Tuesday, October 18, 2005

had some imteresting experiences last night..3400 Phinney Chocolate (93)

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had some interesting experiences last night... i slept for a little while this morning, just now waking up. I'm sensing that Neil is allowing himself to come off whatever it is that has been keeping from having the experience that he himself is beginning to experience, as am i... i don't need to report a play by play of the experience, i just kinda need to have it...

i do sense as i get closer and closer that there is much truth to things i said as long as a year ago that i haven't given a lot of thought to recently. i was seeing pictures then that i am seeing again now..

i think this related to what i've already said about the role of psilocybin. a year ago i was harvesting and eating a fairly substantial volume of psilocybin mushrooms, which temporarily illuminate things that are buried within unconscious dehydrated parts of the body, then go back into the unconscious after the dmt-analogue is spent. the blue pill, it just kind of gives you a looki around, which is really sort a shamanic function, its a _learning_ function, as opposed to a strictly healing function.

Amanita, at this stage, has the role of healing, though i also can say that amanita has a teaching role, the primary role that it fulfills is as a detoxifier. detoxification is what is needed, and i don't see a huge role for psilocybin at this point, people just need to detox ify their bodies and the main substances that anyone who chooses to do what i have done and recover from the alcohol sickness will be taking into their bodies for this purpose are tea made from dried amanita muscaria mushroom, plain water (possibly from a specific source, melted glacier water from the carbon river which drains from the carbon glacier on mount rainier or possibly any water with minerals from glacial run-off added - the glacier water has something called colloidal minerals that in some way bond with and help remove toxins) and cannabis. there may be stages at which psilocybin is helpful, but i really can't see from where i am now why anyone wanting to recover from the evil spirit of alcohol poisoning would need to use it. it just kind of show you things... that's about all, and this isn't about being shown anything, its about being detoxified, and i just dont see psilocybin as having a detox function.

so last year i was seeing things because i was taking the blue pill, learning to understand things about the experiences i would be having over the course of the "long day" between then and now. i am now seeing and understanding the same pictures as a result of the red pill, the effect of which is permanent because it's effect is the removal of the toxins that the blue pill was only helping me see through.

i needed to see ahead and so i took a lot of psilocybin and, well, i was saying a lot of things around that time, it was kind of a rush of me learning and saying things, and now i am just playing catch up with the red pill.

i believe that within one minute, perhaps as little as ten seconds, i could determine whether or not a man has the alcohol sickness, whether he has, in the duration of his existence as "male human being" living in the sperm dream, ever passed out on alcohol. it has to do with the ability to allow me to look in their eyes and just feel them... if they cannot they probably have the disease. like Lane who was the last man not in my family in whose eyes i looked for more than a moment does not have the alcohol sickness. as i said last night, most men that i see in my life have the alcohol sickness and will not be able to be in the temple that will be my body.

everything i've been talking about has to do with alcohol sickness.

the most outstanding deja vu from the period last fall when i was consuming what the coneheads might have called "mass quantities" of psilocybin (akroyd, are you out there you hilarious dude?) is the awareness of the tremendous amount of light trapped by the "Lucifer" force, which my friend steven golovnin (and Satan, if were capable of something called speaking the truth) could testify i was obsessing about on my psilocybin trips of last year into the regions of the body deeply dehydrated by the Lucifer experience, which is the entrapment in a sort of resistance to knowing something that is difficult to know if you are not me..

I said to steven that i felt like i was on the verge of shape-shifting in to reptile... Lucifer is such an intense experience of resistence to being what you are that you just have to either take opiates or just become an expression of something other than a mamalian expression of what we call human being.

David Icke speaks a great deal about these experiences, but as I have said, he is completely wrong about all of his conclusions about the implications... the people he refers to as the "reptilian brothehood" are just people who have succumbed to the perplexing and bewildering experience associated with the word Lucifer. WIlliam Lehman is perhaps the most important member of the "lost tribe" of people who include the royal families of Europe, and the very people like the two JFKs who I referred to repeatedly in reference to this experience.

The people who have for whatever reason been fated to endure this experience, which like alcohol poisoning and just the condition of the soul in general is something that a person carries along "teh spiral that leads from lifetime to lifetime," to quote my great friend Terence McKenna quoting, i believe, himself when he was Robert Blake.

This is the Lucifer Tribe, and in order to endure being a member of this tribe, I believe that Heroin is indispensible and so the church really has played the role of the "papacy" for the reasons i stated. If I was correct that the Rawat family abandoned their power base in Rome for a period of time, then there had to have been another system for controlling opiates. There are pieces of this history that are sketchy for me, but at this point it's more of an intellectual exercise than anything. Crusades, Knights Templar, all of the deep intruiges of History all relate to the war between Heaven and Hell, which involves to principle elements: the discomfort that people who are severely depressed as a result of the vibrational energies are emitted (for lack of a better word) by happy people, and the control of the opium that these people and those who are fighting against them both need in order to cope with the human condition.

The worst defeat for either side in this struggle would by definition be loss of control of the opiates. This is the most critical determining factor in affecting the most crucial variables in human existence on Planet Earth. The sufferings of either the Hell realms of those who are disturbed by the vibrational frequencies of HEaven, or of the unrelieved Lucifer experience, are intolerable and opium is the only relief. It is possible that it was agreed to between ABraham and the Rawats that the two sides would share the opium supply through the Papacy, and it may have been agreed that they would each take turns controlling the papacy as appears to me now was the case. It is also possible that Pluto, the leader of the Babylonians, the faction called Hell, betrayed such an agreement had there been one and tried to wrest control of opium in order to keep his adveraries from having it. Really I am just considering two logical possibilities here: the first being that such an agreement could have been made, for the sake of compassion, as the ONE and ONLY ground rule for the engagement in warfare that really began with teh meetings between Abraham (possibly the return of Ham, his most recent previous incarnaiton) and the Rawat's; and the second possibility, conditioned upon the first, is that Prince Rauven would be capable of breaking such a promise.

The only other person on Earth that I know of besides His Holiness the Pope of the Holy Roman Catholic Church who has been bestowed the Title "His Holiness" is the Dalai Lama of Tibet. I have no doubt that His Holiness the Dalai Lama is indeed a Holy and Royal man who has played a very important part in the War between Heaven and Hell, and as I alluded to yesterday it is obvious to me that Tibetan Buddhism has been an important battleground in this struggle. It may be that His Holiness has been at the top of a sect whose purpose, like that of the Roman Catholic Papacy, has been related to the dispensation of opiates to people who suffer from the Lucifer experience and require opiates.. I believe that it is also possible that there has been some underground intruiges among the sects of Tibetan Buddhism that would probably distill down to Hell trying to interfere with this role, or possibly trying to obtain supplies of opium for its own purposes by depriving members of the forces of Heaven from having access to opium... Bottom line, the importance of His holiness the Dalai Lama relates directly to opium and its role in the struggle between Heaven and Hell.

I will venture a guess that whatever hierarchy His Holiness the Dalai Lama is at the top of in the greater Rawat family enterprise, the man who is the father of the woman who I am quite sure is the Goddess whom we worship, Gyatso Dakchang, is probably a very high member of this hierarchy, possibly directly below His Holiness. He has fulfilled an extremely important function in this life, as his his wife, in being parents of a most precious person indeed.

The reptilian shapeshifting phenomena is, i believe, a necessary experience of just allowing the pent up energy of the Lucifer puzzle - which relates to charlie and grandpas little excursion in the bubble machine which does not appear in the original book, only in the movie (both contain their own separate clues - "machine elves" as square candies that look round, the importance of amanita, these and other clues are contained in one or the other but not both) - to have an outlet, and these people actually become reptiles because we humans have a reptilian level of being and the lucifer experience, without the relief of opiates, does not allow one to be in a mamallian human form,,, there is just too much aversion to the experience, and so the person assumes some other form. There may be five different ways that human beings can express themselves, and the mamalian and reptilian being the two most basic. there maybe be some level of being that is more fish like, perhaps a "grey" level of being. There is one level of being at which men can express themselves and women cannot, which is a part of the understanding that comes with Knowledge.

David Icke may be an agent of the Rawat family whose purpose in the world is to be exactly what he is, a person who educates about the reptilain phenomena but who does not offer the correct explanations of this phenomena. He could be a free lance agent in his own mind -as James Arthur was at one time but who by now is probably back in the family fold (how could he be allowed to miss this???) - but he is still likely to be Israel. it is not possible that Icke is Babylon, and the reason is this:

I went to hear Icke speak at a day long seminar in Seattle 1 1/2 years ago, before I began to understand the deepest twists and turns of the saga that's unfolding, a time when I myself saw the force that I called Satan as being under the direction of the forces of Heaven marshaled by P Max. (does anyone else use "P Max" for cousin Jed?) David Icke spoke at length and VERY intentionally about his own experience of using pscyehdlic drugs, which clearly had provided him with an experience untrained by the alcohell.

David Icke, it follows, is almost certainly a children of Israel, and many of the Babylonians who see him as being on their side will soon learn otherwise. David Icke is a member of the affiliation of human beings allied with Heaven that I call Israel, and actually may be a fairly royal person himself, he has a somewhat royal sort of demeanor if you ask me. In other words he is a member of the affiliation that he has erroniously (whether deliberately or not) referred to in his writings as the Babylonian Brotherhood, which is just the name of the forces allied with Hell and the Antichrist..

David Icke may actually have spoken of his psychedlic experience in all of his speaking gigs on the tour that he was on when i saw him, or perhaps it was only in Seattle that he spoke about his psychedelic experience, but I believe it is quite possible that he was directed to speak about his experience of ayahuasca BECAUSE it was foreknown in advance that I would be in attendence at his talk in Seattle and get the clue - that he had an ecsatatic experience while under the influence of the "boundary dissolving" effects of the Tryptamines (DMT) contained in ayahuasca. Babylon is the nation of alcohell, Israel is the nation of psychedelics, and Icke is Israel imply because he obviously, with no quetion whatsoever, does not have alcohol poisoning in his soul.

I believe that these statements that I am making about David Icke will be added to, and possibly put near the top of, the list of brilliant things I have said. Because his own experience combined with my own observation are going to make for a more powerful reality check experience for the kinds of people who, like myself and Icke, allow our ignorance to get the better of us as we make judgments about people and events that we really dont understand. I myself published more than one statement in Seattle area newspapers that state my belief that George Herbert Walker Bush is the most depraved individual on Planet Earth by virtue of having committed the crimes associated with Satan. Today it is my belief that GHW Bush may have been the only living person on Earth besides Prem Rawat himself and members of his family who had been made privy, through a direct transmission from the mouth of either Cousin Jed, Neil Rawat or Prem Rawt himself, whispered directly into his ear, of the name of Kierkegaard as the identity of the person who was the perpetrator of the alcohol sickness. This would make Poppy Bush in some manner of speaking the LEAST depraved person on Planet Earth, certainly one who had proven, undoubtedly over the course of many lifetimes, to be worthy of unlimited trust.

The Order of Skull and Bones, controlled by Cousin Jed and the highest level people in the "Satan" tribe that includes Todd, who may actually be an even more trusted person than Poppy Bush. I must say, Poppy Bush is up there with hiw son GW and Dick Cheney as among those I most look forward to meeting, in light of having said some things that will no doubt be cause for some great merriment...

I suppose if it were true that Poppy is the only one who knew the name of our family's nemesis, then this too would be added to that list of somewhat brilliant utterances.. what is known by anyone can be known by you, purely through sublime experience, and this should soon be proven to the people of this world beyond the shadow of a Kierkegaard's doubt..

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I do believe, though I am not sure, that awareness of the fact that the two factions that last year I refered frequently to as "Satan and Lucifer" were both under the control of One ultimate master may have limited to a small number of people who were aware that they were aligned with one side or the other.. This, like all KNowledge of the matters about which I speak, is probably on a need to know basis, and it is possible that people like GHW Bush and Prince Phillip are among the few who had been aware that this was leading to the revelation that both the Satan and Lucifer factions were being orchestrated by P Max. Certainly vague rumors I heard about the "annointing" by teh US COngress of Sun Myung Moon as some sort of Messiah seems to be related to waht I am saying.

COntrol of opium has no doubt been at the crux of history because the wars between Heaven and Hell are wars over control of opiates by nature. Until now, because within a few hours, all of the people who have been living with opium dependency who are aligned with Heaven will be freed forever from the perplexion of Lucifer. I had very powerful premonitions last year of a great Hallelujah that would be the result of the tremndous liberation resulting from the solving of the puzzle that is now occuring, and a great honoring of Lucifer (if this is in some sense the name of the leader of this tribe) who I believe is incarnated as William Lehman, who himself never seemed at all interested in hearing me say that i beleived he is Lucifer, but who I remain convinced, by the clarity of my own picture of Him being none other than the person who may have made more sacrifices than anyone in the course of this saga, that it is indeed him.

The people who have endured this experience since the time of the CHrist or before are together the greatest champions of this saga, and are by definition the most royal tribe of the twelve tribes of Israel, wimnply by virtue of having to endure the most suffering in the struggles between the forces of Heaven and Hell. They are royal because the all powerful patriarch of the royal family of which they are all members believes in the following: "from whom much is asked much is given..." If Joe Kennedy and his family amassed great wealth it is because he and his family were being asked to give much and they obviously have, and clearly the same can be said for the Windsor family, John Kerry and others. I remain easily confident that my reading ito the not very subliminal clue of his initials and special relationship with JFK the first that Mr. John Kerry is the number 2 guy in this tribe probably has merit.

I guess you could say i really was onto something, in spite of the seemingly interminable length of the ensuing "long day." I must say, when I think of people like Poppy and Prince Phillip, I "cannot hide a grin" imagining their own dropped jaws as they were reading what I was saying last year... I guess when you can make the jaws of the most important people on Earth drop in a good way, you can look forward to being invited to a good party or two...

at this point i cannot imagine there is a single person who, if allowed to know their heart, i would love and admire who will not be at some or all of those parties.

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i feel quite confident that terence mckenna will indeed name sid genette as someone he regards as closest to himself in terms of ability to have and understnad psychedelic experiences, and will speak about the significance of the fact that even sid genette could not really tolerate hearing about my own experiences. People are deeply afraid of the lucifer experience in an entirely subliminal way and isd is no different from Prince Phillip and other who may have been dealing with Lucifer for many lifetimes..

the powerful families associated with scotland, including the windors, spencers and others and probably including the Cargils and MacMillins of the grain trading dynasty, are probably all associate with the Lucifer tribe. The Cargill Co. is conisdered a nemesis to many people in the "sustainable agriculture movement" who include people I have named like Wendell Berry and the small farming advocates I have named including Marty Strange. Once again, this is only ignorance. The Cargils, a very wealthy and powerful family could not possibly be not Rawat affiliates, along with most or all of the other participants in the grain cartel. and as a somewhat unsung leader of this movement, I am proud to be the one to say that the "Merchants of Grain" are some of the VERY most royal people on Earth.

Prince Charles counts himself among the proponents of healthy agriculture. I just happened (no big deal these coincidence have been known to happen) to be in Totnes at the Schumacher College when Wendell Berry was teaching a course and just coincidentally had recently, on this same excursion to the UK, been invited to have a visit with The Prince of Wales. I would take this to be a sign that I am most certainly correct that Wendell Berry is a member of the Nation of Israel, and I would venture to guess is of somewhat royal blood himself. He is a man of immense intelligence and good intention and if I am correct will be a very important advocate for Heaven in the coming times.

I would venture a guess that all or virtaully all recipients of the MacArthur "genius" Awards are members of the Nation of Israel, though many may not know this. This may also be true of the Nobel Prize.

are there people cheering with every post????

If this is true than at least a few of my favorite people in the field in which I have worked, sustainable agriculture, are indeed members of my beloved Nation: those who I have named already who I know have been recipients of MacArthur awards: Gary Paul Nabhan (a close personal friend in Heaven I have no doubt), Kent Wheely and Wes Jackson, who all mysteriously had recieved this award at the same time in about the same period as I went on a tour, a pilgrimage really as the person who sent Lewis and Clark off exploring these realms, that took me for visits to The Land Institute of that great genius Wes Jackson (which I visited twice for the Prarie festival which I enjoyed immensely on both occaisions, and from which I left with a tape of Wes Jackson's keynote, then listened to about thirty times on my journey), the home farm of The Seed Savers Exchange where I met and was invited into the home and sauna of a wonderful man who I have no doubt is also part of our great Nation, David Cavagnaro, the great photographer whwas at the time in charge of the gardens at the Heritage Farm - I am a lifetime member of the Seed Savers Exchange which I consider to be among the most worthwhile projects that anyone has undertaken in the past century or more, and on to Minneapolis to visit the good folks, including Dana Jackson, who I'd befriended along the way, at the Land Stewardship Project, and then on to another weekend cap out gathering at the Center for Rural Affairs where I met and befreinded many wonderful dedicated people working for a sane and healthy food system.

That trip was a wonderful experience for me, I longed to engage in the work that these organizations were doing, of anything I might have done in this life besides do what I was predestined to do, I would have delved more deeply into the work of creating a healthy food system, and it was just inspiring for me to soak up all of the goodness that is manifest among people who gravitate to this aspect of human coexistence,.. what could be more basic, and what could be more obviously interested in reform and iimprovement..

During this trip I met many other people who are favorites to this day, including Fred Kirschenmann who is in my opinion a giant in more than the obvious way, and Michael Abelman, who if ever there was someone worthy of the name Abelman, I would have to say he would be a top ten major leading candidate... There are so many and I have little doubt of what I have said that these men all consist of a great Tribe of the Great Nation of Israel.. I look foward to implementing all of the good ideas that you all have been trying to implement against the resistence of the apathy of so many people who just dont care what happens to this world. I have no doubt that our perfect rock and roll father is most certainly in agreement with all that I am saying as I feel his emotions as being the same as my own.

So lets beat those plowshares into swords and get on with business of doing what it takes to prepare the way for a time when neither plowshares or swords will any longer be necessary.

I would also give special mention to a person I have known on a more close up and personal basis who is a great member of this tribe i must believe, Mark Musick, a very close friend, who has worked tirelessly for decades in furtherance of the objectives of a sane human existence and system of food production in spite of a great handicap from which I pray and am confident he will soon be relieved.

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The other person who works in this field who I beleive worthy of great accolades for striving against great adversarial forces against what I and my family consider among the geatest evils, the poor treatment of farm animals and cows in particular. This person is a man who I met only once, I don't exactly remember if we were introduced, but there is a story that goes with this encounter.

I was at Asilomar near Monterey Californea for the annual gathering of the sustainable ag community about ten years ago that happens there every year and which I attended twice. It was a fascinating little session that I reollected With Fred Kirschmann who was there and who I spent time with last year while he was in Seattle. It was a little session attended by about 15 people and three of the people who were there I will name were involved in a little discussion about the relative merit of methods of systems of dairy production involving permanent confinement in an indoor concret floor environment and ones in which the cows have access to grass, and it was a debate on the matter of whether the rules pertaining to Organic Certification should or should not allow for the confinement of dairy cows without a reasonable access to pasture.

The participants in this discussion were Fred Kirschenmann, Geoge Siemon, founder of Organic Valley, a coop of organically certified producers of milk whose members are, I believe, required to provide their animals with access to pasture, and Mark Retzloff, the founder of a competing company called Horizon, also in the Organic Milk business, whose producers produce their organic milk in confinement.

I believe that what I am saying is as expression of my own feelings that are shared with a passion equal to or exceeding my own by the elders of my family, Neil and Prem Rawat... it's one of those intuition things, I feel passion that exceeds what I would otherwise expect to feel. I wish to say at this point that immediately prior to having the experience that awakened me to the reality of being the CHrist, a psychedlic experienced induced by a secret drug given to me by our dear friend Prince Reuben, I was actively pursuing the passionate dream that I had of operating a dairy business that treated cows humanely in collaboration of a wonderful dairy farmern named Steve Hartman, a man wiht the utmost integrity who is passionately committed to the good ttreatment of cows and who now resides in Port Townsend near where my beautiful father is known to keep a sailboat. We were in discussions with a Dairy farmer named Frank Short talking about the idea of having a local supply of milk form happy cows for the people of the Puget Sound region to enjoy.

I have written elsewhere on matters related to my own choice as a purveyor of a substatial volume of both coffeee drinks and bakery goods made using milk as an ingredient. I made a commitment before I ever opened the door of my bakery in Seattle that the single most inviolable rule of ethics was that my bakery was not to use millk made from cows that are raised in strict confinement, including the products sold by the Horizon Dairy. I instructed my staff to purshase ONLY Organic Valley milk, even to put in pastries such a danish and croissants, scones, muffins by the thousands every day, and to the best of my knowledge that practice was followed at least until I lost control of the managment of my business in the chaotic final months of my ownership of it.

I consider the additional cost born by me in order to hold fast to an absolute commitment to supporting the most humane possible method of dairy production is the money that I am most proud to have spent in my entire life. By the time this vision of the dairy project had temporarily faded as a result of my preoccupation with my journey, I was of a mind that the product I would most like to introduce to the world, that presently is not available, and I mentioned this to seceral people, would be milk given to human beings by cows who were treated with the dignity of being milked by hand. I not only believed that this would be a worthwhile product to put on the market, but one that I think could have revolutionized people's thinking about something that they are in complete oblivion of, the welfare of the most generous and gentle animal ever to eixst.

I have stated my belief on many occaisions that our Lord and Maker is none other than Lord Krishna, the lover of the milk maids who take care of his herd of cows. I have alluded MANY times in my writings to the song by Neil Young, Hello Cowgirl in the Sand, the first verse of which goes like this, "Hello cowgirl in the sand is this place at your command, can I stay here for a while, can I see your sweet sweet smile..." And I remain convinced that this song refers to the sacred cow and the girl who milks it, our sweet Lords lover and our mother, the teletubbie goddess, Palmo Dakchang. I believe that this character is named Rada in the scriptures that tell the stories of Lord Krishna's life. I have said many things about the significance to the ALmight Creator of and his feelings about cows, including, as my friend SId will no doubt recall, my belief that Lord Krishna's blue color is a reference to psilocybin which grows throughout the tropics in the dung of cattle.

The importance of this relationship between the Creator and psilocybin and therefore the cow is, I believe, this. He puts psilocybin in the world so that he himself can eat it and so awaken to his own identity as the Creator. I stated to premies of Prem Rawat my belief that his own father probably employed psilocybin in the initiation into knowledge that he, Prem, himself received. I feel Prem Rawat's presence smiling as I write this.

I want to go on hte record here that i have little to no doubt that Prem Rawat and his father enjoyed an incestuous father son relationship between the time when Prem was six until his father's death. This is inherent in the Realization of Knowledge, even for the ALmighty Lord himself. He reattains awareness of his own identity in each incarnation through initiation by one of his own descendants.

Back to Asilomar. I was very interested in this particular issue, and at the time and for many years, I was on the State's agriculture department's advisory board in Washington during this time when the naitonal rules for organic production of food were still under debate, they had not yet been finalized, and what I witnessed that day was as close to a serious discussion of this matter that I ever witnessed, which is downright pathetic in my opinion. I was unable to find allied in my own circles who were willing to take a strong position on this issue, which I felt was cut and dried: In my opinion an Organic food certification system that allows for permanent confinement of dairy cows is corrupt and worthless. To me nothing is more anathema to the very idea that is conjured by teh idea of an organic dairy cow that the heinous conditions that exist in teh types of operations that produce milk for the Horizon Dairy. I condemn the very idea of confinement of livestock of any kind as utterly inhumane and unjustifable, and given what I know about the nature of reality, the confinement of dairy cows if a terrible offense to the Creator of this world who considers this a sort of pinnacle of human obliviousness.

Whoever Mark Retzloff is, he is definitely NOT on my list of people who I believe have afilliations with the Nation of Israel, inspite of his long career in an industry of people who may in fact be loaded with people who are, and in my opinion Mark Retzloff or whoever is responsible for what Horizon dairy represents could be called to task for this inherent hypocracy before the world by the Creator himself

Years ago, Mark - this is basically an indictment of some kind of Mark Retzloff being chanelled through me by Neil Rawat, with Prem Rawat's attention being keenly focused on this matter- Retzloff was affiliated with an organization located in Denver COlorado called "Rainbow," that was under overt control, directly or indirectly by Prem Rawat. It is one of only two or three business that I know of that have ever been openly under Rawat control. Joe Whinney is my lover of all time. I need his soul in mine. I myself worked in the Rainbow operation for between one and two years during the 1980's and at that time I was vaguely aware that Mark Retzloff had once been somehow involved in the Management of the Rainbow organization (this was the period just before I headed east to work with the Beast in AshevillE NOrth Carolina.)

I was also vaguely aware that there might have been some history involving a struggle for control within the Rainbow organization that may have also included a man named Hass Hassan, who with Retzloff went on to be involved in natural foods retailing in Boulder, including the establishment of the company called Alfalfa's, which may later have been acquired by Wild Oats. There is intruige involved in what happend between Mark Retzloff and Prem Rawat that led to their parting of ways. I know people who may also have been caught up in the controversies or struggle that occured at that time. I was close to many people who were aa part of an extremely dynamic and intelligent and hard working group of people who were employed by Rainbow during those times, some of whom may be brought to testify in this matter and I will name a few: David Cohen, David Rickard, Brit Eustis, Steven Sunseri, Michael Nolting, who I knew quite well and who I always liked and respected all of them. These may be people who will be brought into a review and clarification of exactly what happened.

There was also a man named Russ Pimental and another named jim Emerson who may have committed violations against the all-seeing diety in whose employ they were.

I have a strong feeling that Mark Retzloff has angered the Lord of ths Universe in a way that could cause him to be the object of His wrath.

Again back to Asilomar, basically there was just a debate between George Siemon and Mark Retzloff, and as these details will be soon aired I wont go to deep detail, but I do want to share a quotation uttered by Fred Kirshenmann at that session that I reminded him of in our more recet Seattle encounter, that was was one the most straightforward and undeniably true thing that I have heard anyone say on this matter, to paraphrase:

Cows have hooves and grass has roots, and so it is absurd to take something rooted to the ground and transport in to an animal capable of walking to the source of its food. It's worse for the land, for the animal, for the planet, for the consumer, and for the mood of the ALmighty Creator of this world, who I have not doubt is udderly (sorry) sickened by the atrocious maltreatment of cows by the like of Mark Retzloff. It's like one of the worst, if not the single worst, nmanifestation of human sickness in this world that dairy cows are treated as they are.

I began this piece on milk in order to add George Siemons to my list of great persons in the field of sustainable agriculture, but I think it goes beyond that, I think this man is going to receive a great honor, as I myself might, for demonstrating the commitment to the wlefare of a PERFECTLY gentle and generous animal, the dairy cow.

I feel my Master and Holy Father's satisfaction that I have said this. I beleive that George Siemons, who I may or may not have ever looked in the eye, is VERY NEAR AND DEAR to Prem Rawat.. If there is indeed "tribe" of either farmer types or dairy farmers, George Siemons would be my guess to be the leader solely by virtue of how he has expressed himself as an advocate for the welfare of the dairy cow. I believe the ALmighty Lord wants me to say this: He is well-pleased with George Siemons and all those others who have strived to do what they can to protect the welfare of the dairy cow.!!!!! Bask in it George, you deserve it.

and so ends the mother of all GOOTs

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speaking of george... i told him this myself last november when so many truth seemed to become apparant that my partner in the bakery business are also both very special to the Lord. I can't imagine this is not the case. George is an exceptionally good hearted person, even if he is burned out from living in a world where people as good as he is get walked on.

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