatives because no one is talking about solving the root problem of shame. All we would have if the Antichrist, the Riddler and their friends had their way would be the blind leading the blind. So many people were hankering to get Bush out of office, even though the alternative, Kerry, also takes his orders from the same authority, the Black Pope, who runs the Order of Skull and Bones. Truly history has proven that shamed human beings are incapable of managing themselves. People are frustrated with the status quo, but no one is offering anything better. The people who promote the idea that “Another World is Possible,” the slogan of the World Social Forum, do not have the answer to how billions of human beings can exist successfully together in a world running out of resources and that is becoming a desert. Regardless of the good intentions of its promoters, this sort of movement serves no function other than distracting people from the real problem of this world that, if addressed and corrected, would actually solve humanity’s problems. Anything else is a red herring. Anything at all. Lots of folks out there are hawking red herrings these days. Men have to learn to love one another, period. There is no other answer that can possibly work. And let me just add that as long as homophobia exists, men will not yet have achieved the goal of loving one another. As long as the love organ is excluded from the supposed acts of love between men, shame is still playing a part and humanity will still be headed to its doom. It feels good and it’s very erotic, the only reason you would demure would be shame. Until you see an effort being made to turn that around, there is no hope that any other efforts will bear fruit in the long run, it’s all just a lot of rearranging of deck chairs.

There are many stories that illuminate different facets of an extremely complex and multifaceted experience of the journey of the soul to its awakening. The Wizard of Oz, One Flew over the Cookoo’s Nest, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Lord of the Rings, The Matrix, 2001, the film Dead Man. There are many others. The writers of those and all of the thousand stories (see Joseph Campbell) of the journey of the Christ, the one who takes the solo journey to awakening, knew something. They understood something. They had an experience of Knowing certain things that they then wrote amazing stories about. All of them are allegories about one journey. I know about that journey, I’m the one who is completing it at this moment in time, unaided by any teachings or techniques not available to everyone, and in spite of the efforts of many to thwart me. I am reaching this goal only because of my determination, against all fear-mongering and all adversaries and all lies, to reach it. I have allowed my thirst for truth to guide me past the point where shame and fear have stopped others.

Those stories are all about the journey into the here and now, a journey that no mortal human being has completed, by definition, because it is the journey to curing the disease of mortality. It is the thing that human beings are most afraid of. People have not undertaken, let alone completed, this journey because they are afraid to. Fear, manifest ultimately as the clinging to thoughts, has stopped everyone at some point on the path into Love, into Truth, into immortality, into the place where two worlds intersect, into the here and now.

Shame, not hatred, is the opposite of Love. Love is experienced when we allow what-is to be what-it-is.” People are not at peace at all. When we allow what-is to be what-it-is we feel the Love that everything is made of. Shame is the thing that keeps us from experiencing this. People think love and hate are opposites, but hate comes and goes in little waves now and then, and there are people who do not hate but who have not yet arrived into the awakening into the Love of God in the here and now. Just like greed, hate is a product of shame. Shame is the thing that kills everything, that prevents us from knowing Truth, from knowing and feeling God’s perfect Love. Shame is the dungeon you have put yourself in that keeps you from experiencing the here and now.

The walls of the prison in which your unconscious and desiccated soul dwells are built of your own shame. You must free yourself from that prison or your soul will perish into an eternity of anguish and despair. Can anyone remember the first experience that they had as a soul? Those fist experiences include turning in fear from our own God and hiding in shame, possibly because we didn’t know or simply forgot our Creator’s Name. Here is a definition of having faith: It’s when you can trust that if you forget what you were thinking God will remind you, and that if you forget his name, he will remind you. People who think “faith” is another word for religion have a few things to learn. Faith is not an object; it is something that you do. You cannot have this kind of faith until you are able to hear God remind you what you were thinking if you do forget. You have to be in the here and now, in the intersection of worlds to hear those thoughts of God. You have to step out of the dungeon of shame. And in order to do that you have to go in there, find the thirst for water and quench it, because unconsciousness and dehydration are one and the same thing.

Water is the medium of consciousness and our souls are dehydrated and unconscious in the dungeon of shame. The living waters often referred to in the Bible pertains to the quenching of this thirst that exists in everyone but which cannot be felt because of the fact that that which is dehydrated is unconscious, by definition. It is my opinion that psilocybin is required to get to and quench the thirst that is the urge for unconsciousness to become consciousness. I believe psilocybin counteracts the long-term damage done by alcohol which I think is a substance that is so toxic that it drives the human being out of an experience of the here and now. Distilled alcohol consumed to the point of drunkenness that causes a spinning sensation is the most harmful substance on Earth. It causes a permanent fall out of the experience of now, an extremely dehydrating experience. A fall that psilocybin counteracts. To venture into your own psyche you cannot be afraid of the content that you yourself have pushed into your own desiccated soul body. You need faith to go there. There is no other option. It is a thirst that can never be quenched until it is felt, so you have to go there and feel it. Prem Rawat, the Love God incarnate, has been speaking about “quenching the thirst” for over thirty years, but has never explained exactly what he was talking about, because it was not yet time for people to go there. He will say that I am the first person to gain an understanding, completely on his own, of exactly what he meant by his references to the thirst, and that this is exactly how it was meant to be.

It is patently obvious that the primary reason the human race is turning this world into Hell and making it uninhabitable is because men are afraid to love one another. When men do not love one another, they eventually destroy one another. Men fail to love one another not because there is something wrong with men loving men, but simply because they are controlled by Allah, the deity of shame. My dear brothers, you will learn to get past your shame and you will discover that in fact immortal men loving immortal men is a really wonderful experience, or you will perish into an experience of anguish that will never be relieved. It is the Law. It is the Truth. It is absolutely mandatory that it be so, because shame will ruin every world in which men exist who have not given it up. The experience realm of the Mind called Earth is coming to an end. From here on out you will be in one of two experiences, one in which there is no shame, and the other that is inhabited by those who refused to give it up.

The world is about to be shocked like it has never been shocked before. Love is going to appear on the scene, and Love is going to shock the world. Because when Love shows up, people will see that they are afraid of Him. Because Love loves, and men are afraid of Love. Some women prefer men to be weak (even if they want them to appear strong) as exemplified by Rachet. Perhaps this is necessary in a world of mortality, nuclear families and the incest taboo. Love wants to love you, always has, and we built that dungeon around ourselves because we are afraid of Love. I found my way out of that dungeon. I believe I will soon be helping others do so. Shame is the opposite of Love. Shame hides from love and it hides even from itself. Shame denies its own existence. Shame loves denial. It will soon be time to destroy your own self-made prison of shame.

There’s this place called the Temple. You can see into it if you open your third eye. Yes, the third eye isn’t just an idea; it is a very real thing. The fact that it is closed is related to the reality that human beings are afraid to let light into their own experience of now. Down in that dungeon where your unconscious soul is, it’s pretty dark. Because you are afraid to experience light itself. You are looking into the Mind of God when you look through the third eye into the Temple of the Mind. The Temple is an archetype, a permanent fixture of the Imagination. It is where the Lovers of the true God, Love, convene to experience Love together. The intersection between worlds is, again, located in the here and now. When you are in the Temple the God can hear your thoughts and you can hear his. Really, you are thinking the same thoughts as He is, when you are in the Temple. From within the Temple worlds are imagined. You could go in the Temple from one world and exit into a completely different one that never existed before if that were the will of the God, Love. And that may happen.

Something like this may have occurred some time ago: The Temple was invaded and its occupants poisoned, possibly with distilled alcohol, and made comatose, causing a shift into a different reality. The struggle between the Love God and the Shame deity Allah is really a battle for control of the Temple of the Mind. The forces of God are in the process right now of regaining control of the Temple itself. I am quite convinced that I myself am playing an important role in this effort to reclaim the Temple by having attained the ability to come into it without anyone even telling me what it is. Armageddon pertains to this. It is really about taking back the Temple. I don’t fully understand yet, but I KNOW this is more or less what is happening. The whole saga is going to break wide open very soon. This world was created for the purposes of being a battle ground in the struggle for control of the Temple of the Mind itself. The journey of the Son, the one who perfects faith and so can enter fully into the here and now and so fight in the battle for the Temple, is finally being completed at this time. Thus ends the saga of this world.

This is all intended as a heads up. I am not claiming to be “the second coming.” I think that happens soon, but what is occurring now is not a part of biblical prophesy. I’ve just been leaving a record of my somewhat wobbly journey spiraling into the center of Reality, the here and now where these two worlds intersect. I am the one who took to heart this suggestion from God: “Be still and know that I am God.” I have been trying to follow that suggestion all of my life, and now I have finally arrived into the experience of Knowing that He really is God. I believe that the son of God has had numerous incarnations in this world, before and after Jesus including, quite possibly and most recently, Mohandas Gandhi. I think I mention Jefferson elsewhere here and King Arthur is surely an incarnation of the Christ. Jesus and his family knew from birth who he was. I believe that in previous and subsequent incarnations he was either informed of his identity or he was uncertain of it. I believe that the present and final incarnation of the Christ is the one in which he completes the journey and figures out for himself the nature and significance of his identity, and not as any sort of heroic figure like Gandhi or Jefferson, just a guy living a very normal unassuming life in the background.

When God comes out of the closet soon He is likely to have some things to say to the world. I believe He is going to express his displeasure about a few things. One of them is that the people whose hearts have been lead by a yearning to know Him are the most severely marginalized people on planet Earth. Lots of them are standing on freeway ramps these days with signs begging for money. That is how Allah’s fascist police force, called the people of this world, cares for the people who yearn for the Love of God and who are lost in this world where that love is so difficult to find. A world in which the priorities are so screwed up that the people looking to find, know and love the Creator are pushed into the gutter is not one that I would expect the Creator to be pleased with. He will probably talk about my own experience as an example. You know who I am, right, that really exemplary person who was frequently cited for his exceptionally positive contributions he made to the community and society, who became shunned by many for speaking about his quest to know God? A few months ago I was apprehended by the Seattle police for no reason other than having said certain things, none of which were threatening to anyone, and delivered into the hands of Nurse Rachet herself, imprisoned in the so-called Mental Health ward at King County Harborview Medical Center. Funny how that occurred right about the very day I first started talking about Shame and saying I was in the process of attaining immortality. Interesting timing again.

Several so-called friends lobbied in favor of me being required by the state to undergo toxic and utterly un-therapeutic drug therapy in order to cure me of… well….the only inkling of a diagnosis I ever received while I was there is that I was enjoying the wrong kind of happiness. I was forced to take a sedative against my will before they admitted me even though I had been quietly meditating for several hours in their windowless jail-like holding pen. After a three day evaluation in which I was cooped up in the most un-therapeutic environment I can imagine and not even allowed to go out for a breath of fresh air, and during which no evaluator ever made serious eye contact with me and no “doctor” ever spent more than ten minutes with me, and after being the friendliest and happiest person in the place, including most of the staff, they decided that I needed to be committed for two weeks. I had to fight and eventually lie my way out of there. Yes, I lied to my family and friends whose support I needed to get out by saying I would not take any psychedelics for a period of time, and proceed to do exactly that the next day. Because I believed that whatever I had to do to protect my own rights to live my own life and to pursue my own relationship with my Creator, with zero intention of harming myself or anyone else, whatever it took I had a right to do, even if it meant lying to people who were allowing their fear and shame to interfere with my life.

I believe that the allies of the God himself have probably told MANY lies in this world for the same reasons, to protect themselves from their adversaries, who really desperately want to stop the Love God from succeeding in fulfilling his plan to bring about a world of happiness. For example, I am on the record as saying that the Black Pope, controls, through Poppy Bush, Skull and Bones, et al, the global narcotics business. Rough business involving all kinds of lies and other “crimes.” Whatever it takes is fine with me. Some things matter more than others, like saving yourself from people who want to drag you down into Hell with them matters more than being nice.

Many people have suggested to me over the past two years while I have been on this journey that they believe I am mentally ill. Obviously saying that I believe I am fulfilling the role of Christ is something that has caused people to jump to this conclusion. But they have arrived at this diagnosis of my mental health without ever providing any evidence of it other than the content of my speech. No one ever made note of a single clinical symptom of any sort of mental illness. I haven’t felt depressed for even one single day in the past two years since I began having these experiences. In other words, I’m happy and there is no reason for people to say that I have an illness. Society just likes to shut – and lock- people up who speak truth and talk about reality, and who confront the lies that everyone agrees to believe in because they have shame. Several people accused me of doing damage to “the community” by expressing myself as sincerely and truthfully as I possibly could about the experience I have been having. They never offered an explanation for what they meant by this, what damage I was doing. Maybe they just didn’t want to admit being ashamed by what I was saying. Someone I’ve always admired very much blamed me for the problems of her grandson who had read some of my writings and heard me speak once. This world is full of deliberate lies that go largely unchallenged, yet when someone goes way out on a limb to try to utter, with great sincerity, a little bit of truth he is attacked. Given that I had been incarcerated already and the issue at hand was the possibility of further incarceration, I do not think “attacked” is an exaggeration.

One “friend” asked me to do him a favor and stop trying to know the Truth, and he really meant it, he wanted me to stop because he knew that was I was doing was going to help bring about the end of the Shame world that he must feel a particular attachment to. People who had done nothing up to that point to show me their love and concern for my well being came to a “meeting” at my house to advocate their views that I needed to be stopped from being able to enjoy my alienable right to life liberty and the pursuit of happiness (words from a man who I am expecting will be revealed soon to have been another incarnation of the son of god.) People do not really believe that human beings should actually enjoy these supposedly inalienable rights. When it comes to exposing Shame, nearly everyone reveals the fascist (Allah) within themselves.

The angels of Allah who have tried to stop human beings from arriving into the here and now and awakening into the reality of Love will be brought before the world and exposed for what they are. There are angels, gods and demons among us. Everyone is here. All human beings of all kinds live in this world. Gods, angels and demons are human beings, beings with the physiology associated with humans. Satan is a person who lives and breathes and has a life. I believe he lives right here in Seattle, along with Allah and the Antichrist. I’ve been saying that Seattle is the archetype of Jerusalem appearing in the new world, the city where the Temple is located, and many of the major characters in the story are here, just as they all resided in the environs of the old world Jerusalem in another era.

The person who I believe is the real life Satan is actually a super nice guy. I love the guy; he’s someone I really was sure I loved and admired with all of my heart. I have confessed to people how I loved him more than anyone else I knew. It’s written somewhere that Lucifer is an extremely beautiful and charismatic figure, and I agree with this. He is not at all what you would think. It seems like maybe God made him to be his own Lover and that he spurned the God and went off on his own. And so he was left with no choice but to try to create a mortal world. He’s the deity of mortality. He’s Adam, really, as far as I can see. He promotes the idea of mortality as being a preferable idea, which is really an absurd proposition. It’s really hard for me to believe that he really believes it himself. Allah is really more of a rebel against Satan than she is against God. Oedipus (Cain) kills his father before he kills his brother Abel. Because his Mom, Eve, put him up to it so she could usurp Satan (Adam). Eve gets Cain to do her, and then she shames him into killing his father and brother. I think this is very close to the hidden truth of the story of Genesis chapter one. I know it doesn’t indicate that Cain killed Adam, but Cain IS Oedipus and Oedipus did kill his father. These are archetypes.

I believe that Abram was another incarnation of this person called Lucifer, Satan and Adam. I believe it may be that he’d seen the error of his ways by that point, Allah having usurped him and made his world much worse than it would have been under his leadership, and agreed to align himself with God. I do not know. The question of Satan and whether or not he is a double agent, so to speak, is the most perplexing of all when you eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil as I have. Speaking of which, this is really another way of defining the Christ, the one who can eat form that tree without falling into a pit of fear and shame by being overwhelmed by the thoughts themselves; thus he has recovered from the fall of Adam. To eat from tree of the Knowledge of good and evil is to be in a state of profound samadhi and read the mind of God about these matters. You must have attained the experience of being in the here and now and really know and trust the Creators love, you have to have become his lover, really, to do so.

Anyway, there was a conversion of Abram to Abraham and a covenant involving circumcision. I interpret this to mean that Abraham agreed to become a lover of God, which is what circumcision is really all about in my opinion. (The popular notion that “the covenant with God” involving circumcision is for reasons having to do with sanitation is absurd. What kind of “covenant” is that? God wants men to be his lovers; now THAT is something to have a covenant about.) I believe Abraham is “Satan,” and when I use the name “Satan” I am talking about the person, whose name may have been Reuben or something similar in that lifetime, who came to Jesus while he was fasting and tried to recruit him to join his plan to rule the world. It is possible that he played this role of tempting Jesus as an agent of God, fulfilling a part of the agreement that he made when he became Abraham. I believe that Reuben, aka Satan, may actually have been an important member of the Essene brotherhood who built the camp at Qumran on the shores of the Dead Sea where the famous scrolls were found. I am saying that I know without a doubt that Allah and the antichrist are enemies of God and that I am as of now uncertain about Satan, whether he is an ally or an enemy of God. That Slugworth the tempter in the Willie Wonka movie actually working for Wonka is to me a clue that Satan really is in secret an agent of God.

One final note: I have repeatedly asserted my belief that the Roman Catholic Church will be the institution that will step forward to introduce the Trinity of God to the world when it is time. I believe that the Church, in spite of its exposed sores, has remained steadfastly committed to the truth of exactly what is going on. I believe that the Church has always been under the supervision of God himself and his allies. Many Protestant sects have succumbed to what I would call the market forces of religion. People get the religion they want in the free market. The religion follows the money and the money goes where the message is placating. Roman Catholicism teaches an adherence to a true understanding of God and the Christ. Many other Christian denominations actually promote the deity Allah, largely through their promotion of homophobia. Also the omission of Mary from the iconography of the Protestant Churches bespeaks ignorance or disregard of Truth, because Mary will be an important person in the events to come, possibly contributing to the salvation of many souls. I feel confident that I know who the current incarnation of the goddess Mary is, and I can see how she will make a huge difference. For the record, in my opinion the other sect of Christianity that comes closest to truth is Christian Science.

So there you have it. That’s pretty much what I have to say. Thanks for reading. I hope I haven’t badly offended too many people. Best wishes to all in whatever lies ahead for each and all of us. My website is isaacsword .com