September 10
So I will add to the list of lies central to the Oedipus complex the lie that boys need to protect their extremely vulnerable testicles from the slightest impact. this is certainly a lie told by either adam or eve, satan or allah to their sons, Cain and Abel, or if not, then certainly to Seth, who got the full indoctrination.
The reason why men are so terribly afraid of having their nuts bashed is because there is such an incredible amount of light tied up in them. anywhere that human beings typically sense pain in their bodies is where the babylonian brotherhood have tricked the human race into going unconcscious. its what happens when oedipus happens and the entire body of the temple is made into a disease.
men have no idea what their gonads are, what sorts of experiences they are responsible for. the idea that they are organs without any sensation other than occaisional pain upon impact, or a certain achy feeling when higher than normal degrees of arousal are experienced, is based on complete ignorance. there is much more to the function of the gonads, they are an important part of the Temple that is the body of the god. And, as i say in the sept 9 post, this is where allah hangs out, riding on her broomstick of stolen male erotic energy. i believe that men may carry all of the memories of all past lives in their gonads. when the whole man is awakened there will be no hiding from sin and its consequences, from karma.
Ive often what the explosion that "no one has heard yet" that neil young refers to in greendale. "meanwhile acorss the ocean, living in the internet, is the cause of an explosion that no one has heard yet..." i've wondered if possibly something that i say, or perhaps some experience that i describe, causes an explosion of some kind. i feel that whatever it is, the rapturous explosion is going to happen in the next week. i feel very strongly that the event could happen between now and farm aid on the 18th.. i feel that i am really honing in on the witch and her broomstick now that i am going after her into the deepest darkest part of the temple of the body, the gonads.
there is no darkness in the holy spirit, and the holy spirit is the reality. darkness is the invention of men who have become demons, not men who are angels. whatever darkness that any man carries with him comes from his own disease and his attachment to the lies of Babylon. attachment to darkness is a person's own problem, but it is one that the deity, the gods, are perfectly willing to assist other people with. if they have the appropriate humility, appreciation, respect and gratitude.
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On Orgasm
Speaking strictly about men, since I know nothing about what women experience: There are a few different terms that refer in one way or another to the experience called orgasm. Ejaculation, emission, orgasm, such terms are specific, but people's use of them is based in complete ignorance about what the experience of orgasm is really about.
I seem to recall that some men who write books, teach seminars and otherwise exploit the dissatisfaction of men with their sexual experience claim that there is some sort of hyper-orgasm that involves the body sensations of orgasm without ejactulation. To me, such a claim indicates that the person making it is ignorant about the limits of what men can experience in the realm of sexual ecstasy..
The food of the gods, the mystical substance refered to in the ancient hindu scripture called soma is a substance that appears identical to what people call semen or cum, and is emiitted from the penis when its posessor attains a certain level of erotic arousal. But the spasm associated with orgasm does not occur in the soma experience that I am now having. My body is producing and emiiting semen, or soma, in quantities equal to the quanitity that i formerly experienced as a result of orgasm, without the spasm, without the loss of concentration on the experience, without the doubt, and without any drop in energy or arousal, though it does tend to take the extreme edge off the intensely erotic experience that one must be having in order to experience soma.
by the way, i have eaten virtually every drop of semen or soma emitted from my body for well over a year, ever since i was taken into the Temple in an extremely vivid shamnic journey last spring while on amanita musacaria. to me, semen is extremelt precious stuff that now i would never think of putting in the toilet, down a drain or in a waste basket. it is the food of the gods! but i never had an inclination to eat the semen produced by orgasm, only the small drops of "pre-cum" that i would occaisionally experience. I believe that once babylon is destroyed and my body, the temple, is free from all the disease of babylon, the soma will flow copiously. even now, having in the past few days begun to have the experience of soma, i can sense thatthe babylonian brothers and their harlot, allah, those who have stolen the very source of soma, must be aware that I am closing in on them. when they are removed from MY body, they will have been destroyed. I am taking back waht they have stolen.
orgasm is a spasmatic reflex that occurs when a profound state of samadhi attained in the experience of erotic arousal is broken by doubt and lack of concentration, a loss of faith that the ever increasing degree, which appears potentially overwhelming in its infinitude, of erotic arousal is safe to experience. semen, which seems to be the same as soma, is spurted out in the midst of the experience of a man breaking his concentration on the experience he is having, whether masturbating or in some kind of sexual embrace.
For the "god". the man who has attained the ability to emit soma without the spasm, there is no drop off in the energy level as their is for men who have had orgasm. This is proof that the drop in energy that men experience after orgasm has nothing to do with the loss of some precious bodily fluid, but is the result of the shame that results from not being able to withstand all of the pleasure that is potential available to experience. mortal men do not expreience ecstasy, and they are mortal BECauSE they cannot experience ecstasy.
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the changes happening in my body have really picked up momentum today, and it totally has to do with finally going into the testicles with my attention. it really is the depest and last place of darkness in the body/ temple. i am really breaking up the stagnation. its like the ice breaking on a river in spring. i'm really drinking a lot of water, at least ten quarts since i got up yesterday. i have probably peed only half of what i've taken in. its like i am breaking up all the painful spots in my shoulders, spine and the lower back- pelvis area. its like my spine was all fused together. you have to let go of all of your fears to break the disease of babylon.
huge parts of myself are waking up like never before. teh tension in the shuolders feels like being an angel who has wings but is living in a world that is in denial of these wings and so the energy has become complete stagnant and unconscious. in the lower back it feels like the body is in a conflict over whether the reptilian part of ourselves has a longer spine, a tail, that we are in denial of. the stagnation is just so strong. but if you bring your attention into the places of stagnation, and make a commitment to leaving it there as long as possible, you begin to reclaim these parts of the body, of the self.
i do believe that the wicked witch is beginning to sense herself melting.... destroyed by the water that she tried so hard to keep anyone from using to rehydrate their own body. the water theme - the destruction of the enemy by water is consistent in the lord of the rings as well as the one flew over the cookoos nest and wizard of oz stories. all refer to this exact experience. the disease is being waszhed away by the water.
September 9
I've just posted a new essay called Whose side are you on?.
One of the great lies of Babylon is that the human body is rigid and stiff, when this condition is really just a symptom of the disease perpetrated by Babylon. There are certain points in the pelvis, shoulders, spine, and in the lower back in the areaa of the kidneys that hold tremendous amounts of stolen light, and that therefore are experienced as repositories of pain and stiffness. people have no idea of how much light has been stolen from the temple and is experienced as pain in the human body. i am solowly disolving this rigid strcture of the lie with mass amounts of pure glacier water (containing colloidal minerals) - i continue to consume about 2 gallons per day, and after a couple of months I still rarely experience what could be called a "clear" pee -
breaking the back of satan- or bringing the broomstick of Allah to the God of the Children of Israel, destroying the babylonian brotherhood, it's all the same- is entailing using a lot of cannabis to increase receptivity to experience, water, and very extreme yoga postures that press upon and bring energy and water to the afflicted areas of the body. this is what i am doing now, slowly squeezing death and disease out of the deepest recesses of the Temple of my body.
I am discovering that perhaps the most inaccessible part of the body, where the most unconsciousness dwells is, at least in men, perhaps the testicles. I believe that this may be where allah lives within the Temple. There is a tremendous degree of aversion to experience in this region, as evidenced by mens intense aversion to be struck in that area. the possibiolity of extreme pain there simply indicates the amount of light that is locked up in that area., soma itself is somehow blocked in this area. The "everlasting gobstopper" may refer to this, and in the way that they appear in their respective allegories, the broom stick and the gobstopper are colsely related. there is a little cyst inside my own testes that i believe may be exactly where allah resides. i will root them all out, all of hte babylonians, even the ones hiding in the deepest darkest recesses of the diseased body that babylon has turned the Temple into.
The more intensely arounsed I can become, the deeper the healing of the body, the more that Babylon is rooted out. i am now in a state where i am swooning with arousal on a daily basis, and it gets more intense with each day, which i believe indicates that i am getting near to the center of the temple where the beast and allah reside and feed upon the soma that is not rightfully theirs. soma comes from the erotic experience of the temple, and the enemies seem to have somehow stolen the source of it. so if you are allah or the beast or any of the babylonian brothers, i know that your enemy is my erotic experience, and you can expect it will continue to increase until you are destroyed. if me being terrifically aroused causes you to be tormented, this is because you tried to steal my life from me, and you will be paying the price, that's all there is to it. sorry, but its your fault and not mine. your misery will never be my fault, even if your Hell is located inside my body.
September 8
It really pisses people off when they hear me claim to be an incarnation of the christ. Even though no one else has ever persisted so long and with so much conviction, or with so coherent a narrative, in making this claim about himself, and in spite of a thousand amazing conincidences which support this assertion, almost no one wants to come near me now. no one wants to even consider that someone who is a lot like them could be the christ, and therefore, by definition, better than them. my claim to being the christ is heard as threatening, even menacing, because men know that they are hiding their own sinful nature.
yet if ANY of those skeptics and doubters had ever made the commitment that I have made to focus their attention on their own being, on the sensations of their own existence, if any of those people had ever heeded the advice of SOcrates and so many other wise men to "know thy self," they would know what i know. the christ is the christ because he is the ONLY person who makes the effort to learn what he is made of by virtue of turning his attention within and putting his faith in goodness itself.
I didn't KNOW whether god is a reality or not until i put my faith in goodness, in the idea that there must be something inherently good in control of reality (because, logically, everything should have collapsed into failure a long time ago) and turned my attention inward, into the sensations of my senses. experience has depth, and i chose to explore the depths of Self, of experience, of existence.
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I do feel like I am in the final days of the journey. I'm latching onto the diseases of the beast, allah and the babaylonian brotherhood, the vermiscious knids, and i am going to bring them down to earth and fry them in the process. this means that i am reclaiming parts of myself that have been turned unconscious.
. i am reclaiming those parts of the Temple of my body that have been turned into disease and are hidden in darkness of unconsciousness. I am reclaiming the light that was stolen by the beast and his minions. there is so much stagnation, so much darkness and disease carried by human beings, disease that lives in the collective body, in the Temple that we all share, that is buried deep in the spinal column, deep in the pelvis, deep in the shoulders, all of the places that hurt when they are masssaged deeply enough. joe whinney is all of that pain is the light of the body that has been stolen by the Babylonian gang. everyone has this disease in their bodies, because it is within the temple itself, the temple being my own body.
September 6
From my perspective it's like a joke that people disbelieve or ignore me. I believe that anyone who chooses to dismiss me is simply doing so in order to avoid even considering the possibility that what i have to say is true. It does not bode well for the future of the human race that almost No one in this community wants to hear what i have to say. and, here in Babylon (Seattle), all of these supposedly free-thinking people, almost all of whom categorically reject the very idea of a living Creator - because they really do not WANT there to be a living Creator who loves them and wants top be loved by them - absolutely do not want to hear what i have to say.
People are atheists because THEY DO NOT WANT reality to be such that there is a living god. because they do not want to be in a relationship with a living god, because they have a wish to keep secrets, to hide and deny truths about themselves. people don't want to be known. they dont want to be seen or felt. they are what the bible calls "sinners" a sinner is someone who doesnt WANT to be in a relationship with god. to profess that one does not believe in god is simply to be a person who would prefer that there not be a living god.
being lovers with the creator requires a sort of transparancy that people spend their entire existence avoiding at all costs. it's just incredible how reality is made such that human beings almost all turn themselves into something that they were never intended to be... people are made in love, by love, for love and from love. and yet so many of them turn themselves into enemies of love.
Much of what i am saying could be validated. for example, though i know nothing about it, i believ that an EEG would reveal me to be capable of attaining a degree of samadhi that no one else could attain. just witnessing me experiencing what i experience when i am making love with the creator would bring a recognitioin that i am indeed having an experience that others are not having. no one has so much as hinted that they would be interested in any such empirical evidence of my having attained an ability to have an experience that they have never had.
There is an experience that men can have that they are not having that they need to learn to have or they will be lweft to their own devices by the creator of this universe. it is the experience of being the lover of that very creator.
/ hello? is there anyone out there who would care to look into this matter? It's just so hard to imagine all of these billions of people living eternally in regret of the fact that they chose to exist but then couldnt bring themselves to accept the nature of the existence they chose to have. imagine a hell realm teeming with billions of lost souls, completely incapable of loving one another or experiencing any happiness whatsoever, all bashing eachother over the heads in utter frustration... and this going on forever. if these zombies who call themselves human beings really do exist, and are not somehow just a figment of imagination that do not have souls of their own, then it's just an unbelievable scenario to think of the misery that they will experiene in the world that they will be left with by the creator whom they chose to deny and to hate.
Jesus said ".. let the dead bury their dead..."yes, i concur. there are a lot of people in this world who really are dead, who are completely in denial of the reality of life, who have no inclination whatsoever to fulfill the purpose of human life, which is simply the experience of love and happiness, in one word, ecstasy.
Is there any man or woman on this planet even capable of directing their attention to the actual event of the creator, the almighty god who is love masturbating with his lovers? would they all turn into pillars of salt upon turning their gaze toward such a sight? would they become instantaniously comotose upon seeing men experiencing an unlimited degree of ecstasy? can they possibly withstand the brilliant white light of perfection, or are they far to attached to darkness, to their own disease for that.
Their own freedom becomes a serious menace for most of the people who come into existence. The freedom to become something other than what the living god intends is a freedom that so many people choose to exercise, while the freedom to accept the magnificent gift of life that the creator offers is left on the table. a huge majority of the men incarnated in this world have set themselves up as enemies of the god who created them so that they could be his lover. men don't want to love the god who is love, they, like satan, would rather be the ruler of their own personal hell realm than be a servant in heaven. but the opportunity to be the ruler of hell has long since passed, and so all of the wannabe satans have to settle for being just another lost soul in hell as the only alternative to being a lover of the creator.. like i keep saying, life as a human being is a high stakes proposition.
really, this world was completely doomed from the moment Cain killed Abel, and even with the purge of the Flood and a fresh start with a man worthy of being a patriarch, Noah by the time of ABraham things were spiralling down into Hell once again. Israel, God's Nation, is the ONLY thing that has kept this human race from complete self-destruction ---- and all of these Babylonian whiners who complain incessantly about the rule of the Empire of Rome (really), just like they did back when Babylon was based in Jerusalem, are just completely full of shit... without the fascism that they constantly complain about they would all be writhing in agony already, just like they will be as soon as Israel pulls out of this world.
Fighting against reality is a heavy duty thing to have chosen to do in one's existence. and to have aligned oneself, to have become a pawn of those who are consciously fighting against reality, against goodness itself, is also a choice that puts the people of this world in a dire predicament. people have insisted on believing in the lie that their accidental existence in a purely material universe does not necessitate them making a commitment to strive for perfection. people prefer to settle for unconsciousness, mediocrity, a meaningless existence, they prefer to wait around for death and oblivion rather than to strive for perfe ction or exaltation, to seek answers to questions about their own existence, rather than investigate the experience of a single of the countless millions of breaths that they breathe.
Labor Day September 5, 2005
Breath. What is it, exactly? You do not know the answer to this question because you have never made the effort, through listening to and feeling your own breathing, to learn the answer. If you are thirty years old, you have taken approximately 150 million breaths in your lifetime. One hundred and fifty million opportunities to learn and know what breath is, and you have passed up every single one of those opportunities. You remain completely ignorant as to the true nature of breath itself.
You breathe, and it is possible to know what breath is really made of, and you have not fulfilled this possibility in your life. You need to know what breath is. You depend upon it, and if it is made of something that you are disrespecting, like, for example, if breath was the product of a love between a certain two people, neigher of whom is you, then you might want to learn a little something about the people responsible for providing you with breath. People would desribe their own breath as a material phenomenon even though it is true that if, in order to inform themselve about the nature of breath, they focused their attention on their own breath and allowed themself to fully experience what it is from this perspective, they would know and say otherwise. They would know that the breath that they breathe could not rightfully be called their own, that it is being provided to them by a deity.
This is what is at stake! The answer to the question, "what is breath, exactly?" has serious consequences. To learn that breath is a gift from a living, breathing, loving, generous being who wants to be known, loved and appreciated, is to reach a pivotal moment in one's existence, the moment of truth, when one decides whether to accept or reject the perfect reality of which one is a part, such as it is.
Brother, a re you just another Oedipus Rex, marching around with a pompous air of authority, while being in complete ignorance and denial of the very source and origin of your own existence, and thus living in complete disrespect or disregard of the love affair that you are hitchhiking on the back of? If you are, if you prefer to believe that there is no one to whom you owe a debt of gratitude as the alterntive to investigating even one single breath of the hundreds of millions that you breathe in order to educate yourself about the reality of your own existence, if you really do prefer to live in complete ignorance of the nature of your own self, then I would like to advise you that the gig you are identified with is almost up. You will not be able to live in denial of the reality of your own existence for very much longer. The time has come for the truth about what you are made of to be told. Your breath is a function of a love affair between two people, and you will either give yourself over completely to being in relationship with these two people, or you will voluntarily run down into the deepest hole you can find so that you can hide yourself as best you can from the reality that you find so intolerable. .
And I am telling you that the experience you will be having after you learn about the nature of your own existence, and grasp the incredible disrespect with which you have conducted yourself up to this point, is not a very good experience at all. I HIGHLY recommend whatever measures you can think of to put yourself on the most intensive crash course in humility and respect that you can possibly take, the more drastic the better, for the sake of your immortal soul. Otherwise, you are going to become like a bug, permanently experiencing the moment of flying itself into a bug zapper. Your mind, your existence, will be completely casualized by your own folly, but your own arrogance, by your own disrespect for the perfectly good human beings who made your existence possible.
According to the Holy Bible, those who persist to the bitter end on living in denial of the existence of the deities who make your existence possible are subjected to a period of torment before finally being cast foreer into a lake of fire to suffer eternally. If this is so, there must be an explanation. I submit that the reasons for torment are simply the application of the laws of what is called Karma, "as you sow, so shall you reap."
The supreme god, the holy spirit, the lord of lords, the absolute ruler of everything is in the position he is in as a result of the absolute commitment he has made to preserving and promoting the experience of happiness. I believe that if it makes himself and those who love him happier if those who defied and opposed him are tormented, then he will see to it that they are tormented. If its his commitment to love and happiness that fulfills the laws of karma, then I would say that this is good and just. Even if the degree and duration of torment is limitless, this would seem to be the just outcome resulting from having attempted to thwart and prevent an experience of happiness of a commensurate degree and duration. I believe that absolute justice is done, in the end, because it is the will of the most perfect being who ever existed, the absolute master of perfection, the Holy Spirit.
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It is impossible to overstate the goodness or the absolute necessity of the supreme being, the almighty god who is love. He is supremely powerful because he is supremely good, supremely loving, supremely kind, supremely generous, supremely fierce in his love and devotion, supremely committed to the role that he plays. The perfect master, the master of perfection, is the builder of temples. I believe that he's been doing this for a while now. He's got it down. He does not fail, he does not falter. He is not defeated by his enemies, but his enemies defeat themselves and are justly tormented for the absolute infinitude of their crimes.
The almighty god who is love just isn't someone you want to align yourself against. he wants to give you life, he wants to give you happiness, he wants to bless you with the greatest gift anyone could ever even imagine giving, to oppose him, to defy him, to ignore him, to reject him is the highest possible form of sickness, of madness, of wrongness, of evil. To oppose the person upon whom any semblence of happiness absolutely depends is to set oneself up to be rightfully tormented for all eternity. Why would ANYONE choose to become a person who, by the laws of karma, must be tormented forever? Wow. And yet their are many such people.
the most perfect person puts himself, by definition, in the position of being the final arbiter of souls, the judge of the saved and of the damned, the one who does what must be done in order to preserve the possibility of happiness for those who are capable of it. once people have made their final choice to reject him, they arrive into their eternal fate of living in regret at having chosen to turn themselves from sparkes of the perfect masters perfect love into a demon from hell who chose to oppose and thwart his own creator's plan.
You cannot be a destroyer of the Temple and continue to exist. It's just not possible. You have made yourself into a living oxymoron. ANd a plain old ordinary moron as well. The temple is where existence comes from, and if you choose to live as a parasite on the Temple, and to fight against the creator's of the temple, against the perfect master who invented the temple, if you choose to live as a member of the empire of atheists and enemys of god, the Babylonian Empire, then the consequences are yours to deal with. If you came into this world to work against me, in whose body the temple is, then you are going to be cast off into oblivion, because I cannot tolerate your disease inside my body, the temple of existence.
If tormenting you helps lock you down forever in your own self-created doom, then I will gladly take part in the tormentation. When you incarnated into this world, what was your understanding, what were your intentions, what outcome were you expecting. Did you take Satan's bait and come into this world in order to work against reality itself? Did you come into existence to oppose happiness, to oppose Heaven, to oppose Love? If so, then your future is looking very dim. You must get right with your Creator before Judgment Day arrives in seven short years. I am talking about a person who is very very very good, good to the point ob absolute perfection, so good that you would be blinded just to look into his face while comprehending his goodness. You must get yourself right with this person. Or you will make your own choice to go to the eternal abode of remorse and self hatred.
I'm a nice guy, never started a fight in my whole life, I've never fought against anyone. I've always strived to err on the side of generosity. I've always been very gentle. In sixteen years of being in business, having had close to a thousand different people in my employ over those years, I never had an outburst of anger toward an employee. I always forgave, I always went the extra mile to help people out, I always trusted people. I've pursued life with the best of intentions. ANd because I have strived more than anyone else to be good, and to be true, to be respectful, even of forces that I do not fully know, I am now in the position to be saying the things that I am saying, to present what may seem like a menacing narrative, to warn people of the reality that many many human beings, probably a great majority, are going to be lost to eternal damnation for having chosen to reject the truth that I am revealing. This is serious business. Existence as an immortal being is a serious proposition with extreme consequences, either good or bad, depending on the self-made Karma of the individual.
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I still believe that the rapture will have occured before the next Farm Aid show, at which Neil YOung is scheduled to appear, on September 18. speaking of farm aid, I was just checking out the farm aid site, and there's a picture of neil young, willie nelson and a couple other stalwarts of farm aid, and neil is wearing a shirt that says "stop factory farming." that really kind of sums up my own mission in the work i've done in business. without having gone on a crusade i have done everything I can, and more than just about anyone else, to promote the cause of local, humane and sustainable agriculture. i guess i'm just feeling proud that neil young has chosen to support the same cause that has been so important to me over the years.
anyway, it's going to be a bit baffling to me if this farm aid show occurs without anything rapturous having happened, since I remain convinced that the "few months" since Neil Yound made his prophecy at last year's Farm Aid, should be limited to the time until this year's show. And when I think about it, it would be very graceful if it was close to the full year that actually transpired before he makes the utterance that he warned about. well anyway, here we are, two weeks from farm aid, and i feel like i am very much on the brink of a complete surrender to my lover, the perfect master, the very event of which will be the rapture itself. the rapture is when the christ, with no coaching whatsoever, completes the journey, in one lifetime, of complete surrender into the reality that he participated in the generation of in the first place. I believe it will take place sometime between today and september 18. And history will be completed in that exact moment.
And all those people who have been arrogantly ignoring the truth being spoken in their midst will become aware, finally, of being the victims of their own denial of reality, their own ignore-ance of the source of their own existence.
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If you had ever slowed down your hyper-active mind for long enough to fully experience, within your own being, a single one among the five million breaths that you have breathed in each year of your life, you would Know something about what you are made of.
But you have chosen to hold back from fully experiencing even one of those breaths.
And so you do not Know what you are made of.
And when someone comes along, as I have, and claims to have learned something about existence as a result of doing what you have chosen not to do - that is, as a result of having allowed himself to fully experience breath itself - you scorn him, you reject him, you ignore him, you deny him, you hate him, you imprison him, you crucify him.
our own weakness and failure causes you to hate someone who has succeeded where you have failed.
Yet that someone you hate is actually the co-creator of the very breath that you refuse to allow yourself to experience. You are really putting yourself in a bad position. You have chosen to hate and reject the two people who have made your incarnation as a living breathing human being possible.
What kind of future do you expect to have, having shut yourself off from the source of your own existence? Do you have sufficient capacity for humility to recover in seven short years from the lifetimes of denial of god’s existence that you have lived?
By living in constant awareness and remembrance of the existence of the almighty creator, upon whose love we all are entirely dependent, is the only way that a human race, or a human being for that matter, can possibly succeed.
What a sucker you are for having believed the lies of Satan, the one who put a curse on his own descendants, including you. Save yourself, quick!
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The saga that is unfolding is a saga that includes the stories of Hinduism, the deities of roman mythology, the deities of viking mythology, not the mention the story told in the holy bible. i believe that the christ may be the same as apollo, the sun god, and the god of truth. that pretty much sounds like the christ to me. so, i guess i am saying that i am coming to believe that i am actually apollo, son of the all powerful zeus, and twin brother of diana, goddess of nature and fertility - "brother son sister moon. "
i am reading about roman gods on line, looking for associations with other religions, and in particulr with the green family tree on neil young's website.
here is something: "Proserpina is the counterpart of the Greek goddess, Persephone. She was kidnapped by Pluto and taken to his underworld and made queen of the dead. " it seems that pluto may be the same as satan/ rauven. i think its in the ramayana, a story about the kidnapping of a lover of rama who was taken away by ravana. something like that.
I'm looking to see if it makes sense to see "Jay Carling" the patriarch of the green family as Saturn, Grandpa as jupiter, and Sun Green as Apollo (not sure where Earl fits into this scenario).. it does seem to make sense. there were three brothers who rose up against saturn... jupiter, neptune and pluto. pluto would be rauven, nepture is captain John Green, who never comes into greendale anymore and lives in a boat offshore. it all sort of fits together, though it is fairly speculative on my part... it just makes sense to me that the roman pantheon should more or less correspond with the green family.
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5 pm
there's a little pocket beach in the madrona area called Howell street, it;s where i go to hang out by and swim in the lake. today i was there in the wearly afternoon, and some of the other people, regulars, there were alking about the weather, a couple of the regulars were obsessing together about the sun, and how there were a few high clouds filtering the sun. when anothe rregularl showed up exactly as the sun came out from behind the clouds. he was credited by one of the others with being the sun god, and there was this whole things about whether or not he was the sun god, he admitted that he wasnt, and there was talk of a temple to the sun god. i've never in my life witnessed such a big deal being made out of the idea of a sun god, let alone the idea of the sun god being incarnated as a man. then my mom came in, just now as i was writing this, and started talking about the sun, about how she and e. had been appreciating the sun today, sitting out on the deck at his house.
just another coincidence that this conversation about the sun god, in which i didnt participate, occured just a couple of hours after i had claimed to be apollo, the roman sun god. before i left the beach i spoke with jim from massachusetts about what had happened. he was naked and standing in the sun, facing it, (with his eyes closed) obviously worshiping the sun, so i could resist remarking about the coincidence. apollo, the sun god, the god of truth. people are going to be so surprised to learn that the christ appears in the roman mythology as apollo.
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