Tuesday, October 25, 2005

joe whinney is MR ALCOHOL (106)

Dear Peter Toms,

You should know that I paid Thione Diop $10,000 because he is the only drummer in Seattle who could withstand being the lead drummer while I was dancing in a truly ecstatic trance, one of the most powerful trances a human being has ever been in, at the Fremont Arts Council Winter Soltice Feast. I remitted these funds to Mr Diop on the day after the Feast in the Tribal Gathering Space of the building I have been telling you and your friends at the Arts Council for two years is The Temple while at the same time I've offered what any intelligent person willing to be honest with himself would agree was very compelling evidence that I am indeed the Christ, evidence that you yourself were never willing to seriously consider.

I have repeatedly donated the use of this building to your organization, a value to the Fremont Arts Council well in excess of the ten grand that Thione Diop was more worthy to receive from me in exchange for a couple of hours of his magnificent drumming prowess, considering that you yourself, the leader of the Arts Council support my enemy Satan in his efforts to destroy me.

The experience that I had that night went entirely unrecognized by all but two people that I know of, one was Thione Diop, who recognized that something unprecedented in his experience in eight years of being Seattle's leading African drummer was occuring and gratefully accepted my five figure gratuity in recognition of the epic nature of what had occured, and a Deity named Pluto, sometimes erroniously called Satan - but no, that's your pal Joe Whinney, the one whose lies you so love to believe - I'm talking Pluto, Sauron, Darth Vadar, the God of Underworld, yes, I am serious, the one and only, and he came storming in to see what was the matter that the entire collective consciousness of the human race was being altered by this experience I was having and that you and everyone else were trying desperately to ignore, because you were all too ashamed to witness someone having an experience that you cannot have because you are caught in a vicious circle of doubt and denial.

The world's most intelligent people will testify that what happened that night at the Segway was of epic significance, I attained a degree of intensity of ecstatic trance that perhaps no decendant of Adam had attained since Jesus, a decendant of Adam, walked the Earth.

ANd you have been supporting Satan in his efforts against me, in his efforts to steal my Temple, even while the Fremont Arts Council is calling me asking to use the building once again for an event.

Could someone please give Peter one of those "bumps on the head" that Roald Dahl refers to when he speaks cryptically of the awakening into being a member of the Nation of Israel of which I am the King? I can't stand to have my dear sweet lover Peter working for my nemesis Satan for very much longer or I might just have to give up on him and move on without him.

Come on Peter, you guys threw me down in the well or sold me into slavery or whatever you did when I was Joseph, and now look at you, you are trying to help Satan wrest me from the Temple! Dammit, come on, isn't six thousand years enough time for you to get your head out of your ass?

Thanks,

Jeff

6:45(a revsied version of this is now on my home page.)

Here in a seriously compact nutshell is everything the Christ has to say during the rapture:

The problem of the human race is as follows:

Men have a very bad problem - and the problems of both men and women are seriously exacerbated by orders of magnitude by the unfluence of alcohol as an intoxicant - called the Oedipus Complex, which is basically a powerfully and fatally self-limiting tendency to supress experience itself, to supress ALL human experience.

The reason men have this very bad problem is that before this problem, preceding this problem, women have a problem of their own called the inferiority complex. Women are inherently inferior ot men in certain important and entirely quanitifiable and identifiable ways pertaining to the ability to have subtle experience also know as sublime experience, which men inherently have more of simply as a function of the respective locations in men and women of the gonads, in men they are further from the center of consciousness in the brain than in women requiring a greater amount of consciousness itself inorder to perceive subtle experience that emanate from the gonads toward the brain where the receptors of certain vibrational emantoins emitted by the gonads are received.

Women must accept as a reality this inherent inferiority.

Women in this human race have not yet come to grips with their own inferiority complex and so they resort to imposing upon their sons the Oedipus complex, by forcing their sons to repress their own sexuality.

This dynamic is a terrible sickness and the Dieties Allah and the Antichrist represent the woman who suffers from inferiority complex and the son upon whom she deliberately inflicts the Oedipus complex as a way of dealing with her own failure to acknowledge and accept the inherent inferiority of women. She is dealing with her inferiority complex by turning her son, who is inherently superior to her in ways that are not determintal to either of them by nature in any way, into something so diseased as to have become inferior to her. This is an absolutely disasterous situation. It is utterly doomed to failure when these two deities are let out of Hell and entire human races succumb to their sickness and into realms of eternal and absolutely completely devasted ruin in which human souls suffer eternally an existence completely devoid of any love whatsoever.

It is doom when women fail to come to terms with their own inherent inferiority to men.

And the only answer is the one perfect answer. Mothers MUST raise their sons with the intention to bcome their lovers so that they encourage rather than discourage the proper development of their male sexuality.

A human race whose mothers bare sons without the intention of being their lovers are doomed to failure.

And the same goes for fathers, because as soon as a father has a son without intending to be his lover, then the mother of the son will have no choice but to repress that son's sexuality.

Allah, the woman who insists on repressing her son is a Deity. She gets let out of Hell from time to time, for reasons I am not yet fully aware of. And when she does, all Hell breaks loose, because she tells a lot of lies that a lot of people seem to love to believe, lies that lead to a worse demon, a totally unnecessary demon who comes along with alcohol and then really messes things up even worse.

Allah, the woman with the inferiority complex and Satan, the guy with the alcohol are the enemies of every single human soul who has ever lived and they end up taking a lot of victims with them back to their Hell.

It's just how it goes, but I am here to save anyone who can be saved and who wishes to be saved and who is willing to be what a human being is in a world that can resist the afflictions of Allah and Satan.

Both fathers and mothers must intend to be the lovers of their sons or it just simply fails and is vanquished in unbelievable disaster.

That's the human condition in the most succinct nutshell that its ever been put into at least since Arius, the ROman God Jupiter, held court in ALexandria where he and his nephew (Mars?) Pontifex Maximus, built the most magnificent placces of learning and knowledge and intelligence itself, when all of the intelligence that exists was made available freely to whomever wanted it, courtesy of Arius, also known as Jupiter, also known as Brahma, also known as Krishna, also known as the GOd of the Children of Israel, who is living in the world today as Prem Rawat, the most perfectly good man who has ever existed in any universe that has ever existed in any dimension.

i wrote the preceding without ever having rehearsed that expression and posted it in 30 minutes.

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414 and im back to my tomato and cracker and i'll probably have tea and a hot bath... \

4:46 what i have said tonight about the importance of kenny ramer as the archangel michael, who, by the way, kenny ramer has frequently made a claim to being for as long as i have known him (since around the time i began publishing ads) is in part due to the comprehensoin of his importance that is an important aspect of teh rapture and Neil YOung's song Carmichael is all about my comprehension TONIGHT about the importance and identity of the Archangel Michael as some sortof holder of a scred responsibility that i do not fully comprehend. By hte way Kenny Ramer is Jewish and of the Cohen or cohain lineage, which probably included David COhen to whom I have referred appropos of Rainbow, who may be the ONLY lineage of Jews in this world who are typically allied with the Rawats, with excceptions both within and without this lineage.

Kenny Ramer is the true father of Jacob Isaac in reality being his cousin, and he is the grandfather of which ever of the sons of Jacob was the founder of the Cohen tribe of rabbis, in which its possible Jesus incaranted in this lineage. This is a bloodline of men who have powerful subliminal or shamanic abilities, and all relevant information that has been put into the world about hte inner meaning of the Kabbalah, have probably been members of this tribe. this is an important tribe, the tribe that the archangel Michael has incarnated into in this life. I dont even know if Stiener was Jewish, let alone whether he was a rabbi or cohen.

my praise of Kenny Ramer/ Rudolph Steiner/ Archangel Michael is inspired by the experience that i had tonight.

WHat i said about his relative importance could be exagerasted only in so far as any others whose importance would in any way be belittled by what i have said about Kenny Ramer would be a part of the same lineage that descends from Pluto, through Kenny or Stone Green through to Jed or Raja ji and Jacob... All FOUR of these men are the four most important men in the world besides the Holy Trinity. Bob Seigel's importance relative to Kenny Ramer is probably actually of an ever greater or at least equal magnitude as the person who had to take on the role of Darth Vadar or Pluto, the one who convinces himself that he is evil and fights on behalf of the forces of evil as a secret agent of the Rawat family, so secret that his identity is a secret perhaps even to himself. If I have arrived, finally, into a correct comprehensio of who Bob Seigel is, then i would have to say that his importance could not be considered to be any less, but probably more, that Kenny Ramer.

Jed, Raja ji would in my opinion have to be considered of greater importance - in terms of the sheer magnitude of his job- than jacob, whose work is more in the realm of fun, the experience of life and pleasure itself. i believe that on his business card Jacob all Trades, Jacob describes himself as something that i more or less would interpret as "pleasure advocate," which also, in my opinion., pretty much sums up exactly what i understand jacob to be and to represent, he's the one who went out and recruited 144,000 intelligent, honest and creative men to become members of the Naiton of Israel.

5 am when the police removed me from my prperty, "THE TEMPLE" at the behest of SATAN by the seattle plice dept, possibly under the authority of my brother acting with power of attorney granted to him by me in order to satisfy my family's _supposed_ concern for my mental health, which I myself have never doubted for one millisecond, they forced me to surrender the 1/8 ounce of cannabis that i happened to have on my person at that time.

i have been more or less without cannabis, which i have been under the near constant unfluence of during waking hours for the past year or longer, since monday when this incident occured. i did borro a pinch fomr a friend sid.,. its interesting to me, though i dont have any specific thoughts or understanding about why, that the rapture or whatever is ocuring has occured during a time when i was without canabis but ws under the unfluence of psilocybin (a small dose but nevertheless a dose)

i cooked but never consumed one amanita mushroom that i found today while i was harvestig psilocybin.. i may consume that now. or later this morning. i have been under the influence of ONLY psilocybin or nothing all day today, except an amount of cannabis equal to about a tenth of what i would normally have used.

I LOVE CANNABIS AND I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT NEIL RAWAT DOES AS Well and i cannot imagine that Prem rawat does not also enjoy smoking cannabis. i suspect that EVERYONE in the rawat family likes cannabis, though some members of the family such as Palmo and my mother edith have not been users in this lifetime.

even though the rawat family is all poiwerful and loves cannabis, cannabis is illegal around the world BECAUSE this world is technically ruled by satan in a very true manner of speaking and Satan Joe WHInney does not like me or anyone else doing cannabis... joe whinney is MR ALCOHOL alcohol is his drug...

one of the people who i know and have served alonside the work i have done as a SINCERE and HONEST advocate for organic healthy and and sustainable agricultural and food processing systems who i have always had a tremendous amount of respect for is a woman known and loved by many in this community by the name of Goldie Caughlin, who is employed by PCC, the member owned chain of "natural foods supermarkts"

I will present what appear to me to be four pieces of evidence that suggest to me the possibility that, inspite of teh respect that i have always had for her, Goldie Caughlin may actually be a co-conspirator in what I believe may be one of the worst crimes ever committed, the conspiracy to poison the sustainer of Reality, the diety Vishnu, who is also one of the Roman CATHOLIC HOLY trinity, neil rawat, with pharmacetical drugs by creating onditions of disease and the illusion that drugs can treat these conditions effectively.

First: The oompah loompah song in one of the two books by Roald Roald Dahl that tell the story of CHarlie and Willie WOnka which is an allegory about the nature of reality and the Rapture. This song corresponds in my mind to a revelation that i had that was very powerful that occured to me lst year in november if i remember correctly in wihch i strongly felt that Neil Young in particular revealed to me tha tpharmaceutical drugs are an evil that are pat of a conspiracy against God ALmighty. This song contains a reference to a person named Goldie who has a problem with drugs and the moral of the song being "just say no to DRUGS."

Second: I ran into Goldie, i believe it was in my own place of business, the MAdison cafe of the essential baking co. in which i laid out for her al little bit of my own experience of hte previous year (this occured approximately around the same time as the revelation, but i cannot recall if it was before or after) and about my beliefs she reacted with what appeared to me to be abject horror

Third: Her deeceased husband John Caughlin, who was a well known a "social justice" attorney just like Dan Merkle, had a special role in the life of the top ten major leading global justice messiah, Dan Merkle the Antichris,t as a sort of very special MEntor as recounted to me by Merkle himself when i was getting to know him.

Fourth: Goldie Caughlin inexplicably showed up along with "Tovallah" Ramer, the wife of Jon Ramer, the Temple Presit who advocated for the crucixion of Jesus, , The Beast Martin Roth, Bill Aal who I believe is Ramer's sidekick, Satan Joe Whinney, Satan's exwife who reacts with horror every time it looks like I am getting closer to the truth of Joe's secret, and PLUTO bob Seigel, who at that time may have believed that he was Satan or an agent of evil. That Goldie showed up was a complete shock as we had never engaged socially outside of our professional life, and running into one another on a few occaisions that we not related to our common work in the cause of the sustainable ag and heathy food movement.

it all adds up to looking to me like Goldie Caughlin, who i have described on more than one occaision as being someone who i love and admire, is an agent of the Babylonina conspiracy against existence itself.

5:50

i believe as i have said repeatedly that everything that i am doing is being recorded, so this is alraeady established as somethingg that i spoke out loud, but the person who is responsible for creating the Fremont Arts council winter solstice feast Peter Toms, is a person i regard as the leader of one of the twelve tribes of Jacob or Israel, he is the reincarnatioin of one of Jacobs twelve sons.

i had a VERY important expeience at the 2004 winter solstive feast as many people witnessed in which i attained an extremely powerful trance while dancin under the influence of a very large dose of psilocybin amamita, cannabis, and possibly syrian rue while daning to the drumming of Thione Diop and others, though if Thione Diop had not been present and been the leader of the drummers this experiecen would not have occured, as the other drummers including my long time friend lance scot had such an aversion to the energy that i was manifesting, which Thione Diop does not, by virtue of not having the disease that is carried down through lifetimes of reincarnations of alcoholism.

Peter Toms is signiifcant in being the creator of a community of people and an environment in which I could have even HAD this experience of attaining a profound trance while dancing under the influence of psychedelics this was an experience of great importance, as demonstrated by the fact that Darth Vader himself , Pluto, came to the event to invetigate the disturbance to the collective consciousness that my trance dancing was generating..

Peter Toms spoke in support of Joe Whinney and argued against me in recent days since I have been aware of the truth of Joe whinney's identity..

even peter tom, whom I myself regard as one of the BEST, wisest, most creative and intelligent and most important men incarnated on Earth as one of the twleve sons of Jacob and the one of those twleve sons with whom I have collaborated most fully in this lifetime, supported Satan and opposed the christ in Satan's moves to wrest control fo the very Temple that Peter Toms and his freomnt arts counsil has repeatedly used for the events that they put on. Even today Mack Davisa called me to rea=quest that i allow the Artsa counsil to use my building for the thrisd consecutice year for their halloween event, even after Peter had come out in support of JOe Whinney, Satan, and opposed to me, even whille satan was attempting to wrest control of the temple and my assets from me in a conspiracy with my own brother who had wormed his way into having power of attorney from me using nothing but pure lies, nad Peter Toms had FAR BETTER REASONS to trust me than he had to trust joe whinney.

even my own mother, whom i believe to be a rawat and regard as a saint, has been inclined to beleive the lies of someone who has never spoken a word of truth(that mattered), Satan, Joe Whinney, to the truth of someone who has never told a lie (that mattered), her won son, who is the CHrist.

This is evidence of tow things: the inferiority of women when it comes to descernment which is why WOMEN have no business teaching BOYS how to be BOYS, and second, that Joe WHinney, Satan, is the COnmsummate liar.

I never knew a man,

could tell so many lies,.

he has a different story

for every set of eyes,

how can he remember

who he's talking to

because i know it aint me

and i hope it isnt you...

YOU Peter Toms,

YOU Edith Fairhall

ALL OF YOU WEAQKLINGS WHO PERFER THE LIES OF SATAN TO THE TRUTH OF THE CHRIST

GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER NOW, BECAUSE I AM SICK OF IT.

I CAME HERE FOR ONE REASON ONLY, TO SAVE YOUR ASSES FROM A BAD GUY NAMED SATAN,

I'VE TOLD YOU EVERY DETAIL OF THE TRUTH ABOUT THE MATTER

YET YOU CONITUNE TO DEFY AND THWART ME WHILE I GO ON FIGHTING

AGAINST EVEN YOU IN ORDER TO SAVE YOU FROM SATAN

ENDURING ALL OF YOUR SINS AND SICKNESSES FOR NO REASON BUT MERCY

AND LOOK AT YOU, YOUR STUPIC IDIOTS, YOU ARE FIGHTING WITH SATAN AGAINST ME. .

AND I AM SPEAKING TO THE VERY BEST OF THIS SEVERELY MENTALLY ILL HUMAN RACE

WHO INSIST UPON CALLING THE ONLY SANE PERSON ON EARTH CRAZY

AND ALL WANT TO LOCK HIM UP AND THROW AWAY THE KEY,

EVEN HIS OWN MOTHER CAN HARDLY TOLERATE HIS TRUTH AND HIS EFFORTS TO SAVE

THIS ENTIRE HUMAN RACE FROM THE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE FATE TO WHICH A MAJORITY

OF ITS MEMBERS ARE ALREADY DOOMED AT THE HANDS OF

THE VERY ONE AND ONLY PERSON ON EARTH WHOM SHE TRUSTS MORE THAN SHE TRUSTS ME.

GET ME OUT OF THIS LOONY BIN PLEASE, THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO BEAR ANY LONGER.

EDITH FAIRHALL IS ONE OF THE FIVE OR TEN BEST WOMEN IN THIS WORLD AND SHE IS SUPPORTING SATAN AGAINST HER OWN SON THE CHRIST.

tSERING PALMO DHACKCHANG RAWAT KNOWS BETTER THAN MY OWN MOTHER

THAT SATAN IS NOT TO BE TRUSTED, BUT RATHER THE CHRIST BECAUSE SHE IS

BY DEFINTION THE VERY BEST WOMAN ON PLANET EARTH, AND EVERY WOMAN FROM AT

LEAST EDITH FAIRHALL, ONE OF THE TOP TEN MAJOR LEADING VEST WOMEN ON EARTH,

ON DOWN NEED TO QUICKLY LEARN TO BE CLOSER TO WHAT PALMO DHACKCHANG IS THAN WHAT EDITH FAIRHALL IS TODAY,

BECAUSE THERE WILL BE NO WOMEN IN THE HEAVEN OF THE CHRIST WHO TRUST IN SATAN MORE THAN THEY DO IN HIM'

WHY DO WOMEN LIKE SATAN MORE THAN TEH CHRIST?

bECAUSE sATAN WORKS FOR A FEMALE DIETY NAMED ALLAH, THE ONE WHO WANTS TO REPRESS BOYS BECAUSE OF THE PROBLEM ALL WOMEN HAVE CALLED THE INFERIORITY OMNPLEX WHICH IS RELATED TO PENIS ENVY. TSERING PALMO DHAKCHANG RAWAT IS SINGULARLY GOOD AS A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS THE LOVER OF HER OWN SON, SHE IS THE VIRGIN MARY AND I, THE CHRIST, AM HER SON,,

ANY WOMAN WHO WOULD RATHER REPRESS HER OWN SON RATHER THAN BE HIS LOVER IS A WOMAN WHO

SUPPORTS SATAN, WHO WORKS FOR ALLAH, AND OPPOSES THE CHRIST, BY DEFINTION,'[

SORRY FOLKS, BUT THAT'S JUST HOW IT IS AND IF YOU ARE NOT GOING WITH SATAN TO HIS ETERNAL ABODE OF MISERY, YOU MUST GET OVER YOUR IMPULSES TO SEXUAL REPRESSION BECAUSE THESE ARE THE TOP ONE MAJOR LEADING GLOBAL CAUSE OF OEDIPUSES SICKNESS, AND OEDIPUS IS THE ANTICHRIST AND HE IS THE ONE WHO LEADS THE MARCH INTO HELL;

GOOD NIGHT AND COME TALK TO ME WHEN YOU ARE READY TO BE MY INCESTUOUS LOVER, REGARDLESS OF YOUR GENDER OR ELSE ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU IS THIS, I PITY YOU FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT, WHETHER YOU ARE EDITH FAIRHALL, PETER TOMS OR I DONT CARE WHO. I CAN ONLY PITY YOU IF YOU INSIST ON CLINGING TO YOUR URGE TO SEXUAL REPRESSION AND THE WHOLE IDEA OF CONCEALING ANYTHING AT ALL ABOUT YOURSELF FROM ANYONE FOR ANY REASON WHATSOEVER..

IF YOU CHOOSE FAILURE, WHAT ELSE CAN I DO BUT PITY YOU. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, EVEN IF YOU ARE MY BLESSED MOTHER, OR GRANDMOTHER OR WHATEVER YOU ARE... TSERING PALMO DHACKCHANG IS MY TRUE RAWAT MOTHER, AND I AM HER LOVER AS WELL AS THAT OF MY TRUE FATHER, SISTER, AND COUSINS, AND UNCLES AND IF I HAD A BROTHER, AND I WILL HAVE 144,000 IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE, THEY WOULD BE MY LOVERS AS WELL, OR THEY WOULDNT BE MY BROTHERS.,

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i is now 3:53 and it occurs to me to say the following:

what i have said about dan merkle notwithstanding, if i am correct that my brother thomas andrew fairhall is indeed a participant in a conspiracy with Joe Whinney in which Power of Attorney has been exercised without my knowledge and in order to restict my own access to my own prpoerty, then I honestly believe that Thomas A Fairhall is a person who I could never forgive for the crimes he has committed against me.

his status as a brother is ENTIRELY meaningless to me if he came into this life already a member of a conspiracy against me... i cant have sympathy for an alien parasite just because he pretends to be my brother by incarnating as "a son" of my parents. if he is an imposter whose only reason for being my brother is an attempt to destroy me than i condemn him to everlasting Hell, if that is his just fate, with no more remorse than if he was someone I had never met in this life.

LIkewise, the crimes that I am accusing Joe whinney of commiting could NEVER EVER POSSIBLY be forgiven.

I believe that Dan Merkle is beyond hope of salvation, that his crimes amount to an epic series of lies and crimes that are unforgivable. nevertheless form what i know at this time, i beleive that the crimes of dan merkle have at least a greater theoretical chance of being forgivable than those of the group that i call the Babylonian brotherhood who include Joe WHinney, Tom Fairhall, Jon Ramer, Bill Aal, Martin Roth, and even Rachel who i consider a worse criminal than Merkle, the Antichrist.

if i had to name a hierarchy of evil it would be as follows, in order of severity of crimes:

Satan, Joe Winney is the SINGLE WORST criminal in history hands down for pouring alcohol into the body of "god".

Martin Roth may rank as the second worst criminal for crimes related to the interference with breath itself.

Tom Fairhall, Jon Ramer and Bill Aal (if these people are accomplices of Joe WHiiney/Satan) probably in this order would appear to me to be the next three in this hierarchy of evil for conspiring with Satan.

Allah, Rachel, for her part in inventing and furthering a severely damaged state of being in men which i refer to as the OEdipus complex which she induces her own son, Merkle in various incarnations that I have clealry named beginning with Cain, which she does as a result of her own inferiority complex which is related to penis envy.

THe antichrist, Dan Merkle, Cain. ishmael etc. comes after Satan and his minions, the Beast Martin Roth, and his mother ALLAH... WHY is dan merkle a lesser criminal than all of these others? because he is basically hte biggest VICTIM of hte lies and conspiracies of his mother and the rest of the Babylonian cast of characters.

nevertheless, as the worst victim of these cirimes, he himself has become the biggest AGENCY or promotor of the crimes,... but he is not the inventor of any of it, he's just the one who gets suckered into being the KING of a world in which the conspiracies of Babylon are allowed to exist.

it is now 3:25, and this is the most recent posting until there is some other posting that I obviously indicate with a time stamp as having been made subsequently. everything below the obvious dividin line seperating this post form the EARLIER posts below it was posted PRIOR TO 3:25 AM.

I am presently feeling as though I have said enough for the time being, and i will now return to a meditation mode, eat some figs and Humbolt Fog Goat Cheese that I happen to find to be an excellent product, and possibly some WASA sourdough crackers with said goat cheese and some slices of an organic heirloom tomato that appears to me to be of the "tStriped German" variety which is varigated orange to yellow shades of perfection, not as sweet as brandywine but with as much or more of the pure tomoato flavor valued by affecianados of tomatoes - as is sweetness, each variety having its own balance of these two attributes, the Striped GErman variety being longer on flavor and shorter on sugar than the similarly prized brandy wine, i may also have some Yogi Tea of the Redbusgh chai or the Balck Chai cvaieties, along with locally produced honey and Organic valley brand milk, the water to make the tea being the same water that i have used virtaully exclusively for this purpose, as well as my preferred su[ply of drinking water, which I have been consuming (combined, tea and water) on average about 7 quarts per day for at least five months, the Tahoma brand of still water, which is simply filtered water from teh carbon river which has as its source teh Carbon glacier of Mt rainier.

I reiterate my belief that Neil Rawat advised me deliberately ME SPECIFICALLY in the material that accompanies the Greedale album, namely, a DVD of a performance of his Greendale set performed in Dublin, in which he says certain things in speaking about a character named Earth Brown, who basically represents the diseases in his body that Neil Young Rawat has to use Heroin in order to avoid sensing as a feeling in his own body, and that he depicts visually in the artwork of "Earl Green" in the L gallery on his website in the Greendale realm of his website.

I believe that Neil YOung Rawat, in speaking to an audeince in Dublin Ireland about a ficticious character named Earth Brown, who represents a condition of his own body's health, was intending to instruct me, Jeff Fairhall Rawat, to purchase and consume in large qUANITIES of the Tahoma brand of still water, and that he intended that I would purchase this water for the first time, at a specific time at least two years after the release of the Greendale album at the QFC store located on N 45th Street in Seattle, and that i would discover buried deep in the webiste of the Tahoma water company that the reason he advised me to consumne thiwater is because it sontains something called colloidal minerals useful for the detoxification of HIS BODY when I consume water contianing this mineral. he also told me that my consumption of chocolte gives HIM relief and comfort in his own body. he gave me this information through the I LOVE CORTEZ set of three emails.

i believe that Neil Rawt probably was involved in the acquiring of the license that the Tahoma WTER co HAS FROM THE DEPARTMENT FO interior to take water from the carbon river for commercail purposes for bottling and sale and that the reason that he did this is becaude water from this particular source is very rich in colloidal minerals. the line of ampersands located somewhere below this paragraph will indicate the end of the post that i began writing at 3:25. it is now 3:45. everything below the line of ampersands (@) below this paragraph, was posted PRIOR to 3:25 and everything above it was posted after 3:25, the present time isi 3:46 and i am now posting and i am adding the line of ampeeands when the clock says 3:47 and i will post wihtin that minute.

all references to time are references to the time indicated by the clock on the task bar of my laptop computer.

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when i fell into joe whinney's "alcohell" in october of 2003 in the compnay of Robert Seigel who i am now saying is "darth Vadr" an agent of good who neceesarily had to believe that he was an agent of evil in order to defeat the true evil who lives in this world in the person of Joseph P Whinney and a band of fallen souls including Thomas Andrew Fairhall, the brother of the CHrist, and Jon Ramer, the brother of the archangel michael, i spoke the name of Dan Merkle and proclaimed that "even he" would be in Heaven,

i don't believe that this is true. but i want to be on the record as having said that and bob eigel will recall having heard me say it. as of that moment in time, jeff fairhall was perfectly willing to coexist in heaven as he stated with his own mouth and with god almighty and Robert seigel as his witness in the MOST SINCERE MOMENT of his entire life by definition, as defined by the very nature of the experience i was having when i said it., whatever crimes that i was at least vaguely aware that dan merlkle had committed against me ande even to this day, knowing who i believ dain merkle is, i would welcome him back into my life if only he were willing TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST as a human being. period. i would acceot a sincere honest and entirely truthful, with no truth ommitted, apology from dan merkle if perchance one was due to me, if he had ever done something against me which he had never confessed or admitted having done or apologized for.. as far as i am concerned this is how i feel while having waht i believe is the most important experience any human being has had since whenever the archangel michael took on whatever authoruty or role or finction that he had as of last week. I would be happy to hear what dan merkle has to say to me, and if it were a sincere apology for things that he's done against me, i would accept the apology as long as i was convinced that it was sincere and complete, and that he no longer harbored any past sin against me that had not been aired. i would forgive ANYONE any crime against me, including my btother, if i felt it was completely sincere, i wouldnt have any reason that i know of at this time to not be willing to have them exisst with me if such a decision were somehow left up to me. i would have no objection..

as far as i am concerned complete honesty with self, other and with me in partiuclar would be the most important criteria that i would apply to any decision making process that i was to empowered to conduct or execute, pertaining to a persons worthiness to coexist with me in a realm odf existence.

secondarily, an appropriate arritude of contriteness if a person had KNOWINGLY engaged in a conspiracy against me would be a criterian

thirdly, an apprepriate attide of gratatiude if such an attitude inherently SEEMED APPROPRIATE TO ME under such circumstances as i OR OTHERS had done something that I DEEMED WORTHY OF GRATITUDE.

These are the three most imprtant criteria that i would emply should I be in a position of authoirty in making decisions about a person's worthiness to exist in a realm of exzistence in which I exist and am so empowered to judge the worthiness of others to be with me

i repeat. I consumed three fresh psilocybin mushrooms from among approximately two half full standard plastic grocery bags that I harvested from three locations this afternoon: The Center for Spiritual Lving, on Sand Point WAy in Seattle, a former CHristian Science Church, Magnuson Park, both in the perimeter of the "oea patch" community gardens that are overgrown with weeds, in the area between the gardens and the parking area where dog owners who are using adjacent facilities park, and also in various locations around the periphery of said dog offleash area of Magnuson park, including in the vacinity where I had a lengthy conversation with a woman who deliberately engaged me in conversation, with whom i spoke at length about psilocybin and my experience of it. the third location was where i harveted the bulk of the mushrooms, the peripery of the parking lot at the Chldren's hosptical facility located in the same place where I myself once gardened two pea patch plots in the period before the development of that facility across sand point way from magnuson park.

Yesterday, that is, the day before the day when I harvested these nuchrooms I had what was obviously a miraculous experience in discovery park that i believe i have described elsewhere, in which i encountered a person with a mushroom book that he had purchased within a week at a mushroom convention that i happen to know occurs annually at the center for urban horticulture at teh UW<> this person was looking at a particular mushroom growing high up in a tree, and thought maybe he had correctly identified as a psilocybin mushroom, the picture of which he was looking at in the book when i hapend o cross paths with him

because i have an extremely profound understanfing and appreciation of psilocybin in particular, adn not because i have a particular interest in fungus in generaal but ONLY because of my accute interest in psilocybin and amanita muscaria in particular, my interest in fungus other than these two at this particular stage of my life being virtaully nonexistence, i woundnt even bother to harvest some boetus nushrooms that i saw ans KNEW to be highly prized and vailuable edible boletus mushrooms of the very utmost highest quality coveted by virtaully any afficianado of wild mushrooms, one of the most highly prized the "porcini" a valuable commnodity in Grade A #1 cibc=dition that were in my midst as i was harvesting amanita that grow under the same pine trees near where I ALSO harvested psilocybin at green lake about three days ago upon my return from oakland to seattle on saunday before i went to listen to a vdeo persentation of prem rawat speaking an event ar which i sincreely belived and told my own mother edith fairhall and lover tsering palmo dhakchang and possibly others that neil young AKA neil rawat would be inattendence at. \

i pverlooked the perfect boletus because i have no interest in it. i am only interested at this stage sue to the intensity of my experience in amanita and psilocybin.

, i stopped and strucxk up a converssation with this man, before i had any idea that he was misidentitying a tree growing mushroom as psilocybin. which as far as i know, does not grow from tree limbs of standing trees in any of its manifestations as "species" of the genus psilocybe.

In the course of our converastion, in which i spoke wiht him AT LENGTH about psilocybin, making noteof the fact that his book was open to a picture of psiclocybin even though the mushroom that he was trying to identify was not the psilocybin mushroom pictured, and during this converaton aobut psilocybin which came about as a result of an error on his part in believing wrongly that he had found a psilocybin mushroom growing up in a tree, at our feet where we were stading on the edge of the trail within two ro three feet of our feet were grwoing a small clump of psilocybin mushrooms of which i gave him the best speciimen which he pretty mush insisted on having as if it were his property, even though I HAD FOUND IDENTIFIED AND PICKED IT AND WAS HOLDING it in my hand, he nevertheless appeared to me to be of a belief that he was somehow entitled to HAVE the one most perfect speciim for himself... i ate the rest in his view.

this was NO DOUBT a miracle intended to demonstrate the relationship between psilocybin and consciousness and intelligence and the nature of reality that will be elaborated upon by myself, prem rawat and or neil young who is properly as he will soon himself concur is named neil young rawat in this world (he actually has a string of middle names which I have been made aware of by him, but forget at this time, as i myself am named Arthur Jefferson Fairhall Rawat. My girlfriend is Tsering Palmo Dhackchang Rawat, and I have just infromed her as I was writing this that this is her name, and she incarnated as the Virgin Mary and it "Edith Green" wife of Earl Green who is Neil Rawat in the Greendale Green family tree of the ROman Pantheon.

as i have said, every member of the so called "Green" family who are all living human beings alluded to specifically in the Greendale material, a majority of whom I have correctly identified on this site, are actually members of the most royal family on Earth the Holy Family whose patriarch is the all powerful and eternal Creator of all worlds, Brahma in the Hindu religion, Zeus in the Greek Pantheon, Jupiter in the Roman Pantheon, and either "the father" or "the holy spirit" in the Roman Catholic Holy Trinity and who is incarnated at this time as Prem Rawat, and whose family name is Rawat. I honestly believe that Every royal family on Earth is descended from the Rawat family, including all of the folwing:

The Windsors, The House of Saud, The Sultan of Brunei, The Jordanian Monarch, the Dutch, Spanish and Swedish Monarchs, the Japanese Emperor, the King of Cambodia if there is one, the monarch of THailand, the "Gandhi/Nehru" family of India, as well as teh Rothschild family and all of its many branches who control the entire global financial system, which is pretty much a complete sham, a house of cards that i predict will teeter and collapse wihtin a week. I believe that members and agents oof the Rawat family also own and control virtually all of the world's gold bullion, the only substance that could play the role of true money in this world at this time given the magnitude of the global finacial system and the ultimate need that there be something of intrinsic value be represented by money itself.

I believe that Thomas Greco is probably an incarnation of someone who has in the past had important things to say about money and in particular his singular emphasis in his life's expression on the imprtance of a man named Reigel who spoke about matters pertaining to the nature of money qualifies Thomas Greco as one of the two human beings on planet Earth, the other being myself, by virture of things that i myself have said and written on the nature of money, most qaulified to be the inventor of a money sytem that is based on sound principles of justice. I name Thomas Greco as the person that I Jeff Rawat AKA Jeff Fairhall, who believes himself to be an incarnation of the Christ and of Apollo and Shiva, as the person (Thomas Greco) most qualified of any living human being on Earth to be the inventor of a money system that is based in the most sound possible principles.

I assert my belief that the most important book ever published on the matter of human health is Science and Health with Key to the SCriptures by Mary Baker Eddy, who, as I have already asserted, I believe was an incarnation of my twin sister, "Diana," Luna Green of the Greeddale story, Mary Magedelaine, who is presently incarnated as a woman known to me by the name of Nina who lives in Seatle and who is herself awtare that I believe her to be the person I claim her to be, in particular who had a conversation with me in "the temple" the building that i own in Fremont, in which I asserted my belief that she was guevere of the King arthue Story and who appeared to me to concur that she had indeed incarnated as guenever.

I reassert my belief that the biblical figure of Jacob is presently incarnated as the person who in June or July of 2004 gave me a business card in which he had named himself Jacob all Trades. I believe that when I pointed out to him the subliminal reference to Jacob the father of all of the Tribes of Israel, that he understtod with a degree of certainty that he might himself call "knowing" that he was indeed Jacob, the son of Isaac.

I assert my belief that RObert Seigel is an extremely complex an important figure in the actual saga of Good and evil or Heaven and Hell that has been the true undercurrent of history a saga in which forces alighed with the Rawat family have been fighting wars against people whose objective is to shut down all experience into a collective state of comotose oblivion, the ringleaders of which include the following persons:

joseph Whinney who Is the person known as Satan, who is the inventor and chief perpetrator of the worst crime ever commted, the poisoning of the body of the deity VIshnu, who is the third member of the HOly Trinity who is Neither myself, the Son, or Prem Rawat, but is Neil Rawat, the person whose body was poisoned deliberately in a conspicacy invented by "Satan" Joseph Whinney, and committed as an act of aggression and violence against the will of Neil Rawat when it occured, and I believe that this occurance is recounted in the HOly Bible, which I myself have never studied in any way that anyone would reasonably call methodical or deliberate, but only randomly and minimally, as the event in which the Temple in Jersusalem was destroyed by the enemies of the Temple, who were known at the time, or are at least refered to in scripu=ture as Bablyon.

I believe that this event of the destruction of the temple and the poisoning of the person who is presently incatnated as Neil YOung AKA Neil Yong Rawat, who is the deity known as Vishnu in Hinduism, the susutainer, is refered to in Neil Young's song After teh Gold Rush in which he says "I was lying in a burned out basement, with the full moon in my eyes, i was oping for replacement when the loading had begun, all in a dream all in a dream... " I believe that he is consciously referring to this incdient which took place over two thousand years ago in this song.

Neil Young's music is FULL of references to the saga of HEaven and Hell, many of which I have sited in my writings.

This was an actaul crime that was commited, and I am accusing Joseph WHinney, Thomas ANdrew Fairhall , John Ramer and Bill Aal as being among a gcoup of people who may have also included Martin Roth, Da Merkle, Dan Merkle' past or present girlffriend who I think of as being named Rachel but whose name I am not sure of, but who was in the same house with me at least once at the property that i once coowned with Dan Merkle and Bob Seigel, i accue these people of being incarnations of the people who broke into the Temple in Jerusalem, an act described in the HOLY BibLe, and poisoned the BODY of the PERSON whose job i is to sustain reality by being fullu conscious of the sensations in his body. this is the worst crime a human being could possibly commit according to every person on earth with any reasonable claim to having knowledge sufficient to make such a judgment.

returning to Bob seigel. He is the single most enigmatic human being on earth. his very existence is like a dvery challenging KOAN, and the most widely acknoweldged experts in Zen Buddhism, includingg Eido Shimano Roshi who himself gave me, the CHrist the KOAN known generally as "Mu" in 1977 when I was a student at his Monestary in teh Catskill Mountains called Dai Bosatsu Zendo. The world's leading experts on Zen Busddhism will define this term "Koan" and concur that the nature of the role that BOb seigel plays in the saga of Heaven and Hell is indeed enigmatic in a way that calling him a KOAN is actually quite brilliant.

I belive that the person who is knwon to me and others in Seattle as "Bob Seigel" is represented in myth as Sauron, and as Darth Vadar, in the Roman Pabtheon as Pluto, he is referenced as "Satan" in Neil YOung's Greendale, but is NOT the Satan who is released from Hell and then "cast into the lake of fire forever" in the Bible, that is the TRUE Satan Joe WHinney. The SAtan who hitchhikes in Greendale is BOb Seigel, Pluto , a member of the Rawat family, a person wholly aligned with good, who may have, as represented by Darth Vadar, necessarily taken on a false identity in which he came to sincerely believe that he was an agent of evil as a necessary role in fighting this war against Satan and his allies, who include Cain, the ANtichrsit who is Dan Merkle, and "teh beast" martin ROth and Allah, Dan's girlfreind to whom i have refered and to whom i will in the future henceforth refer to when i am being specific in refereneing her will call her "Rachel." even if this is NOT her correct name, which I am not sure of.

My reason for referring to the woman who i believe is the living incarnation of the evil deity named ALLAH, who is a babylonian deity who along with the rest of the babylonian deities conspire against the rawat family, as Rachel is because i recall that this was the name given to her, i believed, by an anonymous emailer whose email address was "manifestor48@yahoo.com" who i believe and i have stated this belief elsewhere, was a member of the "Green" or rawat famliy, my strongest hunch being that it was Jed Green or Raja ji Rawat who is incarnated as the nxt older of the three brothers of Prem Rawat, and who is the person I have ALWAYS has in mind when i have referred in my writings as any of the following: Pontifex maximus, P max, the black pope, Jed, cousin jed, any such cryptic reference to someone who i apparantly believed was a living person who has certain powers in this world, i always has the person known to me only as Raja ji Rawat in mind. I sincerely believe that Raja ji is the person that Tupper Sauassy refers to in his book Rulers of Evil with a great deal of confidence, as if he knew, when he speaks about "the black pope" or "Pontifex maximus" in his writings in ANY incarnation of this figure, including the incarnation of the balck pope who he claims masterminded the establishment of the USA. i am saying that this person was an incarnation of the SAME person who is today living as Raja ji Rawat.

i am posting this much now at 2:46 am. i am thirsty. i am still under the influence of psilocybin that i would estimate that i took at within one hour of 8:30 last evening. i am very coherent and lucid, i am in a very deep trance, but i dont have much patience for this means of communication at tis time, and if ii have left any trailing digressions unresolved, i will return to them later,

other than thirst i would say that i feel extremely good, cery calm, peaceful and confident that something VERY important is happening at this time, tonight, that this IS the rapture, and that many very important people, many of whom I personally believe are the most important people in the world are follwing me very closely including the likes of GHW Bush and rPrince Phillip, who i happen to belive are two of the most important men on earth simply by viture of what they KNOW, by viture of the information that they are in possesion of through being the highest level initiates of the ORder of Skull and BOnes and some important LODGE of fFreemasonry respecively.

in the case of Prince Phillip, that LODGE with which he is associatied has been entrusted with the responsibility of maintaining the supply of opiated that Neil Rawat requires as a result of the severe alcohol poisoning to which he was subjectred more than two thousand years ago as the actual deity VIshnu, responsible for sustianing this world.

the story that i have protrayed in my writings regarding control of the opium trade and the EXTREME importance of this trade, which ultimately boils down to relief of the suffering inflicted upon one PERFECTLY innocent human being whose job it is to sustain reality, by Joseph WHinney and his band of minionsover two thousand years ago,, is of UTMOST importance. this is a reality.

ok its 2:55 AM pdt. and i wil lnow post this.

The record that I have left

i have just gettn off the phone wiht kenny, "officer carmichael" and informed him that the rapture is taking place and that tomorrow iwill probably be the happiest day of his life,

he gets it completely.. he KNOWS that i am speaking the truth... oifcer Carmichaal, the archangel micahel, who is stone green in the greendale "familt tree" and the son of PLUTO of the roman pantheon, LUKE SWYWALKER, the son of darth vadar who is PLUTO, Kenny ramer, who incarnated famously as rudolph steiner one of the two or three most clear expressions of truth in this world since Arius of alexandria, along with Mary Baker Eddy and myself, and Darby the british teologian who obviously was neil rawat wthe tell tale sideburns,

is a MAN OF THE UTMOST HONONR AND INTEGRITY and is worthy of honor and praise form any living human being who is worth as much as the dust that he formerly thought he was made of.

praise be to the archangel michael for a job magnifficently well done. i do not fully comprehend what it is that he has done, but i do know that other than the holy trinty, he is the single most noble and worthy and important male human being in the world at this time. and i sincerely believe that he has performed a vitally important job of being the knower of things that need to be known, officer carmichael, he's a cop. and he's done his job perfectly and with greatly honorable goodness and steadfastness of intention .

it is presently 12:37 AM wed. October 26, 2005;

i have just sent the following e mail to my brother tom, and cc'd it to Joe, my mom, my lawyer walt, bob seigel and dan merkle, just for fun.

due to software issues the paragraph formatting is lost and i'm tripping on psilocybin and so i am not going to correct the oformatting porblem but this is verbatim the email i sent to Thomnas Andrew Fairhall, and I cc's our mother and neil rawat and walt maas. so help me god. i believe that the rapture is occuring at this time.

i pee therefore i am..! and i love kenny ramer more than any man i've ever had a conversatuon with in person. he is the most imortant male human being on earth other the holy trinty. archangel michael. "Officer Camichael" Kenny Ramer, who was rudolphh steiner.. thank you dear brother for a job well done, you will have your reward it will be abundant... and to think i didnt even think to CC YOU this email.. which i will now do as soon as I post this and then i will call you and if you answer i will tell you i love you and invite you to be wiht me now. i love you kenny ramer with all of my heat god bless and keep you forever safe from our fqamily's enemies. and thank robert Seigel, Darth Vadar SAUron, the good person who had to wear that hideous outfit of darth vadar in order that satan be defeated. YOU ROBERT SEIGEL aare a great hero. the whole line of the green family COL> Jackson (bob seigel) stone (Kenny ramer) and jed (raja ji) are owed an incredible debt of gratitude by everyone who manages to escape from the trap laid by satan.

i a m now postinfg this, the time is 12:44 AM yahooooo!!! i think were on our way to victory.

i honestly believe that as of this moment Walt maas is probably aware that the christ is his client and that satan is joe whinney and tom fairhall is his ally against me. I honestly believe this, that neil young himself or an egent working under his insructions has probably been in conteact wiht walt to prepare him for this ... 12:46 AM posting now.

Dear Thomas Andrew Fairhall, i am your brother, Arthur Jefferson Fairhall.I am posting a copy of this e mail which I am obviously ccing to certain other people on my website www.isaacsword.com.to the best of my knowledge, our mother is unaware as of this time that I have already gone on the record as having made a terrible accusation against you on my website. i hereby accuse you of being a leading agent, possibly the leading fallen angel who has allied himself with Satan, a leader of fallen angels in a conspiracy against me, who claims to be the Christ.. I am presently under the influence of three psilocybin (Note:AOL spell check dictionary did not as of this moment contain the word psilocybin.) mushrooms that I harversted today in the perimeter of the parking lot of the CHILDRENS orthodepic hospital facilities at Sand Point. I was witnessed harvesting these mushrooms by a man who had parked his car in this lot and who then called and reported me perhaps as a suspicious person who WaS OBVIOUSLY on his hands and knees in the rain, taking something from the ground, either woodchips or some kind of plant material and putting it in a bag, a very harmless harvesting of a god given substance that no one else in the world considered of any value whatsoever. an agent of the hospital, asecurity person, came to accost me and remove me from the premesis. I lied to him about the nature of the mushroom telling him that it was "boletus" and denying that it was "hallucinogenic" a word that HE used to describe what he believed i might have actually been collecting, I lied. i claim to be the christ and I admit to lying about this. i harvested two grocery bags full of these mushrooms, which are indeed a controlled substance, and other than the three that i ate, and a small bag of others that i brought with me to my hotel room in the Fairmont Olymic hotel, room 442-444 (the 4th floor corner suite) the balance of what i harvested from the perimeter of that parking lot is in a food dryer presently positioned in the basement of 4617 Meridian Ave N. Seattle, 98103. A property of which I am the person who in lay terms is called "the owner" which had until recently been the home of Joseph Whinney, who is employed by me as the CEO of The Chocolate Company, for which you perform legal services. According to Joe Whinney, you have power of attorney, which he claims somehow as an authority in removing me from the premesis of 3400 Phinney, a physical property that in lay terms I am the "owner" of. I was not aware that you were exercising a power of attorney against me in favor of Jow whinney. Are you or are you not acting as power of attorney on my behalf to have me ejected by the Seattle Police Department at the behest of Jow Whinney, Who I am on the record of accusing of being Satan, from my own property? I hereby accuse you Thomas Andrew Fairhall of something that I have already gone on the record, both on my webiste, and in spoken word witnessed by Joe Whinney and the two officers off the Seattle Police Department who removed me from my property apparantly by YOUR authority as MY power of attorney (speaking strictly in lay terms as i understand them) without your having notified me that you intended to exercise your power of attorney against me in this way. I accuse you of being an agent of Satan, and having been an agent of Satan, and of KNOWING that you were an agent of Satan, knowing that I am indeed, as I claim, the Christ,and of deliberately masquerading as my "Loving Brother" with a purely malicious intent against me. I accuse you of being an agent of Satan, who has conspired against the CHrist by masquerading as his "loving Brother" and acquiring power of attorney from me so that you cold exercise this power of attorney against me in order to give my personal assets to Satan against my will. I accuse you of being the second worst criminal in the world, after Satan, and as far as I am concerned you are not only fired as my attorney at this time, but are condemned by me to whatever fate you have justly set yourself up for according to the eternal and inviolable laws of justice, I write these words upon arisign form what i honestly believe is the MOST PROFOUND experience of what is called Samadhi that any human being has achieved during a period of time in which the Archangel Michael has had authority as a keeper of truth. Archangel MIchael IS Kenny Ramer, who incarnated as Rudolph Steiner. This is the rapture and you Thomas Fairhall are busted., Sincerely your brother Arthur Jefferson Fairhall

8 pm

speaking of massive, i had a massive harvest of psilocybin this afternoon. In two or three hours I got a few pounds, like two plastic gorcery bags, not full, but as much as you'd want to put in each one. I gto kicked out of the place where I found the big patches, there were still more waiting to be picked.

I probably have enough for at least 150 1 gram (one hit of acid worth) doses, in two hours, and there is more if i want then i can go back tomorrow. these are cyanensins, probably the most potent psilocybin mushrooms on the planet. they are drying at home.

Had a meal at Tamarind Tree, my fav vietnamese restaurant; again and again my experience there and elsewhere convinces me that the vietnamese are the nation of people who are the most happy, the most honest. I really would trust the vietnamese people, at least the ones i see in seattle. if i had to take an official position as to which nation of people i judge to be the most honest, which is my new definition of what matters, it would be the vietnamese. though i would have to say that this would exclude all of Africa, i just havent had enough experience. japan and thailand are runners up. i have a feeling there may not be any alcoholics among the Vietnamese. There is something going on there, these are enlightened people living in this world but really they are from HEaven.

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i've settled into the amazing convictin that Joe Crookston, the person I would have to say has been my closest and best friend of this lifetime, was Joseph, the husband of the Virgin Mary, the "father" of Jesus. It's very gratifying to have come to this sense. And its like, "of course." He and I will be very close from here on out.

i want to beleive that as i correctly name people like Joe as major players those people are being brought into the fold. like i just sent joe an e mail telling him of my belief about him, and needless to say i'd just as soon that message reach him more or less at the same time as he gets a phone call or e mail from neil saying, its true joe. i've had enough of people like joe being freaked out by the things i say because they dont know whether or not to believe me.

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