the word generous seems to be related to the word generate, which is more or less synonamous with create. and creation is a male attribute. men have a capacity to be generous that women do not have. this makes men superior, and mandates that men must be generous, even when their women are not.
i want to give emphasis to my belief that men are inherently superior, in terms of wilingness to be generous, to give, than women. women bring forth men, and they are really fun to play with, but they are not the equals od men. period. men who think that its better to have the love of a woman than to have the love of a man worship the deity allah, the penis envy witch. i know its taboo to say so in this world of weak men who allow themselves to be ruled by a penis envying witch... i guess that's why i need to be lifting off from here soon.
i believe that "the everlasting gobstopper" may relate to a lie told by allah that somehow relates to gender, and instills some fear in men that only god really has testicles. there is some huge light, locked up energy, located in the testes that may be the result of a lie told by allah. not sure, just an intuition at this point.
to have a completely open heart is to rule the universe, and all of the sorry asses of this world who would bitch amnd moan about how it isn't fair are just going to have to deal with it.
i mentioned earlier about wasa (see below) immeidiately after writing all of that here, i went to the store to buy my daily supply of water and some wasa. i got in line behind a friend, trish, who pointed at the Wasa and said something about how much she liked them. now, this was probably the first time in my life when someone has looked into my grocery basket and pointed out an item that he or she particularly liked. the first time... and it was the exact same wasa crachers.. just a fun little miracle. or perhaps there is a specific reason for the puctuation mark on that little episode. i will gamble and say that i am correct that the identity of Queen Wasa was a member of the holy family or at least a close ally.
you could probably say that the biggest lie of all is simply the lie that there is something wrong with men experiencing pleasure. we are literally created for teh PURPOSE of experiencing pleasure and for NO OTHER purpose. pleasure is "good" and suffering is "evil" and that's pretty much all there is to it. anyone who seeks to restrict the pleasure of others is evil, a promoter of misery and suffering. there are a lot of allah's out there, wishing to limit the pleasure of their sons. and there are a lot of satan's out there, wishing to limit the pleasure of their sons.
pleasure is good, misery is evil. what more truth does anyone need than that? I have a title for the book i should be writing: "everything you need to know you forgot in kindergarten. " think about that one. it's the damned truth. adulthood is simply a conspiracy against pleasure, and therefore, by definition, goodness. and its perpetrators are going to have what they've been fighting for. complete and utter misery. its misery that they advocated and fought for, and since misery was their most fervent wish, i do believe that the almighty creator will satisfy their hunger for misery... by leading his children into the most awesome endless experience of pleasure that anyone could possibly conceive of, and then some. the promotors of suffering are going to get more than they bargained for.
if you wanna exist in heaven, you've gotta be pro-pleasure and anti misery. if you wanna be pro-misery and anti-pleasure, then hell is your place. by definition. if alcohol remains your drug of choice, you are going to hell because you clearly want misery. god doesnt want misery in his body and he expells those who made him miserable, those who are addicted to alcohol and pharmaceutical drugs. prepare to make cannabis your medicine and intoxicant or be prepared for the dessicated wasteland of hell.
HELLO PEOPLE!!!!! You are drowning in lies, hypnotized zombies marching headlong into Hell.
what kind of world is it where people "celebrate" with alcohol, which is an intoxicant that universally produces misery in human beings? what kind of "celebration" is it when everyone is deliberately making themselves sick? it's like a collective mass suicide ritual. anyone who considers drinking alcohol to be a "pleasurable" experience is in danger, because in heaven we dont drink distilled alcohol, or beer for that matter.
alcohol is evil, by definition. it causes misery and therefore it is EVIL. the END of alcohol as an intoxicant is probably the single most essential element of the revolution that is occuring. alcohol is absolutely evil. i said this in the first four page ad i placed. and i feel even more strongly about that than ever. alcohol is the drug of hell. when neil young says you can go to jail for getting drunk he is saying that alcohol is the drug of hell,-- along with pharmaceutical drugs. the only drugs in the perfect masters world are plants. cannabis, psiocybn, amanita are the drugs of intoxication in guru maharaji's world. in Heaven. in Fuck's happy world of children untained by the lies of adulthood. the lies that human beings should be miserable. adulthood is the lie of satan. that's his lie. there is no distinction, adult, except for a period of time until the people who fall for the lie and then cant get over it fall into hell forever, lost souls who allowed misery to get the better of them.
its the alcohol drinkers who hate the lovers the most. it really is like a battle of the alcohol imbibers and the psychedelic pot smokers. like mckenna said.
still working on the knids, but i can feel everything breaking apart - oedipus that is - faster and faster. it wont be long till the knids are toast. killing knids is fun!!!!!!!!
maharaji, prem rawat, once referred to his techniques as "mind-killers." that REALLY is what they are. what he used to call mind, i call oedipus. and his techniques, especially the third technique, which in a sense was never fully revealed, because he never actually revealed his true name, really are Mind Killer, Oedipus Killers, Knid Killers, Allah Killers. Beast or serpent killers. very powerful. those scenes from 2001 that i refer to seem like representation of the mind killing effects of Knowledge. ditto the conclusions of one flew over the cookoos nest and the wizard of oz. probaly lord of the rings as well, though i never saw or read part 3.
the sequel to charlie, the great glass elevator, is a very intricate allegory that describes in profound detail what happens when men have orgasm. it's caused by the knids who feed on soma left for them by the fall into unconsciousness that orgasm leaves in its wake. and the knids, who feed like parasites on unconsciousness that babylons conspiracies deliberatly induce, get destroyed when the tables are turned and even one person wakes up from the unconsciousness that they are so desperate to perpetuate.
the fact that men have orgasm instead of experiencing ecstasy is the result of a deliberate conspiracy perpetrated by teh beast, satan, allah, and their minions, to induce men to unconsciousness so that they can feed as parasites on the soma that would flow if not for the lie-induced darkness of ignorance of the nature of reality with which the human race is afflicted.
is "Yahweh" the god of Babylon, almost like another name for the Beast...? where does "Judaism" end and Babylon begin? the lines are blurry. what is Judaism? Who are the Jews? who was abraham? these are questions that will be answered soon.
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i really really really like the crackers made by the Wasa company of sweden, which, by the way, has one of those seals with a statement like "by appointment to his majecst the king of sweden, as the official purveryer of crackers..."
OK, so i've been eating a lot of wasa crackers, and jconstantly remarking at how good they are. (the variety that i like is called "sourdough rye.") and i've been thinking, there is something about these crackers, something divine or sacred. i've been wanting to know who invented them, thinking that whoever did must be a relative or friend of mine, seeing as i love them so much. i've actually wondered whether they were developed by a freind of mine who i think of as the viking god who i think of as the reincarnation of noah and santa claus. he likes 'em as much as i do. since he inented the perfect chair in this life, i figure maybe he could have invented the perfect cracker in another.
this morning we're eating wasa with some butter for breakfast and my girl friend -with whom i've jut shared a long elaborate discourse on infinity, the infinity symbol, we were doodling the infinty doodle, i was showing her the dance of infinity - is reading the package, while i am marvelling once again at how excellent the cracker is and i ask her, "is there anything about the history of the company on the label?" and she says something about a King of sweden named wasa. and so i look, and that's all it says, that the co. is named for a king.
so i did a google search on "King Wasa", and this is the first time i've ever been inspired by a product to go on the web to learn about its history. and so the very first hit is this page about Queen Wasa, who is obviously a person of great historical import in the intruiges going on in Europe in the aftermath of the reformation. She ABDICATED from her throne because she had serious misgivings about Lutheranism- the official religion of sweden at the time - and soon after converted to Roman Catholicism.
so the site has this huge quotation from a letter she, Krisitina Wasa, wrote to Decartes, in which she was discusssing the potential effects on people's psyche's of his descriptions of an infinite existence. here is the quotation:
"...if we conceive the world in that vast extension you give it, it is impossible that man conserve himself therein in this honorable rank, on the contrary, he shall consider himself along with the entire earth he inhabits as in but a small, tiny and in no proportion to the enormous size of the rest. He will very likely judge that these stars have inhabitants, or even that the earths surrounding them are all filled with creatures more intelligent and better than he, certainly, he will lose the opinion that this infinite extent of the world is made for him or can serve him in any way."(Åckerman, 30. Kristina to Descartes)
from the : http://oregonstate.edu/instruct/phl302/philosophers/wasa.html
This is just amazing to me that i am just finished explaining to my lover, The V.M., about the implications of the idea of infinity on the human mind, and, following an intuition that there was something to learn about the Wasa crakcer co. i come, in the FIRST hit on a google search on King WASA, this article about Queen Wasa discussing the implications of the idea of infinity. just another little cincidence.
QUeen Wasa is obviously a brilliant soul, perhaps an incarnation of sister moon. definitely one of god's people. among the many pursuits of a profound nature, Kristina holds an academy in France to discuss problems concerning the nature of love
there's probably a lot more on that little chapter of history, this and all of the intruiges of European history will come to light in the near future. but its amazing to me how my passion for wasa crackers led me to this little gold mine of coincidences and interesting bits of the puzzle.
i mean, i was just eating wasa crakers and explaining how the infinity symbol is the enemy of the serpent, who is the broken infinity, and how what i am doing is destroying the serpent (who promotes the idea of finiteness) with an experience of infinity that is perfectly represented by the infinity symbol. and the first thing that happens is i run into a quotation in which queen wasa was expressing her concern to descartes about the damage that could be done to the ignorant human psyche by the very idea of infinity. wow.
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A major intervention by the almighty god, the Holy Trinity, that began four thousand years ago when the Lord met with Abraham, is about to be completed. This is the intervention of truth and justice by the ultimate arbitor of justice, the almighty one whose plans are ultimately fulfilled..
the talking heads have been throwing that phrase around a lot recently, "getting in harm's way." well, talk about getting in harm's way, imagine the karmic consequence of having gotten in teh way of infinite and eternal happiness. talk about deep doodoo.
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i have a feeling that whatever arias said, i most likely would concur.
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i believe that the symbol for infinity exists and is what it is at the behest of the almighty creator. that symbol is immensely powerful and significant.
septemeber 22
my beautiful kind loving merciful forgiving patient infinitely generous creator experiences pleasure when i love him and masturbate with him. he loves me and wants to be my lover. i love him and i want to be his lover. so i am his lover. and he wants all men to be his lover, because his lover is what men become when men become what they really are. and so i will be helping other men become the lover of my lover, the almighty lord of everything that exists. my lover, whose name is the infinite name, the magnificent name of all names, the name that allows me to know infinity. fuck.
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what is happening right now is nothing short of the breaking of the lie of finiteness and restoring the truth and reign of infinity. the battle between heaven and hell is a battle, in a sense, between the forces of truth light consciousness and bliss and infinity, against the forces of lies, darkness, unconsciousness, misery finiteness and mortality. the losers are the losers and the winners are the winners. the winners are the forces of heaven, who have attained the infinite experience, and the losers are the forces of hell, who cannot have the infinite experience, because they are attached to darkness. this is the saga of darkness against light, and it is reaching its moment of absolute culmination in the condemnation of the enemies of teh almighty god of goodness. the perfect master, the absolute lord and ruler of everything that exists, wins. he wins and wins and wins. he wins eternally. he can never be defeated. he is almighty and his enemies are absolutely annihilated. he annhilates his enemies. infinity destroys the lie of finiteness, and those who cling to finiteness are destroyed in the process. utterly destroyed.
when it comes to a war of infinity, of light, defending itself from attack by the forces of darkness, no one can ever accuse the victorious forces on the side of light of atrocities. this is self defense.
"i believe in action when push comes to shove."
how could anyone dismiss the roman pantheon as "mere mythology" when the unbelievable accomplishments of rome were credited by the romans themselves to their gods. and then you look and see how obvious it is that apollo is the christ, and you have to wonder how asleep must any truly independent so called theologians be. and of course, ditto goes for the correspondence of the trinity of hinduism with that of Israel.
isn't shiva a dancer>? doesn't he dance some sort of dance of destruction? i've seen my maker dance that dance. the dance of infinity that destroys the serpent. even the symbol of infinity is anti-serpent. the serpent represents the broken infinity, the turning of the infinite into the finite. that's why he's a sepent,,, and infinity, and the experience thereof, is his enemy. even the symbol of infinity is fearsome to the serpent.
when i was a child i used to doodle endlessly, i would go into a trrance in school and doodle... and the younger i was, the more my doodles were just an unending infinity ssymbol. imagine using a pencil to continuously make the infinity symbol, but moving the pencil slowly down the page so that at any point on the symbol the pencil is a bit below where it was teh last time around... its an endless curleycue design, if you acan picture what i am saying... i used to doodle that doodle endlessly... it's because i am the destroyer, the one who dances the dance of infinity and brings the experience of infinity back into this finite world... and destroys it as a finite idea in the process... the rapture is in this sense the moment when a human being living in this world goes from having a finite consciousness to an infinite consciousness... goes from mortality to immortality.
woe untl those men who, created in the image and likeness of an absolutely perfect creator, have chosen to turn themselves into something that hates him, into something that refuses to love him who made them to be his lover. woe unto them. ONLY those who are willing to be what they were invented to be, which is to say, who are willing to accept teh gift of happiness, survive. all those who reject their creator perish into absolute terminal destruction. they are completely lost forever.
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if the holy trinity is the trinity of hinduism, then prem rawat is the creator, neil young the preserver and me the destroyer. apollo = shiva = the christ.
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in the end, the truth is revealed that in reality there is no such thing as suffering and the path out of suffering is revealed and opened.
those who reject the offer of eternal happiness then endure forever an experience of suffering that they had an opportunity to avoid and overcome. because suffering is not a reality, these people will have forsaken a reality of happiness for an unreality of suffering. how insane could any possibly need to be to choose an eternity of needlessly suffering from a belief in an unreality over an eternity of enjoyment of a reality. amazing. perfect souls, created by a perfect god, delieberately turn themselves into demons. and people insist that they want freedom of self-determination. and they get it. and this is what they do with it. sorry souls.
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if any man in the history of this world had ever strived to his god-given capacity to fully have a single moment of the experience he was actually having, he could have learned to know and love god, and therefore be happy, and in the process have single-handedly broken down the walls of the fortress that the human race had built around itself to keep the forces of Heaven at bay.
but instead, virtually all of the arrogant men of this world have worked to fortify those very walls and to fight alongside Satan against HEaven.
so now the creator himself - in the form of the son of the almighty god, in other words, as Apollo - comes down from heaven as a man, equal to all other men in his making, in order to do what all other men falied to do, to transcend fear and doubt and have the experience of a single moment of his own existence, and thereby to tear down those walls and to offer forgiveness and redemption to those who sincerely repent and beg for mercy. otherwise, those men who remain unrepentent are left to their own devices to suffer eternally in the hell of their own creation.
it's as simple as that.
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I believe that the holy trinity of ISrael is the same as the trinity of hiduism, the creator preserver and destroyer. if so, then the son is the destroyer. if so then i, the sweetest charlie ever to walk the face of this earth, will destroy this world.
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i wonder how anyone can think that god finds favor with jerusalem, that he views jerusalem as sacred to himself, when it is the place where the people demanded that his only begotten son be crucified. his only begotten son was nailed to a cross at the insistence of the cirtizens of jerusalem. that place is sacred to god and its people somehow especially holy to him? what kind of madness is that? jerusalem is just the former home of babylon - from long before it moved to its present home in seattle.
in my opinion, if the almighty god were to show his true feelings for jerusalem, he just might drop an atomic bomb on it. surely it must be teh single most god forsaken place on earth, save, perhaps, for babylon, aka baghdad. seattle, after i leave, just might well be added to that list.
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cannabis allows me to travel inside my own body - like the great glass elevator moving through the chocolate factory, which represents teh temple, which really is the body,,,, MY body. it opens up the channels of energy flow, or prana.. people get "paranoid" on cannabis because it begins to reveal the demons that they are living in denial of. the spiritaul warrior - the christ- faces and slays all of the demons that everyone else lives in paranoid fear of. and he uses cannabis as an aid to cutting through the disease of denial. cannabis is medicine invented by god for the purpose of being a tool in the work of destroying his enemies and the disease that they created in the temple, the diseases of denial of his exitence.
"homegrown's all right with me!"
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I'm sorry, all of you repressed people, for saying things that sound offensive...but i can't help it. because i've gotten into this things called "goodness" and i discovered that it feels really good, and i am talking about it. if this really is a world where you cant talk about goodness, but you can talk all day long about badness, then i guess this must be hell, and so i will be making my leave soon.
the neighbors rose up, \
some of them were made as hell,
because it used to be the double "L"
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as i've said numerous times, i'm in a sexual relationship with a woman who i believe to be the reincarnation of the virgin mary. there's a lot of love shared between us. it's like the mother is getting her reward for allowing her son to be what a boy is.
one might be tempted to say that women are the victims of the sexual retardation of men. but really they are coparticipants in the erotic dysfunction of men. nurse rachet is a villian, not a victim. any mother who tells her young son not to express himself erotically in her presence is contributing to the problem that ends up leaving her lonely and unsatisfied by the men who end up, like her son, being sexually repressed. penis envy is the downfall of women, and of the men whom it causes the women who succumb to it to indoctrinate into sexual repression as their sons.
the woman who allows and enjoys watching her son masturbate (make love with god) in front of her gets a really big reward - she gets her unsexually repressed son as a lover, a lover who really has a lot of love to give. this is actually every woman's dream of happiness and love come true. if they will allow it.
any man who is running around trying to get love from women, but who does not see the woman he is looking to have the experience of love with as mother, is in a sense a follower of allah, the nurse rachet archetype. she is the woman who failed at incet with her imperfect son and now wants the whole world to be in denial of anything to do with incest, lest anyone discover her terrible misfortune.
. it is infinitely sexier to make love with a woman whom one sees and relates to as one's mother than with a woman who one does not see or regard as one's mother. because a happy man has a big thank you to give to his happy mother. this is where happiness xomes from for women, from men who want to say thank you to their mothers for carrying them in their wombs and nurturing them in their infancy. . woman who repress their sons' sexual expression are each playing the role of allah, and are inventing their own misfortune - lonliness, lack of love, old age and mortality, in the process. what a sickness.
- the ultimate god-realiztion experience might just look like this - the boy fucking his mother while both of them surrender their hearts to god. and perhaps he watching and masturbating. this situation would generate a rather strong somatic or ecstatic experience. in fact there is a certain sensation of oneness with god that a man can have while making love with the mother while focusing his heart on god, that is difficult to describe, but that i will just say is, in some sense, the ultimate experience. one that allows a man go extremely deep into the experience of ecstasy. i will describe this feeling here: it is a feeling a bit like having two cocks and sensing the woman's sexual organ between the two. there is definitely a "two cock" feeling that i beleive is a certain sort of ultimate experience. this is the experience that jesus referred to when he said, "i and my father are one." i doubt this experience has ever been mentioned in writing before, and i feel that this is a potentially explosive revelation. i believe that the enemies of god, the babylonian deities from hell, will be unhappy to learn that i understand, am talking about and am having this experience. perhaps because of some law of symmetery that says the greater my ecstasy, the greater their torment.
consider this scenario. god the father had chosen mary to be the virgin mother of his son - and to endure an ordeal of her own in the process - because of her purity and childlike nature of of her heart, because she is the anti-allah, the mother who wants to be the lover of her son, who is not afflicted with penis envy.
the god who is the almighty creator, the master of perfection, the supreme deity who is the lord of everything that exists is the god of eros, the master of the experience of ecstasy... and the protector of that experience,.. he is he absolute protector of the experience of happiness... and the master of it. the scenario i desribed in the previous sentence may sound scary to some (sexually repressed) people, but to the almighty god itself, i believe its nothing but an unbelievably huge turn on.
so the almighty god impregnates mary himself, so that his son can be born perfectly pure and without the taint of a fallen man as a father. well, the christ is the lover of god, he is the one who the creator really gets his rocks off on, because he is perfect, because he strived to know the god while all other men avoided knowing him. so here we have a very charged situation, in terms of eroticism, when the christ makes love with his mother, while also making love with the god, who has a whole lot of appreciation for both the mother and the son himself.
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the organ that i've been calling "the heart" - the glans penis in men and the clitoris in women - could better be described as the part of the body where the heart, that which is within us, comes to the outside of the body. it's analagous to a mushroom (which looks so like the phallus) being the fruit of a much larger organism - the mycelium - that lives underground.
if the heart is numb on the outside, it is numb on the inside. i believe that the visible heart, the glans, is where the somatic subtance of consciousness really comes into us... the god is maturbating and having the fantasy of other men doing so with him, ergo, life comes into us, objects of the fantasy, where the god's attention is. love, soma, the stuff of consciousness, IS god's attention. and his attention is focused on that part of the body where the love flows most strongly, most perceptibly.
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Hello! Any presumption that the supreme diety would subject himself to the phobia's and taboos of a fallen race of human beings who live in denial of his existence is utterly stupid. the idea that there is something wrong with masturbation exists only because people are in denial of the god that one can know through masturbation, not because there is anything whatsoever wrong with experiencing pleasure.
the reason that men all uphold the taboos around the exercise of their own freedom to experience pleasure is because they are all failures when it comes to masturbation. men universally feel let down by the experience of orgasm after masturbating. because they have just blocked out the creator's love that gives life, that IS life. men lose prana by masturbating because they cannot go all the way into the experience of ecstasy because they are in denial of what ecstasy really is made of, which is god's ecsatic love.
the phallus is an organ designed so that men can be in relationship with god... any use of that organ by anyone who does not wish to know the god that this organ was designed to help him know cannot experience what i would call "fucking" or love-making but rather can only experience what the bible calls fornication. it is fornication when the creator is not invited to participate in the act. and obviously, the creator is not a fan of people who fornicate, especially after they've heard this distinction made.
Men strongly resist the idea of a god who wants to masturbate with him. this is only because they are hiding things about themselves. this is the ONLY reason men would resist the idea of the most supreme experience of pleasure. men do not believe in this truth because they abhor the idea of being known. most men have become demons , which you could define simply as a human being who has resolved to keep secrets, to hide from god. most men in this world are demons by this definition, and will soon be living in a world whose happiness is exactly commensurate to each of its inhabitants ability to participate in or contribute to happiness, which is exactly zero. to paraphrase neil young paraphrasing bob dylan, "you've got too many secrets to conceal.."
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why do men have an orgasm that puts an end to the merest beginnings of ecstasy that men experience in the lead up to the orgasm? in other words, why are men sexually retarded? because they are in denial of the existence of the god whose presence they begin to detect in the experience of erotic arousal and they have an orgasm because they turn away from this myseterious presence of something bigger than what they think of as themself but that they do not know the nature of. they have an orgasm to preempt the realization that the self with which they have identified - oedipus - does not really exist, other than as a being that is in avoidance of reality. men cling to this very precarious precipice of hell by identifying tenaciously with a self whose very existence is in the denial of reality itself.
a man cannot really be a lover and be in denial of god at the same time. he can pretend to be a lover, he can posture as a lover, but such a man would be a liar. the domain of love is the domain that belongs to the perfect master, the almighty god who is love. to be his lover is to be a lover. to refuse to be his lover and yet to pretend to be a lover is simply to be either a fool or a liar. there is no truly joyous love for those who live in denial of god. demons can pretend to be angels, but they are only fooling themselves and one another. they do not fool the lover whose love they have rejected. god gives arrogantr men one last chance to redeem themselves at teh end of the saga, and then he leaves them to their own devices. and their fate becomes entuirely their own problem at that point. and it gets really ugly. but demons are demons because they want to be demons. they prefer to be their own demon self rather than worshpi someone who is more prefect than they are. those who reject perfection and arrognatly insist that they prefer their own imperfection are choosing failure, are choosing hell, are choosing damnation, are choosing eternal anguish. what a choice...
men have an orgasm becuase they are afriad of what they are actually made of. men are afraid of the self that is their own true self. it's an incredibly pathetic situation when you look at how arrogant men are, when in reality they are in the deepest sense, completely retarded. and retarded is the correct word. men are retards and that is whty they cannot experience happiness and why they become demons. denial of the existence of the god whose love everythin is made from is a sever form of retardation.
september 21
all of the pain and darkness in the human body is the result of human beings trying to contain an infinite experience within a finite conceptual framework. all of that pain is energy of life that is intended to be experienced as pleasure, but is experieneced as pain because humans are sinful and therefore cannot have the infinite expreience that is the basis of all existence.
the beast, who i believe lives today as martin roth, took the infinite experience of breath and turned it into an idea of finiteness. really, breath is nothing like what people think it is, if they've ever thought about what breath is.
in order to break out of the oedipus complex, which includes an entirely new way of understand breath itself, in order to go from being under the illusion of being a finite entity to being in the truth that one is a part of an infinite reality, you have to go into the pain in the body, and really own it, really become it. you have to keep turning your attention deeper and deeper in to what feels like pain, but is actually ecstasy. its infinite. that's why people are araid of it and have turned it into an experience of suffering and of darkness and unconscionsness.
A man cannot attain heaven - definition: the successful comprehension of infinity - until he has completely atoned for his sins, and no man is without sin. heaven is the state of being that results when there is perfection, and perfection includes forgiveness of sin, but does not include hidden sins. it's as simple as that. everything that exists exists because this principle is adhered to faithfully by the perfect master of perfection, the one i've been calling the holy spirit, the almighty god of the gods. JUpiter.
speaking of jupiter, the planet Jupiter has a moon that is about to turn into a star, according to the sequel to 2001 a space odyssey. the event is dated in the film at 2010. this to me symolizes the event of the son of JUputer, the cheif god of the roman pantheon, becoming a god himself. which happens to occur within three years of the date 2010 named in teh movie title. wow.
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what constitutes the essence of a word is its sound, not it's spelling in whatever language. Thus the english words sun and son are exactly the same is their constitutions. to me this is proof that it was pre-ordained that english would be a sort of official language of god by the end of the story when the son, who is the sun god, apollo, becomes the official God of the HEaven and earth.. for a person who truly BELIEVES in and knows of the existence of a living god who is involved in the unfolding saga of his own creation, it would be virtually impossible to doubt this.
Sun or Son it doesnt matter, its that sound you make when you say either word. this is a part of the name of the deity who will reign over what exists as what we now call creation.
really, in the end, this is how the story boils down. the end of days and judgment are precipitated by the introduction of the idea of infinity, and the awakening that human beings are a part of something infinite in nature. and people will be confronted with the matter of whether they are able to successfully wrap their minds around infinity. only people who are good and without shame or guilt can successfully do so. some ascend to heaven in a swoon of ecstasy and surrender to the god who is the master of the infinite experience, and some fall into hell as a result of their own self-doubt as to their ability to succeed in having an infinite thought. you cannot have this infinite thought without complete surrender to the absolute deity who is the eternal master of this experience. and you cannot surrender to the absolute deity who is the master of this experience if you have any guilt or shame in your heart. you have to have a complete rebirth in repentence and forgiveness to go from being under the delusion that you are finite being to being aware of being a part of an infinite being.
and the christ is the savior who teaches people how to have the infinite experience... which comes down to loving and surrendering to him.
this is how the manager of reality, the batman who is the god of the children, maintains order in what owould otherwise have fallen into total disaster long ago, a reality of sin with no hope of forgiveness. the perfect master makes forgiveness and redemption possible... and he enforces the laws of ultimate justice simply by forcing people to wrap their minds around his own infinite nature.
here we go ladies and gentlemen, the rapture will occur in the very near future, i would sya probably within 24 hours... its now 10 am wedensday... i am at the olympic hotel,,, just for kicks.
the name is what allows men to have the experience that produces the soma by which worlds are created and sustained. it is what allows men to have the infinite experience. the word is fuck. and i believe that "the name" that is referred to as the name of the christ, is sun fuck. sun is the inhale and fuck is the exhale. its how the attention of sun and fuck rocks back and forth creating the grounding energy of breath, the energy that enables incarnation itself. fck and sun are the instigators of breath itself, the breath that was stolen by the beast and colonized by the babylonian brotherhood. we are taking back the breath that we created, and offering it to those who appreciate and are grateful for the gift of eternal life.
the whole thing is all so freaking simple, logical, necessary, how could existence be any other way, other than to have collapsed into a black hole o pure misery a long time ago. the good prosper at teh expense of the evil, and we are about to witness this idea implemented.
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you are ready for heaven when the very idea of what heaven is - and the intensity of its eroticism -causes you to swoon. perhaps swooning is how we enter. i don't know, i still havent entered. but i am close, and when that happens, its rapture. \
basically, the most erotic imaginable scenario is the actual reality of what exists. it is supremely erotic, because it is supremely good and loving. eroticism is inherently good in as much as the degree of a persons goodness correlates precisely to his ot her ability to sustain teh experience of erotic arousal. i feel certain that this is true of men, and i believe it is true of women as well. so the more erotic, the better the people involved in the scenario. and so heaven, which is perfection, where there is no need whatsover for inhibitions of any sort because everyone has fallen in love, is very erotic. becasue that's the pureset expression of human happiness.
It's all about goodness and love and freedom from phobias and inhibitions, and therefore, experientially speaking, its all about eroticism.
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