Why exactly does a man have an orgasm when he wishes he could sustain the ecstasy he is experiencing, even forever if possible? Why does the ecstasy and energy drop so precipitously for men after orgasm occurs? Why is ecstasy so fleeting, even unattainable, for men? Here is the very specific answer to these rather important questions, an astounding truth which has never before been addressed openly in this world.
This statement contains the first-ever revelation of an empirically knowable and provable fact about men that approximately 99.9% of the men of this world are in denial of. It is the explosive truth that will, in the very near future, trigger the most important events in the history of this human race. For whatever reason, readers of the Stranger are being offered this little preview of the truth that is about to finally appear into this world with the effect of bringing about rapid and cataclysmic change. I believe this will occur within the next few days.
I started out last spring talking about the heroin trade, an election that was stolen but not usurped in the manner that I predicted, and an assassination that did not occur. I ended up talking about such things as the ego complex, the Oedipus complex, penis envy, and the taboos against shame, incest and masturbation. What happened?
It was all a part of a gradual awakening, the awakening of my own heart. It’s been a journey of awakening that has been ongoing for two years and that I now can clearly see is coming to its completion. Through the course of this journey the picture of the human condition has slowly come into the very sharp focus that now enables me to present an irrefutable truth with absolutely staggering implications, one that cannot possible go ignored for much longer as a result of my discovering and speaking of it. Bringing the truth that I reveal in the following paragraph to light will in the near future cause the events prophesized in the Holy Bible and known generally as “the end times” to begin.
This is about something that we call “the heart.” It’s an organ located within the human body. I’m not talking about the blood-pumping heart, the ticker. That heart is an amazingly well designed muscle, but nothing more that that. It is not an organ of sense perception. I am talking about the heart with which we feel passionate feelings of love. It’s an organ of sensory perception comprised of an extremely dense clustering of nerve cells located at the base of the spine that functions, as other sense organs do, by sensing and delivering experience to the central nervous system. It is designed, like the eyes and the ears, to sense phenomena occurring at certain vibrational frequencies. And this organ is asleep in mortal men, a fact that actually defines mortality as far as men are concerned.
I didn’t know any more about this than anyone else when I started on this journey, but I kept following the urge to understand the truth about the human condition deeper and deeper into the here and now, and this is where it led me: To the very heart of the matter.
Men and women do indeed have this organ, the one that’s called “the heart” in the literature of divine and ecstatic love. In men it is called the glans penis, and in women it is called the clitoris. These two organs are homologous; they are the male and female versions of the same organ. “Heart” is a word that has an obvious and strong association with the shape of the glans penis. The cupid figure in classical art, the Valentine tradition and so forth all reflect a strong association between the heart and a male expression of passionate love.
The male version of the heart is much larger and therefore more powerful in certain respects than the female version. Women and men are both designed with a capacity to experience completely satisfying and even unlimited degrees of ecstasy. The larger size of this organ in men allows men to have sensations of ecstasy that are quite astounding, to the degree that it provides men with an ability to communicate loving thoughts and feelings telepathically with one another and with their Creator. Another difference is that in mortal men this organ is not yet awakened but is dormant or numb, whereas in women it is already awake. Men are almost universally in ignorance of this fact. (And I note the association of the noun “ignorance” with the verb “to ignore.”)
The exceptions to this ignorance that I know of are two specific groups, one that operates as an invisible nation through secret societies such as the Order of Skull and Bones, a secret cult if you wish (and a very powerful one, since it pretty much controls everything that happens in this world and is ultimately under the control of none other than the living incarnation of the Almighty Creator himself) which I call “the Nation of Israel.” (No relation whatsoever to the nation state located in Palestine, other than some ancient history and a whole lot of confusion and/or deception.)
Another group aware of the dormancy of the glans consists of people, whose number I have no idea of but that I believe could be as many as several million, who are participants in a desperate conspiracy to prevent this truth from ever being known. Islam and Christendom have always been deeply at odds because they represent the interests of the two opposing sides in this struggle, one hoping against hope to bury this secret forever, and the other, the side that includes the Creator himself, intending that in due course, which is to say now, this knowledge will be revealed to the world. The rank and file followers of these respective religions have no idea about any of this. I do, however, believe that knowledge of this truth is more widely known among members of the third and smallest among the three “Abrahamic” factions.
The descendants of Abraham via Isaac and Jacob present a fascinating case in this matter. The 144,000 men who are the members of the secret nation of Israel first incarnated as the descendants of Jacob. They became a distinct and unique race of men whose glans were awakened, enabling them to develop far greater capacities of an intuitive or prophetic nature. They experienced ecstasy together, and their bodies and nervous systems developed different capacities as a result, unique among all nations of men. At some point the children of Israel moved on and began incarnating elsewhere, spreading out in fulfillment of the plans of the Creator, establishing their longstanding power base in Rome, with the plan of eventually moving their base of operations to America. The people who continued incarnating as the descendants of Israel were no longer being initiated into the awakening of the heart, but retained the increased capacities of this race that enable them to experience this awakening much more easily than others. When this occurs without proper initiation and mindset the result is an illuminating but devastating experience. This situation has profoundly interesting implications. Abraham’s descendants through Ishmael, the product of his incestuous relationship with his mother, Hagar (Allah), have created a race of people hopelessly mired in the Oedipus complex. Abraham’s other line of descendants is similarly mired in the ego complex. This situation has worked out well for Abraham in the furtherance of his objectives. I might add that Satan is in this lifetime incarnated as a descendant of this line.
This matter of the heart’s awakening is at the center of an exceedingly profound and intense disagreement between the Creator and those who oppose his will. I believe that hundreds of millions of men, women and children have been slaughtered in wars fought, and massive genocidal slaughters carried out, in the hidden struggle between these two factions. In fact, I submit that virtually every major war ever fought in this world has directly pertained to this matter, including fabricated wars in which the leaders of the various combatants knew themselves to be allies in this epic struggle. (I’ve been saying for some time that Hitler himself appears to me to have been an agent of the secret Nation of Israel.) I believe that this disagreement actually predates the beginning of the world as we know it, which is to say, since before Adam began indoctrinating his descendants into denial of the heart. I have written at length elsewhere on the history of this struggle, but I’ll just note here that it appears to me that the mastermind of the activities of the Nation of Israel (whom I refer to as Pontifex Maximus) carries out the will of the adversary of the Almighty God, Satan, in order that the human race get a first hand demonstration of the absolute failure that results when ignorance of the heart prevails. This is an arrangement that was agreed to between the Almighty God and his allies and their chief adversary in the latter’s incarnation as Abraham.
Why is the heart turned off in men? Within the heart is a burning sensation coming from the wound that resulted when the founder of this race separated himself from the Love that he is made from, and the Lover he was made by, as a result of his own egocentric wish to be a god himself. The outcome of this event is called “the fall.” A strong aversion in men to this burning sensation, which now existed as a universal experience in the Collective Psyche, has caused the heart to go numb, and this blockage has dimmed all of the light of consciousness in men. (In Genesis, Adam’s placement of the fig leaf of shame over his genitals is symbolic of this very situation. The role of circumcision in the biblical saga of the struggle between Love and his adversary, as Abraham with whom the circumcision covenant was made, also relates to this situation.) Men are afraid of the burning sensation within their hearts - they don’t want to feel the wound - so it’s turned off. Men live in denial of the wound inside their own bodies caused by their separation from the source of their own life energy, Love itself.
The heart of a man is an extremely powerful organ. It’s what “gods” (men who chose to strive for perfection) use to conjure worlds in the Imagination of the One Mind. This is why the whole thing happens this way. A man earns the incredible gift that comes with the awakening of his own heart by being willing to do what it takes to have that awakening. Life as a fully awakened man is indeed a spectacular gift, and men need to reach a point where they can receive and appreciate the gift. Human existence just can’t work any other way; this is what ends up happening as long as the intelligent and creative sentient beings with language, called humans, attempt to coexist. Men have to decide if they really want this much love, or whether the gratification of their own ego is more important. When the heart awakens a man must have a relationship with the Living God who is Love, otherwise he cannot withstand its awakening, as is demonstrated by Adam’s fall.
The heart of a man is an organ capable of telepathic communication. It’s like a love antenna; it both sends and receives vibrational signals. It is the organ that allows men to truly be One with the Love that generates everything, and with one another. It’s the organ with which men experience the fulfillment of the purpose of their own existence, which is happiness. True fulfillment is impossible for a man who has not become what a man is because his heart is asleep, he is only semiconscious.
I am uncovering the deep allegorical meaning of the Abrahamic Saga, the story of the Almighty Creator’s plan for how to overcome the efforts of his adversaries, beginning with Abraham (Satan), Ishmael (Oedipus) and Hagar (Allah), to create disease and to keep the truth hidden. The failure of this fallen world can be boiled down to this: A man who worships his own ego rather than his God causes a terrible disaster to occur. He will produce a son who becomes mired in the potentially infinite misery of the Oedipus complex. This begins a vicious circle of events leading to an ever-worsening outcome that, in the end, is the total failure of the man, his wife, their son, and potentially all of their descendants. The Collective Mind shared by the entire human race becomes infected with the sickness of these three, and inevitably it brings about eternal self-imposed damnation for those who do not choose to extricate themselves from this sickness.
The Bible is really just a story about mental health and mental disease, and about parenting and how parents can indoctrinate their children into either health or sickness. It’s an allegory about the Mind and about parenting that gets acted out in the world. “The father” of the holy trinity, who is Neil Young, is set up to be the new Adam, the founder of a new race of human beings who are not indoctrinated into the lies and sickness that the father of the unholy trinity, Satan, indoctrinated his descendants into. We are about to start over. There is also a healthy mother, that’s the incestuous goddess who doesn’t suffer from penis envy like Allah, and there is a healthy incestuous son who doesn’t fall into the hell of the Oedipus complex.
Adam was the first incarnation in this world of the archetypal character called Satan, who lives today as the charismatic, artistically talented and world champion liar I call Reuben, right here in Seattle. Satan’s a guy with a really big ego. He’s an egomaniac as a matter of fact, even though, because he’s such a good liar, it doesn’t seem that way. He is the originator, the very inventor, of the ego complex, the leading force of negativity in the Collective Mind. He’s the source of the voice of the ego in every man, simply by virtue of being the strongest force of ego in the Collective Mind – just as his sidekick, the major top ten leading global justice messiah, the Antichrist, is the source of the voice of Oedipus in every man, he being the greatest victim of the Oedipus complex invented by his mother, Allah. Satan was so full of himself that he couldn’t deal with someone else being the god. He wanted to be the god of whatever world he existed in. And he knew that the only way he could be a deity of any sort was by founding a race of men ignorant of their own creator by indoctrinating them into lies and taboos. And so we have a world full of men who, like Satan, are in denial of the existence of the Lover who created and sustains their existence with his love, literally from breath to breath.
The Almighty Creator (who also lives among us as a person in this world) who actually conjured this world into existence in the Imagination of the collective mind believes in freedom. Big time. He’s the most pro-freedom, anti-fascist person in this world. (The Creator’s sexually-repressed enemies masquerade as leaders of a so-called global justice movement that might appear as anti-fascist, but the wish of Satan and his allies for a sexually-repressed world is the sole cause of all fascism.) The all-powerful Love God conjures worlds and people incarnate into them. It’s a big free for all, reality being such that, in the end, one person will show up to play the role of the one who actually comprehends the truth and sort of takes over as the inventor of the reality, the Charlie who inherits the responsibility of running the chocolate factory of Imagination. Satan got in line early to be the first man to incarnate in this world (a “world” being a setting conjured as a fantasy in the Imagination in which sentient beings can interact) so that he could indoctrinate men into lies that would enable him, he hoped, to be the ruler in a world of ignorance. And so the story began with the turning off of the hearts of men, creating a condition of ignorance such that men cannot withstand having the heart turned back on unless they are in profound love relationship with the god who is Love. The heart got turned off when Satan, the ego, just said “no” to loving the source of his own existence, and it gets turned back on for a man when he forsakes the ego and the Oedipus complex and says “yes” to Love.
The heart: a man is an entirely different animal when it awakens. In fact, he isn’t an animal any more, he’s become an immortal lover, which is to say, he’s quite likely to have lost any interest he might have had in drinking beer and shouting at the TV while watching football or riding his personal watercraft around in circles (and disturbing any semblance of peace in the process), having discovered somewhat more pleasurable, not to mention considerate, pursuits. Or… he can fall to the next level of denial and become something lower than an animal. That’s actually what Satan’s angling for. And I am telling you from real live experience that you really don’t want to go there. He took me all the way down into his dungeon of shame once in the extremely concerted efforts he made to prevent this truth from ever being told by me, who he knew to be his adversary… and I can testify that it’s far beyond the ability of a mortal human being to comprehend how utterly desolate that experience is.
See, the ego complex inevitably leads a man to shame, and Satan is just the guy playing the role of the ego in the drama of the Heart vs. the Sickness of Mind that is taking place (and reaching its conclusion) in this world. And Hell is just shame - it’s a realm of shame that gets created in the Collective Mind by Satan’s very own experience of it, because by this point he has realized what an idiot he is, particularly now that the whistle is being blown on him. I am telling you, when you put a whole bunch of people together who understand that they’ve finally said “no” to love, who realize that they have failed to become what men were designed to be while at the same time awakening to their own immortality, it does turn into a pretty gnarly scene, and I think it goes downhill from there on.
The heart: Amazing how no one has any way of knowing it’s asleep until it gets woken up. But that’s how it is. And only one man out of however many billions successfully wakes it up all by himself with no coaching or instruction from anyone, and this makes him, by definition, the king of the nation of the men who accept the gift of the awakened heart, and a part of the trio of men known in Christianity as “God.”
Brothers, you are not yet fully alive, let alone fulfilled, because your most important sense organ is numb. This is something to be happy about, in my opinion, since what I am saying is that the happiness and fulfillment that has been so elusive is indeed at hand. (I am not a woman so I cannot speak from direct experience, only observation, but I believe that in women the heart (clitoris) is already fully awake and that this is why women are capable of sustaining much greater degrees of ecstasy than mortal men, whose pleasure center is dormant.) Boys, there is a burning sensation inside of your heart and that’s why you don’t go there. I speak from the experience I am in having of awakening this organ. This burning sensation is the broom of the wicked witch in The Wizard of Oz, the penis-envying and Oedipus-complex-inventing witch (think of Nurse Rachet from One Flew over the Cookoo’s Nest, that’s her) called Allah with an agenda of her own (to keep men down and be the deity herself) whose been doing everything she possibly can to keep this all a secret. I am in the process of breaking her spell (which involves, among other things, drinking massive amounts of water) and bringing the broom to the wizard. This means that I am allowing myself to feel, and so heal, the wound, and I am awakening to being a lover of the wizard in the process, because it’s his love hidden within the burning of the wound. This is a total transformation into something entirely other, and infinitely better, than what a mortal man is.
In Tolkein’s trilogy, Frodo carrying the ring back to the fire is also symbolic of the experience of going into the burn of the wound of our separation from God. Frodo is the Christ, he’s the one with the guts and the goodness and the intelligence to understand what needs to be done to overcome the evil curse that has been placed upon men. He’s the one whose job it is to overcome the separation caused by the burning within. He’s the brave one who allows himself to undergo the baptism by fire before anyone else can assure him that it is safe. Thus he is the savior of all men by blazing the trail through the fire at the heart of all darkness and into Heaven that results when a man’s heart is awakened to Love.
This burning is what thwarts a man in his efforts to recover from the fall from happiness that he inherited from his ancestor, the original egomaniac. As a mortal man is rising up out of his fallen (unhappy and unconscious) state and beginning to sense happiness and fullness of life, he soon has the spasm that occurs in order to prevent him from feeling the wound in his heart, and so he falls back down to a place even lower than where he was before. This failure to attain the longed-for happiness drives him toward inevitable death. If you want to learn to have and sustain true ecstasy you must first awaken the heart, which means allowing yourself to feel, and so heal, the burning of the wound deep inside. And you have to learn to love and appreciate the giver of the life and love that you are feeling. This is the simple path out of mortality and unhappiness into immortality and happiness through a restoration of the relationship with Divine Love that was lost in the fall. Soon to begin is a period of mass awakening of the hearts of men that will continue for the next seven years. Either you will say “yes!” to the love and happiness that this will enable you to experience, or you will say no. The choice will be yours, as always in this existence of perfect freedom.
The fact that the heart (glans) of mortal men is asleep limits men’s ability to experience all of his senses. If you shut down the flow of consciousness in order to block one sensation, you are blocking out the energy of experience of all forms of sensation. The result is that mortal men are not feeling the joy that comes from merely existing. Their souls are withdrawn from experience itself. Men have an emptiness that they are trying to fill with anything they can think of, all to no avail because only the Love that men are cut off from can possibly satisfy the hunger that they feel. Men are designed to be lovers and trying to be something that one isn’t will never be fruitful. Potentially immortal and ecstatic men experience suffering, disease and death as a result of this particular exercise in futility, and they bring their women down with them.
As an example of how men are limited by the denial of the heart, men have all accepted the lie that a human being cannot look at the sun. The sun is a pure form of the same energy of consciousness that we are made of, and we are designed with the capability of looking at it. What kind of a god would imagine a world with a light source that is so beautiful to look at but that causes blindness when looked at? This doesn’t sound at all like the perfect-in-every-way creator that I know and love, but rather like a lie that a deity from Hell named Satan would tell. I’ve been practicing looking directly at the sun recently and for increasingly long periods of time, and the onset of blindness has not begun yet. On the contrary, I am noticing that everything is becoming much brighter and more luminescent in my vision as a result of this practice! (You can’t look at the sun until you awaken your heart. There is work to do, this is a major healing and it takes effort.) I am talking about an increase in all human capacities of experience, not just of erotic experience. But the intense erotic experiences of divine love that I refer to are how we extend or increase the limits of intensity of our experience of existence, allowing for an increase in the flow of the energy of consciousness itself in all of our experience. The male human being is essentially an experiencing machine, and if he fails to be that he pretty much becomes a killing and destroying machine. So why not go all the way and experience the fulfillment that comes with fully experiencing life itself?
I am talking about nothing less than the overcoming of a lie and the healing of a disease called mortality. And I am telling you something that I know with a great deal of certainty: you cannot possibly survive this awakening without knowing, appreciating, loving and worshiping the source of the Love that you are capable of feeling, it’s far too overwhelming. You either become a lover of the one who sustains your existence, or you go where Satan is trying to take you…into the realm of eternal denial and death. I highly recommend the option of eternal life and happiness. But you must defy the voice of Satan talking to you from the collective mind that he has so terribly messed up, as well as that of Oedipus, both of whom you currently listen to and obey faithfully (the whole failed idea of one man and one woman loving one another exclusively and having their own little nuclear family is an entirely Oedipal manifestation) and they definitely are going to put up a fight because they really want you to go with them. It makes them feel better about themselves if they can take more people with them into their misery, and they are extremely determined to have you with them.
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