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peter i give you solemn word that i will give you $10,000 the largest tax free gift that i can give,

if you just do EXACTLY as i ask, whatever i ask, between now and the deadline for your ad beginning:

#1 save EVERY SHRED OF EVIDENCE that i am providing in the form of voice mails and e- mails and phone calls. SAVE THE VOICE MAILS I SEND YOU ON A CD IF AT ALL POSSIBLE., i have my own record of the e mails on AOL and my own computer

this is all predicted in CODE hidden in LUKE chpter seven, this is the solution to one of the most subtle Koans anyone has EVER solved, given to me IN A DREAM ABOUT !) YEARS AGO<<<< a VERY VERY MAJOR MIRACLE IS TAKING PLACE HERE.

when i say "Ptarmigan" use "the partridge in a pear tree" as substitute her name.
when i say "joe whinney" use "the alcohol god named Satan" as a substitite for his name.

ALWAYS USE THE ENTIRE PHRASE AS GIVEN

any instruction that i give that contrdicts an instruction that as far as YOU are concerned YOU received earlier EVEB IF I SENT IT LATER, the one you received later pre-empts'i say the preceding to avoid ANY confusion on your part, that is all, dont second guess this never mind the sequence of events regarding when i GAVE the instruction UNLESS I SPECIFIALLY SAY "this instruction pre-empts such and such an earlier inbstruction"

for example, if i said, OK call joe, "satan" after giving you the previous instruction in this e mail to call him the alcohol god named satan, this new instruciton would supercede since it came LATER in this e mail, unless i say " call joe whinney the alcohol god named satan IN SPITE OF any other instruction that FOLLOWS this instruction contained in this email.

i am giving you specific instructions,,, just DO YOUR LEVEL BEST TO FOLLOW to the best of your ability,,, if you make a mistake it will be what was meant to happen, so dont WORRY about making a mistake, just DO YOUR VERY BEST TO BE IMPECCABLE in following my instructions

YOu are probably either a freemason or a jesuit by nature, even if in this lifetime you have not been told this,
this is why you are getting this instrution from me.because you have been trained to be 100% trustworthy, obedient and confidential - on pain of death - in previous lifetimes with respect to the busting of the evil human beings who will be brought to justive in the coming days, especially the woman who i believe probably was responsible for a terrible crime,

the burning of Joan of Arc at the stake for NO GOOD REASON during the time when EDWARD king of england invaded europe to route BABYLON from the roman catholic church


this is the knights templar / crusades having their moment of victory peter, of the HONEST and their TRIUMPH over the DISHONEST,
and congratualtations on YOUR very important ROLE
that YOU NO DOUBT VOUNTEERED FOR before you incarnated as one of JACOBS 144,000 male descendants - and a very important one - know as the nation of Israel, the ARMY of MARS/ Sun TZu/ pontifex maximus, his Holiness the Black Pope who was famously COnstantine

the black plague occurred at exactly the time that Rome, that is the Rawat family, reasserted power in europe to take it back from the babylponians who ruled through the church throughout the dark agfes.
and joan of arc was a mmember of Edwards family,,, she was captured an d burned under purely FALSE pretenses. perhaps while on her way to a story book wedding in spain.. this is a miracle that you are pariticpating in because i am chanellling hugely important information gleaned through entirely INTIUTIVE MEANS... i am sending this email NOW a t 8:20 everything that follows this was wrtitten BEFORE this PS insertion,,, bot that i matters, but i am sending NOW at 8:20 thanks peter,,, more soon,,

this e mail is ONE PAGE OF AD if i can get it, verbatim, with the appropirate editorial insertions to conceal the names of the people named who live in seattle. eg ptarmigan and joe.


#2 sell me as many pages as you can, up to 7 pages and I will pay the stranger up to double, IF IT SEEMS Reasonable to you for whatever reason, for each of the six extra pages, i REALLY want to do what you can to get me seven and exactly seven pages in total, one plus six you know what i mean.,

#3 trust that if i can only have the ONE PAGE that i will KNOW that i was MEANT to have ONE ever since NEIL YOUNG PUT the number of pages in this ad in the bible code.

#4 i will pay any additional expenses that you deem reasonable whether to you, the stranger or to ANYOne UP TO another $10 in order to oblige this request, even if these means that i pay double for six ads plus the whole 10k to the strranger.

#5 in order to get the 10K gratuity you MUST be impeccable in doing exactly as i ask, this is the rapture and you are playing a role...

6 call me immediately and let me know by phone and e mail if there is anything that you cannot oblige,

7 i will have instrucitons for EXACTLY what i want you to do about joe whinnney's name IF l publishing it is a problem for the paper, which i assume it would be, by the END OF TOday, and probably by 930 this momrnig either by e mail or phone... i do NOT expect or even WANT the stranger to publish his name.

8 i probaly want to meet face to face and am happy to compensate the stranger ifor you time if meeting with an important ad customer is not something that they can allot your time to do.

call me as soon as you have read this. if i dont aanswer, dont leave a message i will ONLY be looking to see that i missed your call.. i want a record on my phone of the time when you called after reading this, that is all, so its likely i wont answer. so hang up when the ovice mail comes on.

if you have something to say or ask other than "I GET THE PICTURE," feel free to leave a mesage, but ALSO send an e mail, i am MORE LIKELY to reply to an e mail than a call, but DO CALL if you have anything to say or ask other than just the call that says that you have read this and agree to assist me under the terms that i will give you 10 grand if you do YOUR BEST within REASON to oblige everything i say AS WELL AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. dont second me, do EXACTLY what i say and nothing else, for example if i say i want the text of the ad to say verbatim my phone message plus whatever intro, then don not ad anything OTHER THAN whatever disclaimer the stranger wants, eg. the usual "paid advert..."

THANKS!

i am busting the wickedest of the wicked witches

her name is ptarmigan Teal. you know her or susan ernsdorff or anyone by the name of TEAL or ERNSDORFF??? if you do then this is AMAZING on, but you doing this makes you a very important person in the scheme of things that is recounted in the story Lord of the Rings.

this is the ONLY source anywhere of a clue to the identity of the most evil man who ever walked the face of this earht,,, Soren Kierkegaard, who was an incarnation of "Satan" the inventor of the alcohol still, who is presently incarnated as my "partner" in the chocolate co. that he knew from day one was the dream of the christ to have a chocolate co in the
"terence Mckenna memorial temple of the archaic revival,"

the archaic revival manifest on planet earth, the ffulfillment of the lord of the rings and mckennas predictions about the end of the "dominator" society associated with alcohol, and the emergence of the "partnership" society associated very specificALLY WITH psilocybin, cannabis, amanita muscaria, syrian rue, and every psychedlic drug that "remedy" or andrew weil would categorize as "good." or "worth using"

THANK YOU:

I LOVE YOU PETER

really i will give you 100K if you want it, but i will INSIST that you accept 10K for helping me in the way that i ask...

more within one hour. thanks.

note: neilrawat is neil young and i cc'd this to him...

this e mail would be ONE PAGE of SEVEN

LU #7

7 pages of stranger ad if i can get it,

luke chapter 7 probably contains code specifically about this ad whether ONE or SEVEN pages.

Lu #7
Luke chapter 7

its a dream I had a few years ago while sleeping with Joan of Arc, who is my Aunt Sea, who is a sort of nemesis of Ptarmigan Teal, who
HATES the intelligent woman who is the composite of pipi longstockings and Mrs Piggle wiggle susan ernsdorff rawat, who is Sea Green in Greendale.\ the most perfectly intelligent woman on earth in a way that men who are engineers would admire, and she is a CHILD hearted WOMAN

and ptarmigan teal HATES her with a passion unparalleled.

she is ptarmigans nemesis, and she is busted and this is all in code in the english version of the king james bible in luke chapter seven according to clues given to me by daivid icke, neil young, and many other rawat archangels etc.


we are busting ALL Of the worst enemies of the HOLY FAMILY of the roman pantheon depicted as the green family tree on neil youngs web site, all of whom i can make very intlelligent guesses as to the current identities of, half of whom more or less live in seattle

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& end of e mail, but i inserted this in the e mail AFTER i posted the forgoing:

"sent in 8:25 minute...on my computer clock... hallelujah the wicked witch will very soon be most certainly dead as the munchkins might say.... "

i sent the peter e mail to neal and Ptarmigan teal and jeffersonf thats me.. from there i will foward to bokworm and my lawyer walt maas who i suspect had been informed and or is under close survelllanve as an important nation of israel person involved in bringing in GOG AND MAGOG< ptarmigan teal and martin roth, the slimiest pair of criminals in history,,, ptarmigan is a parasite who steals from men using manipulations, secrecy, jealousy, guilt and other manipulative machinations TAUGHT to her by her Mentor martin roth.

where the hell is SID GENETTE< is he really missing all of this:????? what an idiot,,a nd peter too, these guys could be a part of this if they had beeen willing to even look at the bright light of the sun that jesus clearly said that a man MUST BE ABLE TO LOOK AT, and even though i told the world i stared at the sun on a regular basis for substantial amounts of time, even sid genette refused to look at the bright light of Jeff Fairhall;s existence in his midst, unlike a "Punk" name Jake who, in spite of his humility is MORE ROYAL than sid and is PROBABLY A RAWAT ARCHANGEL who is NOT SHOWN ON THE green family tree simply beacuase Kenny ramer is THE ONLY ONE OF MANY SONS OF BOB SEIGEL AKA PLUTO darth vadar the father of the coolest of the cool the cops supreme, the archangels, and i will guess that william morris and aaron, friend of kenny are archangels along with JAKE and Frank sinatra john leee and quite possibly ed BABB



AS prince racuven once said to me, to paraphrase "he does have sons" the wonderful family of the coolest of the cool the team of archangels who include wallace stegner, wendell berry gary "nab that hen" nabhan and the whole menagerie of people that i will just say fall into the "wallace stegner's angle of repose tribe" , berry, satish kumar, kent wheely, the macarthur grant tribe that includes wes jackson and JOHN TEAL , yvonne chousnard and the esprit guy named thompkins, peter mattheisen, yale lewis ( the preceeding were probably BOTH on the lewis and clark expiedititioon and are my best guess as to the identities of lewis and clark)

AND MANY MORE OF THE men whom I JEFF fairhall admire the most in this world, all of whom have had a particularly important mission of being a part of the greatest KOAN i have solved yet,

the GOG AND MAGOG Koan, and whoeever made that one up, eido roshi, david icke or wallace steger or franklin jones whoever it was, whoever you are, i wanna get in your dokusan line and stay there as long as it takes to bow and our feet with the greatest of respect and just download a strream of consciousness of unparalleled brilliance in the history of the very idea of the KOAN/

it 8:48 gonna take a breakkkk,,, probably will get outside sometime soon, i do se 933 at the chocolate factory as a possible time and place and might even DRIVE there in spite of LEAVe thE DRIVING TO US<<< if i DO drive there, in spite of leave he driving to us, it will be bcause it was always meant to be, even if there is no elicopter there to RESCUE ME FROM BABYLON, the home of GOG and Magog, allah and the antichrist, templte preist and tovallah ramer, "goldie" bookworm (sort of lives in PT) penguin cat woman, joker riddler and many many other babylonian villians king tut mr freeze they all live in seattle because seattle is babylon is gotham city,,,

kind of solved the gotham city koan there...


I MAILED THE AD AFTER POSTING IT VERBATIM HERE IN THE 825 minute... of nov 7



history in the making LU#7 refers todays date among other things including luke chpter 7 and susans identity as joan of arc... this is amazing..

its a miraculous thing, as neil said in greendale,,, i hope susan is ALREADY with you, or that she will be with US soon... i LOVE MY AUNT SEA AND ALWAYS HAVE>>>>>>



round and round and round we spin,

to weave a wall to hem us in

IT WONT BE LONG

IT WONT BE LONG

before i am with my father neil young and my father/grandfather, the Holy SPirit, Brahma, Jupiter, Arius, Prem Rawat, the most glorious of all men, to whom that whole tribe that i call the Stegner tribe that includes lewis and clark who i believe are yale lewis and peter matheiseen (who was with ptarmigan and saw her do something with powdered milk while John Teal and co were captureing the first wild musk oxen and CHarlies kuralt stood by narrating the documentary taht i saw that gave me a clue about peter matheisen and this idea that i have that powdered milk may be in his memory of htat trip in association with the WICKED WITCH named Ptarmigan Teal who is INDEED faced with a terrible plight,

whether to fly south in winter or turn white,, and like Wendell said to her, "I'm not your father Ptarmigan" and you are not going to suck his or my or ANY OF YOUR VICTIMS LIFE ENERGY YOU MISERABLE parasite you!!!!

go to HELL ptarmigan TEAL you hater of goodness IN BOTH MEN AND WOMEN

no one hates goodness itself like the birdhauss keeper who is faced with a terrible plight.

this is the intro to the email that i sent peter which i forwaded to walt maas
hi walt,

i just want to have a record of having forwarded this to you.

you dont need to read, just save it, not that this even matters other than for the sake of respecting me, for I have the record that i wanted that i sent this to you anyway,]

the most evil man ever to live was Soren Kierkegaard, who was Joe Whinney in a precious incarnation... this is alluded to in only ONE place in the public domain, the character of "Sauron" in the Lord of the Rings, and i am predicting that tolkein himself will say that i am the only person EVER to figirue this out and that he KNOWS i am the christ because i have been saying this.

tolkein will be resurrected and will speak to the whole world about the genius with which i unlocked the greatest "koans" or riddles of all time, the identities and crimes of the worst criminals in all of history, the Babylonians among whom "gog and magog" are two of the worst, right up there will allah and cain and satan and nurse rachet,,, these people seem to come in pairs.

i believe that i am busting a bad criminal, the person responsible for among other crimes the murder by burning at the stake of Joan of Arc, one of the most horrible and unfogivable crimes against a perfectly good and honest human being ever commited

i am saying she was susan ernsdorff and that Ptarmigan Teal was the one who burned her,

i am confident in saying that "gog and magog" are ptarmigan teal and martin roth

in case you do not know this already, which i am of the belief that you DO KNOW THIS already,
neilrawat@yahoo.com is for sure, no doubt about it, an email address used by Neil Young, the Father of the HOly Trinity..

thanks for everything, once again, walt,
see you


jeff

e mail to walt prefacing the forwarded copy of the peter email.. peter... hmmmm.... peter..... hmmm..

i thought peter was james kennedy.. well this is maybe another peter, but this peter could easily be someone as important as THE peter, but its hard to ebelive that its NOT james kennedy at this point,,, just sharing a though..
hi walt,


here is something i just posted on my web site that i would like you to read if you have a moment,, i wont be bothering you by asking you to read anything else, at least i dont have this intention at this time, since i post EVERYTHING that i consider of potential significance on my site,,, thanks againl something quite important is NO DOUBT is taking place at this time,, the rapture, in some sense of the true meaning of the word is in progress, i am busting gog and magog, and i have NEVER had ANY IDEA who they are... until i just sort of knew that they were last night while tripping of psilocybin

ptarmigan teal my forner bakery partner, the ugliest human being on earth in my humble opinion, and martin roth, my former essential foods san francisco partner, who is the ugliest MAN on earth in my humble opinoin.

i believe that GOG and MAGOG are the worst man and the worst woman ever to live in this world BY DEFINITION, and that these are martin and ptarmigan who both have had their parasitic FANGS in me for all of my life and then some, going back deep into the past,

everything i said about walt maas being a "perfect master" lasyt year during the great exposion of truth that occured aorund the time i realized neil young's identity is more or less true.

i now believe that BEFORE i get in or on any flying bird like things -

including the GIANT BIRD THAT WAS SITED BY MANY PEOPLE FLYING OVER coastal SE alaska (alluded to by DANGERBIRD) and the picture of the Krishna bird i saw at the krishna camp at last years rainbow gathering and that is alluded to in the picture of sun green riding on the back of the eagle in the greendale BOOK, this bird being a manifestation of Prem RAWAT as a raptor, its HIS imaginaiton after all, why NOT, he's into flight as is evidenced not only by his status as a highly respected man of impeccablle reputation in the community of people who fly their own airplanes, but also by the prliferation of CROP CIRCLES and UFO phenonena in recent years as well as the abunadance of flying objects in the stories of the ancient Hindu epics which HE IS THE INVENTOR and author of respectively

- i will CRASH DOWN TO EARTH through the ROOF of the TEMPLE in the metaphysical enactment of the landing of the knid frying great glass elevator that is also alluded to by the phrase "bringing down dinner"

i believe that walt maas is probably a zen master of great importance, one who has SOLVED many a KOAN.

just a hunch

one question that i know not the answer to is whehter walt aved all of the voice mails that i left him, and if not why not,

and the other i have is, has walt been contacted by a rawat and given instruction, and if so, then when?

i am inclined to say yes, and that i may have happened a while back, possibly scott svensons and the manis and other VERY HIGH INTEGRITY men who i know through my professional life possibly incluing Bruce Callow the location of whose office in MY CENTER is not lost on NEIL ... no WAY!!!!!!!

for sure, neil and prem rawat have some sort of record themsleves of EVERYTHING I SAID, every sound i made on a series of very interesting phone messages that i left on the voice mail of walt maas around thanksgiving last year.

martin roth turned me on the the european fruit juice brand that includes "bilberry juice" are there any amateur KOAN solvers that want to work onthe "bilberry koan" for a while before i give the easy and obvious answer... this one would be a good one for any women to play with since it is so easy

i wanted to tell baby snowleppard what was happening, i just told her that i was having an important experience involving the realization that ptarmigan , whom she knows well, is a criminal and palmo is like "never call me again, leave me alone dont come see me, etc etc." she is SO vulnerable to HEAT in a manner of speaking, that i think it is related to the HOT WATER incident of nurse rachet, and susan's aversions to my truth may relate to her own burning at the stake at the hands of ptarmigan

believe me, i am not worried about palmo at the moment knowing that HH the Dalai Lama is in SF.. not to mention DR Bertolami who i remain of the belief is probably skull and bones though i say this in complete ignorance of any affiliation he may or may not have ever had with Yale Universityl

if i knew he had NOT been at yale i would probably believe that i am WRONG about skull and bones,

but i do want to point out my knowledge that CHENEY spent a brief period at yale nad left,,, probably got his marching orders from Skull and BOnes and went right to work without attending yale and bertolami could be in this same category.

his holiness is in my mind affiliated with skull and bones, through past CIA connections that are known and published, though he is probably not a member as a "holiness" but his mission in the world no doubt has MANY ties to important skull and bones members,,,, right Poppy????? or john Kerry????

speaking of JFK the second, i have said to many people on different occaisions both recently and last year during the explosion around thanksgiving, that i would be made wealthy so to speak specifically by a gift from the wife of JFK 2, libby heinz if that is thee wrong name forgive me, somehow i had a feeling that she has money because she is high royalty and that my expeirence may have been of some kind of great relief to him and to her as his wife,,, pure intuition, but it is similar to the sense that i have that the W hotel is called the W hotel because of what happened the ONE night i ever stayed in the W hotel and got a wee bit upset about the ordeal i went through in order to buy an $1800 bottle of cognac from that peice of crap hotel that to me is just a glorified holiday inn whose main distinction as a hotel of more than the number of stars that it is worthy of being the ALCOHOL component of the place, the BAR is really trendy

i'll take the stodgy temple of the Fairmont Olympic, in spite of having been kicked out for having pislocybin in my room than the alcoholic W hotel which i really hated with a passion that night and still do.,,, they are right across SENECA street from onbe another...

interesting... my e mails to walt are bouncing back to me undeliverable.. it couldnt be possible that he would have left karr tuttle without letting me know.

i just sent this to Neil,,, i cant send an e mail to palmo right now, and myt e mails to my lawyer are boucing back to me

i'm getting a message i have never seen before that i cant even TRY to send this,.,, amazing.

hi honey i love you please just think about these two sentence honey: YOu have been in a relationship with me for four years, and for about two and one half, more than half of our time together, i have persisted in saying i am the christ without EVER doubting myself for one moment. It would be totally INSANE for YOU YOU YOU to not expect me to say a few things that are difficult to hear, but you have nevertheless continued to love me throughout this time BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS been good, kind, gentle, loving, respectful, considerate, etc, etcl with you.. i have been REALLY good to you honey thanks for reading this hon, i love you more than anyone else I have ever spoken with in a conversation hon,,, YOU. i cc'd this e mail to neil young honey, maybe you should try e mailing him and see what he says,,, i'm gonna forward to you the last e mail that he sent me that i got yesterday of the day before i know he loves you too honey, just like i do, because he is my father and you are my mother,so think about asking him what he thinks about what i said to you today.. thanks baby love,your papatiger

i did not bother to reformat this. bakc to the BILBERRY JUICE in my NEARLY OVERFLOWING bathtub with my coffee makes jug filled with the swollen, fully rehydrated P. Cyanenesis mushrooms that are probably the most i have ever used to make tea for myself alone, the biggest dose sinve the feast last year...

i am shaking but calm. 10:03 am.

the bilberry juice is "bionature" brand it says hand piicked mountain grown bilberries and the picture makes them look like what we call serviceberries around here, neil can tell you that i ate MASSIVE MASSIVE amounts of bilberrries hiking form holden village up to lyman lake, alongside heart lake i beleive they we esspecially thick, with helen and my mom and he will even tell you that this is the ONLY time i have ever gone backpacking wiht my mom,,, a clue ot the bilberry KOAN?>>>>

i hope neil is playing along with this one for my sake,,, the product is called "Organic bibberry nectar, and the only capital letter is indeed the "O" all else is small case,, this is a rawat product like wasa and the snyder pretzel, but thats not the whole story of this KOAN by any stretch of an alcoholics non imagination,,, the only other corollary question i have for you wannabe KOAN solvers is this:, did martin ever pick up on this KOAN himself, the one who turned me on to this very product>??

i am not positive yet that this KOAN is not at least as miraculous as the Zippy tri part, and i want to at least figure out WHO made up this KOAN, so hang on,,, my first guess is Fred Kirshcenmann, for reassons that itself should make for a good KOAN....

"Here's another clue for you all, the walrus was paul"

hey neil,, i want you to tell whomever you are with, whenever you read this that i asked this:

"is grandpa green still proud of Sun Green???"

not that i dont know the answer, but i just htought it'd be fun to ask...

love you.

i have my own guess for who the author of the Organic bilberry nectar Koan, welll i have about four, but i will wait an hour and then start naming one per hour, as long as i know i am not leaving her, and before i leave here i will name all of my guesses in order as to WHO invented this KOAN.

OK, so here is some of the verbage form the juice, beginning with the place named as the SOURCE:

Balogna (Italy)

OK, the "Here's another clue for you all, the walrus was paul" KOAN is the EASIEST KOAN i have named as a KOAN, and if Lennon is there is the ROOM, i want the YOUNGEST GIRL, and then the OLDEST woman from whatever tribe if there is such a thing, that princess DIANA would have been a member of to answer this KOAN... cool? and if no ROYALTY are present then NEIL can name a young girl and an old woman to make a crack at it, or else just the youngest and oldest girl as the third choice, and if not, then just the youngest and oldest man who care to take a shot, who are not and have never been someone you could associate in any way as being a KOAN answerer,,,

coool???

i will let NEIL tell you what other verbage on the bilberry bottle is significant in MY opinion, which probably would concur with his own, if he is able to focus his attention over the next ten minutes while i sit in the tub,

and here is another KOAN for you all, and i bet John lennon would be a person very likely to be able to solve it fastesr,

WHY would i RATHER let Neil tell you than myself exactly WHY I would rather let him tell you what i deem significant or worth reading, shall we say, to you, form the bilberry juice label..

ha, this fantastic, and i just wanna say li love all of the people who are experiencing pleasure in witnessing the most psychedelic person on earth, with two exceptions, demonstrate his thinking on line in real time like this..

every single one is very dear to me, because i have not enjoyed this kind of friendship from ANYONE but the three people i had dinner wiht hteh other nifhgt at the hunt club...
In a message dated 11/7/2005 2:04:26 P.M. Pacific Standard Time, bob@msfseattle.com writes:

brother, now is just not a good time. peace



yeah no problem brother, no problem at all,,

i hope my friendly note didn't disturb your peace,

i just love you and i understand that you have duties

but i did want you to know that i am 100% over my confusion about you.

i know you and i know you are good to the core of who you are. being merkle's partner just might be more important that being my friend at this time, and if so i sort of get it, and i love you even if i am not completely sold on the major top ten leading global justice whatchamacallit...

i KNOW something brother, and its this: when "sun" and prince Rauven go their separate ways, its usually just for a little while, before they get back to being hobbits together and i know a little hobbit house up in whistler, maybe mckenna hangs out there, and i think i may run into you there sometime and if i do it will be the happiest moment since that night at the hot springs.


peace and honesty are my game, and i love you

The I wanna be with Arias poem email Koan
please come and get me before i fly away from here

i want to be with the whole family

i know it will all happen as planned,

but i feel like i dont want to leave right now.

anyway, i am wishing to be with Him soon

and of course you too, but the image i now have

become convinced is the true Arias

is so irresistible for me now,

he is so much what I would see "Daniel's"

father would look like, or i suppose

you could say his eternal grandfather,

i am being overcome with the need as what it is that i am

to be with my father Arias very soon, i dont want to leave seattle

but i cant let her down, and maybe greendale IS half moon bay


i wouldnt be surpsied if oscar yale lewis the first second and third all have been members of skull and bones in some lifetime, for YALE the third, prbably his previous, but his dad could be skull and bones in this life.