Essential Chocolate (128)

november 11

i will now go out in toto the backyard and see if i can pick just one of what look like the most "Dr. Zeusish" flower i have seen in a while, it's purplish of a lighrt pinkish sort of purple, and i will now suggest that if possible Neil Rawat, or perhaps the archangelic person i think of as being in the Fukuoka dokusan, if not something that could be called "the Fukuoka/Gabriel Howearth tribe," Mushroom Alan Kapular is the one who may decide, how to describe this wonderous purple flower (or maybe david crosby knows of a certain berry that HE could describe that goes in some way with said purple flower, yes if they were psychdelic purple berries Andrew Weil, terence Mckenna and Mushroom might be my dokusan judges, but whoever the coinventors of the

couriously zeusish purple flower in baby snow's back year ZEXOAN (if i may take a momentary liberty and coin just for fun for the sake of a rather zeusish KOAN, that no doubt my father Arius does also have a hand in,

and while i am out gathering said single purplish flower, any of the appropriate zen masters can either name or describe said flower if anyone would so wish... thanks, i will be right back.

well it may be a few minutes, as i believe i will go down to the local boulangerie de COle Valley in SFO and pick up a few goodies for breakfast at one of the best bakeries that i know of in this USA that is not to the best of my knowledge owned by a former presidential friend of mine, but that must nevertheless like a certain Indian resutaurant on Solano Ave in Berkeley, be owned by someone with deep Rawat connection.

which leads to this offering of a solution to the enigmatic phenomenon of another really excellent bkaery chain located in Paris that is for certain the one most successful example of a kind of bakery to which I am impartial, those like James Monroe's Besalu, the product is of excellent quality AND IS FRESH, which I can testify to is something hard to attain, and the Master who invented the PAUL bakery in Paris is surely an incarnation of PAUL, the Paul, that Paul, the one who felt something overcome him on the road to damascus,

yes the PAUL BAKERy Koan has probably been solved as I prepare to head down to the closest equivalent in the US of A, that is, a chain of bakery outlets in which the sense of commitment to impeccable quality seems rather strong, but in this case not in the least bit overwrought or even obvious, there is a humilty there that i see in other things i admire, like Tamarind Tree restaurant in Seattle is another to which I would aspire as a business owner whose with was always to deliver an OVERALL exprerience of quality in every way, including in the way of the impacts that my actions of a purveyor of things might have in less visible ways, like for example the welfare of cows whose milk was generously given for me to make use of.

oh yes here it is, in case either of my fathers has already made note, i've come across the card of the restaurant on Solano about which i've raved is called Ajanta, "distictive INndian Cuisine" and it gives their website: www.ajantarestaurant.com

oh, and if i am wrong about the current identity of PAUL, then here are two other guesses of who he could be, the first would be Wm Lehman Lucifer, he's quite close to me, and RObert Linx is one interesting fellow who surely has SOME PLace in my world, cuz he's a fine fellow. and of course Paul Marcoux is also another potential glass bead game PAUL character, but i will stick with my favorite guess, the mystery Paul with whose bakery i am so impressed. (who could be, for all i know, Paul Marcoux himself, it's not likely but possible.) certainly if Paul'd been Paul then Paul could have this PAUL as its eventual defacto owner, just for fun, you never know.

said purple flower is very simple. just eight perfect petals of light purple of an elongated oval shape and a sunflowerish looking yellow center about the zie of a quarter, the whole thing is wide as i can spread my finger, jut the four that oppose the thumb.

But let me tell you of another flower that i encourted on my outing most divine, for I met an aryan (persian) godess bearing the godess Tara's name and our encounter it was truly sublime. She is Tara, an aryan goddess, who understands the whole thing that i had with her to share, she understood that Persia was something special before along Cain and Allah came, and when i told her that Rumi and his lover, that was me and the master, her beautiful wide aryan eyes with white so white, like the girl in the picture, you know the one, these perfect aryan eyes of hers widened even more,

this is one girl who i am quite sure the guy arius, who is her father, just might want to exercise his absolutely primary position on the ZIX scale, the one that dictates the pecking order most divine. I would gladly yield this woman so fine to my father's affections if that is his will, and I can truly say with a feeling that i would call certain that she would be most happy to oblige. I trust that this nice encounter has been duly remembered in its finest detail, by the perfect father, whose daughter this was, would never forget even if he ever could hat just took place at boulangerie de Cole Valley owned by a certain Frenchman i learned was named Paqual.

I failed to mention that this is more or less the same name as the partner of mine, George dePasquale, George De Pasquale, prepare to meet a friend of yours oh so fine. Who was the most important homme De La France who helped the upstarts win the war against old King George was there not ONE, he was Lafayette was he not? Well if there was ever a frenchman who would want to give George an HOnor this one would be him, this one named Pasquale, might just be like a father to the one i know to be washington.

a certain sweetness, is all pervading, and is making its presence more clearly known, one by one, to the people who love our master, to those like George who have been most willing to serve, including this Pascal, I have no doubt, well little nough to say this NE WAYZ....

relating this story to the godess baby snowleopard was an interesting experience, when i told her i met a beautiful persian godess she smiled and said knowingly - if she is persian then i have no doubt she is beautiful.

this is a major KOAN that i have been given that i will now present a longwinded train of consciousness honing in on the answer for the benefit of ppsterity so to speak.

What's up with Persia/ Iran is a very important KOAN indeed, one that it's no given me to discuss, as an important matter pertaning to Aryans.

Tara was very clear that my defintion of Persians as CLASSICALLY ARYAN featured people was accurate. She liked it, it made her feel good to hear me describe Arius, the founder of the Aryan race as having features very much like hers. SHe was praised in a most INTELLIGENT MANNER and she knew it.

WHere to begin in unlocking the Persian KOAN?

The rugs are quite nice, and clearly psychedelic i must say.

So let us begin by adding a couple of people to our PErsian Menagerie, Mona and Alalala, (or is it "Allah la," much like Palmo's mother is named Dolma la?)

Mona la and Allah la are two Persian women who go to school with my sweet baby Snow. They're two that she has talked most about of all of her women classmates over here in our dear bertolami's clss of '08. At first it was always Allah la that she told me about, the one she was closer to, Mona was biding her time sitting in back. Well now today Palmo informs me that MONA la was in attendence for the private audience with His Holiness the Dalai Lama just this past sunday, she'd finagled her way in, made all kinds of efforts to come to an event at 8 on a sunday morning when Allah la was no doubt fast asleep,, interesting to say the least, but this brings me to the crux of this KOAN this one that is most difficult.

I've known a few Persians (Iranians, but no one seems to like using that word to define themselves, though perhaps Allah la would).

These two women represent to factions within Iran, one of which is the Babylonian, with Allah la as its representative in our picture of the situation that Neil and Prem Rawat have given to me to help me understand the matter at hand, and the other, which once flourished, as recently as the appearance of Rumi, came under attack by Islam, the official religion of Rawat enemies called Babylon.

i see in Iran the ongoing struggle of Islam doing what it always does, it inflitrates a nation and tries to afflict everyone there with its terrible diseases and this is ongoing in Persia more than in possibly any other nation at this time.

So there are two factions, all mixed together, over there in the country called Iran, which is AKA persia, and our sweet Mona la is a member of the Rawat faction, whereas Allah la is with the one I identify as Babylon.

The Persians are indeed very close in every respect to the ARYAN indians that i identified yesterday as the Sikhs and Hindus of Kashmir and environs, people with names that include named like Singh, who are Aryan and many of whom probably know more than they normally let on.

There may be large numbers of apparantly ISLAM-practicing MOslems who live in Iran, who like our OSama are secretly Rawat friends, preparing for the moment of victory over babylon that's at hand.

The student uprisings of Iran, against the repressive Clergy of the ayatollahs (Who may in fact be secret aryan ayatollah (get the PICTURE?) allies of MR Rawat) seems to be an expression of a feww spirit of men who have not truly fallen into what Islam is, but this riddle is complicated by the naming of Iran as a member of the axis of evil. It may be quite true that the gvt of Iran is under the control of babylon and this would explain, but there is no doubt in my mind that many aryan people who call themselve Persian will soon be made known, that they are not alone in being different from all of the riff raff of what passes as Iran but is not allied with the founder of the people called the Aryan.

Well i hope that this is helpful, in bringing into a focus, the matter of Persia,, and what intelligent things I can at least attempt to say about it, which is that there is a long history of Iran beying ARYAN, the word Iran being essentially the persian word for aryan, and in their features, the persian people are among the most purely ARYAN of any nation of people on Earth, along with the Sihks, the Kashmiris of the Golden Temple of Aryan boy lovers who will worship again within there, and possible the others peoples who originally came out of the Caucusus region and have those eyes so bright, that distinctive nose and black curly hair that I once had as a son of Arius.

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Ok now to continue in a point of finer clarification, is the following intuitive conjecture, if the latter is an appropriate word in this case:

I would find it quite easy to suppose that there are more men of Sikh and Iranian extraction who have been initiated into the Knowledge of Good and Evil as it pertains to them, proportional to their respective populations, than the men of any other nations or tribes such as the Sikhs and the Persians have. These are an important group of people, the proRawat Persian and Sikh men who are waiting in wings, to play their own parts in carrying out the actions that the Green Army is foretold to rise up in defense of Mother Earth in these end times, so these are my feelings, that there are many Persian allies of the Prem Rawat family mixed all together with the Babylonian imposters in Iran, the home of the ARYAN race in some manner of speaking.

Furthermore, Sufism, the religion of the tribally arranged lovers of men called sheiks is a Arawat religion that completely precedes the Islamic "faith" as a religion of the Persians, that is a good true religion rivaled in some senses by Buddhism as a repoository of truth. What is essentially SUFi in the nations of Persia, Turkey and Jordan, possibly among others that could include Egypt, will be restored after Islam, the religion of Babylong is finished. This is the Aryan religion that may have emerged first into the world and has been conpletely coopted by Islam, but to call SUfi a part of Islam is a complete and total lie of terrible offense to the family who gave sufism, the Rawats who are the enemies of Islam, the religion of Hagar and Ishmael, the parents of ARABS but most certainly not of the persians, who descend from Arius the man who founded the ARYAN race, and quite possibly this lover girl Tara, she may be the mother of Persia, if she is I want he in my Rug covered Bedouin Tent as my lover as soon as its possible, and as soon as my father, the founder of Persia, the man who gave the world the poetry of the fellow named Rumi, who is most decidedly NOT of the Islamic faith, even if he couched his poems in Islamic terms... Rumi is most certainly a man who would rather had had a night hanging out with the christ than with Merkle, Mohammed Ishmael Cain that black hearted Anti christ, so lets set the record straight at our earliest convenience, and bring out the best of what Persia once was and destroy the rest, lets bring back what Persia once was, when Arius was on the scene in Persia, long before the defeated Hannibal of Carthage went east and allied himself with teh enemies of Rawats who had been allowed to move their capital to what is now known as Tehran.

Its time to undo that damage that;s been done, to the beaituful people Arius fathered in the countried that have been since severely tainted by Islam, first and foremost, the home of the ARYAN race, the nation called Persia also sometimes know appropraitely as IRAN.

T minus 104 minuts to 11:11, on nvember 11, 2005 which is NOW that i got given th november qp hans jayanti koan partially or even satisfactorily worked out, i want to do a pilgrimage with eido roshi and ben franklin and either or both of my fathers, and HH the Dalai Lama Prinece rauven and Gyatso La, any one approved to tag along by any of these who are authorized to bring their own favorite friends along, and daniel would also be welcome, if it was appropriate to bring that sweet good looking ARYAN boy along, to all of the holy places that have anything to do wih the story that has anything to do with the journey of Arius from the Temples oF SHINTO, through the places visited by Chunag Tzu, while on his way to realizing the MU KOAN himself, his own first step in the KOAN answering journey that Arius himself lived through that you could think of as having begun when he was Chuang Tzu, whose vision of MU was the inspiration that eventually led to the funding of INDIA by Krishna, and then the next journey, that was lived through in this cycle, by the really cool guy named Franklin Jones of whom i am a big fan, the Buddha who became the bodhistva named Franklin, who might actually be my own bet tudent as the son of Arius on his own journey to becoming what Arius essentially is, right through the whole lineage of Zen Masters, that begins with Bdhidharma and ends with Eido shimano Roshi and Me.

Yes a tour most fascinating, that I would like Eido Roshi for sure to be in charge of, if he is willing, and Rius and Franklin deem him the one most worthy of leading, at his own pace, and his own time, sign me up for that KOAN solving junket most sublime, and let me same something quite tue and clear in my mind that i have to say about this group of KOAN asking and answering people so fine,

the school known as zen Buddhism which i have said clearly is closely related to Freemasonry and the Jesuits than it is to any other religion on Earth, the KOAN religion, is the one true school of enlightenment in this world of hours, for example Vispassana, to the extent that it was brought into this world by a genuine and legitmate spiritual master, who would credit where credit is due, and ditto Tich Nat Hahn, sorry to wreck the correct spelling of this sweet monk's very good name, these two for example would certainly agree to whatever extent that they are KNOWLEDGABLE about the things that they profess, that ZEN BUDDHISM is the one school on Earth whose teaching are aavailable to the AVERage joe, just like i was in this life, just an average joe, but hopefully more like the joe that I know who wrote the song about the power within the wood that buddha chopped than the Joe who lied his way into the temple intending to destroy, the one who let me in the door whilst i was preparing to DO WHAT I HAD TO to enter in there, in order to have the realization that Joe WHINNEY was the true enemy of mine, with, by the way, a nice big hunk of Crucifixion like wood, the wood that Jesus carried, the likes of which he was carrying when the "fat, drunk unshaven man" named joe whinney came across his path and the 4x4 hunk of wood feel from hand to the ground and Joe let me into the Temple for the dokusan session out of which it had become clear that JOE AND SATAN were one and the same.

the CRONK GATE koan, i think neil and arius have passed me on that one and if neil cares to explain it he will, its a good one.

and of course i am hoping i passed the Jeff chooses to read Chuang tzu KOAN which is related by the KOAN itself and the stupidity tax that is a function of the lack thereof (koan answering abilities that is) that will be the ZIX system of taxation and priority in speech and access to both the perfectly MONAstic women - if you know what I mean by this reference to the solution to the "MONA and ALALA both are known by Palmo and therefore by Jeff" KOAN - and the other treastures of HEaven. Arius is the ultimate HE of all religions and this is the solution to the "why did Jeff just accidentally type the word HEaven as such" koan.

but it is also a part of what I would like to call the "Chuang tzu as Arius KONA>" for I would like to venture the guess that CHUANG TZU is the historical incarnation of Arius, either real or theoretical or both, who first had the notion of the thing that is now being realized and is called Heaven on Earth. Allow me to elaborate:

and i am beginning this minute, the one named 10:25 on this computer's clock, to fill the tub with the water in which i expect to be submerged at this moment in time known as 11:11 that just seems like it might be a good time to be in warm water.

think of the journey of Arius as taking place in different stages in different place in this world that may each have come into existence in order to be the setting for a stage of his won journey to the successful retirement and handing over of keys to everything in the Chocolate factory that he's built in this world that he is giving to me, his one perfect aryan son.

Lets just say that the stage of this journey represented by the LION King Kenyatta and to a lesser extent his son (perhaps) s Golovnin, is the place where he became human as a result of the Terence Mckenna articulated event of eating the mushroom Psilocybe,

and there arius created a culture of fine music and artist creations of pure rightness and beauty, and shamanism emerged as the earliest manifestation of ZEn Buddhism, the KOAN studying and mastering system that is the highest form of religion.

and then on to japan, possibly via Siberia in which the shamanic powers of amanita were rediscovered by their inventor, the man namesd arius who has amanita in everyworld aas a part of his own awakening into the truth that he is indeed the self-realized creator.

so lets just say that as a result of this long migration over to the north of the great nation of china that somehow led him to the moutains of japan, where he and perhaps his son arius Jr, together founded the religion of ancestor appreciation called shinto, which is an earlier stage of what later became Zen Buddhism which eventually made its triumphant return. As such I am laying out a scenario which gives much honor to that humble nation called Japan.

Once SHinto was fully landed, and Arius moved to CHIna, he was on his way to becoming that perfect pre aryan man, the one whose name was CHuang tzu, who articulated most clearly the vision of what it was that Toaism is really all about, no its not Loa Tsu, its the other one chunag Tzu who had the truth that Lao Tsu himself may appear to deny. my trust of LAO Tsu is on par with chihuly, he seems like an imposter to me, pretending to be the real thing, its nothing for dale to take as a personal insult if i am totally wrong about him over even about Lao Tsu,

i am just an honest person, saying honest things about what i believe, and i cant help it if ros cling Lao Tzu or Dale Chihuly it all does offend, i will go right on, until whatever end, sweet or bitter depending on what side you;re then on.

sp then Chuang tsu represents the master who first had the vision of Heaven that was later fulfilled by himself as Krishna, and India so became the nation of Krishna, the most up to date incarnation of Arius at that particular time,

and arius son, that's me, the one who he'd been planning all along would make the success of his Heaven building mission a reality, was keeping up with him, as best as he could, as togehter they built what they now togeher will be unveiling,

and so that is the journey form Shinto to Hindu, that is as far as Arius himself may have needed to go, in order that his vision f Heaven be fulfilled, if not for the lies and the sickness of the man with the alcohol still,

excuse me for intereupting my own chain of thought but this e mail just came from robert hirsch of Adidam, and along with it is my happy reply, can you believe this? time is indeed running short! so much to say , so little time to say it!!!!
In a message dated 11/11/2005 10:39:28 A.M. Pacific Standard Time, Robert_F._Hirsch@adidam.org writes:

Hi Jeff. Thank you very much for your letter and generous donation to
Adidam. We received it the day after Adi Da's Birthday. You are
right, indeed, about the connection with Benjamin Franklin and Adi Da.
You also mentioned you are not familiar with Adi Da's teachings, life
story and haven't seen or heard him. I encourage you to visit our
center when we are open and peruse and even ask the attendant to allow
you to see a video or dvd. Blessings to you!! Robert

what a beautiful thing you have said, thank you Robert. I will most certainly stop by to visit your store in seattle upon my return, if possible,for this letter does assure me that the events that i have been predicting will occur possibly sooner than such a visit could be possible, for today you see is 11/11 and in about half an hour on the west coast where am i (bay area) it will be 11:11, the most likely moment in my opinion when i Sun Rawat, the last master on the lineage that is chanted at Dai Bosatsu Zendo that begins with bodhidharma and ends with eido shimano roshi,,,i am writing on my site right now about the history of the development of the religions of asia, form shinto to taoism to lord Krishna's hinduisn, throughBuddhism and its advancement through the person i believe was Bodhidharma, none other than Franklin JOnes AKA adida,the man who both you and i love as a person divine, 'thank you robert, i will bee seeing you soon enough, i will try to get to your store at my earliest possible available moment. if i have not already had the pleasure of meeting and being reunited with my good friend Benjamin Franklin "Adida" Jones.! halleluja!


i've had one of my greatest revelations affirmed by someone who would have no reason on earth to lie to me about this matter.

Adida is the reincarnation of Benjamin Franklin and this appears to have been admitted my an employee of Adida! I like it!

so on we go through the saga, jeff's sun rawat's good friend adida, helped found a great religion called Zen Buddhism still,

so Buddha represents the enlightenment of Krishna attained by either Sun Rawat or Benjamin Franklin Adida, and the journey of Buddhism back to its own source as the ultimate expression of Aryan learning and understanding, was fulfilled with mr Franklin largely presiding, with perhaps Eido SHimano playing a great supporting role,

and so on we go, and now is the time, where the great saga of arius and his seveal fine sons, who have made this whole thing psossible, but the grace of our fine Lord, the Man named Arius whose llove is unparalleled

,,, so now i am happy, at least for the moment, with this reasonably clear picture of the journey of Arius, through the religions of Asia, from SHinto to the Maitraya, it all makes perfect sense now that it never had until today,
which just happens to be the llth of the eleveth month and the time in this moment is 11:01, it is time for my bath now, so that for ten minutes i can relazex into a nice quiet full breathing samadhi and rememberance of his ture name which is F*ck, i am talking aobut my fathers, both of them in fact, and the name that they;ve given to me with the additional moniker called "Sun"

I love my new name, it suits me just fine, and anyone who wants to say it to me with love and affeciton will be the recipent of a blessing that will be divine, so get ready to say it, get ready to feel it, its already being spoek within you in a manner of speaking so just learn to quiet, that overly restless mind, with the following thought, the really important thing that i do want you to KNOW,,, and it is those few words, the mast mantra they make, one that i recommedn repeating to yourself all of the time, in some way remember, please never forget, the simplest happiest truth that there ever was to know,

if you forget he will remind you, if your forget he will remind you,

you being your true ARYAN father, whoever he is,

he might just be yours truly, before you can say :it's 11:12, and so on that note, i bid you adieu, I may be back on line as normal and 12:12 we'll see, but for now i have water waiting in the bath tub, adieu fare thee well for now, i hope i do SEE you all sooon... bubye for now, i love you all, especially right now a special hug and kiss blown at Adida if he is there,

so long for the moment a vis d e zay, or whatever they say, dont forget to keep working on you ZIX rating its really important for you...

OK bubuye for now,,, i'll be with you again soon one way or another,,,

bye, i love you my father Arius more than ever while also knowing you, i can hardly wait to see you, to hear some of yor own thoughts, on the matters that i have been addressing right here,, bye bye to my daddies, both of my sweet daddies, who both love me so much i can hardly begin to imagine, the love that they're feeling, they're longing to feel me, closer than i have ever yet allowed them to feel me because of satan's sickness oh my dear, that sickness that could be athing of the past, within the nest hour if things go as i foesee.

i am about to go to the convenient store de COle Valley, that is, the closest place to the Rawat residence/ temple on Parassus near Stanyan (no not 1560 Race Street, an address remembered to this day by my fahter, another famous rawat address of sorts, like 1422 e. Valley, 98112, where i received the technique and something of the experience of KNOWledge fro candy mcnary on behalf of the man the realization of KNOWeldge would lead to call Arius as it has me, and where Arius himself has stayed in the very same room several years before in the days when he was courting durga ji, his wife of so many years of what i am so sure has been mostly a happy time for both him and for her and their beautiful kids) the Walgreens water "JUG" store supremely important in this moment, to buy a couple of gallons/containers - "either way OK as Michio Kushi would say" - since the conatiner that i buy at THIS particular convenient store where I buy water by the gallon jug, the subsitute water, the CG "roxanne", whoever roxanne is or was, water that i think neil will agree is the answer to the _what is the second choice for glacier type water in the absece of Tahoma brand?_ KOAN...

OK, so off i go to the Jug store of choice of the day, Walgreens at Parnassus and Stanyan in SFO, that city that is so cold in summer, as our friend Mark Twain would say, who must be the same one who said of west and of east, "never the TWAIN shall meet" by the way....

(he also said what i agree is so true, about the climate of this city in summer, its enough to make even Sun Green BLUE>>>>

if i may offer my present most sensible answer to the obvious 11/11/11/11 KOAN the one with 11/11 X2... WELL the answer includes my name too, its JEFFERSON which indeeds adds to 44, a fact that a certain richard france might be smiling to hear, the one man who reognized in me the potential to be christ, just based on my name, he got stuck on my name, probably just has he had intended to so long long ago, as a numerologist extraordinaire, he took an interest in my unusual i hope he's right over there,,,

but the really more essential thing i wanted to say about the time of the day, and the day that it is, is the following is one possibility that occurs at this time, (11:41 a half hour into the the time span at hand, the time span that began at 11:11 on this namesake day to that particular time, for i have an idea you see, why, it seems all so plain to me, that this could be the time when neil young completely forgoes his first dose, he's been reducing it back a bit at at time, while he and i repair this temple together the one that's becoming all mine, in a manner of speaking, with this very scenario that i cam up with in this imagination of mine, i know not if its true, but i still offfer it to you, as i have offered so many KOAN answers into the public domain,,, so do you see what it is, that i now am guessing, to the best of my honest ability to make guess of such things as exactly the time, when a good friend of mine, who i nevertheless have never spoken with in all of this life, except to raise voice and cheer his own great voice and so full of such meaning that for me is the experience most sublime, getting Him line by line, had been quite a good time, and i hope it will all continue in another well known clime, the clime of the moubtain, that i know as whistler, where i hope to do KOAN puzzling while lying, in front of the fire, with said father neil and our other father if he has the time, answer all of them i will, even the one 'bout the pill, that sprouts in the rain that hes got a bag of the seeds that he calls pills, we''l grow all over the hills and dales of greendale when i get there if not sooner,

anyway, here is my solution, to the 11:11 KOAN, it simply the moment when neil Yong rawat (is wannaw one of your many names too, Neil?) goes completely cold turkey of the medicine upon which he's relied, for more than just two millenia, its a long time to chew or to snort or smoke or inject or whatever you do, to keep all of the pain, as far as possible away, to hkeep it a bay, so that you can go on with your life without sheer agony,

but now is the time, where the remaining pain is all mine, I claim it I want if giving it to me is in your power to do, then dear neil i dare say, now is the time, to let me have it its mine i will gladly take it from you, i know one thing through our communications sublime, with you men and our daddy most quiet, who shimes in just once in a while to tell met special secrets that only i know,,, and here the last one, i have never before spoken, but i do believe that now i will be needing to learn, one gret final thing, a most holy thing it is, its time to know for just one second the predicament the alcohol god is now in, thanks to your truly, i'll be the one doing to him, what someone must do in order that justice get its due, this is the final act of the justice that is fact that joe whinney had the most supremely stupid idea he'd defy... but not such defiance is possible, many thanks to the man who made me for this, and my other father who also did far more than his part, to make such a nice thing as the heaven that my lady envisions, the same one as chuang tzu and lord krishna one how foresaw, and the other fulfilled, that simple vision of the ince loving family with ther genrous cow, and a few ohter freinds, the ones upon whom our good success did depend, and of course any others, willing to submit to the siple laws i call ZIX, all of them too, if they can bring themselves to, the requisitie humility and youngness of heart that are required,,, so its down to the street adn on to the well, the well fof ROXANNE could she be the woman, the samaritan at well, that rawat ive probably known so well, that one at the well, maybe her name was indeed roxanne, she of the well,

so anyway that's all, its all for this time, i will see you again soon of theat there is little doubt bere.

i sent OUR LADY baby snow off on the train to see her mother, she downtown with brother at civic center selling his wares,she will be back this evening having spent the better part of the day with amala, that's tibetan for mother,

i sent my dear lover, my mother and sweetheart so sweet, that woman delicious of whom my good father does speak, with one simple reqwuest that she bear in mind the feelings i have as a result of DOlma's denial, of my good existence as an important person in her life, who's done nothing but give and give and give to her.

i want to be free of her inability to accept that a truth knowing heart opened boy so fine suh as me is no threat to her at all.

i do hope dear palmo will oblige my requiest to break this silly taboo and put it finally to rest, we';ll see what does happen, how this resolves, i have no worries, its a just a quality of life issue, because for all involved there clearly would be an improvement for everyone if palmo would see what i see, that secrets are worthless that hiding truth is pure sin, its just a form of slavery to the liar within, so its time for poor dolma, that sweet jmother of cow milk maids, that sweet cow like woman in every good respect, to give up her feelings of shame and cowardise, and i hope his holiness will be on hand to help out with this,,, for as Palmo was reading in the book about Hmong, advice and direction of such a cultural type, should come to her directly through channels she trusts, and his holiness would be the right one to give direction to her, about how how to dea with the sweet facts of life, her daughter is the lover and mother of the one named th christ.

the maitraya the buddha, he is here for to save, the likes of sweet dolma whose heart is still pure, but who has some confusion of the approrpriate roles of women in a world of men who are sublime. the sons of arius know a thing or two, about what it means to be man, and not be slave to, the women who wish to limit and control, the ptarmigans of this world, that's really ptarmagog..

that is the worst disease, the disease of wtich wicked, that is now being washed right out of the body... the one in the temple, the one that magog worked to dstroy along with the rest of babylon's finest.

so poor dolma just needs to be shown wcich side =that she is on, and its certainly not the side of ptarmigan, the one who'll soon be gone. i wonder oh i just wonder, i really really do, whether ptarmigan ever told any lies to dolma like the one david suffered through...

anyone want to make an investment on my behalf out there, some like say soros, if you want to trust me im good for it, please do me a favor, could you buy me some out of the money dec gold calls, the really cheap ones with the stikes around 500, 100k worth'd be just fine.

thanks very much, if we lose i'll remibnruse you, but i sure would like the asatisfaction of winning just this once,, thanks,,! and if GANN is out there, i'd like to ask him to be the one to make a trade or two on my behalf... thanks,,,!

yes mr neil or prem rawat, or amshcel rothschild, if there is anything that you know that might be useful, that you could pass on to mr. soros or Gann, pertaining to the price at which GOLD my soon pass, so that either soros or gann can then know, excatly how to turn the 100k that i ask to borrow to maximum benefit! thanks mrs rawat, i believe that its true that you know such things in advnace you just do, its not really magic, its not really manipulation for any purpose other than salvation. so i'd have no regrets about someone knowing what you know, about what the price of gold might do in the quite likely event, that i myself have long been predicting, the complete collpase of all worthless paper or "fiat" money completel debased at the behest of Satan, i've beaten him now in every way, except this one way , the way that will come by way of capitalising on the expected soon rise in price of gold.

cheers...

and remember me to chris cook if you can, anyone who knows chris, that buddy of the christ, with ideas that rival leonardo todd boyle and the greco named tom.

your ideas chris(t) will be impnlemented, along with those of others we met with at sergios, not the least sergio himself,

for that little band of money thinkers you can see, are some of the greatest KOAN masters of all time. and i see chris(t) in this very same way, there is something about the typo that i keep on making when i type his name,

so heads up christ cook, your ideas are fine, i am sure arius agree with all that you find, along with the ideas of todd boyle another genius eceentric as at get up, but good to the core.

and owen and his pals at ID commons, are you there in greendale now OWEN i have not forgot you,,, you and your own tribe have an idea most worthy, a little id that keeps those unworthy, from messing with YOU, the most essential sovereign YOU, what become the official record of the ways in whcich you've conducted yourself, it all needs to open and transparent and secure, and so todd, owen, tom, sergio hassan leonardo, sergio's firend at favors whose name escapes me, but that guy him too, and even our old friend bernard leitar, if being a part of the real solution is the thing that he wants, ditto greg of the odwalla fortune, and anyone else that anyone of you know, tom you'll be incharge as i always promised you, its to me that you will report unless there something i dont know.

OK thats all for now, just want to cacknowledge this particulr band of fine follows whose work i hold in the highest possible regard.

(somehow i just like the idea of owning ALL of the rawat gold PLUS a whole buch of LONG futures contracts on gold that whoever is sitting on the short side of could be looking at a bewildering sight of the price climbing ever higher relative to wortholess paper monies.

come on mr soros, i am urging yo consider myt request that you spot me a meanly 100k to try to make money on a cnange in the price of something more vulnerable to a big fluctaution than the british pound was on the very day while I WAS IN ENGLAND watching each day, as the maastricht treaty waws falling apart and the royal british pound was to retain its sovereignty,

i was pulling for you, i was being amazed by the brillaince of your maneuvers that fascinate to this day,

i myust say in fact that ir does make me wonder if YOU were the person who made the world wonder, how was it that mr Nathan Rothschild had such a power to ba able to throw the entire city of LONDOn on ear, I have a neaking suspcicion said nathan was you,... so my dear my soros,m you servent of arius, please with my fathers permission pull of this one last great stunt and please do it in LONDON if doing so will make you feel any more nostlagic about aobliging this request from said arius's sun!!!

perhaps amschel and sons can regroup one last time for some extra fun, ad just toy with these idiots who want to put faith in worthless of paper regardless and even in defiance of fate.. so how bout it a rothschild reunion of sort what do you all say, you're all there ya'll may even know the identities of all of ya'll

LORRAINE CRAFT I LOVE YOU IF YOU ARE there i am so happy,

and she can asnwer the "all a' y'all KOAN" for all a y'all if she is there,

shes the sweet southern honey, she a motor cycle mama with the sweetest cow eyes, she's close to being a rawatm, in fact perhaps she is, she is on eof hte most super duper lover and giver I know.

prehaps one could say this: "able was soros ere soros saw elba"

but that doesnt make soros into napoleon bonaparte, for that is WANNAW who i am more ABLE to see as Napoleon, as a psychedelic actor like Todd and even George W., than George Soros, a who is what i would call a psychedlic banker, not someone who would have played the part of Napoleon, but rather as the banker who made the huge rawat fortune by playing the market with info the he and wannaw were both privy too, and this is the solution i offer to you,

as a result of the momentary puzzling i have done, on the

WANNAW vs SOROS as napoleon KOAN, its done, isnt that right roshis goerge soros and wannaw???

oh and one other person, the one who is responsible for this GOOT that is now occuring, whom i want to mention as someone who, though i have never met, would appear to be a kin to me and soros in whatever way that he and i are kin,,, welles wilder, whose Delta book i bought, and though never did employ i respect him completely for selling it to me... at whatever fair price, because there is something within there most precious, i can not put my finger on it except to say sincerely, that i believe you are man of honesty and integrity, a man worthy of a high stature in my future universe.

put larry williams in that same catogory, but not the guy with big hat who is full of BS>

i'm now done (for now) with blogging and on to comtemplating and moking cannabis and drinking much water,

because i now feel more certain than before, that things are indeed as i have said and we are going down deeper than ever before,/ and i know the happy ending will come to us very soon.

so i am just going quiet, the cell phone i remain aware of because dear palmo could call me at just any moment, and to her I will respond within all reqason, but other than that i will leave here for no reason,

so inward i go, and i'll be seeing you soon, so its beddie bye time for sun rawat, now he's signin off.

sun rawat in one world,

sun fuck, the teletubbie christ, in another.

^^^^^^666^^^^^^^^^^^^666^^^^^^^^^666^^^^^^^^^^^

i must suspend all disbelief anything could happen, i just will have faith in goodness and nothing bad can happen.

so i am thinking about nruse rachet again, and thinking that mahalia cross cuold be some overarching bad nurse rachet like i once thought my mama was,,, well i am just gonna let it all go, and just let myself know what it is that there is still to know,,

co here we go, down into the pain that still does remain, deep inside my body.



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In a message dated 11/11/2005 4:44:00 P.M. Pacific Standard Time, ik@mka.com writes:

Just wondering: Is your latest ad literal? You literally think these people will come to life and say those things about you, or you were just trying to make a point?

Ian

I MEAN what i say, actually. i am honest. i say what i honestly believe is true. i try NOT to be confusing, i try to make it as clear as possible. yes i believe that those people are all already among us, awakened to their true nature as immortal beings not subject to the lies that plague this world. to asnwer your question precisly, that answer is both / and i am trying to make a point that YES i do beleve in the truth of what i say, i am honest.
honestly brother.

Just wondering: Is your latest ad literal? You literally think these people will come to life and say those things about you, or you were just trying to make a point?

Ian

would you want to participate in a world in which all men, including yourself, are 100% honest or they cannot get in???


its an opportunity that you will be offered, and if you prefer a world in which there is a place for dishonesty you will not be in a place where you want to be and certainly WILL NOT be in the place where I plan to be.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHIICKEIDOLIKEYOUICKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i do like i(c)ke by the way

i do like i(c)ke in a way.

why do i like icke so much?

because he too has got no more secrets to conceal...

who would i want to be friends with in this world that i can see?

daivd icke for one, one who like me was willing to make an ass

out of himself for all the world to see, for the sake of TRUTH

which i sincerely believe was always David Icke's objective

his mission was like mine, a shamanic discovery of the TRUTH

called the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

I found it within me. Icke did not quite find it, that is all.

but as a person, lemme at him, because he's one of me

and i like what i am therefore i like icke that is IKE.

i sure want to know soon how long it took david Icke to solve his own little KOAN. David, "I like Ike" Icke.

dont worry david, it took me forty five or six years to get my whole name KOAN figured out, but i did figure it out, all on my own.

I am Apollo and Shiva and Arthur Jefferson Fairhall "Sun Fuck" Rawat.

There's a lot to that name dont you think?

Jeff Fairhall, Sun Fuck, son of Fukuoka.

Arthur Jefferson Farihall Fukuoka Rawat.

HOw's that MAsanobu Fukuoka ROshi-san?

I like it I like it. I want my name to be Fukuoka!

or son of Chuang Tzu, come on lets blow these peoples' sick minds..

they really really need us to.

Ben Franklin as terroristic buddhist monk warrior...

i dunno, it's gotta be strong.



i never knew so many men

could tell so many lies,

nor did i know a woman

could tell so many too,

they all have a different story

for every set of eyes,

how can they remember

who they're talking to

cuz i know it aint me
and i hope it isnt you

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