really the more i think about it, the more it seems like the truth to say that zix is really what this is ALL ABOUT. It's about justice. It's about fairness, It's about correctness, It's about intelligence. All we need is the intelligence to know everything that there is to know, to share information, to be honest and straightforward, to be what we have agreed to be. We need to be in alignment with Jefferson's Declaration of Independence with its "unalienable rights to life, liberty and the pursuit of HAPPINESS" anyone who, when you get right down to it, cannot support the spirit of Jefferson, who would prefer to deprive others of their unalienable rights, who prefers alcoholic fascism to psychedelic freedom, who'ld rather live in a world with fences everywhere than one with no fences, who prefer secrecy, deceptions, lies, cheating, etc., is not going to be participating in the thing called Heaven, which is in a very real sense what occurs when human beings all recognize one anothers sovereignty as human beings and respect appropriate codes of conduct between one another as sovereigns,
todd boyle has the idea of the device that is the be all end all device for establishing identity and for making records of transactions. he's been puzzling on this for years, he always returns to the matter of the device, and he is someone important in my opinion to the development of the most intelligent possible system of transaction record keeping. Todd is a super genius with very clear ideas about what is the most intelligent appriach to even thinking about the issues involved in economic transaction.
i believe the optimal technology probably already exists, and i can imagine that todd boyle has come closer to imagining some of the core parts of what zix is and how it works. a lot of the basic components of zix have been envisioned by the people i have been mentioning. chris cook has good ideas about doing away with the whole idea of debt and working with "temporary equity" as an alternative to debt. onwership of enterprise is something that theoretically fluctuate from day to day depending on how much any one risk taker has at risk relative to others. Anyone who has assets at risk is in the same position, there is no dichotomy of the investor/owner vs creditor there is no such thing as lender. if you put resources at risk, you are an owner proportionate to the resources you put at risk. money lending is a lie, really, and in Heaven there is no money lending. There's just a big debtors prison called Hell where you work off your debts by playing a part in the generation of soma.
henry george has really good ideas and i believe that jeffrey smith is henry george, certainly he is the one person who is carrying the george torch. his idea is that users of the commons must compensate the collective for the use of the commons, and that this is the only form of taxation. basically he argued that all land shold be considered owned by the collective and rented at fair market value from the collective. He calls it a land tax, but i suppose what i am saying has the same effect. land is leased form the crown, who owns it all. the collective needs to be fairly compensated for any use of the commons. i believe george argued that if everyone was given a fare portion of the spoils that a few people are taking from the collective, that it could amount to everyone receiving their basic living from the taqxes collected for the use of the commons.
really the Crown should own everything that is collective, he's sovereign and he owns everything, and he sells access to the commons at auction in a very open manner. Everything is known by everyone, there are no backroom deals, no favors being given secretly to some and not to others. everything has to be perfectly fair.
money is credit. money is just IOUs, though money as it is today in the world is nothing at all, really, IOUs that say "IOU $100 payable in the form of another IOU for $100." its very tenuous.
money is really an illusion, we have to get real. what is real is the honest truth about where a person stands in terms of his giving and taking. is he taking more than giving? if so they will reach some wort of credit limit that says that they have reached whatever their own limit of net taking, and needs to start giving back.
everyone has a net of taking and giving. and everyone needs to stay wihin agreed upon limits of net taking.
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joe left behind the october 9, 2005 NY Times which i have been using to light fires the past couple of days. this particular issue on section 4 page 1 has this article by someone named david d kirkpatrick called The Crisis of the Bush Code and it has a picture that suggests Bush's speech contains a Bible COde. I wonder, is it possible that the words than come out of a presidents mouth particularly in this moment in time code actually contain bible code type code pertaining to events happening in this time?
Neil must be aware of this article and might have something to say about it. perhaps the article itself contains a code pertaining to my making note of the article on this website.
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All transactions must be public. There can be NO secrets of a financial nature. human beings are not meant to compete, and zix is just about establishing the most FAIR protocols that will enable success and flourishing of human culture.
imagine a small hand held electronic device that each person has that contains their identity that basically works as a time stamp for any sort of transaction where it is agreed that one person is giving and one is taking something that both parties agree is of monetary value. they can swap a single record ot a transaction and this becomes immemorialized forever it become something called a memory.
"Jeff gives $40 value to Todd." a record of this transaction is entered into some kind of central intelligence agency where it simply exists forever as a record that on such and such a date, time, location, Jeff gave something to Todd that both parties agree was worth four pounds of chocolate or $40 or whatever the denomination of value yeardstick is being employed. Jeff is credited with $40 (AR) and Todd is debited $40 (AP).
Every participant in zix has a credit limit within the community, an amount that the net balance of their credits and debits must be above.
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i am not sure in this moment whether or not the following statement is true, but i tend to believe at this time that it is and this is an official, if slightly premature dokusan, with the MAHA ROSHIs. this could easily be the most important thing i have ever said:
Satan is "BILLY" from one flew over the cookoos nest. He is NOT the culprit, he is a victim of the culprit his MOTHER NURSE RACHET!!!!!!
if in reality i am SAVING joe WHINNEY from his mother, nurse rachet along with the rest of us who i am saving from that terrible mother of mine or his whoever it is, the most evil demon of all time, so evil as to have been in diquise in the entire mytholgy known as JUdeo CHristianity but is alluded to perfectly clearly in On e Flew Over the Cookoos Nest and the WIzard of Oz.
if i ajm saving joe whinney who is Billy, which is why i was so sure that one in a billiopn bill had volunteered to take on the bodyy of joe whinney. if this is true, nurse rachet joe whinney's mother is a TERRIBLE CRIMINAL beyond aything that i have desribed with respect to satan, ptarmagog or martin roth. others may be complicit and i am not at all sure that joe is one, he may be playing a terribly difficult role in helping me cathc the real criminal who is the woman who lives somewhere in PA, joeph p whinney's real live mother.
god help us and save us ftom nurse rachet,, i am rooting her out of my bgody right now!!!!
hallelujah!!! maybe joe whinney WAS SHROOM MAHARAJi like i was SOOOOO darned sure that he was. if he is this is an incredible incredible miracle.
i feel like i am going to explode, i am shaking but i know i will be OK,, but something incredible is happening to me.
there is tons more i could say, but i just dont want to tyope right now so anything i say is VERY imoortant to me to say, and i will start with this:
Earl Green, whatever happens tonight, i'm just gonna sit tight, i wont go any further than the convenient store if i need to, probably for water or wood or both if i do, so i will be right here, sitting tight, with my head on your shoulders you as Earth Brown, and i am going to leave the driving to you guys. whatever is happening is very colorful i can say that right now... welcome back to the ether. wow. holy cow.
hly cow batman, its all getting kind of colorful and my body feels strange, what do you think Batman ????
said ROBIN, that's me,., like i said a long time ago, tee hee, and ne ways, i got the bat mobile to prove it, never mind "the dusty white eldorado" its the NEON MAXIDON named by my sweet lover quill! how ethereal... i ma in the bardo now baby for real!!!!!! for real!!!!!! for sure !!!!!! i busted the witch!!!!!! she's a gonner she's a melting already!!!!! yipee hip hip horayy!!!!!!! and i will most certainly endure this flatulant discharge!!!! this most perfect of farts!!!!!!!!!!! after this mornings more perfect sweet semming mushy chind like turd! exactly as pjanned from since so long ago,!!!! i should probably go!!!!
e mails sent in the past hour or so:
dear joe
attempting to understand the human condition to the utmost of my abilities has led me to the following conclusion; you and probably a number of other people who i have made accusations against, including POSSIBLY, but not certainly, tom fairhall, though his situation in nevertheless very different from your own in my view at this time one way or another, as i see it, are a VERY GOOD PERSON and i have returned to a belief that you are indeed the reincarnation of "shroom maraji" aka Shri Maharaj ji, the fahter of Prem Rawat, a MOST HONORABLE PERSON who as a perfect son of :"Arius" grandpa green have taken on a VERY challenging and important role in this life time as the archangel (in some sense) who volunteered to play the role of the son "Billy" of Nurse Rachet who is your mother, the one who lives somewhere in PA, who is also Satan, Sauron and Kierkegaard and even Tolkein might not have known that you were really a good guy. if what i have said to you hear is even approximately accurate, then i cannot wait to be with you again to tell you THANKS! and begin the celebration that is coming and that will revolve around OUR chocolate factory PS i realized yesterday that "MRS See" of Mrs See's is "Aunt Sea" who is Aunt SUe Susan Ernsdorff in her previous incarnaton. and that Warrne Buffet has been safeguarding this rawat family business with perfect impeccability since about 1972 and he LOVES the compnay... get ready to party JOE WHINNEY "Shroom marajiI LOVE YOU hallellujah!!!!
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to neil, cc'd my mom edie F.
never noticed the name associated here with someone who will help me From: Bob Schmengee someone_who_will_help_you@yahoo.com never noticed that... perhaps the someone who helped me is someone i dont have any idea who it is but is the person who acutally SENT the e mails to me, whether or not he acutally was the original author maybe he is bob murphy, husband of dora, dale and alan's father, on whose floor i peed as a kid because i was afriad to interrupt him while in the shower of the one bathroom in the house and for wahtever reason because i was too dim to just go outside.and PEE FREELY in the HUGE AND PRIVATE EXPANSE OF THEIR YARD,,, any chance that EDITH fairhall or even "auntie Dora" murphey want to accept even a tiny bit of responbsibility for my shame at having peed my pants and stained the muphey famliy floor shaming myself before BOB MURPHEY in particular because my mom and auntie had both had this BAD IDEA that came NOT FROM EITHER OF THEM but from NURSE RACHET joe whinney's mom in her present incarnation said BAD IDEA being the idea called "POTTY TRAINING" in which the target of the flow of pee from my little phallus was to be THE TOILET as opposed to THE GRASS, or THE TREE or THE BUSHES or DALE MURPHEY or WHATEVER as long as it was OUTSIDE of hte house somewhere anywhere but GOD FORBID!!!!!!! not into a filthy ceramic fixture in a disgusting room inside the house called the BATHROOM!!! i love you bob murphey and thank you for helping me get over my shame at having peed all over your floor for NO GOOD REASON but SOLELY BECAUSE two women, one named Edith and another named DORA believed in a lie that another GOOD WOMAN like EDITH AND DORA, this one named PALMO. did NOT fall for namely the LIE originated by a woman called nurse rachet that BOYS MUST ALWAYS DIRECT THE FLOW OF THEIR PEE INTO A HIDEOUS AND SINISTER INVENTION CALLED A TOILET! I HATE IT and as CHIEF in one flew over the cookoos nest i vow NEVER EVER AGAIN IF I CA HELP IT to either PEE or SHIT into a porcelain seating device resembling a sick sort of thrown (i hope the reader can appreciate the "accidental" double entendre of this TYPO that i did not notice until i proof read this copy of hte original e mail, if you cannot see the work of magister Ludi in this little typo, the i would suggest you continue to puzzle on the rapture KOAN, the same one i have been working on for about the ONE YEAR since i read the WILLIE WONKA SEQUEL that is about the rapture itself and that transpires in the story in ONE LONG DAY, there you go!!!! ) that is the invention of the most terrible person ever to live, joe whinneys mom.
***** to neil:
i will go to work now on 1) my body my cell number if you need to know it is 1206 xxx-xxxx i believe (as defined) that you know this, but i tell you anyway, just in case i would LOSE hat $100,00 bet that i have just said I WOULD MAKE if offered. i love you! i expect to be feeling you more strongly than ever before in our love making acts that we regularly indulge in together sometime in the next lets just say "zix hours" bye bye its time to go zixy with my father or fathers depending upon whether Arius,or possibly even Jay Greeen will be joining us and whether i am sensitive enough to sense either of their presence in the experience, i just know for sure that i will be able to feel you.. this is what i can say honestly that i believe most truly - that you and not arius is the willie wonka that i as charlie can feel myself wonking with most clearly and unambiguously when i wonk my own willie believing that others are doing so at the same time "with me"
ditto
as a further point of utmost clarification for the record as of 1:22 PMNovember 16 2012 i consider that the rapture has occurred and that there is peace in the land ready to explode because DING DONG both wicked witches are touroghly busted and if not dea yet, on their way out. and for the record, with regard to you saying to me "purge satan from the temple" i understand "SATAN" to mean, as intended in some sense by YOU, either the effects or the influence of both ALCOHOL AND PHARMACETICAL DRUGS, NOT JUST alcohol and also any residual effect of the necesasry ROLE PLAYING that JOE WHINNEY HAS SO BRAVELY PLAYED as someone pretending for both his and my sakes and that of everyone else right on up to Arius himself to be SATAN / SAURON / Kierkegaard when in fact he is Shri maharaj ji playing the very very very challenging role of JOSEPH P WHINNEY the son fo nurse rachet who is an archangel of the highest order, if not something even higher if there is something higher that he could possibly be, which would of course be a son of arius in some sense of being a rawat in the green family tree somewhere. 1) my own body
2) from 3400 phinney
ditto
and i mean 1) my body 2) 3400 phinney and 3) this house IN THAT ORDER OF PRIORITY everything i say to you is just my BEST DOKUSAN utterance at the time that i utter it, whether with ny mouth or this ket board, and whether i send to you or post on my site or both, how ever i expressmyself, i am in DOKUSAN as a sincere student in the most devout and sincere relaitonship to the roshi of the moment, whehter you, arius, adi da,or anyone else, with the utmost respect and sincerity that i can possibly musterbut i will conbtriue to try harder to be a better charlie until I KNOW for absolute certain because i am in your company and you or someone like adi da or arius or his holiness the dalai lama or mckenna or anyone who i believe is a rawat tells me with his own mouth by phone or in person that nurse rachet is thoroughtly busted.
i love you.
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dear lover with reference to my last e mail and the following thing that i said to your therein "but i can assure you that by noon tomorrow i will be aggressively working to purge him first and foremost from 3400 phinney, as this is what i understand you to mean" It is my honest understanding at this time that the most intelligent interpretation of your command that i purge satan from the temple, insofar as there is some correct interpretation of your command that involves purgin "SATAN" from teh temple this means the following: i should purge the infliuence of alcohol, which is really the influence of nurse rachet and not BILLY form teh hopsital of the collective mind and body that is 1) my own body2) 3400 phinney3) this house at 4617 meridian ave n.
i will leave the driving to you guys.
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In a message dated 11/16/2005 9:24:26 P.M. Pacific Standard Time, neilrawat@yahoo.com writes:
purge satan purge him from your temple
yes master, i will begin that work as soon as i feel that it is right, but i can assure you that by noon tomorrow i will be aggressively working to purge him first and foremost from 3400 phinney, as this is what i understand you to mean, even though i am convinced at this time that he is GOOD, i will deal with the situation as if he were shoom maharaji i will resolve things as quickly as i can as i see them at the time that i am dealing with "satan" i honeastly believe that joe whinney is SHROOM maharaji and that the only villian that i know of who i might think of as going by the name of whinney is NURSE RACHET at this time this is what i believe, in the place where i am in the bardos but i will do as you instruct to the best of my ability to use my intelligence to corectly interpret the true and sometimes hidden meaning for example to be 100% clear between me and you i am very solidly of the honest belief that joe whinney is GOOD, that he is ON OUR SIDE against HIS "Mother" the mom of joe whinney who lives "somewhere in PA" he is the reincarnation of prem rawat's father who i think of as Shri Maharaj ji the reputed author of "HANS YOG PRAKESH" and who is the person who revealed some techniques that may or may not bave been exactlt the FOUR echniques of knowledge and who may have been his incestuous lover when he Prem Rawat was six years old, and also i believe probably gave him psilocybin as a part of his "initiation" into the experience of realization of KNOWLEDGE AT THIS TIME i believe and i define "belief" as follows: \i would be willing to bet anyone $100,000 straight up with no odds or skew to the bet of any kind that i am correct about what ever i say that i "believe" with respect to things pertaining to the expreience i am naving at the present time, IF i knew that the correct answer that all parties ot the bat would agree came from the agreed upon authority would be rendered within say 7 days and i would be open to extending the bet until December 23, 2005. that what i said about the correct and FINAL ANSWER solution to the "rapture" koanbeing that willie wonka is telling me that JOE WHINNEY IS THE reincarnation of a VERY HIGH AND HOLY SAINT of the UTMOST HIGH HOLINESS at least or nearly equal in stature, for example, to Mahatma Guru Charanana, Yogananda, Sampuranand, and his HOliness the Dalai Lama and Adi Da. if i am wrong about this Neil Young Rawat, i trust completely that YOU as the Mgister Ludi who WILL NOT FAIL, as I WILL NOT FAIL as your "Puppet" my certainty about our inevitable success together coming from a confident belief that YOU and I are the two people that ARIUS GRANDPA GREEN has olaced his OWN confidence in to play these two ESSENTIAL ROLES in the defeat of the TWO WICHED WITCHES ONE from the WEST (Magog, or Ptarmagog, who lives in Seattle) and the other from the EAST (the wicked witch of the EAST being the worse of the two most evil witches neither of whom is ALLAH, who is not the same as either GOG or MAGOG, but is probably the third most evil woman in the world The wicked Witch of teh East is the WORST PERSON EVER TO LIVE BAR NONE BY QUITE A LONG WAY she is a bad PERSON who chose to incarnate as a WOMAN because she needed to be a WOMAN in order to commit the crimes that she FULLY INTENDED to COMMIT, regardless of whether the primary victim of her crimes, Satan, or "BILLY" (who is in a sense both joe whinney and CARLING "BILLY!!!!" Green) was really as victimized as she herself intended that he would be. "GOG" is the wicked witch of the EASTSHe is the mother of Joseph P Whinney and she lives "somewhere in PA"and i bet that Ben Franklin "Adi Da"who himself is associated in my mind with "someplace in PA"is ONE Person in the world who would be most likelyto be able tell me exactly where in PA she lives if he felt a need to,in the shortest amount of time if he needed to,which i doubt that he does,if he does NOT already know alreadyexactly where in PA the mother of JOE WHINNEY actually has a residence i refer to the woman i accuse of being the WORST PERSON BY DEFINITION ever to livewith the possible exception of martin roth, the beast and the inventor of the false god named "Yahweh" i have said my piece neil young rawat, and i am ready for your hints, puzzles instructions, invitations, suggestions or subliminal urgings of whatever stripe, i will keep my self as open as i have until now for any further magister ludi-ish doings to me, who i consider to be your "puppet" bye for now i love you like a father and a brother and O hope to love you forever in the way that it most pleasing first and foremost to grandpa green, secondly to YOU, and thirdly to MYSELF and hopefully in exactly the way that will make ALL THREE of us most happy and fulfilled.
i consider the "O hope typo" in the above posting of the email to neil to be a "Magister Ludi invented KOAN" that goes like this:
why did Jeff accidentally type "O hope" instead of "I hope"
anyone who cannot answer that KOAN nas "TAXES to pay" or possibly even "HELL TO PAY" but only for whatever limited time (up to 1007ish years) that it takes to GET THE PICTURE>
Please start working on it, for your own sake, if you do not already GET THE PICTURE> thanks ... :
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tell whoever is involved in sending me this e mail THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, etc thank you thank you thank you thank you and thank prem rawat and fukuoka and joe whinney and my mom PLEASE!!!! and adi da and EVERYONE!!!! thank YOU ALL and helen and palmo and my mom and lynn and barbaram hoffman (if she is good) and her sister and every woman like angela and jane and quill and helen and susan and every woman who is good who had a tough time with me in the RP Mc MURPHEY JACK NICHOLSON is probably my own son along with johnny depp ssort of LIFE but JACK NICHOLSON sort of LIFE,,, jack nicholson has probably not been an easy man to be the lover or wanna be wife of in this lifetime of his either (unlike johnny depp who is more living the kind of life i WOULD have lived if i could have, FOR SURE than the reality that i had to endure being more like RP MCMURPHEY in some sense than any other christ allegory character in this particular NURSE RACHET BUSTING LIFE TIME! BRAVO JACK NOCHOLSON and william jefferson clinjto and OH YES!!!!!! daniel and willem dafoe, you who i could imagine might be my own sons in some sense, possibly along with SOL the son of elizabeth and ultimately every archangelic son of bobseig no never mind that name Prince Rauven might even be someone who would at least be willing to think of themselves as my won if that needed to be the way things are in SOME but not every manner of speaking. yes i l ove ALL of you people who undeerstand and appreciate my nurse rachet busting capabilities, people like nicholson clinton poppy, and even possibly neil and for sure depp, i honor ANYONE AND eeryone who will ever eventually me made to appreciate my nurse rachet busting capabilities in their own time!!! i love you all, even if it takes you 1007 years (but lets just say, more or less, "but not many more") to get to the point of being able to GET IT! which is sojething to get, which will enable you to be free from any responsibility to maintain a positive balance in your "tom greco and hasan bramell as honory leaders accounting system invented by them together with jeff and all of the brilliant people whom they would choose to invite, but who i know for sure will include the following people: Sergio and his programmer friend whose name escapes meALexander RistTood Boyle for sure if he cares to participateGreg Steltenpohl IF and ONLY IF he HONESTLY wishes to participateAdi Da and the current incarnations of anyone besides him and me and the others including ALexander Rist and Andrew Weil, if for example he was Andrew Jackson, which I believe is a very real possibility, who appear on any past or present coin or currency of the USA or possibly even any MALE figure, "King GEorge" comes to mind, who has ever appeared on a bank note or coin printed or minted by "the Bank of England"CHris Cook,Leonardo Wild and his parents if any or all of them wish to participateGraeme of IJCCR any person like MICHAEL LINTON or JOHN TURMEL who has devoted his life to the pusuit of JUSTICE and in NO WAY ever intended to EXPLOIT their OWN INVENTION whether the were FULLY CONSCIOUS of this deception OR if they merely did so without even really understood what they were doing,in OTHER WORDS I sincerely DOUBT that I would want MICHAEL LINTON to participate WHEREAS and notably as distinct from my feelings about someone else named John Turmel WHO LIKE LINTON was experienced BY ME as an anoyance on the IJCCR for ENTIRELY DIFFERENT REASONS ONE rreason having to do with STYLE AND MANNERS (TURMEL) WHICH Iis iN IMHO AN entirely forgivable sort of annoyance the other reason having to do with A deeper character trait having to do with INTENTION, which to be terse in this case is necessarily a forgivable trait and this what I honestly see in MICHAEL LINTON, though i am also confident that he is capable of mending his ways, but if i am even approximately correct in the eyes of neil young rawat in this matter, then i can say that i would NOT want linton to participatel Add to the list if i did not already mentions OWENand ANYONE that any of the people i named with certainty in a 100% favorable way would wish to invite, IN PARTICULAR ANYONE that TOM GRECO thought worthy to have participate FOR ANY REASON< , DITTO ALEXANDER RIST and i would say it is likely that tom greco would want to include, and i would concur but also would DEFER to ton Greco in this matter, ANYONE WHOM SERGIO DEEMED WORTHY AS WELL> in other words there is a select group that i HOLD IN VERY HIGH REGARDi would say IN __approximately__ equal regard as the group i would call the "MAGOG BUSTING GROUP" that i associate with powerful men who include the following: WALLACE STEGNER AND JOHN TEAL: ALONG WITH WENDELL BERRY ANd SATISH KUMAR, but also including other greats not necessarily of ANY LESS MERIT WHO INCLUDE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER but only __as examples__ Leonardo __WILD (guess)__MathessonYale Lewis 1,2, ad 3all the preseidentsjacob and all of his 144 k sonswes "Alters of unhewn stone" jacksonthe whole menagerie of the farming universe that i have been involved with including kent wheeley and cavagnaro (in particular)the professor at stanford who i asked if he knew stegner who walked with me and ptarmagog at Yale Lewis's wedding place ranch/ (this is a relatively important one of thisgang)steves SULLIVAN and BURTCHAELL (that rhymes with FAIRHALL IN MY MIND)this is just a few example, but there are MANY MORE< particularly the GOOD MEN IN AUNT SUES LIFE who include buffet gates and many more, including quitre possibly (BUT THIS IS WHERE IT GETS SKETChy in a good way) the rothschild families descendants (who are probably more appropraitely categorized with the wicked witch of the EAST BUSTING people more strongly associated with whoever i think of as Arius is whether its just plain old arius , whether of not Prem Rawat IS ACTUALLY this person, who i do believe sincerely that he is, but am willing to accept the truth that he is somehting else that is good like a super duper archangel but in the scenario in which FUKUOKA IS ACTUALLY A TRUER expression of GRANDPA GREEN in his true condition than PREM RAWAT in fact is, if perchance this is the truth then I AM 100% PERPARED TO ACCEPT ITor any other truth that is more true than what i have heretofore believed, including any truer truths about time itself and the ordering thereof than i have previously believed, or anything about reality that is different than what i have previously believed i am prepared to accept it ACCEPT at this time i still have some work to do IF I AM NOT CORRECT more or lessthat urse rachet is going to be busted by me if she is not already and that there is going to be a happy outcome for everyone i would like to think of as a rawat now or in the future whether rawat is the name ofr fuck or whatever,,, but if the people that i think of as "good" have reason to be happy to know that JOE WHINNEYS MOTHER IS royALLY BUSTED as the WICKED WITCH of the EAst (that is, "gog" whereas "ptarmagog" or "magog" is the EASIER TO BUST wicked witch of the WEST whgo NEIL young RAWAT was in charge of helping me to bust in his role as what i like to think of as "Vishnu" which to me is the one of the many dieties that represent HIM AND ONLY HIM is the one that works BEST at explaining more or less who he is, better than any other, like for example "Mercury" or even "the father" or "the holy spirit" whichever it is if either one is intended more than the other to mean him or whether it is intended BY DESIGN to be enigmatic, I repeat, BY DESIGN to be enigmatic i send this now to these addresses, without worryiing about it, eeven with dangling digressions that i sincerely do wish to continue on at the earliest possible time, but i want to send and then read the two e mails in my BOX'\this is FOR SURE final anewer for whatever that is worththis IS the rapture it is the realization that JOE WHINNEY REALLY IS SHROOM MAHARAJ JIand i certainly will find it within my power to shout whatever i am to shout, if i am truly going to shout by definition more or less, whatevver it is that i actually am SUPPOSED in the truest sense of the word (think about the definition of "IS" and slick willy JEFFERSON clinton while i say this) "supposed" to say, before 24 hours has elapsed i feel it is quite likely given that i have this warm comft sort of a feeling filling me slowly up as time passes.lby for now this is really for NEIL, but i am not going to bother messing with "send and copy"love you ALL, most especially my true ARYAN FATHER the one i think of as JUPITER, whether his truest expression is as Prem Rawat or fukuoko or whomever else, i love him the most and i want to give to him whatever he wants from me, even if it is a shout that i have not yet felt comfortable shouting because i had not yet REALIZED THE TRUTH OF WHY GENE WILDER AS WILLIE WONKA SAYS
"enraptured" to Albert "3400" Finney (is that how you spell your name Mr. ALbert F? SORRY!!!) when they __First meet__ in the telling of the story IN THE FILM IN WHICH ALBERT "Phinney" is grandpa JOE, but not in the book where ALBERT FINNEY IS NOT A FACTOR (the screenplay for which was written, according to the credits anyway which i HAVE NO REASON NOT TO BELIEVE, (even if a possible reason that i reject was presented to me) by ROALD DAHL!!!! emphasis given for good reason!!!! ) thus jeff answers the KOAN, what's up with THE WIZARD OF OZ????? or WHO THE HECK IS JACK NICHOLSON, what is he all about anyway????? just suck a whacky DUDE< BUT the ladies do seem to find him pretty sexy now dont they, even if he does seem to be A LOT LIKE some of his characters, RP McMUrphey probably MOST OF ALL!!!bye for now, got other priorities for the moment than all of the things i di wish to say in praise of a whole lot of really cool SONS, grandsons and the descendants thereof OF ARIUS, EARL, Jay, Carling, Sun and COL JACKSON GREEN - all of whom are SONS OF ARIUS whether ARIUS is Prem rawat or fukuoka or both or even someone else i do not even know of, which i dont think is very likely, and as sucj ARIUS HIMSELF truly deserves to the br the SOLE OBJECT of all praise and devotion and love of all kinds until and unless has gives us permission to express this same love that we feel for him to the other perfect expressions of who he in a sense IS OR COULD BE IF HE WANTED TO he being to ONLY PERSON who could play ANY MALE ROLE IN ANY STORY THAT HE INVENTED IF HE WANTED TO EVEN quite possibly the lives of 1) JESUS OF NAZARETH instead of his son jeff or isaac AKA "SUN GREEN" AKA "SUN FUCK" who had volunteered correctly to play this role believing that it was HIS to play, 2) Mohandas Gandhi, again, if so, in lieu of jeff who volunteered 3) more likely than 2) i actually believe this is so: Mussolini while jed or one or the other was Adolf Hitler 4) if he had not been Mussolini, and had not JOE WHINNEY been STALIN, he would have been perfectly WILLING if need be to be Stalin 5) ditto Pol Pot he is the only man who could play ANY ROLE, even that of ARIUS, Prem Rawat, Chuang TZU and FUKUOKO as POSSIBLe examples of lives that ONLY he, or in one or more cases, possibly, for example FUKUOKA and or Chuang Tzu __POSSIBLY but not for sure__ only himself me, or even any one of WE THREE KINGS?? like perhaps ARTHUR is a role that ONLY we three could all play and maybe JEFFERSON is one that only I or slick willie JEFFERSON (clinton? i just dont have an answer about why "clinton" yet, if there is one, which there probably is a lesser important association with someone named clinton) or possibly a GROUP of people possibly including john F kerry and william lehman could play Jefferson plus say, rauven or AWF but NOY one in a billion bill... i gotta send this IN RESPECT to MY MUMMA SWEET EDITH GREEN IF THAT IS WHO SHE ACTUALLY IS and if she IS or has reason to believe that she MIGHT BE and is agonizin over me and my own confusion regardin that or about my whole struggle i want you to know I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHO Ever you are in the RAWAT FAMILY TREE! you are a perfect woman in my eyes one way or another perfectly possible candidates equal to palmo, as a CANDIDATE to be the very best woman of all or to be the woman MOST SUITED to be the mother of the CHRIST in CERTAIN LIFETIMES in cluding that of JESUS if i even way Jesus and i am not sure i was, but i do LOVE EDITH FAIRHALL with all of my heart even if i am wrong about who "edith green" is which in some sense could be a matter that my sweet "mumma" could be feeling confused or hurt about ad i would totally want her just to know that i love her with all my heart regardless of what exact roles she and palmo are playing in the saga that neil young desrcibes, and in which a character named EDITH is called "teh life of the family " and i trust that neil can interpret approprately! i love you mama edith fairhall with all of my heart and no reservations whatsoever, and wish to love you in WHATEVER way YOU wish to be loved by me as long as you do not ask me to love ant one else less than i love you if that person could be regarded as equal or better than you in one simple way, the she is at least as HONEST as you are, and for what its worth i an honestly of the belief, but i COULD BE WRONG, that the woman who is presently in the process of making a MAJOR breakthrough into complete willingness to be 100% honest about anything that matters to any man in her life whose love she hopes to be the recipient of is Palmo, and that he attainment of this is what is significant about the cannection i make between palmo and the virgin mary, regardless of who "the virgin mary" was in terms of what exactly what is meant by "virgin" and who exactly was her SON when she was MARY. i love you mumma edie fairhall for who YOU are and the wonderful gifts that YOU have to give and the ways that you have distinguished yourself as worthy of the name rawat. W I sincerely and honestly hope that John Turmel WOULD WISH TO>
that was the yellow brick road that dorothy walked on , a profound comprension about money or "ZIX", on her approach to see the wizard to demonstrate that she had effectively killed nurse rachet.
there's no place like home... i wanna be there and i know i will very very soon, in the perfect time in the perfect way
i am honest
i am peaceful
i am intelligent
i am humble
i am respectful
i am worthy of respect
i dont wish to restrict anyone elses freedom
as long as they dont wish to limit my own
i am arthur
i am jefferson
i am fairhall
i am rrawat
i am sun green
i am sun fuck
i am jeff
call me any of the above,
jeff,
sun,
sun fuck
or even, if you can say it with love and respect
the true name of my two fathers which i honestly believe is simply fuck.
no one needs to suffer needlessly as far as i am concerned, anyone,
even tom fairhall, bill aal, ross kling, eitan and many others who i have at times beleived were ont he side of "satan" (who is a good guy)
if you can respect me and show respect and admit and make appropriate restitution for any past bac actions against me and or my famliy then i am 100% prepared to welcome you into my nation and or heaven if i am indeed as i believe the King of the Nation calle Israel, which is the all important nation of the Rawat family in their eternal heaven.
who wants to join in the hallalujah
*******
oh yes,
like neil young rawat (earl green) says somewhere in the greendale universe,
and i dont recall the exact words,
thank goodness there's youth!
and i hope and pray that what had happened in this past day and that will happen tomorrow
will bring resotration to my 85 year old grandpa
and by the way, if nepture in Evert and not ELTON
(he did say he was the same age as grandpa, 85)
perhaps elton is to evert
as prem rawat is to fukuoka
or something like that, or maybe not, it doesnt matter.
i somehow really seem to be drawn to POMEGRANITES
and POMEGRANITE JUICE EVEN BOTTLED
which is a totally unusual thing for me to feel,
there surely is something to it.
then i hope he will forgive me for the error, as i am sure elton would
"but then again, no!"
if elton is neptune and evert is just evert,
then i know everyone will still be quite happy.
"eetha way, OK" as martin was so fond of imitating Michio in saying
lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7 lu#7
i believe that the person who looked at my eyes for a moment at his home in Malibu and hwo i know as {rem Rawat is Arius
if there is anything to the sense that the man whose name could possibly be written as follows:
Masanobu Fuk u ok?
is in some sense ALSO a manfestation of Arius or the person htat i think of as Arius, he being the deity who is in some semse everything that exists,
in other words is Fukuoka - san is in some sense a very pure expression of the MOOD of the Lmighty deity that i associate with Jupiter
let me say that if this is in any sense approximately a true statement then this ADDS to my happiness in this moment which is already a plenty,
because i would have to say that if i have had a single greatest regret in this life
even greater than that i never spent a single winter as a ski bum with someone like VLad or elliott or harold or martin V or all of the above and even others,
and honestly i would have to say even greater than this
that i never went to see Goo maraji at amaroo
is that i never availed myself of the opporuntity
to visit the farm of Masanobu fokuoka,
and i would pass up a whole winter of perfect ski conditioins at whistler
to be the guest of masanobu fukuoka at his farm in shikoku
outside some city called something like Matsuyama i believe, with the train cutting through or near his portery
which consists of something like 10 or 20 acres of oranges that he sells into the local markets for organix
and in which orchards on hillsides he has, at least in the past, grown feral vegetable and melons
plus something like an acre and a half of rice fields that he grows alternating crops of barley and rice, one crop each per year,
onto which he throws the straw from past harvest of the one crop onto the upcoming seedlinds of the next, the seed for which he has coated with clay rich earth and scattered amidst the ripening grain bearing plants preharvest, (teh straw is returned RANDOMLY not deliberately straight or "anally" as we might say, igiven the context of this moment) over the upcoming grass of the succeeding crop, because the grain grows better this way than when the straw is returned like Dan merkle would have it, nice and ZEN as he would be inclined to say,
manifesting his exceedingly LOW Zix rating in the process
i recall all of this and much more, probably almosgt every detail could eventually come back to me, from reading his fantastically sublime book called One Straw Revolution which in many ways was the inspiration for my OWN dream of manifesting a ONE STRA REVOLUTION right here in ye olde USA>
for example i recall the image that he paints of the millions of spider webs appearing dew covered one morning amidst the happy rice plants in his 5 quarter acre fields if i recall it exactly.
plus something
i would happily be a guest in one of his mud huts built around the organge tree orchards
and spend a whole season if he would like me there with him,
helping him out with his "do nothing farming chores"
and sitting around the cooking fire in the evening, smoking a bowl of homegrown hash or weed flowers, and just talking or loving or listening to some nive live music, with whatever assemblage of people he wanted to invite to be there with us by the light of the flames of the fire,
and of course go outside to poop or to piss, it's where the nureients are supposed to be returned isnt it too obvious why do we shit and pee in a toulet, helllo/////??????????????????????????????????
ONLY FOR ONE REASON, this world is secretly ruled by an evil woman called Nurse Rachet.
she's not barbara bush she's the mother of a friend of mine named joe and all i know is her name is probably whinney and she lives in bucks county or for sure somewhere in Pennsylvania which when you think about her making that state her home its not too nig of a surpise to consider teh similarity of the name of that place to that of another, the one in romania with a guy named count dracula.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^canyoubelieveiamevenwonderingaboutthis?>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
IF Evert Sodegren
and Masanobu Fukuoka
happened to both be the same age,
which I believe would be EXACTLY the 85 years old that I believe Evert is
and that happens to correspond in my mind with the age that both Arius Grandpa Green and his BROTHER CAptAIN John Green are in Greendale,
then i would most cettain be of the belief (as defined) that Evert is somehow in a very real sense the most true living manifestation of who Neptune really is, which is in a word or five "a Viking sort of Deity,"
and furthermore I would be of the belief that Masanobu Fukuoka is indeed the realest and most true incarnation of the almightiest eternal deity who in a famous ealier incarnation came into this world as a great man known variously as Chuang tzu, possibly Lao Tzu and Krishna and later Arius, Socates and possibly Emerson being some of the later incarnations of this, Jupiter, the greatest of deities in the HOoy Roman Pantheon.
Fuk u ok? is the reference that i see in his name that reminds me of grandpa Green death word oh so death defying,
"these people don't have any respect,
and they arent going to get any of mine"
Dear people please listen in a hurry
my message to your is quite urgent
please yes you do need to hurry
the deity who made you '
who is your TRUE father
is mighty burned out
he cant take it much longer
so PLEASE do give him your respect
in whatever form he appears
whether neil young f*ck rawat
or Prem F8ck Rawat
or Jeff Sun F*ck Rawat
or Adi Da Rawat,
or Shroom Maharaj ji Rawat
or Guru Charnand Rawat
or Master no bull (shit) Fuk u ok?
i think you can clearly see
that i do not mean to mince words,
i honestly want to speak only the truth.
and so even though i risk great offense
to some people who i would never ever want to offend
in a million years, its the very last thing
that i would EVER EVER EVER wish to do
and yet never the less, even with this risk
i endevour to do what it is mine to do
which is to speak honestly from my heart
to speak the truth to the greatest extent of my ability
to strive to be honest
even if i go to extremes
and maybe even say somne really wrong and even stupid things
i think its worth the risk
at least when you are me, get it>>:?
to risk being seen as an ass for a minute or two
than to risk actually beings one
who had totally abd utterly failed
to have even understood,
let alone to actually have fulfilled
the very most singular putpose of life as a boy
which is to learn to love ones very father
in the way that this father is hopeing you will
but rather have fallen prey to one terrible terrible grey
the one whose mission was totally insane
it was to build a mental assylum
in which every man would live
as a very sick and distrubed mental case bad
like billy and his friends in Ken Keseys
singuarly importatn allegory
which exceeds in some very important repects
than the scriptures of any religion on Earth
right alongside the wizard of oz
which tell a truer story than any other i knowof
the truest true story there ever was
teh story of the worst villian of all
the one called nurse Rachet is said merry preankster's great allegorical story
the one with the chief who wrecnes that terrible porcelain watery object from its place in the bath
and HUCKS it with all of his might through the wire reinforced glass
of nurse rachets hell realm from which he then escaped
which is about exactly where i now am in the enactment of that particaulr story,
the single most meaningful of all the allegories
at this particular moment in this incredible story of mine,
the hero of a thousand faces thats me you see
and each of those thousand ( or thousand "ish") stories
is most pertinent to a particular moment of the journey
and the only one that i can see corresponding to the very last of the popes i suppose i might say
would be the wizard of oz,
i will move now to that one because it more detailed and specific in one certain regard
when compared in particular to one flew over the cookoos nest
and that it is more specific in its certain details
of the very lst moment of DOROTHY the christ's long sometimes terrible journey
it might be a moment i am forewarned that there could convievably
some confusion about gender whether i;m really a man its easy to forsee
because i've already has this experience
and it could be that was it im done with it already
allegories like these are necessarily time line linear things
or whether that was a foeshadowing of greater episode of that particular lie
i have a feeling that at this point such gender confusion is long past
that it really is just a matter of drinkiing all of the water that will be required
to flush that ugly nurse rright out into the light of the fire
and just to wish to be home with my eloved family.
i
i could elaborate of who elton john and prem rawat would be in my belief if i knew that masanobu fukuoka was within about two or even five years of 85 years old and still living.
but i wont at the moment, other than to guess that they could both be sons of their fathers, Evert and Fukuoka san respectively.
i love all four, one way or anohter, without limatation of any kind for any of the four no matter who they are in relation to the deity called Grandpa Arius Green in Neil YOung Rawat's Greendale STORY> its a STORY, not a CD or even an ALBUM. Greendale is a STORY about a farmer who lives in Japan, or maybe in Westport or Powell River BC and his family who are spread around the world, including one important son who lives in Fiji, and another who lives somewhere on the Penninsula south of San Francciso (or maybe in Whistler) and another who lives in Malibu, or maybe in Westport BC, and another one up in Seattle, but who hopes that he's gonna find out he really lives in Whistler soon,
and then theres this girl who's a lover of a bunch or all of these fellows, and maybe the mother and grandmother of a few, both at the same time while also being their lovers, Edith, she's the life of the family as NEil says, she lives in SFO, learning about honesty from two guys named Jeff - the son of fuk u ok? who lives in Seattle, and Mark the erstwhile apostle who apparantly is in Bangalore (which by the way has a four star hotel called St Mark's)
she's my sweet babysnowleopard (I think peter mathesson is another of her favorite lovers, along with a sweet sweet boy named Lane and another called Daniel shes;really got the HOTS for that one!, like jeff)
yeah, she's pretty sweet, even if she hasnt got the honesty thing quite nailed yet she's definitely very close now, having made a major breathrough this past weekend, thanks to me and our old friend and lover mark.
look out for that girl i am telling you, she's a sweet luttle teletubbie goddess so fine,
she'll milk cows by hand till the cows come home or even til they jump over the moon
shes a lover of everything nice with a cock that comse closer than a mile
so look out you prissies who want her temple to defile or destroy
you just wont get away with it and you'll be setting yourself up
for the wrath of the baby snowleopard teletubbie goddess,
who is sweeter and finer and more lovely than anyone else
and yet she really can have a terrible temper
when anyone comes around trying to mess with any of us
members of the family whose patriarch is named fuk u ok?
see we've all TOTALLY HAD IT WITH YOU ALL AND ARE READY to through in a Jeff fairhall owned salt mome
i am not sure where exactly it is but heard its near DIA
that DIA as in Dener international Airport,
so maybe its there or maybe somewhere else
but the point is thats where you are going in the future so near
you dont want to be there but you will never the less be there
if you think you'll ever again mess with any single one of us
because we've bee fighting yor mother the terrible nuirse rachet
and all of her minions already for many thousands of years
so GET WITH THE PROGRAM of allowing us to live in peace
or that salt mine is all that you ever will know
its full of bad people i really hope its not whre you have to go
but we will not tolerate you out on the loose for any longer
now that we have defeated our enemy we are not messing around
we have entirely had it with even so much a peep of compaint
aobut our lifeatyle in which we realoly dont care
aboutr anydoes adn donts that serve no good purpose
we like what we lijke and YOU HAVE NO RIGUT
to tell us we cant like it or do it it just will no longer fly
it will get you in said salt mine in five seconds
if ihave anything to fo with it i have put up withway more than ebough
to jusify my vociferous refusal to put up
with even as little as one second of anyones ugly disrespectful arrogant brutishness
i could sit here and gripe and vert likie for twenty four hours, but ive got other things to do wo ill bid you
a doo !!! a doo doo!! a deep doo doo!! and stay there!!!
(like my daddy and my mommy,
and my gampa master no BS fuk u ok? rawat
i believe in action
when push comes to shove.)
i'm a vampire baby
sucking blood from the earth
im a vmapire baby
i'll sell you twenty barrels worth...
bloh boh blob blububub bloh blubbb blub.....
how're y'all doin out there?
victor hugo skywalker "gypsy king" piotton,
my brother,
i love you.
i hope i get to See you with my own eyes soon
i hope i get to See you with my own eyes soon
i hope i get to See you with my own eyes soon
i hope i get to See you with my own eyes soon
with my own rawat eyes, if you can see what i mean?
get it>>>>>>?<<<<<<
of the rawat family,
the all seeing eyes of the all seeing family
of the perfect father
grandpa arius green
who might be Prem Rawat
or who might be "Master no bs Fuk u ok?"
or perhaps he says
I Am what I am!
I am the "Master of "no bull" so Fuk U OK?
I still am what I am.
even if almost everyone wishes to ignore me>
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^i believe therefore i am^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
i believe that there is a man in this world
who writes perhaps about buddhism and other such things
i believe that his name is something like Kornfield
he may have composed an introduction to or perhaps even translated
an old rawat all time favorite of mine
the book written by none other than Master no Bull so Fuk U ok?
called On e Straw Revolution that part I have not forgotten.
I don't know if my memory serves me ro well
about this dear fine Kornfield, no doubt a fine fellow
but there was thing that is quite plain to see,
if there is anything like a Zen Buddhist student
by the name of Kornfield out wandering this world
said Kornfield did in meeting this sly old farmer of hippies
find himself in indeed in a field of Koans worth solving
the ultimare seincere zen buddhist student's haven
would surely be a life in my Master no Bull's orange scented Heaven
I wonder if mr Kornfield did find while living right there under his nose
that his very own father and maker was the one he had found there
out in the great Koan Field of Shikoku Island,
a place mighty far from the hoards
sowing his very own wild oats
on his very own private "do nothing farm"
^^^^^^perhaps ou have heard this one:*********
once upon a time when i was in my mid twenties lets say
at a time in my life when i was a rather unusually restless you fellow,
if used pretty much all of my money, all that i had at that paticular moment
and bought a ONE WAY ticket to Tokyo,
with a secret wish to meet this olf chuang tzu-like farmer fellow
who i had never been able to get off of my mind
in all the years since i read his green cover book so sublime,
the one that when i first read from cover to cover
i probably turned right around and read it all over,
it is no doubt the book that is one of the two,
the other being charlie ahd the chocolate factory
that i have read all the way through more times
than any other in the world,
possibly as many as six or seven or even eight times.
i practically memorized the whole book verbatim
much more like a bible than any other book i ever read from cover to cover
other than, once again, the one other book that was actually about me,
and my farmer friend mr willie wonka by another name,
the one that goes like i'd like to know you,
i wanna love you,
Master no Bull! (i wanna) fuk U ok?
well i got on tht plane, but it was one day too early
they somehow didnt notice the date and i was going to fly away
but something possesed me to get off that plane,
and on the nest day
the official day
and i repeated the exact same thing
\i just somehow could not do it,
perhaps is was just scared
to be in a strange foreign country that crazily crowded place called Japan
without any money, with no way to get home,
i wasnt sure i would ever be able to find my way back
so i bailed on the whole trip, forfeited that twice aborted ticket,
my $800 life savins all poured down the drain of self doubt
so on i went, the dream of visiting the Master
never ever completely died,
until a number of years later i heard a rumor was out,
that he had closed the doors, he had enough visitors
he wanted to be left all alone maybe with his one or two sons
so then it was all over, i had blown the whole thing
i'd missed out on a chance of a lifetime to meet such a man
as i would dream for so many years
of meeting and coming so easily to tears
to see another man so very much like i am,
a simple simple quiet easy going weed smoking man
a zen buddhist koan solver type of intelligent man
this guy had obviously gotten a few koans of his own
he even told some stories about some of his own epi[heies
that always reminded me so much of myself
the simple identification with grain,
even specifically rice
and the whole outdoor oriented simple healthy life
with really good food, one the table rustic and rough
in his smoke iflled mud hut, a life style as close to a shieks harem girl tent
in the traveeling band,
of a wandering SAINT
a six year old boy
named Sant ji Maharaj ji
who was the forfather of skywalker the gypsy king
i have no doubt Fuk U ok? san would have been happy to go along
on victor hugo's caravan ride, like a nomadic semi arid tribe or blue robed Taureg a wandering tribe from somewhere like Mali where the music is so fine
shroom maharaj looks so fine, hold his sitar or whatever that indian stringed thing so divine
but it could easily have been a kora, a west african stringed harp
and master no Bull Fuk u OK? might be dancing himself blind
whirling in cirlces under the stars at night
with prince rauven playing his meloncholy songs that sends my dancing seems a wirling every time,
i hope there is another chance,
to go visit that do nothing farm of shikoku i hope its not too late
i think now if i were on an airplane,
heading over that way
this time i would stay put i wouldnt do another last second abort.
i hope that i am so blessed, to visit that little twenty five acre patch of heaven on earth
there was one of the most recent times,
i heard prem rawat speak, it was quite a few years ago i cant remember which time
but he talked about human beings as being inherently like gerdeners, it was just a quite little somment, that really stuck hard in my mind
i sort of got somewthing that i had never gotten right up until that very moment in time
that mr rawat and i
had more in common than i ever had known
kind of like my other pa Neil
with his work with farm aid,
i new we were kindred as soon as i realized how big farm aid had been for him
so anyway you get the picture
there is a sonncetion here that is dso deep
almost , no quite ccertainly mysterious indeed,
i just want to be with my fathers i know that they will appreciate who i am
because i see so much of myself, in the both of them
i really care not if arius is eithe prem rawat or Master no Bull
i wANT to be with him which ever one, or even both
if that could somehow be possible i would not complain
and i want to be weith neil
and my lover adi da
and slick willie jefferson clinton and all of our other friends.
la la la la la laaaaa la la la la la laaaaa
la la la la la la la la la la lal al al al al al al al laaaaa
ddadadadadadad
da da da da daaaaad
da da ada da daaaad
da dad a da da da da d a da d da adad daaad
bye bye for now....
i;ll be back soon again,,
so be careful with how you think about us,
let along talk.
we KNOW things and i can tell you this:
knowledge is power, like they all say
and i can tell all of you ignorant assholes
this one very succinct truth
the rawat family of the all knowing and seeing eyes
knows a hell of a lot more about you
than you know about them, or even your own self
so be careful what you do say or even think about me.
then I would have
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