current june 8 (42)

june 8

many people, if they took note of what i am saying, would scream bloodly murder, saying that i am inciting hatreds and so forth. the same people who allow for Islam to be just another "faith" equal in validity with all others, when in Truth Islam is just a part of a very concerted effort to commit genocide against a family of perfectly decent people who happen to be so decent as to make others ashamed of themselves. But because it is the religion of shame, ashamed people who are not Muslims would defend Islam against the truth that i am speaking about it. people like the riddler (JR), whose song says "we are one in our differences" when really what he actually means is "we are one in our shame."

i saw a bumper sticker the other day, "who would jesus bomb?" and i thought about it.

here is my answer:

he would bomb the holy shit out of any nation of shamed souls who would rise up in any sort of last ditch effort to thwart the truth, the salvation of souls, the orderly conduct of the world during the period of time that lies ahead, the end times.

he would annihiliate any genocidaly inclined nations of fallen souls who cannot tolerate the truth about the nature of reality, if there were any such nations, the reality to which i refer being the incestuous family that IS the one and only permanent reality, and the only person, family, tribe, god, goddess or whatever that could ever invent or sustain a world of happiness. .

he would bomb into oblivion anyone who would seek to defy the incestuous holy family its right to exist in the world that it created for its own puposes .

in preparation for the events that are to come, he might even invade Iraq and destroy it's military capabilities, possibly in advance of putting Cain in a tower in the middle of Babylon so that his followers - the people who follow the so-called "religion" of shame that Cain's mother Allah invented and that he, as mohammed, gave to the people of his (Ishmael's) tribe of shamed souls, the spawn of Cain's hatred and resentment, the religion of resentment against goodness, the religion of resentment against the unashamed, the religion of resentment at reality being perfect -can pay their respects to their leader. 0r maybe it's reuben who will be put in that tower. or both. they can fight it out up there, each one blaming the other for their failure.

the penis envying woman who wants to be a god, allah, has been fighting against the incest family since before this world began. it is hard to imagine that salvation is even possible for a majority of the people of her nations.... i could imagine jesus giving an ultimatum to the people of Islam: renounce your allegience to my family's enemy, Allah, who has been doing everything in her power since even before she conspired with her shamed son cain to kill his brother abel to destroy the incest family, or meet your doom. You have x amount of time to do so.

there are many muslims who do not have the black heart of cain. whole nations have had islam forced upon them, nations perhaps like Malaysia, whose people are more closely related to the typically much more loving people of the other southeast asian nations than the descendants of Ishamel the tribe whose evil matriarch invented islam.

though i dont know much history, i wouldn't be surpised if west africa is another part of the world in which islam was forced upon the people against their will. these people need to be liberated from islam, and jesus might drop a bomb or two here and there is order to help free people from the lies of those who would lead as many souls into hell as they possibly can.

jesus himself said that he would not return in peace, but with a sword. perhaps he was talking about the sword that will be used against the genocidal enemies of the incest family, Allah and her unfortunate shamed son the antichrist and their followers.

june 7

in a world of nothing but lies and ignorance, what is perfection? what is the perfect intention? is it not to discover the truth?>

my dear high school friend angela, who i later completely alienated in expressing my zeal for the particular source of truth i had found (prem rawat) will remember me saying at the age of 17 or 18 that my goal in life was to attain the truth, which i could see quite clearly was not known to anyone I knew. she stated that her goal was happiness. i hope that my discovery of the truth is something that brings joy and happiness into her life.

truth and happiness are teh same thing, really, but the intention to find truth is what brought me to the true source of happiness. everyone is after happiness, because the drive for happiness drives everything, but in a world of lies happiness is elusive. first truth, then happiness.

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Prince Rauven, (reuben) the perfect liar who tells the perfect lie. thank you reuben for playing the necessary part of the one who decides to try the absolutely futile of become a god by lying and so telling the lie that has to be told in order for perfection to be perfection, which is to say, in order for everyone to have their wishes come true, even the people who wish to believe in a lie. Perfection. The perfect lie to compliment the perfect truth.

i cannot imagine how someone would make the choice that you have made reuben, but i am happy you have had the opportunity to pursue your own dream of being the god of the lie..

reuben warned me off from trying to save him so many times, reminding me that he doesn't need to be saved. no you don't need to be saved Reuben, you need to be exactly what you are, if this is what you wish to be. thank you for being what you choose to be.

reuben is the perfect mortal man really, which is of course pure folly. he is the god and advocate of mortality. he admitted to me that he had been a friend of jesus who went his seperate way when jesus got into his messiah trip, just like he passed into and then out of my life again this time. he insists that we are mortal, and yet he confesses to having been alive two thousand years ago. sounds exactly like immortality with a lie thrown in to me. which is it reuben, mortality (live and die, end of story) or immortality? maybe he means to say mortality as in samsara, the cycle of birth and death, but buddhism teaches that mortality is an illusion. i never did get an explanation form reuben exactly how he sees reality. i wish now i had pursued that with him. now if i try to get in touch with him, he says he cant interact with me because of his obligations to the people he is reponsible for, as if referring to his two kids or something, when really he is talking about the six billion people who he promised to be a better god to than the incestuous god.

reuben said lots of interesting things to me in our year or so of close friendship. another one was "i do have sons." yes his sons are all the ones who he tricked into believing that happiness is possible in a world of lies. he has billions of them. his first, cain, is of course his protoge the antichrist.

the man who wanted to rule in hell and the first two people to incarnate into his pre-hell, the world of lies that is his world, a world that he made the rules for, turn on him and become his adversaries trying to usurp his rule of hell. imagine, people competing to rule a realm of pure misery. really the saga of history is the struggle for power in hell between satan on the one side and allah and the antichrist, with of course the incest family doing what it takes to preserve itself and recoup what was stolen from it.

i watched the film brother son sister moon this evening, finally, after all of these years. somethign struck me today that i should see this film.

it seems clear to me that francis is another incarnation of the son. and i believe that sister moon, claire, is an incarnation of the "brother" of sun green, moon green, who is also guenevere and i believe magdelaine, the sister and lover of the christ. this is the great secret of who magdelaine was, she was the sister (though not necessarily biological, but an incarnation of his sister from the incest family). forget all of this da vinci code , holy blood holy grail stuff. i do not believe that the bloodline of jesus, if there is one, has any significance at all. its the true family that he is a part of, the family that has hopped around the world in its quest to be victorious over the Liar. the significance is what none of the writers of any of that stuff even allude to, the incestuousness of the holy family of the Creator. that is significant.

i am neil youngs son, but obviously we are not of the same bloodline, nor are prem rawat and either myself or neil young of the same bloodline. we are from the same soul line, but not of the same lines of decent here in Satan's world. that is insignificant.

the woman who i am convinced is the present incarnation of the sister of the christ knows who she is. she told me herself she had a past life regression reveal that she had been guenever. i got together with her once (she also lives in seattle) and the first thing i asked her was if she had a particular affinity for the king arthur stories, having had a premonition that this was guenevere who was asking for an audience with me the day after i realized that i had been king arthur. her answer did not surprise me. sister moon, who i think will be married to me as the symbol of the bride in the incestuous marriage in heaven.

the sister and the brother are lovers.

incest is the white light. you cannot be incestuous unless you are perfect, and when you are perfect you know that incest is the way of life for human beings. there is so much peace in it. so much love, you are home when you are loving your father, mother, sister brother. of course when we are all brother and sister, mother and father, its heaven automatically. automatically. all those who want and can handle incest make up the only group of people who can live together in peace.

the human being is the being who expresses the archetypes and energies of the Mind in the saga of how the mind evolves into a stable state of happiness. Human beings are the beings OF the mind. all other beings express ideas of beauty (and a few, scavengers in a mortal world, ugliness), but human beings express, by design, the story of the MInd that is the only reality.

male human beings were created for the purpose of participating in the generation of the love that everything is made of. and female human being were created to enjoy that love with the men and to produce the sons who also will participate in this generation of joy.

rapture, the rising up to heaven of the christ and the 144,000 member nationof israel, which is followed by the seperation of the people who choose existence and the people who choose non-existence, occurs, i believe, when the sun god, the son of god, takes the light that lucifer stole from heaven and brought down into this hell realm that we actually live in (Hell + lucifer's stolen light equals the mortal realm of lies that we call earth) and takes it back up to heaven.

the light that we experience as the light of the sun is the light of consciousness that lucifer stole from heaven. all so that the souls in hell could have a chance for redemption, though as far as lucifer is concerned, its just for the betterment of hell.

hell will become dark again as i take this light back to the people who generated it.

i watched the film 2010, the sequel to 2001 a space odyssey, which i consider an important allegory of the journey into reality. 2010 suggests what i just said, depicting the creation of a second sun in our solar system out of one of the moons of juputer. it is quite possible that this is a reality, in my opinion. in heaven there just might be two suns. the association between myself and the sun is something that is just dawning on me the past few days. even though i am called sun green in greendale.

by the way, for some time i have been thinking of this as my true name. Sun. my last name being Fuck. Sun Fuck. seriously. when i whisper it, it sounds right. its like saying the name sun attacts my attention, and the word fuck just sounds good, like an invitation to make love. imagine a gathering of lovers, everyone whispering the beloved's name and saying fuck to him lovingly.... its just like that... whispering alluringly to a lover named sun, inviting him to love.

its a sound that makes for a very powerful mantra, once per breath, though when i say it, i am not necessarily thinking about my breath, i am just saying and listening to myself say the name. and letting go into the experience. i dont know if this is the word or name that my father and god speak, but it resonates pretty well for me.

in heaven, everything and everyone has the same name, because it is all a part of the same thing. i think this is really important. everything having names that are different is something that reinforces seperation., with just one family everyone has the same name. it makes a difference. one language, one name, one family, one god, one world, one cock. one reality. we are all one in the name, in the word.

years ago prem rawat used to have something called a darshan line. perhaps he still does, though its been 20 years or longer since i walked through one. he would sit in a chair for hours while each premie (lover) would walk past and have a moment at his feet, actually having the opportunity to touch him. the first time a person walked the darshan line - only those who had received his Techniques of Knowledge could pass through the line - he or she would hold his hand up to his or her ear to signifiy that this was the first time through the line.

as this person came in front of him, maharaji would place his hand over his mouth so that it was concealed. this was called holy breath, it always seemed to me that he was just breathing a puff of air toward the person to somehow signify the giving of the breath of life.

now i am not so sure whether he is not whispering "the word" so as to identify that person as part of the one reality that he knows by the Name that i believe is the f word.. strange? i am sure any premie who read this would think i'd lost my mind, and i don't know maharaji's secrets, but i would not be surprised at all to find out i am correct. i believe the f word is the word, in spite of being the only one ever in history to go on the record as saying so.

but why else would one word carry so much charge unless it was the word that god himself speaks or unless it is the name of the incestuous holy family?

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all that exists is Perfection. it is all that exists. perfection is the invention of a particular human being alive in this world at this time. its a story that tells itself over and over, and leaves happy human beings living in perfect worlds in its wake.

perfection is an eternally unfolding and reiterating and therefore expanding experience of supreme happiness being enjoyed eternally by human beings who said yes to Perfection when it was offered to them.

perfection includes an opportunity for human beings to exist as a part of itself. this opportunity is presented to human beings as a world like this one, a world based on a very stupid idea concocted by a human being, also walking this earth, who happens to be the biggest and worst posssible liar, the one who tricks people into saying no to perfection when it is offered.

it is this liar, a guy who calls hiimself Prince Rauven, who says human beings are mortal and that there must be a prohibition against incest.

his world in one in which people become what they want to be, and then they decide whether or not to say yes to the perfection offered by a perfect truth teller who teaches people that they are immortal and that incest is mandatory for a happy world to exist.

because if you have an incest taboo, someone will break it, and they will then proceed to ruin everything and turn the whole world in question to ashes.

the only other option for an existence, other than as a person who said yes to the perfection invented by the perfect and incestuous father, who just wants to give his perfectly not-quite-perfect incestuous consort the happy family that she craves, when it was handed to them on a silver platter, in spite of their having been incapable of coming up with the idea of perfection themselves having not chosen to be perfect themselves, is the existence of one who goes back to non-existence when he or she "just says no to perfection" when it is handed to them on a silver platter.

this existence in non-existence is an existence of regret at having said no to existence. it is not a fun existence, especially compared with the alternative, which is perfection, but it's a choice that many people nevertheless make. which fulfills what existence is all about, which is freedom.

the happiness of the Heaven that is the only reality increases eternally.

It is something infinite that grows in size forever.

the greater the happiness of heaven, the greater the regret at not being a part of it, having passed up the opportunity. this regret then, is a corresponding inverse of the happiness of heaven, which is growing and increasing eternally.

needless to say, the incest taboo is a rather heinous lie that has been sold the the people of this world and accepted unquestioningly as if it were the first and most important commandment from the same god who repeatedly urged the people of this world to love one another as themselves, and to love their parents in particular, who stressed the importance in particular of the necessity that men love one another.

the incest taboo is a curse for the people who have embraced it as their own personal law of shame.

we live in a vast infinity of freedom of imagination, in which every single person invents for themself what they want to be.

to be a person who invented themselves to be one who was unable to get over their preference to live with an incest taboo is one of those choices that every single human being who has ever existed has had available to choose from.

to be a person who was willing to get over the incest taboo in order to have eternal happiness is another choice that people have always had available to them.

sing a song for freedom, sing a song for love, sing a song for depressed angels, falling from above... that's a line from song written by a member of the family of the perfect god who invented perfection named Neil Young.

it just happens to be quite an amazing fact that so many choose non-existence in regret at their choice to say no to perfection, rather than just saying yes.

Just say yes to perfection, dear brothers and sisters. Please, just say yes, when it is offered.

do not doubt whether you are worthy of the gift, just come empty, vulnerable

go to a magazine store and have a look. a zillion magazines each with an idol pictured on the cover. an idol is just a model of imperfection that is held out as worthy of a human being's aspiraton. prince reuben is the original idol, but look how idol worship has prolifereated in his world. no one is worshiping him, because everyone is worshiping allah. allah is like the mother you love that you dont know is your mother. everyone is worshiping their mother but they dont know it. and allah, eve, the mother of oedipus is the god of the men who think women are the intended object of love. allah is all about getting men to worship women.

real men worship the love god. satan worships himself and fallen men worship satan and allah. they aspire to be the manly man that reuben personifies, and women ebcome the sole objects of their desire. , and really they are trying to love their mothers in spite of the incest taboo. tons of men are with women who really are their mothers. its what women do in a world of fallen men. because fallen men sure are not going to worship one another, so they worship women,,, and so women compete to be the objects of worship. its all idol worship and it all leads to self-created hell.

the thing about hell is, its not a place a wrathful god sends his bad children, its a self inflicted misery that is the inevitable result when a world in which ignorance and the lies of satan are allowed to exist. that's ALL hell is. it's the result when the god who created the world in question is ignored. worlds where false gods like the manly man and the enticing woman are the objects of worship. it's not a punishment from a jealous god, it is the self inflicted ruin that results from allowing shame to prevent you from enjoying true happiness. its 100% self inflicted. hell is a natural outcome, no matter how gentle and merciful the god who invented the world, when human beings defy him. there is no world that is not the product of the love of the gods. and in every one of them there is someone like prince reuben who says, we don't need you, we've got me and i am better than you.

reuben says, "look at me, i am smarter, i am more charming, i am more talented, i am better looking... if someone needs to be the object of worship it should be me and not that incestuous faggot who claims to have created this world. no one created this world, its just an accident. its just a random occurance, but i am the god becuase i was here first and because i am perfect. so get on your knees and worship me."

science is another of satan's lies, used to deny the existence of the loving god who invents worlds so that people can have something infinitely better than the death and misery offered by the god of hubris, reuben.

so many of those idol worshpi magazines are about perfecting yourself, about how to succeed in life. particularly about perfecting one's self on the outside, but a few tht try to be about imroving one self - but not perfecting becuae no one knows what perfection is and they wouldn't be selling lying magazines if they did- on the inside. all of it is allah worship and satan worship. it's all lies. it's all missing the point, every scrap of it. becuase no where in that magazine store are you going to find the truth that is going to save the audience that reads the magazines from an eternity of failure.

the truth that is not present in this world except right here on this website - the web site that is specifically referred to in roald dahls sequel to charlie and the choclate factory , charlie and the great glass elevator, in the letter from the president to willie wonka inviting them to the white house, where he makes a big deal about a word play, very random, otherwise completel pointless word play involving the sword and and how its the word words with the s moved to the front of the word... a word play which my domain also play with- isaac sword and isaac's word- . roald dahll knew the domain name of my future web site back in the 70's and i never picked up that book in my entire life until after i already was using this domain.;

anyway, this is the only place on earth where anyone can find the truth that matters:

a world in which men refuse to be the lovers of their sons is guaranteed to turn into something called Hell, and Satan is just the otherwise perfect man, Prince Reuben, adam, abraham, etc., who insisted that happiness could be possible without fathers and sons being lovers. the disaster of his world began when his son became the lover of his mother and all hell broke loose in Adam's idea of a perfect world.

the episode in which god asks abraham to kill his son proves that reuben/adam/ abraham/satan is willing to kill his son when the god says kill your son, but it unwilling to love his son when the god says to love his son.

this is what the yin yang symbol really represents: the presence of perfecton calls forth imperfection and the presence of imperfection calls forth perfection. nature abhors a vacuum, and perfecton (success) and imperfection (failure) are opposites. everything that has a front has a back.

there is an unstable period that leads to stability, this is how a mind/universe evolves. perfection works beautifully until a parasite attacks it, and then the parasite is used, eventually, to help bring about a steady state in which the balance is achieved by a balance of happiness /perfection /success and misery/ imperfection / failure. and ech person plays a part that leads them to being in one of the two worlds that correspond.

and this is how the wheel of existence turns, and people like reuben who think they have come up with something better are the biggest fools and liars that could possibly exist.

men are happy to kill one another, but they refuse to love one another. its almost like the definition of an adult man is simply a man who is so unhappy and ashamed about who he is that he is incapable of loving other men. you could say that another word for an adult man (one who refuses to love other men) is demon who turns good worlds into hells, and prince reuben, satan, is just the patriarch of the universe of adult men, men who would kill their son before they would be his lover.

this is the answer to a riddle that no one has ever answered before: why the heck did god ask abraham to kill his perfect son. to show that he was willing to do so while being the person whose distinction is that he is the original man who was unwilling to love his perfect son, who incarnated as adam/reuben/satan/ abraham's son abel before he was isaac.

and then when the perfect boy comes as jesus, reuben, who conspires with the followers who are a part of his conspiracy to rule the word, kills jesus himself this time. reuben himself told me that he and jesus had gone their seperate ways (reuben told me himself that he had remembered, a few years back, that he had been jesus's friend turned adversary)

interestingly enough, this recall happened to reuben while under the influence of psilocybin at the oregon country fair about 9 years ago. it was there two years ago, while i was with reuben under the influience of drugs that he gave me, before he ever mentioned about reuben (he actually uses the name Rauven,and Prince Rauven which is almost identical to reuben but also very similar to ravana, the villian of the ramayana), that i first had a profound sense myself of being the reincarnation of jesus. ironic huh? ihave a feeling reuben has had a few very dissapointing experiences during this time when he has been trying to throw me off the trail of perfection.

its his own lonely hell that he knocks people into ... does he somehow feed on people who are in this state of hell? he sure seems in good spirits for someone who is in hell. maybe he isnt, just the people he sends there. he is not ashamed, really. i dunno. not sure. its his hell, but i am not sure he is in it himself. its like in greendale satan runs the prison, but he is not locked in it like his prisoners. satan's a unique character, the lord of hell doesn't suffer the way his subjects do. he seized his opportunity to be the lord of hell because its better than what he would have otherwise been which is just a guy who got suckered by someone else into hell. better to be the suckerer than the sucker he reasons. his fate as a result is just whatever is inevitable.

this happened as the result of a trip whose intensity far exceeded what would be normal with the dose that i supposedly took but that reuben had prepared for me. this became a somewhat common occurance with reuben as he uses drugs to induce people into the fall into hell. i came very close that night at the oregon country fair, under the influence of reuben's devil dust, and yet, after an intense ordeal, i had a wonderful experience, but i have no doubt, i was drugged by reuben in a way that would have given anyone else a seriously bad trip. when i took the same does of psilocybin later on, i had NOTHING like the same experience. reuben uses a drug, and i am sure the father NY knows exactly what it is that he uses, that is an extremely powerful psychedelic that takes a person to the place where incest with the mother will take a son, to a point beyond the precipice from which a person who is ignorant of God's presence in consciousness and his Name will be guaranteed to fall into the abyss of ignorance.

this is an indictment of abraham that is very specific in nature and that the three wise men (jed, earl and grandpa who visited abraham and told him to kill his son isaac will agree is the exact truth of what that little episode was about.

judaism, christianity and islam are called the abrahamic religions, because they all pertain exactly to the point about what happens when the guy called abraham refuses to love his perfect son.... his other imperfect son, ishamel/ cain/ mohammed becomes a total pariah and ruins his father's world when he falls into hell as a result of fucking his mother and the mother is so ashamed that she casts an evil spell in an effort to prevent anyone from knowing that her son is a failure as a result of loving her,

what a sickness. sickness times sickness. sickness to the power of sickness.

no one has EVER said anything like this about abraham, about adam, about eve, about cain, about the religions, about the truth, about men about life nothing. this is a world completely devoid of truth, except the words you are reading, if there is a single person in this world, besides two guys i know named david, who is not too ashamed to hear the words of an unashamed human being. (other than what could be a substantial number of enlightened folks who already know exactly what i am saying, but who have never talked about it outside of their secret societies.)

amazing to think that the likes of John Lennon and terence mckenna and many who are alive, including people like bruce cockburn, whose music resonates perfectly with these truths, belong to secret societies in which absolute truth is revealed to the elect.

the knowledge of good and evil

i have a little secret to reveal. It is an absolute truth even though this truth has enemies who will deny it.

perfect boys - definition: boys capable of creating perfect worlds, or any world that will not turn into hell for that matter- love one another.

they are totally turned on by one another. they are so turned on by one another that they imagine universes in which they can have sons who are so perfect that they can defy the lie that fathers and sons shouldnt be lovers.

perfection. it's all about perfect boys loving one another. and expressing their love, appreciation and gratitude to the magnificently brilliant and unbelievably generous and merciful god who invented this whole idea,

and to the goddess who makes it all possible by being willing to participate in something that the liars all say is wrong.

and to all of the women who are the mothers who give men sons who can be perfect lovers... even if the women who give men sons are imperfect, the men are grateful to them and love to show their gratitude.

the perfect boys who know and enjoy this truth want sons who also know and enjoy this truth. and they get them. and they create perfect worlds in the process.

and parasites come hungrily looking to parasitize the worlds created by these boys. this is allah. the parasite who comes hungrily looking to parasitize the perfect worlds created by the boys who love one another.

so one thing that the perfect boys do is they set up traps to trap the parasites who want to parasitize their perfect worlds.

they trap the parasites, and then they forgive the parasites who sincerely apologize and see the light and join the one huge multi-universe incestuous family of the perfect boys (gods) that is really the only reality that has ever exited. because when it comes to perfection, and what perfection does, the more the merrier and it doesnt matter at all what little saga you went through on the way to becoming perfect. You could have been a mass murderer and clild-slave raper, and still repent, be forgiven and become perfect and enjoy an eternity of happiness.

i believe that one thing you cannot have done and be forgiven is to have deliberately conspired to usurp the gods once you knew how reality works. if you, like reuben, allah, the antichrist and their minions like Mr. Freeze and teh Riddler, conspired against the only mechanism by which happiness can occur, then it may be too late. why do i say this? because it is what makes sense to me intuitively, knowing what i know about reality and how it works. there is too much goodness at stake to forgive someone from trying to destroy goodness itself. that kind of depravity is just over the top, and it leads to damnation.,

it may be that parasites suffering in hell is enough of a disincentive to keep any new parasites from coming around. you only have to go through this once, one big trapping of parasites, and then you are home free with a perfect world. so this may be another reason why there needs to be containment of parasites. parasites must be destroyed.. it puts an end to parasitism, so that now the good can live in peace. until the parasites were trapped, there was constant warfare between the parasites and the gods. these are the stories of the world pre adam, the mahabharata and the ramayana in particular. but you see it everywhere in the records of antiquity. this is the saga. the gods against the parasites. the gods who eventually trap the parasites and put an end to parasitism..

i think one possible explanation is that the suffering of the people in hell, the trapped and condemned parasites who failed to repent and ask forgiveness before they had conspired against the gods, somehow counteracts the happiness in heaven and brings balance so that there is not a vacuum needing to be filled by parasites. there is a balance that otherwise would be an imbalance which would create the need for balance, a vacuum that gets filled by souls who see opportunity for happiness in being a parasite.

and thus the wheel turns.

its a long difficult saga that the perfect master has to endure in order to create a perfect world, but he succeeds, and part of the success is holding the inevitable parasites who come to leech off of your perfect world in a hell realm under your control.

parasitic souls who come to parasitize the worlds created by the perfect masturbating incestuous boys perish into an eternity of suffering all so that the perfect masturbating boys can masturbate together, and of course there are lots of derivative benefits, but the love between the perfect boys who make perfection possible is the main event, along with loving their mothers.

its ALL about incest and homosexuality, really. the biggest taboos and phobias are actually lies designed as the major leading top ten tactic in a fight against the fulfillment of the purpose of human life, which is simply happiness.

of course people like reuben, allah and cain will tell you the lie that happiness comes from not doing the very things that bring happiness. boys masturbating together with their fathers and brothers and fucking their mothers and sisters. that's the heaven that the parasites who tell you that incest and homosexuality are sins desperately want to parasitize. can you believe that?

there is the basics that come from eating freely of the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil as the son of an incestuous father who is incestuous because he is not ashamed of himself and who loves what his son can be if he will be his lover, which is perfect.

the knowledge of good and evil - fathers loving their sons is good; fathers not loving their sons is evil. end of story. evil isnt' evil intention, like someone wanting to hurt others, that's what people do who have become evil because of things like hubris, ignorance, blind ambition (ambition in ignorance of what matters) and shame. these are the source of the sickness called evil.

how am i doing daddy? can i wake up and come home now? please? i've had enough of satan's sick world where boys dont love one another, where people are afraid of the perfect and unashamed boy and treat him like dirt, who fail to notice or appreciate his goodness because they are so ashamed of their imperfection,,, who are ungrateful even though he is their only hope of averting an eternity of misery. i've had enough. i wanna come home now. (and yes, of course I will wait until the perfect moment that you have in mind...)