Part 2 the unpublished portion of the essay published in the March 3 edition of the Seattle Weekly.
Sigh… Existence is a high stakes game, my friends. You see, you yourself are the sustainer of the idea that you exist, and you will never ever be able to stop existing because you will never be able to convince yourself that you do not exist; because you do exist. And because you exist, I highly recommend you strive to position yourself to exist in a realm of happiness for the long term. The God who created both this world and heaven is the one and only provider of a happy realm in which to exist. Because there is only one possible realm of happiness and it is the one He invented. He came up with the idea that if men have the hearts of children they can love one another and, as long the women cooperate by allowing the men to be true unashamed men, everything will work out absolutely splendidly. Of course he is a boy too and so of course he wants in on the Loving; it was his idea after all! Roald Dahl didn’t name his character, the one who represents God in his most famous story, “Willie Wonka” for nothing. That name wasn’t chosen for this character by throwing a dart at the phone book. He has that name for the obvious reason.
See, his idea works and the ideas of the other important deities who are not in agreement with him, Satan, Allah and the Antichrist in particular, those who think men should have the hearts of serious “mature” men and not of playful children, who think shame is OK, who think an incest taboo is OK, who think homophobia is OK, I’m afraid those ideas really don’t work well at all. They are disastrous. And neither I nor my God is going to let shame stop us from speaking and acting upon the truth. If you like the idea of homophobia, then they have the world you want, but I would advise giving serious consideration to whether men not loving one another is really going to give you the result you are hoping for. It has been proven to the satisfaction of the Creator himself that a world like that fails every time. Every single idea for a human existence that is not His idea - the idea of one mother, one father, and everyone brothers and sisters, such that all love is by definition incestuous, and everyone is like children, and everyone is lovers with the mother and the father as well as all of their brothers and sisters - is doomed to failure. Only the incest tribe survives the test of time. And this God is through with allowing this to be proven at His and His lovers’ expense. We’re moving on now to a world where no one messes with the one tribe that survives, the tribe that loves the Love God. Make up your own world if you want to try something else, other than Love without shame. Otherwise, if you’re coming with us, get ready for a really good time.
All of this is nearly explicit in the Bible. You don’t have to be Sherlock Holmes to find the truth there. It is just vague enough that if someone wanted to miss the truth, they could. I mean it’s pretty straightforward: the fall into mortality and the fig leaf of shame. Doesn’t that pretty much say that shame is the hallmark of the human condition whereby our immortal souls are caught as a result of shame in a life of disease, suffering and death? A person claiming to be an incarnation of the son of God is saying as much. And then at the very end of the story, everyone marries the Christ. Everyone! What do the homophobic Christians think that means? Legislation against gay marriage appearing all over the place just moments before the big group marriage of heaven and a resumption of the ecstatic homoerotic activities of the Temple. That timing is very “interesting” if you ask me. And fascinating that even the folks who want to take every word of that book literally, on that one little point they seem to want to give some other meaning other than the literal. Marriage is when you become sanctified as lovers with another person. Well, all the men and all the women in Heaven are all married to one person: this is unambiguous in the scripture. That one person is everyone’s lover. And anyone who believes in the truth of the Bible and who considers that and then jumps to the conclusion that people in Heaven are asexual really has a serious problem with denial and shame. What the Hell kind of Heaven would that be, everyone gets married but the marriage is never consummated? No lovemaking in Heaven? Everyone is too busy drinking beer, eating potato chips and watching NFL to make love with one another in Heaven? No, quite the opposite. The incestuous marriage in Heaven will be consummated in a wonderful orgiastic celebration of Love that will go on forever.
God is Love: you’ve heard it a million times. So what is the Heaven of a god who is Love supposed to look like? A fascist boot camp, everyone running around with uniforms on? with billy clubs to bonk anyone caught having sex or even masturbating? and a can of herbicide on their belts for spraying the volunteer cannabis plants and magic mushrooms that are popping up everywhere? What kind of Heaven do you homophobic people want? What kind of guy do you think my father is? What kind of relationship were you gonna have with him? Golfing buddies? I mean, he likes to work on cars as much as any guy, but that’s not all there is to being a god. Or was he just gonna be someone who sits up on a chair being totally bored out of his mind, while you sit there and twiddle your thumbs, when you could be having some fun together! You call that Heaven? Or was everyone just gonna be a little tinkerbell light floating around in the clouds with harps. Who came up with that image anyway? It’s close to the right idea about fairies, that’s all I can say for that image. I’m goin’ for the heaven Neil Young sings about, the one where rock and roll is here to stay. The one with the fantastic music going on all the time, and of course ecstatic dancing to go with it, art, music, great food, unique clothes for everyone, fun places to live without concrete everywhere, beautiful gardens, no pollution, great loving and more loving and more loving, free herb for all, no one competing with anyone, no worrying, no one lying, cheating, deceiving… none of that. (And as far as I am concerned no digital anything…) Just a party every day in the Temple where everyone shows off the cool stuff they came up with. Kind of like Burning Man crossed with the Solstice Feast, but without the alcohol and with no sexual repression whatsoever. That’s the Heaven I intend to be in.
Any world that allows for shame will collapse into ruin and misery. This world proves that Shame destroys worlds. The proof is in. This world is toast. It really is, and the only reason no one is quite ready to accept this is because people are afraid to admit it. Human beings have destroyed this planet’s capacity to sustain life. It is just a matter of time now before the place looks like a desert. There is no hope that this world will provide a realm of happiness for the billions of immortal human souls who exist now and will exist forever. Shame has ruined this world. You can blame whatever you want, but if you ever stop to think about it you will realize that whatever you blamed, greed for example, was itself caused by shame.
It all has to do with the mind. These characters are archetypes, which I define as “permanent fixtures of the Mind (or Imagination).” Allah is a woman, she is represented by Nurse Rachet in the film One Flew over the Cookoo’s Nest. Her game is making sure men are ashamed. That is really truly who Allah is. She is a rebel against the true God and has cast a spell on this world. She has a really bad case of penis envy. She is the wicked witch of the East (I think it’s East, the one that had to be killed by water). Her son is Oedipus, the antichrist. He is the Shamed one, whom his mother exploits for her purposes. He incarnated as Cain, Ishmael and Mohammed. She was his mother in each of those incarnations. Together they are quite a pair. Their gig is really sick. If you go all the way down the rabbit hole (the rabbit hole that Morpheus sent Neo down with the red pill, amanita muscaria, not the blue pill, psilocybin) you see what an incredible spell she has cast. It is really quite impossible to describe. It’s like we are all spinning and don’t know it, and this dimension of experience is something that flashes in our perception in the frequency of our spinning. She has “spun” a spell and we are all caught in her spell. It really is very strange.
By using the name Allah, I do not believe I am slamming Islam in particular. This isn’t about religion. I am just offering my perspective on the true identity of Allah and making the precise distinction between who Allah is and who the Love God who created this world is. See, Allah is really the deity worshipped by most Christians as well as Moslems, probably true for Jews as well. Christians may say that “Jesus is my personal lord and savior,” but in reality the actions of many Christians indicate that the deity who they really worship is Nurse Rachet, the goddess of Shame, Allah. Any Christian who is homophobic is really worshiping Allah regardless of what they profess. It’s about energies. The Creator of this world is Love, Allah is the anti-love, Shame. I don’t care what religion you profess, what sort of experience of life are you having and promoting? What sort of world will result from people who think and act like you do? That is what matters. You can call Jesus your lord and savior till the cows come home, but if you like to get drunk and beat up fags, then what kind of world would a bunch of you look like? One with lots of wars and stuff? Is that the Heaven you will create? No thanks. Not my cup of tea. You’re talking about Allahland.
Before I go on, I will provide a very precise definition of “homophobia” for the purposes of what I am saying. When I use that word, I don’t just refer to an attitude that would cause someone to harm or discriminate against or avoid forming a meaningful friendship with a homosexual person. Here is what I am talking about. There is a Temple, the Temple of Love, and in the Temple, which is also the Temple of the Mind, the Temple of What Is, men are loving and worshiping their god and loving and worshiping their god in one another. Every man has a love organ and this love organ is employed in the acts of loving and worshiping the Gods in the Temple. (For what its worth, my intuition tells me anal sex is not desired or engaged in by immortal men.) Homophobia would be defined in these terms: A man’s reticence to participate in the activities of the Temple as I have just described would be homophobia. It is a symptom of shame. The reason men are homophobic is because they are mostly unconscious as a result of shame. They cannot have the experience of infinite ecstasy that men were designed to have. Therefore they are ashamed of themselves in the face of God and the activities in the Temple. This is why the shamed destroyed the Temple and why the shamed want to prevent the Temple from being restored to its rightful keepers. This world is really a battle to take back the Temple, and it is happening.
Allah the Shame Deity is certainly the most popular deity on planet Earth, far more popular that the Love God. Because human beings are ruled by Shame and Allah is the Queen of Shame. Her son is the Prince of Shame, the fake hero, the false prophet, the leader of the shamed. The Son of Allah is the Antichrist, the one who promotes shame as opposed to the Christ, the one who conquers and destroys shame. Lately he’s been busy trying to distract people from Truth by promoting the idea that shamed human beings have a hope of turning this spent world around. He is busy blaming greed for the problems of this world that are really caused by the Shame that he has a long history of being a major leading agent of. He pretends to be a friend and leader of the downtrodden people when his mission is really to lead people into his mother’s Hell. He is a liar. Because it’s his job to help his mother (who is not his mom in this lifetime) take as many people with her into the abyss of shame as she can. Misery loves company and these two want as much of it as they possibly can get. Misery loves company; this is one of the most important truths. Misery loves company. Allah and her son really want as many people to cling to shame as possible.
Beware of those who say they are going to lead this world into some kind of egalitarian heaven without mentioning the need to give up shame. Look out for the Riddler who says things like “The Answer to How? is Yes.” The answer to How? is Giving up Shame, not living in denial of it. The utopia promoted by the Riddler and his friends will never ever come to be. It’s just another round of the Animal Farm syndrome waiting to happen. Such people are the enemies of your soul. Happiness and shame cannot coexist, and the ones who claim they can coexist, who claim to have answers to the problems of the human race that ignore shame, no matter how good their intentions may seem, are leading people astray. This lie masquerades as “the global justice movement,” the idea that by empowering the little people and taking power away from what appear to be the forces of greed, the world can solve its problems. Who says the new boss will do any better than the old boss? The problem with this idea is that greed is not the cause of the world’s problems; that distinction belongs solely to shame. A person without shame cannot be greedy but a person without greed can be ashamed. In other words, shame precedes greed. Besides, what looks like greed to many are the actions of people who are working on behalf of god’s plan to keep this world going long enough for the saga to be played out. Without despotic rulers, humanity would have long since collapsed into chaos. Besides, if you look at the situation, people obviously prefer a despot anyway. I mean, a majority of the people in the US seem pretty content with their own despotic rulers, Allah and Oedipus. The person I believe really runs the show in the USA is the person I call the Black Pope, an agent of the Love God, who is in frequent direct contact with Him. I sincerely believe that when George Bush says God talks with him, he is telling the truth. As Neil Young says, “There is more to the picture than meets the eye.”
Millions of people have been lured into believing that humanity can solve its problems by getting the greedy bastards out of power, but no one is offering any viable alternatives because no one is talking about solving the root problem of shame. All we would have if the Antichrist, the Riddler and their friends had their way would be the blind leading the blind. So many people were hankering to get Bush out of office, even though the alternative, Kerry, also takes his orders from the same authority, the Black Pope, who runs the Order of Skull and Bones. Truly history has proven that shamed human beings are incapable of managing themselves. People are frustrated with the status quo, but no one is offering anything better. The people who promote the idea that “Another World is Possible,” the slogan of the World Social Forum, do not have the answer to how billions of human beings can exist successfully together in a world running out of resources and that is becoming a desert. Regardless of the good intentions of its promoters, this sort of movement serves no function other than distracting people from the real problem of this world that, if addressed and corrected, would actually solve humanity’s problems. Anything else is a red herring. Anything at all. Lots of folks out there are hawking red herrings these days. Men have to learn to love one another, period. There is no other answer that can possibly work. And let me just add that as long as homophobia exists, men will not yet have achieved the goal of loving one another. As long as the love organ is excluded from the supposed acts of love between men, shame is still playing a part and humanity will still be headed to its doom. It feels good and it’s very erotic, the only reason you would demure would be shame. Until you see an effort being made to turn that around, there is no hope that any other efforts will bear fruit in the long run, it’s all just a lot of rearranging of deck chairs.
There are many stories that illuminate different facets of an extremely complex and multifaceted experience of the journey of the soul to its awakening. The Wizard of Oz, One Flew over the Cookoo’s Nest, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Lord of the Rings, The Matrix, 2001, the film Dead Man. There are many others. The writers of those and all of the thousand stories (see Joseph Campbell) of the journey of the Christ, the one who takes the solo journey to awakening, knew something. They understood something. They had an experience of Knowing certain things that they then wrote amazing stories about. All of them are allegories about one journey. I know about that journey, I’m the one who is completing it at this moment in time, unaided by any teachings or techniques not available to everyone, and in spite of the efforts of many to thwart me. I am reaching this goal only because of my determination, against all fear-mongering and all adversaries and all lies, to reach it. I have allowed my thirst for truth to guide me past the point where shame and fear have stopped others.
Those stories are all about the journey into the here and now, a journey that no mortal human being has completed, by definition, because it is the journey to curing the disease of mortality. It is the thing that human beings are most afraid of. People have not undertaken, let alone completed, this journey because they are afraid to. Fear, manifest ultimately as the clinging to thoughts, has stopped everyone at some point on the path into Love, into Truth, into immortality, into the place where two worlds intersect, into the here and now.
Shame, not hatred, is the opposite of Love. Love is experienced when we allow what-is to be what-it-is.” People are not at peace at all. When we allow what-is to be what-it-is we feel the Love that everything is made of. Shame is the thing that keeps us from experiencing this. People think love and hate are opposites, but hate comes and goes in little waves now and then, and there are people who do not hate but who have not yet arrived into the awakening into the Love of God in the here and now. Just like greed, hate is a product of shame. Shame is the thing that kills everything, that prevents us from knowing Truth, from knowing and feeling God’s perfect Love. Shame is the dungeon you have put yourself in that keeps you from experiencing the here and now.
The walls of the prison in which your unconscious and desiccated soul dwells are built of your own shame. You must free yourself from that prison or your soul will perish into an eternity of anguish and despair. Can anyone remember the first experience that they had as a soul? Those fist experiences include turning in fear from our own God and hiding in shame, possibly because we didn’t know or simply forgot our Creator’s Name. Here is a definition of having faith: It’s when you can trust that if you forget what you were thinking God will remind you, and that if you forget his name, he will remind you. People who think “faith” is another word for religion have a few things to learn. Faith is not an object; it is something that you do. You cannot have this kind of faith until you are able to hear God remind you what you were thinking if you do forget. You have to be in the here and now, in the intersection of worlds to hear those thoughts of God. You have to step out of the dungeon of shame. And in order to do that you have to go in there, find the thirst for water and quench it, because unconsciousness and dehydration are one and the same thing.
Water is the medium of consciousness and our souls are dehydrated and unconscious in the dungeon of shame. The living waters often referred to in the Bible pertains to the quenching of this thirst that exists in everyone but which cannot be felt because of the fact that that which is dehydrated is unconscious, by definition. It is my opinion that psilocybin is required to get to and quench the thirst that is the urge for unconsciousness to become consciousness. I believe psilocybin counteracts the long-term damage done by alcohol which I think is a substance that is so toxic that it drives the human being out of an experience of the here and now. Distilled alcohol consumed to the point of drunkenness that causes a spinning sensation is the most harmful substance on Earth. It causes a permanent fall out of the experience of now, an extremely dehydrating experience. A fall that psilocybin counteracts. To venture into your own psyche you cannot be afraid of the content that you yourself have pushed into your own desiccated soul body. You need faith to go there. There is no other option. It is a thirst that can never be quenched until it is felt, so you have to go there and feel it. Prem Rawat, the Love God incarnate, has been speaking about “quenching the thirst” for over thirty years, but has never explained exactly what he was talking about, because it was not yet time for people to go there. He will say that I am the first person to gain an understanding, completely on his own, of exactly what he meant by his references to the thirst, and that this is exactly how it was meant to be.
It is patently obvious that the primary reason the human race is turning this world into Hell and making it uninhabitable is because men are afraid to love one another. When men do not love one another, they eventually destroy one another. Men fail to love one another not because there is something wrong with men loving men, but simply because they are controlled by Allah, the deity of shame. My dear brothers, you will learn to get past your shame and you will discover that in fact immortal men loving immortal men is a really wonderful experience, or you will perish into an experience of anguish that will never be relieved. It is the Law. It is the Truth. It is absolutely mandatory that it be so, because shame will ruin every world in which men exist who have not given it up. The experience realm of the Mind called Earth is coming to an end. From here on out you will be in one of two experiences, one in which there is no shame, and the other that is inhabited by those who refused to give it up.
The world is about to be shocked like it has never been shocked before. Love is going to appear on the scene, and Love is going to shock the world. Because when Love shows up, people will see that they are afraid of Him. Because Love loves, and men are afraid of Love. Some women prefer men to be weak (even if they want them to appear strong) as exemplified by Rachet. Perhaps this is necessary in a world of mortality, nuclear families and the incest taboo. Love wants to love you, always has, and we built that dungeon around ourselves because we are afraid of Love. I found my way out of that dungeon. I believe I will soon be helping others do so. Shame is the opposite of Love. Shame hides from love and it hides even from itself. Shame denies its own existence. Shame loves denial. It will soon be time to destroy your own self-made prison of shame.
There’s this place called the Temple. You can see into it if you open your third eye. Yes, the third eye isn’t just an idea; it is a very real thing. The fact that it is closed is related to the reality that human beings are afraid to let light into their own experience of now. Down in that dungeon where your unconscious soul is, it’s pretty dark. Because you are afraid to experience light itself. You are looking into the Mind of God when you look through the third eye into the Temple of the Mind. The Temple is an archetype, a permanent fixture of the Imagination. It is where the Lovers of the true God, Love, convene to experience Love together. The intersection between worlds is, again, located in the here and now. When you are in the Temple the God can hear your thoughts and you can hear his. Really, you are thinking the same thoughts as He is, when you are in the Temple. From within the Temple worlds are imagined. You could go in the Temple from one world and exit into a completely different one that never existed before if that were the will of the God, Love. And that may happen.
Something like this may have occurred some time ago: The Temple was invaded and its occupants poisoned, possibly with distilled alcohol, and made comatose, causing a shift into a different reality. The struggle between the Love God and the Shame deity Allah is really a battle for control of the Temple of the Mind. The forces of God are in the process right now of regaining control of the Temple itself. I am quite convinced that I myself am playing an important role in this effort to reclaim the Temple by having attained the ability to come into it without anyone even telling me what it is. Armageddon pertains to this. It is really about taking back the Temple. I don’t fully understand yet, but I KNOW this is more or less what is happening. The whole saga is going to break wide open very soon. This world was created for the purposes of being a battle ground in the struggle for control of the Temple of the Mind itself. The journey of the Son, the one who perfects faith and so can enter fully into the here and now and so fight in the battle for the Temple, is finally being completed at this time. Thus ends the saga of this world.
This is all intended as a heads up. I am not claiming to be “the second coming.” I think that happens soon, but what is occurring now is not a part of biblical prophesy. I’ve just been leaving a record of my somewhat wobbly journey spiraling into the center of Reality, the here and now where these two worlds intersect. I am the one who took to heart this suggestion from God: “Be still and know that I am God.” I have been trying to follow that suggestion all of my life, and now I have finally arrived into the experience of Knowing that He really is God. I believe that the son of God has had numerous incarnations in this world, before and after Jesus including, quite possibly and most recently, Mohandas Gandhi. I think I mention Jefferson elsewhere here and King Arthur is surely an incarnation of the Christ. Jesus and his family knew from birth who he was. I believe that in previous and subsequent incarnations he was either informed of his identity or he was uncertain of it. I believe that the present and final incarnation of the Christ is the one in which he completes the journey and figures out for himself the nature and significance of his identity, and not as any sort of heroic figure like Gandhi or Jefferson, just a guy living a very normal unassuming life in the background.
When God comes out of the closet soon He is likely to have some things to say to the world. I believe He is going to express his displeasure about a few things. One of them is that the people whose hearts have been lead by a yearning to know Him are the most severely marginalized people on planet Earth. Lots of them are standing on freeway ramps these days with signs begging for money. That is how Allah’s fascist police force, called the people of this world, cares for the people who yearn for the Love of God and who are lost in this world where that love is so difficult to find. A world in which the priorities are so screwed up that the people looking to find, know and love the Creator are pushed into the gutter is not one that I would expect the Creator to be pleased with. He will probably talk about my own experience as an example. You know who I am, right, that really exemplary person who was frequently cited for his exceptionally positive contributions he made to the community and society, who became shunned by many for speaking about his quest to know God? A few months ago I was apprehended by the Seattle police for no reason other than having said certain things, none of which were threatening to anyone, and delivered into the hands of Nurse Rachet herself, imprisoned in the so-called Mental Health ward at King County Harborview Medical Center. Funny how that occurred right about the very day I first started talking about Shame and saying I was in the process of attaining immortality. Interesting timing again.
Several so-called friends lobbied in favor of me being required by the state to undergo toxic and utterly un-therapeutic drug therapy in order to cure me of… well….the only inkling of a diagnosis I ever received while I was there is that I was enjoying the wrong kind of happiness. I was forced to take a sedative against my will before they admitted me even though I had been quietly meditating for several hours in their windowless jail-like holding pen. After a three day evaluation in which I was cooped up in the most un-therapeutic environment I can imagine and not even allowed to go out for a breath of fresh air, and during which no evaluator ever made serious eye contact with me and no “doctor” ever spent more than ten minutes with me, and after being the friendliest and happiest person in the place, including most of the staff, they decided that I needed to be committed for two weeks. I had to fight and eventually lie my way out of there. Yes, I lied to my family and friends whose support I needed to get out by saying I would not take any psychedelics for a period of time, and proceed to do exactly that the next day. Because I believed that whatever I had to do to protect my own rights to live my own life and to pursue my own relationship with my Creator, with zero intention of harming myself or anyone else, whatever it took I had a right to do, even if it meant lying to people who were allowing their fear and shame to interfere with my life.
I believe that the allies of the God himself have probably told MANY lies in this world for the same reasons, to protect themselves from their adversaries, who really desperately want to stop the Love God from succeeding in fulfilling his plan to bring about a world of happiness. For example, I am on the record as saying that the Black Pope, controls, through Poppy Bush, Skull and Bones, et al, the global narcotics business. Rough business involving all kinds of lies and other “crimes.” Whatever it takes is fine with me. Some things matter more than others, like saving yourself from people who want to drag you down into Hell with them matters more than being nice.
Many people have suggested to me over the past two years while I have been on this journey that they believe I am mentally ill. Obviously saying that I believe I am fulfilling the role of Christ is something that has caused people to jump to this conclusion. But they have arrived at this diagnosis of my mental health without ever providing any evidence of it other than the content of my speech. No one ever made note of a single clinical symptom of any sort of mental illness. I haven’t felt depressed for even one single day in the past two years since I began having these experiences. In other words, I’m happy and there is no reason for people to say that I have an illness. Society just likes to shut – and lock- people up who speak truth and talk about reality, and who confront the lies that everyone agrees to believe in because they have shame. Several people accused me of doing damage to “the community” by expressing myself as sincerely and truthfully as I possibly could about the experience I have been having. They never offered an explanation for what they meant by this, what damage I was doing. Maybe they just didn’t want to admit being ashamed by what I was saying. Someone I’ve always admired very much blamed me for the problems of her grandson who had read some of my writings and heard me speak once. This world is full of deliberate lies that go largely unchallenged, yet when someone goes way out on a limb to try to utter, with great sincerity, a little bit of truth he is attacked. Given that I had been incarcerated already and the issue at hand was the possibility of further incarceration, I do not think “attacked” is an exaggeration.
One “friend” asked me to do him a favor and stop trying to know the Truth, and he really meant it, he wanted me to stop because he knew that was I was doing was going to help bring about the end of the Shame world that he must feel a particular attachment to. People who had done nothing up to that point to show me their love and concern for my well being came to a “meeting” at my house to advocate their views that I needed to be stopped from being able to enjoy my alienable right to life liberty and the pursuit of happiness (words from a man who I am expecting will be revealed soon to have been another incarnation of the son of god.) People do not really believe that human beings should actually enjoy these supposedly inalienable rights. When it comes to exposing Shame, nearly everyone reveals the fascist (Allah) within themselves.
The angels of Allah who have tried to stop human beings from arriving into the here and now and awakening into the reality of Love will be brought before the world and exposed for what they are. There are angels, gods and demons among us. Everyone is here. All human beings of all kinds live in this world. Gods, angels and demons are human beings, beings with the physiology associated with humans. Satan is a person who lives and breathes and has a life. I believe he lives right here in Seattle, along with Allah and the Antichrist. I’ve been saying that Seattle is the archetype of Jerusalem appearing in the new world, the city where the Temple is located, and many of the major characters in the story are here, just as they all resided in the environs of the old world Jerusalem in another era.
The person who I believe is the real life Satan is actually a super nice guy. I love the guy; he’s someone I really was sure I loved and admired with all of my heart. I have confessed to people how I loved him more than anyone else I knew. It’s written somewhere that Lucifer is an extremely beautiful and charismatic figure, and I agree with this. He is not at all what you would think. It seems like maybe God made him to be his own Lover and that he spurned the God and went off on his own. And so he was left with no choice but to try to create a mortal world. He’s the deity of mortality. He’s Adam, really, as far as I can see. He promotes the idea of mortality as being a preferable idea, which is really an absurd proposition. It’s really hard for me to believe that he really believes it himself. Allah is really more of a rebel against Satan than she is against God. Oedipus (Cain) kills his father before he kills his brother Abel. Because his Mom, Eve, put him up to it so she could usurp Satan (Adam). Eve gets Cain to do her, and then she shames him into killing his father and brother. I think this is very close to the hidden truth of the story of Genesis chapter one. I know it doesn’t indicate that Cain killed Adam, but Cain IS Oedipus and Oedipus did kill his father. These are archetypes.
I believe that Abram was another incarnation of this person called Lucifer, Satan and Adam. I believe it may be that he’d seen the error of his ways by that point, Allah having usurped him and made his world much worse than it would have been under his leadership, and agreed to align himself with God. I do not know. The question of Satan and whether or not he is a double agent, so to speak, is the most perplexing of all when you eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil as I have. Speaking of which, this is really another way of defining the Christ, the one who can eat form that tree without falling into a pit of fear and shame by being overwhelmed by the thoughts themselves; thus he has recovered from the fall of Adam. To eat from tree of the Knowledge of good and evil is to be in a state of profound samadhi and read the mind of God about these matters. You must have attained the experience of being in the here and now and really know and trust the Creators love, you have to have become his lover, really, to do so.
Anyway, there was a conversion of Abram to Abraham and a covenant involving circumcision. I interpret this to mean that Abraham agreed to become a lover of God, which is what circumcision is really all about in my opinion. (The popular notion that “the covenant with God” involving circumcision is for reasons having to do with sanitation is absurd. What kind of “covenant” is that? God wants men to be his lovers; now THAT is something to have a covenant about.) I believe Abraham is “Satan,” and when I use the name “Satan” I am talking about the person, whose name may have been Reuben or something similar in that lifetime, who came to Jesus while he was fasting and tried to recruit him to join his plan to rule the world. It is possible that he played this role of tempting Jesus as an agent of God, fulfilling a part of the agreement that he made when he became Abraham. I believe that Reuben, aka Satan, may actually have been an important member of the Essene brotherhood who built the camp at Qumran on the shores of the Dead Sea where the famous scrolls were found. I am saying that I know without a doubt that Allah and the antichrist are enemies of God and that I am as of now uncertain about Satan, whether he is an ally or an enemy of God. That Slugworth the tempter in the Willie Wonka movie actually working for Wonka is to me a clue that Satan really is in secret an agent of God.
One final note: I have repeatedly asserted my belief that the Roman Catholic Church will be the institution that will step forward to introduce the Trinity of God to the world when it is time. I believe that the Church, in spite of its exposed sores, has remained steadfastly committed to the truth of exactly what is going on. I believe that the Church has always been under the supervision of God himself and his allies. Many Protestant sects have succumbed to what I would call the market forces of religion. People get the religion they want in the free market. The religion follows the money and the money goes where the message is placating. Roman Catholicism teaches an adherence to a true understanding of God and the Christ. Many other Christian denominations actually promote the deity Allah, largely through their promotion of homophobia. Also the omission of Mary from the iconography of the Protestant Churches bespeaks ignorance or disregard of Truth, because Mary will be an important person in the events to come, possibly contributing to the salvation of many souls. I feel confident that I know who the current incarnation of the goddess Mary is, and I can see how she will make a huge difference. For the record, in my opinion the other sect of Christianity that comes closest to truth is Christian Science.
So there you have it. That’s pretty much what I have to say. Thanks for reading. I hope I haven’t badly offended too many people. Best wishes to all in whatever lies ahead for each and all of us. My website is isaacsword .com
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