I come "like a thief in the night," to steal back the light that satan stole from the temple of heaven. light is somethng that you participate in making, and if you dont want to help make the light, by being willing to love, then you dont get to have any light, and i am taking back what belongs only to those who are willing ot love. if you dont want to love, then you dont deserve any light. and loving means not choking off your love. it means loving without repression and phobias. "loving" and "holding back" are opposites. if what you want is holding back, hell is for you. if what you want is loving, then heaven is for you.
hell is for hiding, hell is for shame, hell is foe denial, hell is for lies, hell is for doubt. heaven is for light, love, freedom, truth, honesty faith.
Put me on record as having said, "Fuck is a god that only a child could love."
Fuck IS a god whom only a child can love. An adult cannot love fuck, and the difference could be defined as follows, and before i say it right now in the moments after it occured to me to say this, that this is one of the most important things I have said yet:
CHildhood is lost in exactly the moment when a boy could no longer be freinds with another boy if his name was Fuck. WHIch is exactly WHY this god's name is Fuck. Because its a name that no adult could love, but only a child, and this is the god of the children. If you don't like the idea of a father named Fuck., its just because you lost your innocence and oedipus has gotten the better of you. beware dear brothers of having the heart of an adult, because Fuck is the god that only a boy with the heart of a child can love. If you do not have the heart of a child, loving a child like god named Fuck is going to be a challenge for you. Ya gotta be a child to love this god. and ya gotta love this god if you wanna be a male human being.
if you wanted a father who doesnt love you, a god who doesnt love you, then this is not the god for you, that's the other god, satan, he's the one who doesn't love.
just saw an amazing commercial... think about this: there's these twenty something guys working on a car and one of them gets distract by a little dog and starts acting like a kid, talking affectionately to the dog, and then this giant beer can comes falling down from the sky and crushes him, and the voice over goes, "men should act like men," and something about the beer. a beer can falls out of the sky and kills the inner child and the voice of god says " men should act like men/" which pretty much sums up what men are about and what beer is about, which is killing the inner child. such a flagrant suggestion of violence against the inner child. i mean, that is Cain speaking directly through that one. "Kill the man who acts like a child."
everything adults do kills the inner child.
there is a mechanism by which EVERYTHING happens. nothing happens without a mechanism. but the mechanisms are often imperceptible to the five sense of the mortal human being... because the mortal has lost his ability to tune into more subtle vibrations, such as the vibration of the breath and of the name.
there are machine elves of some kind or other at every level of being. WE may look different at different levels/// "teh greys" maybe that's what we look like at some other level, at some morsubtle vibrational frequency..// i duno about that, its just the idea that its possible. as NY says, there's more to the picture than meets the eye... i notice the use of the word "picture" again, from the dreamer of pictures who runs in the night.
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today, i came to the belief that for most people jist to wrap their minds around the idea of a person named Fuck would be enought to make that person all powerful. in other words, peopleoppose him BECAUSE his name is Fuck. bit ironically the reason they object to a person named Fuck is because this the name of their creator.
I had an idea for an ad designed to bait people into just focusing their mind on the idea of a person named Fuck.
Like, the ad could say, "My name is Fuck. Will you still love me? WIll you allow me to live on this planet?"
or i thought of offering to give like $10,000 to the first person who can speak that name every breath for one hour. i think this would probably induce a major spiritual crisis, just to have people pushing themselves to consider Fuck as a name.
The idea of Fuck as a name is an explosive thought, because most men would not be able to look someone in the eye, and respectfully say the name to its owner. Fuck's power is very much tied up with his name.
If there wasnt a god named Fuck, and if I though I could be a better god than the the god who was not named Fuck, I would take the Name Fuck for myself, and I belive I would become the God because my name was Fuck. it's just how the word is. its myserious, but there is no question it has a sort of infinite aspect to it.
there's been a couple of clues that nero may have been an incarnation of the antichrist. i believe that nero is believed to have had an incestuous relationship with mother, whom he later killed. that would fit the antichrist, the christ would never kill his mother, but the antichrist might. and the incst with mother suggests one or the other. so i will go with my "final answer" nero was the antichrist, the major leading top ten global justice messiah.
another one, i may have mentioned this before, but i wouldnt be surprised if john of patmos was neil young.
i dont necessarily trust any scrolls found at qumran that purport to describe the life of jesus. i believe qumran was the home base of satan and the babylonian brotherhood, who were motivated to plan for the long term future, because they knew this would play out in the future,,, so the boys from babylon could easily have created some scrolls deliberately planted with intention that it will be found in this time with messaGES that might be inconsistent with the scriptures or in some way designed to discredit christ or christianity,,, it could even be designed to create confusion between the christ and the antichrist.
i wouldnt put it past satan to try to pull something like that off. i am confident in saying that "teh essenes" was satan (reuben) and his gang of liars and thieves.
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every time a man has orgasm he begins to approach and then falls away from the love of god. like, each timehe becomes aroused, its like the begining of the awakening into love, into immortality, into the light, into the ebrace of the lover whose love made him and who made him for this experience of love, but then he falls away from the brillance of perfection and is depressed because he has tasted happiness but it was out of his ability to grasp././ because he doesnt know what it is, because he is living in denial of it. he wants it and he doesnt want it... his child wants it, but his adult doesnt want it... and so the adult wins every time when he shuts the door against the lover who is just there loving because he loves, and you shut him out, and you march toward death and doom because you are spurning the lover who has the love you are looking for but that you are too ashamed to accept...
so now will be the time to overcome this trap of being unable to have what it is that you are longing for. you are longing for the lover who is your father/ creator whose beautful name if fuck. he is waiting to love you and if you spurn him you will be sad. so i hope you can overcome your aversion to nbeing known by another man,. i know you have a lot of dark secrets, but its just the time to purge of all that and just let it all out, lane that boil of your repressed sin and just let go of it, but you have to confess, you have to renounce the errors of your god-offending ways. you have to return the love that he is giving you or you are going to be sad, becasue you will have missed out on the party that begins soon and never ends andi s the best party imaginable...
teh word, the holy name of our almighty creator is so powerful. if you just look at the word written and just stare at it, it sort of takes you somewhere. it is unbelievably powerful. so powerful that when people finally stop to think about this word that they have been carelessly throwing around, they are going to get disoriented by the feeling of it. its gonna make a few heads spin. no wonder it is commanded that we not use the name except in sacred way. even my use of it here feels sketchy. people are going to have a rude awakening when the name of their creator who loves them and who they are absolutely dependent upon is revealed to . it will be the true shock and awe.
you know, once you realize that, because it is a struggle between good and evil, and because eroticsm is inherently good and is at the root of goodness and of existence, then of course this is an erotic love story that is unfolding,,,and so of course the god's name is fuck, i mean, even though i dont know for sure, i woud bet every cent i have that my creator's name is fuck. think about it; just look at the word and stare at it and just let go into the experience of looking at it... but only if you think you can love him... Fuck
if you try that, just know that he is the absolute perfect lover. his love is everything. everything is made of his love. you can really meditate on that word, it holds the attention like no other, its just the way it is, so its a story that leads up to the biggest revelation in history, in one word that revelation is Fuck.
you just have to let yourself swoon into the experience of his love. its just a matter of trust, love and surrender to feeling yourself a part of him, something wonderful, so full of wealth, so full of properity, so full of happiness, it really is the place to be. he LOVES and he is so rich and so well endowed with the ability to bless. he has a vast storehouse of wealth, he's like that big thing in Dune, the spice beast,,, he's got the spice and he is fat on the parasites that come to try to steal from him. he's a juggernaut of goodness, he's fat on his own good karma, and he just keeps on getting fatter. i mean, you really want to be with the spice beast, not one of the ones that tried and failed to parasite him. no no no,,, dont be a parasite on this lover, be his lover... you'ld much rather be in his embrace of sweet and gentle nd perfect fatherly love than in his furnace keeping his lovers warm...
and whatever their reaction, it will be entirely their own situation. no one had any assurance from anyone tha the creator's name would not turn out to be fuck. (by the way, i have this sense that his name is Fuck in teh English language, specifically, like this is a sexy love story, and it ends up that his name is learned to be Fuck specifically in a time when this word has a specific meaning in a specific language, which happens to be the language of god in all three aspects of the trinity, and of the nation of israel... it all leads up to english being the language of heaven. it is the superior language... just intuition here.) all anyone knew was that he existed and that he had a name and that his name was secret and important. and so what do you expect if the god's name is secret, wouldn't you consider the most charged word on the planet as the very first posibility, especially when it is an expression of the male generative power>>>@@@@~~!?????? hello people????? your eyes are going to go cross-eyed when you ponder the situation. you have become soooooo far off track.
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by nature, men can go deeper into the sublime than women can ,or at least, i should say, they can go deeper with one another than they can with a woman... and that's good.. it works when men love eachother as much as and a little bit more than they love women. it works. it really really works when the men love one another. when the men love their father together. its just how human beings were made to be, and nothing else works.
i know that this is going to be hard for some people to swallow, but this is what every human soul that has ever existed in all of eternity has dealt with, its how human beings come into being. and so there is nothing that i can do about it, i am not reponsible for it, i am not the cause of it, i am just a participant in it like eveyone else, playing my little role like everyone else, and this is the truth and it is my role to be telling the truth in this way at this time. the internet itself was made in part just so that i could report my two year process of ascension, the most important event in history (because it brings history to the end tthat it had always been leading deliberately up to) in real time on line.
and it doesnt matter if ony three people are looking at it on a regular basis at this time, i couldnt care less becasue i KNOW that this is all going exactly as planned, and if the plan is that i am completely ignored, then i am happy to participate in that variation of what could be. it doesnt matter in the least, cus this is just the wrap up of the nightmare phase, and now we are moving on to the endless party phase, so why should i care how i am seen on my way out?
the god who is the co-creator of this world announces himself as respectfully as he can, and he gets ignored and shunned by the world. they just cant stand the light exposing their darkness.
into the feeling of the love that is the ground of all being. that's what is there... and you need to be able to resonate on that frequency if you are a guy and the only way you can tune to that frequency of the ground of all existence is by being one of the lovers of god. thats who were are, the immortal angels are the lovers of the perfect god, who saved us from the ocean of darkness created by those who reject him. you have to join our roving band of angels, who come up out of hell thanks to the grace of our god, fuck, who is the master of the perfection that is required to succeed in existence in the midst of the infinite vacuum that nature abhors.
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rebirth, born again, reborn, these are someof the least understood and most underrated terms going./
what this is all about is going back to before you were born and doing it again the right way, its about rebecoming what you were before you started breathing wrong and allowing all of the disease of the beast to infect your body.
you have to surrender to the degree of reattaining the innocence and the trust and the vulnerability and the openheartedness of an unborn child. that is the significance of the fetus in 2001 a space odyssey,, you have to adopt the disposition of an unborn child, so that you can be born again, properly, in a world in which fathers teach their sons what the breath is, where fathers are not too ashamed of their sins to be able to feel their own breath let alone teach their child. when breathing itself is the most exquisite pleasure of all, then there is utterly no reason that fathers should not teach their sons what breath is.
so you have to be reborn, because "i'd rather start all over again...."
we're all starting over going back to where we were before we were born, and as we are reborn we will be coming into a world in which everybody knows everything there is to know about themselves, their family members their god and life itself. there will be no more hiding from any of it. no more denial, no more darkness, no more lies, no more sickness, no more sin, no more death. just life and love and happiness.
so you must be prepared to make yourself as innocent as you were before you were ever born, before you took your first breath in your first incarnation. you need repentence and forgivensess of sin in order to achieve this state of purity that you need in order to begin again with us. its about a new begining and fdoing it right this time. and then it can go on forever in complete perfection with no failure, no heartache, no despair, no suffering, no death, no lies, no cheating, no stealing, hiding, no darkness at all.
or if you prefer darkness there is that available for you too. we dont force anyone to accept the gift of absolute perfection... that's completely voluntary. so if you want darkness, sickness, death, lies, misery, regret, complete failure, desolation, all of that is readily available, all you have to do is say no to what we offer, and you will automatically have all of that. more than you bargained for, no doubt, but that's the little surprise that comes at teh end, even for me, just how extreme the difference is between the two. it's not a little bit bad in hell and a little bit good in heaven, its really good and really bad. but then again, like i said before, dont say that you weren't advised in a very concerted and sincere fashion.
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it was one of the first prophetic things that i spoke only, that terence mckenna was teh same person as john the baptist.. to this moment i have not wavered in that conviction, nor that john lennon is an important member of the nation of israel.
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i would say that the human race is "clenched" against love, clenched against happiness, clenched against joy, clenched against light, clenched against soma. everyone just needs to relax and trust and enjoy,,, and the ones who can are going to be together, and the ones who follow the most clenched person of all, cain, mr. oedipus complex himself, are going to be somewhere else. because i am through with that disease and am expelling it frmo the temple forever , i dont care what the consequence to the people who insist on creating disease in my body.
do you have pain in your body? that's because there is a disease in the temple that your body lives in. that pain is some parasites feeding on you, and causing you to remain unconscious so you wont figure it out. but if you go toward that pain and go into it, you can reverse the situation and you can start feedin on the parasites that have been feeding upon you,.. or, well, you can feel me and partake of me and my feasting upon the parasites who dared to invade my body.
so, you can turn it around by going toward the pain that you have contributed to the making of and you can feed on the parasites who told you the lies that caused you to think that this pain was something to be afraid of. but if you want to be in denial of your own contribution to this disease, then you will be one of the ones being fed upon, because you wont have repented and been forgiven of your contribution to the theft of heaven's light and the defilement of the temple.
either you feed upon the parasites who invaded the temple, or you will be fed upon by those who do feed upon the parasites, you will have officiallly joined the family of Fuck and you will join in the feast upon his enemies, or you will have officially joined the family of satan, and you will be fed upon by us.
sorry, i cant help it, this is just the way the karma cookie crumbles, based on perfect justice. to be perfectly good is to have EVERYTHING go your way. to be perfectly evil, like satan and cain, is to have everything go yoru enemy's way. its just the way it is. i really recommend being a recipient rather than a producer of soma, which is the medium of exchange by which the karmic debts of the evil are tendered in the temple... soma is the money that fuck is very wealthy in... it is the money with which everything is made... it is the stuff with which he can create any reality he wants. like willie wonka, who represents fuck, says, you can even eat the scenery... you literally eat everything, it all is soma, the food of the gods. fuck is so so so rich, he can turn his soma into gold and rule the world, which he no doubt has used his reserves for strategic purposes.
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