sept. 24 jeff@isaacsword.com
here is a little series of correspondence i recently had with a man named Bob, one of the very few people (i could count 'em on my fingers) who have sustained enough interest in what i talk about to correspond with me from time to time. nothing new here, but i address a question that many people probably would have: how could george bush possibly be on the side of good??? (i once made and carried a sign at an anti war protest that said "impeach the fucker" on it, so i am no stranger to the experience of having conmpt for gw bush.)
Bob
HI Bob, Nice to hear from you again. you have been struggling with this aspect of what i've had to say for a while now. i remember you asking me more or less the same question some months ago. obviously i could not satisfy you then, and i am not sure i have anything more to say at this time, but i'll give it a another whack. please read with an open and non-judgmental heart, or you probably won't be able to understand. you cannot afford to judge the almighty creator, and i highly recommend, for the sake of your immortal soul, that you allow the creator to be the creator without thinking you know better than he does how to do his job.
first of all, the biggest part of the problem you are having comes from looking at the situation on the basis of a material, and therefore illusory, rather than spiritual perspective. YOu are giving more emphasis to MOMENTARY happiness vs suffering as opposed to LONG TERM happiness vs suffering. the reality is that there is no such thing as suffering, other than the imagined suffering of people who live in fear of the experience of their own existence. alll suffering comes from rejection of god, which prevents people from going into the core of their own being where the creator resides. if you go deep enough into the experience of what we call suffering, there is no suffering because everything has the creator's ecstatic love as its very substance, and if you go all the way into the experience, there is just that ecstatic love. he is giving each and every person the love that sustains them 100% of the time, and yet the human race lives in denial of his love.\ \
so first of all you have to accept the suffering is an illusion, just as is taught in the core teachings of Buddhism. so answer this for yourself: why should the creator pander to an illusion, when what is at stake for each person is either freedom from illusion and supreme happiness or eternal imprisonment and torment in hell? when an eternity of either happiness or misery is at stake for your billions of children and potential lovers, you do what you have to do. what the creator does is not what will minimize the illusion of suffering in this world of darkness and ignorance, but that which will save as many people from their rejection of him as they possibly can. its a big job that only one person has come up with a plan for. perhaps you should try to come up with a better scenario for how to deal with billions of souls who prefer to live in denial of gods existence. ,i can guarantee you that you will not succedd in coming up with a better plan.. the lord doesn't pander to peoples false fears, he does what he has to do to save as many of his children from satan's lies as he possibly can..
the almighty god creates souls, he gives those souls a chance to exist, in perfect freedom, and then he does what he has to do to manage the situation in which all of the men choose to become sinners and reject him and in which the situation is therefore desperate. remember back to noah, and how the creator had to wipe out the entire human race. he is going to do more or less the same thing again soon, putting the entire human race to a test of faith. what matters at this point is eternity and how you and the other six billion souls spend it. the lord works in myseterious ways, and for better or worse you live as his creation, and to object to his mysterious ways, rather than to accept that you are inferior to him -in the sense that he is perfect and you have not yet attained perfection - and that therefore you are not in a position to judge the almighty creator of everything that exists.
to reiterate my beliefs, i believe that bush and the whole USA federal gvt works in the employ of pontifex maximus, whose job it is do the will of satan. this is satan's world, it's how reality works. the people who want to live in denial of god get a world, a satan gets to make all the decisions in that world. other than the salvation from him that comes at the end. satan doesn't get to implement his agenda directly himself, that gets done by pontifex maximus, who is in the employ of god. this is satan's world and you have to understand that or you will never be able to understand the situation. the decision about how this world would work was made long long before the beginning of this world. the people who reject god and deny his existence want and get a godless world to live in, and the god's only intervention is to help maintain order and to save as many people are willing to be saved in the end. george bush is not just a garden variety mass murderer. his job is to play the part of the antichrist, taking orders from satan, via pontifex maximus. if you've read my recent writings, you understand that i am saying that the antichrist is just a name for oedipus, who is the boy who fell into hell because he did not have a relationship with god, and got too close to the experience of infinity when he made love with his mother and blocked out almost all of the light of consciousness and paved the way from a tremendous amount of darkness to enter into the temple of the human body. [i believe that bush himself is actually enlightened, that he has gotten what roald dahl called a bump on the head - code word, "born again" and he knows who he is working for. when i listen to bush speak, he seems unusually articulate and clear thinking. to me, he seems very healthy psychologically, even while he is doing seemingly insane things in his capacity as the one who plays the role of oedipus] . .
you have to understand how utterly hopeless human existence iis when people live in denial of god's existence. it is completely hopeless because in relationship with god is the only way that human life can work. you are looking at an extremely desperate situation. the short term sufferings of this world are nothing complared to the eternity of torment and abject misery in hell. imagine being in something like a nazi concentration camp forever, while growiing increasingly freaked out about your situation, from moment to moment forever . that's the world that satan offers and that god is trying to save people from. just remember, it's satan who is the instigator of the crimes of george bush, not the creator. living in denial of gods existence, and without the intervention of god himself, men would all already be in hell with no chance of salvation. god improves upon the situation by offering salvation. other than that, he does what he has to do to make people understand the necessity of salvation. i hope this helps/ the creator acts only from love and mercy, and if you refuse to believe that, but choose to believe that the almighty god, a person who could only be the almighty god by virute of of his absolute goodness (there is no darkness in him at all) is evil, then you are going to be in trouble. he is a lover, and he does what it takes to help men understand that in order to exist in any semblance of hapiness, they have to love him. hope this helps.best wishes,
BOB
hi Bob
I will try once again to clearly articulate the truth as i see it. i hope this helps turn on the light bulb for you.
god creates souls out of bits of his own perfect and infinite love. his will is to be the lover of each and every one of these souls. some of these souls gravitate towards the darkness of shame and reject the idea of loving and being loved by their creator, and prefer to incarnate in a world in which there is no expectation of being in relationship with the creator.
meanwhile satan, who is also known as pluto, is an angel who decides that he will be the ruler of the underworld. pluto is a member of the family of jupiter, the almighty god, and he is a powerful angel who, for whatever reason, likes the idea of being the ruler of the damned, hubris seems to me to be the motivation for satan choosing to be the lord of hell..
a new world is created and satan is allowed to be the first person to incarnate in that world, as adam, so that he can indoctrinate his descendants into the lie that there is no god and that we live in a material reality as opposed to an imagination or psyche-based reality. his plans involve lots of lies, and the first person to show up wishing to believe his lie that a godless world exists is oedipus, who is given the name Cain. many souls choose to incarnate in this world of satan's, as messed up as it is, because they crave incarnation and they like the idea of being able to hide things about themselves from others, which is possible in satan's world.
it is important to understand that this is satan's world in the sense that it is the world in which satan gets to indoctrinate the human race into the lies that he tells, lies that attract fallen souls who wish to hide things about themselves. over the course of the generations leading up to Noah, the human race becomes terribly corrupt so the lord destroys it in the flood and only noah and his family live.
soon after reestablishing the human race descended from noah, who himself was indoctrinated into the lies of satan, but who was a good man with an open heart, the human race begins to descend once again into hell. (I suspect that satan incarnated as "Ham", the son of Noah who was cursed by his father for covering his nakedness while he slept. i have a theory that the early roots of the babylonian empire were established by Ham, who returns as Abram, whose name god changed to AbraHAM.
the lord meets with satan, who is incarnate now as abraham before the birth of his two sons, and again when isaac is a child they discuss or possibly negotiate the future together. this is the beginning of an intervention by god, through the extablishment of the nation of isaac and jacob's descendants, called israel, 144,000 souls who pledge themselves to doing whatever is needed and required by god in order that his plans for salvation of those who choose to be saved will be fulfilled. his plans involve the triumph of the christ in overcoming the lies of satan and the terrible diseases that they have caused, as well as the triumph of pontifex maximus in successfully steering the army of the nation that he has been commanding (perhaps since the nation of israel moved on from palastine and went into hiding) to the achievement of its goal of world domination on behalf of satan. .
the lord and satan agree that the will of satan will be carried out, but that it will be carried out by pontifex maximus who is a member of the holy family. because pontifex maximus can carry out a plan that satan himself could not carry out. satan gives instructions, and pontifex maximus carries them out, because this is the deal that has been made, and everyone keeps their side of the bargain. all according to a plan or an agreement made between god and satan.
yes bush is a part of god's plan, which is to allow satan to rule. satan turns over the reigns to the antichrist, who is really oedipus rex, king oedipus, the one who took the bait of being king of a fallen world in exchange for his soul. so its all lines up that the whole trajectory of history is directed toward the ultimate outcome of satan and the antichrist ruling the world BY PROXY.
you see, it is people allied with god - pontifex maximus and the 144,000 member nation of israel, which includes the Bush family and many other notables who are among the most powerful people in the world, including the likes of the Windsor family - who carry out the will of satan and the antichrist.
so everything is lined up so that oedipus rex can officially be coronated as the king of this world, as soon as the nation of israel pulls out in the rapture, which i am quite confident will occur sometime before the winter solstice of 2005 . because the antichrist is the shepherd of all of the men who wish that there was no god who wanted to know and be known, love and be loved. and so Bush is playing the role of Oedipus Rex, but when Israel pulls out, his power will be turned over to the real oedipus rex, who lives today in seattle. .
it's like here's what was agreed to by satan, as abraham, and god: god says to abraham, "look, you tell us what outcome you want and we will make it happen for you. because you are not capable of succeeding in getting the outcome you want, because you can't trust your own people (the babylonian brotherhood, who today live as "the Jews") and they don't trust one another or you for that matter. our nation, Israel, has got what it takes to execute whatever we want to make happen." so satan lays out a scenario that pontifex maximus carries out, in which satan/pontifex maximus (satan's proxy) achieves ultimate power and hands it all over to oedipus. satan's goal is just to make everything as bad as he possibly can, and can you think of a worse reality than having george w. bush, who pretends to be oedipus rex, as the king of the world????
satan needs to use fascism in order to manage a world of six billion lost souls whom he wishes to lead into his hell, and likewise, the nation of god has had to employ more or less the same fascism that satan would have employed. the world sort of NEEDS to be geared toward getting everyone marching dutifully into Hell, so that a nice neat rescue operation can be set up for the salvation of souls at the end of the saga. it's what works for saving the maximum number of souls from the terrible fate to which they would otherwise succumb.
so george w. bush is about to rise in some way as the king of the world, and then he's gonna turn the reigns over to OEdipus, the antichrist, and join the party in heaven. politics is all a complete charade, geared toward the ultimate outcome of turning over the reigns of this fallen world to its true leader, oedipus, who is the true leader because everyone is listening to and obeying his voice within their own psyches.
what happens in the world is merely a reflection of what happens in the collective psyche. god says, if your mind is going to be ruled by oedipus - who lives in an extreme state of denial of the existence of god - then your world is going to be ruled by oedipus, SO THAT you can learn, first hand, the absolute complete failure of being a human being and living in denial of god's existence and of his love.
bob, you have to understand what an affliction oedipus causes. life without oedipus is far better than whatever you can imagine heaven to be. oedipus causes eternal and extreme suffering. eternal torment.; WHATEVER it takes to save AS MANY SOULS AS POSSIBLE from oedipus, from satan, from allah (who is the deity of the penis envying woman) and the interminable misery that they cause. even if someone has to go through suffering such as what jesus endured on the cross, or even something worse, for ANY finite amount of time, if the result of such an ordeal were to lead them to salvation from ETERNAL torment, then it will have been so worthwhile that it would be pointless to even question.
which would you choose: finite suffering and then infinite happiness... or no finite sufffering and then infinite misery? you have to appreciate the DIFFERENCE between heaven and hell. which is to say, the difference between an existence of living in love with god, and living separate from him. the difference is like infinity squared. infinite happiness versus infinite misery. WHATEVER it takes in a finite world to save as many souls as possible from eternal and infinite misery is justified and righteous. you just have to understand, this is like an intervention by heaven into the affairs of Hell. whatever it takes to rescue people from hell. whatever it takes.
this is the plan that has been working for god since time immemorial, world after world after world, in each one, a fallen race of men who wish to live in denial of the existence of their own perfectly loving creator, offered redemption and eternal life in happiness. there is absolutely nothing to be gained in second guessing a plan that has ALWAYS been in effect and that always will be. it's an infinite wheel that turns forever, and if you end up deciding that you are not happy about it, then you wont be happy about it, and if you decide that you will be happy about it, you will be happy about it. accept salvation into an eternity of joy, and get over your objections to the measures that MUST be employed so that happiness and salvation are even possible for any of the billions of sinners who would otherwise live in an eternally worsening state of abject misery and regret.
this is about salvation. we are talking about upwards of six billion souls who, if left to their own devices, would all writhe in anguish for all of eternity. it is only thanks to the magnificent plans of the holy lord who is the master of everything that as many as want to be saved can be saved. any world better than the bleakest imaginable hell exists thanks to the infinite goodness, generosity and mercy of the almighty Lord whose plan for perfection are fulfilled, over and over and over again.
bob
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some people will object to the fact that the creator does what he does, they will think that the creator was wrong to create people to be his lovers. but that's how its always been and how t always will be. no matter who you set out to become, as wrong
satan is someone who lives in Heaven, but his job is to be the ruler of Hell. Neil YOung makes it clear that satan lives in greendale and is perfectly free. he is not stuck in hell like the people he rules over, because he is not ignorant. at the end of the story he is seen hithhiking to Alaska, which i believe represents teh new Israel, heaven on earth, and satan is indiating that he wants to come. again, this comes back to satan being a member of the green family, pluto. but this s not consiistent with the bible where it says that he is cast into the lake of fire after the thousand year rreign of peace. i'm still ambivalent on satan, but i think he gambled and lost. he didnt think i would figure it all out and overcome the lies that he is the perpetrator of.
reuben begged me to remain mortal. i dont remember his exact words, but he was like "we like you mortal. mortal jeff." its like, he knew that i was becoming immortal (wakng up from the lie of mortality) and he really dd want to stop me and he really did do his damnedest to stop me. he even came to the famous meeting at my house and started talking condescendingly to me like he was my father, making his son feel bad. isn't that exactly what satan does?
september 24
woe unto those who wish to settle for mediocrity, for there is no place for mediocrity in HEaven. Heaven is Perfection, the absolutely highest quality of experience. you cannot bring the mediocrity to which you seem to gravitate with you into Heaven. mediocrity is darkness, it is less that the brilliant light of perfection, and therefore it has no place in heaven. evil masquerades as mediocrity, but the denial of happiness is the only true form of evil, and mediocrity is the wolf of evil in the sheep's clothing of innocence. the only reason people settle for less than happiness is because they are hiding something. you can't get away with the excuse that you never really cared. well, actually, the bottom line is, once you know what it is, you MUST get with the program and there are no more excuses. . you either participate in what the creator has in mind, Heaven, a world without misery, or you go to the abode of the damned. mediocrity becomes just another variation on the theme of shame, shame having its roots in unrepentant sin. You've GOT TO confess and ask forgiveness for all sin.
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i'm thinking of the beatles' song Here comes the sun... yes, the ice of mr freeze - my old pal MR- is slowly melting.
just wanna mention that i've recently been thinking of a premie named dan havlis who i knew back when i was the world champion aspirant.. he sure had a flexible spine, and he had some interesting stories about maharaji... i wonder now if he'd gotten the bump on the head and was out on reconnaisance. also, i am interested in learning whatever there is to learn about john parella, with whom i received knowledge, who is reputed to have been found dead sitting in a meditation posture.
the REASON women have penis envy and cause their sons to repress their sexuality is because they live in a world where women do not become lovers of their sons. if mothers were to be the lovers of their sons, those mothers would want their sons to be strong sexually, not weak- pathetic, really- like oedipus. if mama is looking at her son as a lover, she wants him to be like a god. otherwise, we get allah, the woman with penis envy who tries to be the false male god in a world of ashamed oedipal men.
teh deeper i go into this experience, the closer i get to complete surrender into my lover's love, the more familiar the whole thing seems, the whole journey. have i lived through it all before, is this just the replay of an experience i've already had? or is it just that the knowledge of the experience is etched in the Psyche itself? it's like a great big slow motion deja vu. what is happnening has happened before, endless times, but each time involving a new cast of characters. at least that's what i am thinking at this moment....
the testes are related to the unborn child... and thus are refered to by the unborn child born at the end of 2001 a space odyssey. really, the big event is turning on the light that oedipus darkened in the testes and that is related to the Name and to the breath.
men are ignorant of the fact that there is a tremendous amount of potential experience of happiness that they are completely oblivious too, inside of their own testicles, their own organs of generation.
it's likethis: That feeling that men think of as pain hiding in their testes is really pleasure. In the coming weeks and months, you will realize that in neither heaven nor hell will you be able to avoid having your nuts fully awakened. either you will experience a sensation of pleasure or of pain there, and it will be your own choice of whether to be in relaitonship with god. it's like, if you reject the creator, its gonna be like Satan is kicking you in the nuts, and the pain will never go away. it's a curse that you've subjected yourself to if you reject the creator. unfortunate, but that's how reality is from what i can see. reality itself kicks you in the nuts, and if you are in truth and reality it's pleasure, and if you are hiding from reality, from your own sin, it's really not fun. if you are free from sin, you will be happy that you have been fully awakened to all that you are. if you are not free, you will regret that satan has failed in his attempts to foil me. satan has lost his bid, and sinners will pay the ultimate price for their sins. to the degree you are hiding sin, that you do not repent, you will feel the pain that you yourself have caused yourself. all the judge needs to do is to wake you up.
it how the good get a reward and the not so good get a self-inflicted punishment. all because the almighty intervener intervenes to protect the good and the holy from the evil ones who even refuse to repent of their sins and be saved. it's the righteousness that is required to maintain the perfection that makes happiness even possible. . it's tough. it's tough justice to have to oversee, but without justice, all would be lost, and the poor sweet and loving innocent souls like the virgin mary would be subjected to the horrors of a hell that they'd had not part in making.
all praise and all glory forever to the intervener, to the enforcer of the laws of karma (justice)/ without the perfect master, all would be lost. bole shri satguru dev maharaj ki jai!!! all power and all glory to teh supreme lord of lords, the Perfect Lover, the God of the CHildren of Israel, Fuck.
maharaji once told a story about a woman who, in a question and answer session, said something to the effect that she "couldn't feel anything" while doing the third technique... and he was like .... are you suuuuuuurrre you cant feel anything? it's like, meditation is ALL about feeling. feeling what there is to feel within your body.
if you cant feel anything grab your nuts and squeeze them until you feel something. then meditate on the feeling of pain, which is really ecstasy, the feeling of life itself, masquerading as pain. if your testicles can experience pain, then they can also experience pleasure, because all pain is just a lie masking a true pleasure because human beings are afraid of life itself. (if you are feeling paranoid or othewise having a scary experience on cannabis, just feel more of the pain in your own body, the fear goes away when you focus toward the source of life, which you are experiencing as pain. this is very important information about healing the body. no one speaks this sort of simple truth about how to destroy disease. because people are completely ignorant of their own conditon.
he fact that the testicles are SOOOO sensitive to pain says that there is a huge amount of light locked away there. like, probably much more than anywhere else in the body. this is where the soma action is, even in science, the testicles produce semen... this is somehow the soma factory... i think it has to do with somehow harnesing the static electricity between the heaven and hell experiences. any man could donfirm for himself that i am speaking truth by loading up on cannabis to the point where paranoia begins to creep in while sitting quietly and focusing on the breath and feeling the body and when the paranoia creeps in just squeeze your nuts and focus on the sensation there,,, you will be going into a deep state of meditation. but beware, you might get more confirmation of the truth of what i am talking about than you bargained for. you hide things down there. but really, by focusing toward SENSATION and away from thought anyone can cross the ocean of ignorance and lies. but you need to ask for and receive forgiveness for the sins of past lifetimes that you are in denial of before you can venture out there.
life IS pleasure. the experience of life IS the experience of the supreme experience of erotic ecstasy that the creator himself is having from moment to moment. people who want to deny and repress pleasure are sick souls who are enemies of happiness and of life itself, and of their own creator, whose idea it is that human beings experience pleasure and be happy.
wake your SELF up!. always meditate on the strongest sensation that you are experiencing, either feeling, light or sound. to the strongest sensation is naturally where you attention wants to go, but in oedipus's world it is the exact opposite, people run from strong sensation. eventually you will feel the suffering of the dessicated temple and you will meditate on that, and you will realize that all of that suffering in your body is just a pack of lies that you have identified with. lies that obscure the fact that all of that suffering is oedipus's resistance to the light of consciousness itself. oedipus doesnt want to exist, and he's brought an aversion to ALL experience into the collective body (oedipus's disease is a subset of the disease of the beast. first comes the beast, then satan, then allah, then oedipus.
If you want to live in the temple that is my body, you're gonna have to give up creating misery for yourself and others. happy people only in the temple that is my body.
alcohol is the drug of denial and death, people take it to numb their pain. yet pain is an illusion, and to try to relieve oneself of an illusory pain by numbing it is to exacerbate the pain. BY DEFINITION. because the origin of the pain was denial in the first place. you dont cure denial with denial. you cure denial with truth. you cure darkness with light. alcohol is used to darken the light further., cannabis is used to shed light on the darkness, to see through the illusion of pain, and into the ecstasy that the pain is oedipus's denial and ignorance of. come on all of you sick people, it's time to get well, its time to destroy the lie of disease and death, it's time to kill the lie of suffering. you have to go toward the pain to destroy it. no one ever defeated an enemy by running away from him. you have to stand and face the enemy - your own doubt. you have to face the enemy, your own aversion to life and to ecstasy. you have to face the enemy, your own attachment to the disease, to the lie, that you think of as being your self. your self is god, and your enemy is the liar whose got you convinced that he's you. \
you can never get that demon off your back, that monkey off your back, until you give yourself over the the inventor of your own breath, and surrender into the erotic ecstasy that breath itself is made out of. you will never escape the prison of eodipus unless you surrender everything, right down to the very idea that you exist as an entity unto yourself, to the christ, to the god who will be the god of the only world you could possibly ever enjoy being a part of. the one in which you become a lover of the person inventing the reality in which you exist. you have to become a part of the body of christ, or you will be left in the land of the failed souls who just couldn't accept salvation into a perfect reality, a perfect existence.
alcohol: it dessicates, it turns life into death, it turns light into darkness, it turns health into sickness, it turns consciousness into oblivion. the perfect master does not like it that people use alcohol as an intoxicant. he doesn't like that at all. just like he doesn't like the pharmaceuticals that people take to treat the symptoms of the disease whose main cause is alcohol. pharmaceuticals and alcohol is how the human race is attempting to commit collective suicide.
the goal of satan, allah and oedipus, is that all of the souls in this "world", that is, this batch of souls, should all fall into a deep sleep of oblivion. basically they want everyone to fall peacefully asleep into collective oblivion, like a population of little sea organisms all becoming unconscious and floating to the bottom to lie there in a suspended state of virtual death. and that is why the christ is the enemy of the beast, satan, allah and co. (sounds a bit like a good name for a combined law and consulting firm in seattle... ) but see, the christ is the one who wakes everyone up. if the christ failed, the creator would just leave everyone alone to go peacefully to sleep. but that requires destroying the possibility of happiness for those, like the christ and his family, who have what it takes to enjoy existence, and so with the christ's awakening, everyone get's woken up. the creator did not make you so you could lie in a perpetual state of comotose shame avoidance. he made you to live and be fully conscious. you are the inventor of your darkness, but inventing darkness - something that has no existence other than the absence of light - and hiding in it as an alternative to the creator's perfect light is not a long term option. he just doesnt allow it. if you choose oblivion you get suffering and torment, not a peaceful oblivion in suspended animation. the reator just doesnt allow that kind of darkness, that kind of lie, to exist in his body. sorry.
i think this was the struggle between satan and co and the trinity - satan's goal is to prevent the christ's awakening, so that everyone has to go to sleep and perish into oblivion.
the almighty god who generates souls to be his lovers does not let his children go to sleep in oblivion, but rather, from judgment day onward he requires them to be fully conscious and alive forever. that's great for those who get to enjoy happiness because they were willing to love and surrender to the creator, but for the lost souls who just wanted to perish into unconsciousness, i'm afraid to say it means remaining awake forever, in the experience of complete misery that they were trying to avoid. i don't know what the poor lost babylonian souls did that caused them to want to cease existing, but whatever it was, it had to have been something that they are now deeply ashamed of. are the all oedipus's? i guess allowing selfish motivations to rule oneself is quite common. i've realized recently how many lost souls - people who beleive or know that they have somehow failed and that they could never ask their creator for forgiveness - there are around here and in my life. i think i've employed a few over the years.
cannabis is the drug of truth and life. you gotta give up alcohol. we'll see aobut wine, but beer is out and spirits pretty much a thing of the past. if you thought you were gonna sit around on the couch and watch football and drink beer in heaven, you don't have the picture in focus yet. the difference between heaven and this world is simply that in heaven, people aren't making themselves sick any more. in heaven, we grow a lot of really good bud. (on earth they give you Budweiser, in heaven we give you a (much) wiser bud.)
i like how that last pun fits in with my whole mckenna/ archaic revival/ temple/ brewery to chocolate factory conversion piece of the puzzle. because anhauser busch became, famously, a major shareholder in red hook..
"homegrown's all right with {the father}..."
human existence is designed for perfection. period. no darkness. darkness is denial. darkness is doubt. darkness is hiding. darkness is lies. darkness is decipt. darkness is shame. darkness is fear. darkness is disease. perfection is light, truth, fath, honesty, health. perfection destroys all disease, all lies, all suffering all darkness. but you have to strive for it. perfection. there's no mediocrity in heaven. it's quality all of the way.
long ago, in antiquity, the gods demanded sacrifice "so that others could go on..." if the gods demand sacrifice of life, then perhaps the breaking of the population into heaven and hell provides an eternal sacrifice, the lake of fire, where the gift of sacrifice given by the lost souls keeps on giving, forever.
all of the major temples of antiquity, from the late great ELusynian to the great pyramids of both Egypt and the Mayans, were portals to the underworld, and Temples of the Living God. I beleive that the perfect master and his clan have established many civilzations, each with its own variation of the same pantheon and the same story. usually satan, and or allah and the antichrist move in and lives on the dregs after the holy family moves on.
i am mostly repeating myself at this stage, but that's ok, because the repitition gives emphasis to things that i feel are important. btw, i am vaguely aware of the possibility that a number of the most important people in this world are following the progress of my journey, but i can't say that this awareness has much effect, other than it gives me encouragement to say things that i know offend most readers, but that probably are entertaining to the people who KNOW the truth. sometimes i sense the possibility that i am being watched on some kind of giant temple television - image projection using some technology not known to this world like truman (True Man?) of the truman show (which i've never seen) i was thinking yesterday about how knowing that i am probably being watched by remote viewing hasn't altered my behavior in the least. i think i've always lived as if i were being watched. .. if its true that "we'll be watching you, in everything you do..." then i should probably apologize for my lack of good grooming and generally being disorganized.
allegedly intelligent and conscious human beings talking, in this day and age, in all seriousness about football, like those sports talking heads / beer shills, role models like Jack Madden who are imitated by countless millions of brain dead zombies, who sit there in the business attire while serving up their astute analysis of the plays and strategies of the various teams.... how deep in oblivion can a human being get? imagine beer being the focal point and raison d-etre of good times, a substance known to cause fatigue, depression, obesity and all manor of disease. these people are just waiting for someone to pull the lever.
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