820 It kinda SEEMS like Neil just reminded me where i left the chocolate...
obviously how a man responds to psychedelics is the test.. and based on what happens when i smoke a toke form Reuben's pipe, there is some strong stuff out there... i have no idea what he uses..
for the first time today i really wondered, are you subjcted now to like the state of my digestive system, are we so close that if, say i overeat, you can feel the discomfort??
i was feeling uncertain about whether i should be eating at all at this point,, it's fairly mininal now, gave up the crackkers and cheese, not much tea and milk, less ice cream, fruit mostly now, and of course water..
so really, you can just FEEL the vibe difference, though its something i am LOOKING for now, its a visual thing, but maye the sort of LOOKING thing is just how we think of our overall subliminal impression...
so all of the people who came to mind as treib people seem to be men who are above par..
like walt maas, he's a psychedlic guy- i was so convinced he was one of us, when i was making those messages tha weekend,,, Bruce callow, he's with us, stellar man, i have no doubt meeting either of those guys is a coincidence, but esp. bruce, and i am glad i am on hte record here,,, bruce callow is close to the christ... very close he LOVES me, he's israel all the way... I'll be surprised if walt is not... i havent been obsessing as much recetly about checking guys out, but its subliminal,, all men do it, its waht men do to one another, we check each other out in the subliminal realm, and cain hates abel because abal can see that cain is in hell...
cain hated seeing me happy (merkle, i mean)
vietnam HEAVEN ALL THE WAY THAI ditto
are all the people who are not in hell now going to be OK??
gyatso's souls in good shape, he's at the door from what i can see, as sincere as any man on earth..
women are messed up, but it doesnt matter nearly as much form my perspective,... they just need to reform their ways, men have got to get with daddy..... i really emphasized the "I'm talking about men here" thing a lot in all my writings, I reiterated that over and over...
the long path i took is not what people are going to need to do, its like, either you resonate or you dont. right?
its like a crash course... it will be intense, but oh so thrilling to witness and participate in.
teh depth and complexity of the intruiges of history are much more than i realized until recently and even today... the understanding about zen ramps it up for me... not to mention cortez, etc... its amazing how we've been brining this into focus so gently and methodically... its just so awesome... i can imagine at this point many of the world most important people are awaiting each post with bated breath.. i feel incredibly proud and blessed and happy and excited and grateful....
a getoutofthetubber... OF COURSE zen buddhism is rawat, and i think this is something neil definitely intended for me to make a big deal out of KOANS>>> only the rawats could have ever come up with koans in the first place,,, who the hell else???? not even possible,,,, koan is proof of rawat IMHO
now we're talkin....
for the purposes of this important document pertaining to the rapture, the killing of billions of people aand the end of the world, I would like to define for following acronym: GOOT; a GOOT is a get-out-of-tubber, a thought that provokes jeff to get out of the tub so he can post it on his website. When GOOTs occur, it means that Neil concurs that it's worth getting out of the tub for. For example, this particular entry about GOOTs is itself a GOOT. >>>>>>
ok back to tub my sweets, I'll be back soon "no doubt" !
GOOT: my father and i really are one. i am feeling like if i let go he could actually move my body or even speak. wow... amazing..
so when the jokes are so witty and i mean, to me its wickedly funny some of this stuff, i mean, are there people in stitches??? so its sometimes when we are laughing intensely at a joke we come up with together, its like a real strong zingy feeling of oneness..
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